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256 pages, Paperback
First published June 7, 2014
”Get married whole Amirah, that’s what I tell my girls. Don’t get married weak and needy"
If there's one thing I have learned about in life, it's this:
When you're not supposed to do something, you will find it near impossible to resist and when you have to do something, you'll find any number of excuses to avoid doing it.
⤷ ゛If there's one thing I've learnt in my short time on this earth, it is that you don't have to look, behave or think like everyone else to achieve. Just be sincere, work hard and Allah will take care of the rest. ˎˊ˗
⤷ ゛I guess that is a mercy for the dead; they don't have to watch the living falling apart as they grieve. ˎˊ˗
⤷ ゛You can't appreciate beauty if you're running on empty, trying to survive. ˎˊ˗
⤷ ゛I didn't know how to help him heal, not without Islam. Because, without my faith in Allah, none of it made any sense to me. ˎˊ˗
⤷ ゛You haven't made the choices I have, Amirah. I pray that you never do. But if you do ever find yourself in my position, I hope that you won't judge yourself as harshly as you judge me. ˎˊ˗
⤷ ゛I had first tasted the darkness when I was a tortured 15-year-old wannabe goth girl who was angry with the world. ˎˊ˗
⤷ ゛Get married whole, Amirah, that's what I tell my girls. Don't get married weak and needy, looking to your husband to make the world the one you dream of. ˎˊ˗
⤷ ゛"I don't want a lot, Amirah. I just want to be with you," I said with a shrug. "I want to wake up with you to pray Fajr. I want to learn with you, grow with you, see the world with you. I want you to be the mother of my children. I want us to grow old together, inshallah. That's all."
"Just to be together for the rest of our lives then, yeah?" She laughed, and i swear it felt so good to see that sadness disappear from her eyes.
Yes, I thought, that's it. I want to make you smile like that every day of your life, for the rest of your life, inshallah.ˎˊ˗
⤷ ゛Please, Allah, if it is good for me, decree it and, if it isn't, remove it from me and replace it with better. ˎˊ˗