Prepare for your heart to shatter, but also for it to heal! What a mesmerizing and impactful story. Emotionally affecting, creatively inspired, and resplendently beautiful yet bittersweet, Emery Rose has written a story with so much vulnerable tenderness and heart that you’ll find it deeply burrowing into your soul. The angst, the captivating characters, the heart-wrenching storyline, the emotively rich themes and poignant prose all create an emotionally immersed read. This is bold and courageous storytelling- it’s real, it's raw, it’s brilliant. I have not felt a story so deeply in a long while- and my heart still beats for these characters and their journey.
THis is so much more than a love story between two people. More than anything, this is a story about finding yourself and forgiving yourself. A story about redemption and grief. Grieving the people we once were, grieving the life we thought we’d live, and finding the courage to embrace ourselves JUST where we are right now. The courage to accept the path we’re on, even if it’s not the one we expected- to lean into the adversity and hardship we face because those are the moments we find the marrow of our being. This is a story about accepting your flaws and mistakes as part of yourself….but also being accountable for them. To those we hurt. And for healing yourself.
While the blurb may lead you to believe this is a love triangle, and to a certain extent it is, I implore you to go into this story with an open mind, even if you already know these characters from their appearances in other books. This is not the triangle you anticipate, not the love story you’re expecting…and that’s the point. Emery is a writer who has a deep integrity in delivering the TRUTH of the human experience. Real love isn’t always easy, it’s certainly not neat, and it’s not always clear. Loving is like our humanity- it’s messy, challenged by mistakes. And even if it’s endless and unconditional, it’s never linear. But love is TRUE, and the human heart is incredibly resilient…and our love is never finite, there’s room in our heart for loving more than one.
These characters are everything that makes Emery the queen of emotionally touching and heart touching love stories- they are REAL, relatable, radically imperfect, and like so many of us, a bit lost in the messiness of living. Haunted by their pasts, drowning in the dauntingness of trying to move forward. Sometimes all it takes though is a jolt, a meaningful reminder that we are still breathing, that we can change and grow, that there is still HOPE. Emery gives us a powerful and bittersweet reminder that second chances aren’t always guaranteed, and that the bravest and most important thing we can do is just live every moment, every breath to our fullest. That one step forward. The courage to take the risk to open the heart- to find the will to find ourselves, even when we’re lost.
I won’t say much about the plot, because this is best to experience knowing nothing. Avoid spoilers- though you’ll see the dynamic very quickly, so you don’t have to wait to understand just what is at stake. Open your heart and mind- LISTEN to these characters, even if you might not have made their same choices. Because this is less a story about the mistakes they make and more about two shattered souls trying to figure out how to move forward, to find hope from despair, from pain, from uncertainty. And this is not an easy story- these are two broken characters. Both are drowning in the impact, on them and others, of hardships they’ve faced. Guilt, trauma, loss, failure. But at the core of this story is love. Romantic love, friendship, familiar love…and the hardest love of all, loving yourself. Finding ourselves, forgiving ourselves, LOVING ourselves hurts- and the path isn’t always clear or easy. But what a beautiful and magnificent journey it is- what an important one. And here, what a memorable and empowering one. Grab all the Kleenex folks, there IS an HEA, a very clear and definitely and fulfilling one, but Until August reminds us what makes that journey worth taking- LOVE.