Is life about what happens to you or what you make of those events? Yourself? ~ MSL
“Books are mirrors: you only see in them what you already have inside you.” ~ Carlos Zafon (accent on O). GOODREADS QUOTE
The Last Girls (2002)
"There are no grownups - this is the big dirty secret that nobody ever tells you.
"Sometimes life is more like a river than a book." ~ Cort Conley
Ryan’s calls himself “Mimi’s Little Brown Grandson.” His favorite song these days is “Sounds of Silence.” So when it came up in this book, I thought of him. But he thinks the words are : Hello, My Little Dark Friend.” Isn’t he sweet!!
C 1943 GIRLS BORN
10 JUN 1965 12 GIRLS ON RAFT
7 MAY 1999 REUNION OF RAFT TRIP (WOMEN IN THEIR 50s)
LOTS OF THEIR LIFE STORIES ABOUT “LIVING IN A TRAP”
* caught inside a kaleidoscope P 123
* Thomas’ whole life was mapped out for him - all he had to do was live it P 127 (when he assaulted her, Harriet got herself out of the “trap” and inside chaperone’s house; SHE WAS GOOD AT GETTING OUT OF TRAPS)
* Harriet’s whole life was “gone” after Jill died P 132
SUITEMATES IN TOWER SUITE (coveted suite) : All signed up for yearlong Intro to Creative Writing class; Prof of Poetry semester where many students had misconceptions about poetry = that it has to rhyme, that it has to be pretty.
Mr. Holland, Poetry Prof, said: The fact is that it doesn’t really matter what your intentions were in writing this poem, Miss Holding. Now the poem exists as an entity in the world quite apart from you, as it must, subject to our interpretation. You, the writer, cannot dictate that interpretation to us. You cannot protect this poem. In fact, Miss Holding, you have no further control over this poem at all.” P 123
It seems like having children is just the same as Mr. Holland described about poetry. The same is true of anything we create and of life itself.
1.
BABY &. } Roommates. May have had abortion before college?
HARRIET}. What will “bring her out?”
COURTNEY &} Roommates. DUTY was important to her; stay with sick hubby
vs. LIFE = what she really wants
ANNA. }
Intro to Creative Writing Class (yearlong)
Mr. Gaines said: Only 2 plots in literature:
1. Somebody takes a trip;
2. A stranger comes to town
June 10, 1965 = raft trip begins
"They named the raft for an early Mary Scott College alumna?? from Paducah whose sister, Lucille Picket, had entertained them for tea = Sister Daisy;
1. DIED in car accident just before Christmas] Margaret "Baby" Burns BALLOU of Demopolis, AL m. Charlie MAHAN - Harriet's college roommate who had idea of 12 girls on raft; Margaret/Baby must have died because her husband invited everyone to reunion- Courtney & Harriet wonder if suicide b/c Baby was troubled; she may have had an abortion before college; pale, plump young woman with pig face who said she knew Baby from hospital came to visit Baby and Baby said she was : Nobody but may have given her a check; Baby’s mother died before Baby arrived at college; stepmother has a brain the size of a pea and her father shows off his wealth; twin brothers who are holy terrors; Harriet’s mother (Alice) wondered after 1st meeting Baby if she was “alright”
Baby has a brother Richard Ross Ballou who died when she was 10 and he was 13, it may have been an accident but he was playing with a rope in a tree and was hanged, Baby witnessed it;
2. Ruth d'Agostino of NY, NY
3. Lauren DuPree of Mobile, AL No one commented much about her 1st poem in class
4. Jane Gillespie of Richmond, VA
5. Courtney GRAY "Helpful" of Raleigh, NC m. Henry "Hawk" RAWLSTON; has affairs = 2 sons Scott & Jeremy, 2 daughters Evangeline & Lydia; is supposed to meet Harriet for dinner; she's married, organized & rich; but was poor in school; organized raft trip with Suzanne St. John; has a twin sister & it's where she went when she left Hawk; whose only other sib= Stephen died in Vietnam; Courtney had affair with Gene Minor
6. Susan Alexis Hill of Atlanta, GA; made Phi Beta Kappa in Jr year;
7. Harriet Holding of Staunton, VA - scholarship student & English major, never married b/c too busy taking care of everybody=
Jill - moral center of family & her father was Hal Ramsey who disappeared when Jill was born,
Mama (Alice), who had a sewing shop and made all Harriet’s clothes but wouldn't answer questions about H's father or grandparents-said H was a love child; Mr. Carr looked out for Mama the rest of his life- had a son Jeff Carr who fell hopelessly in love with Baby Ballou in college;
her students;
[Story opens in 1999 (34 years after the adventure) with Harriet arriving in Memphis, TN to meet "Baby" and the newspaper article on their trip years ago "12 excited Mary Scott College (fairy-tale Blue Ridge campus) students about to begin their 'Huck Finn' journey down the Miss. on a raft. Mile 736, Friday 5/7/1999, 1645 hours"; her dream was to get a PhD & publish papers in learned journals while writing brilliant novels on the side; anxiety attacks; [I think PTSD from some tragedy in her life.] Harriet had been writing a novel on the raft but failed to complete it when everything happened. teaches a "Write for Your Life" workshop where she helps her Ss write their own life stories; [See p 21 re: What did they learn on the raft voyage?] claims she doesn't have a secret but then thinks "there's nothing she CAN tell" to Courtney;
Harriet didn’t understand that the whole object of college was to graduate with an engagement ring as well as a diploma but everyone else seemed to understand this. P 129 (“Rules” about sex)************************This was perpetuated down through the generations with very few people being honest about how it all worked. Because a woman who was pregnant before marriage was looked down on. DISCUSSION POINT ******************************
Her sister, Jill, died that weekend she was at the Winter Frolics at KA House at Washington & Lee with Thomas Lee. P 130
Harriet had never been to church before Jill’s funeral.
8. Bowen Montague of Nashville, TN
9. Suzanne St. John of New Orleans, LA; organized raft trip with Courtney; said: No hear-shaped corsages in NOLA;
10. Anna Todd of Ivy, WV we meet her 3rd; romance author who thought: that fugitive TIME has stolen most of her life;
Pain serves no function at all;
11. Mimi West of Silver Spring, MD
12. Catherine Wilson of Birmingham, AL m. Howie first, then Steve and now Russell HURT we meet 4th; SHE IS A SCULPTOR; loved writing in college; No one commented about her 1st poem; Harriet was fascinated by her b/c didn’t care what she looked like or what she said; invariably late to class; Russell is fixated on women - makes lots of comments;
Skipper Gordon Cartwright 74 yo
OTHERS:
Prof. Tom Gaines, hippie college