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306 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2013
in the end, the only thing that matters to me is conserving enough clarity to be able to articulately criticize what i see; if some illness stopped me from doing this, nothing would have meaning anymore. i'm not worried about physical degeneration, the whitish drool dribbling onto a shabby suit, premature baldness, prostate cancer. i'm not worried about them so long as i can go on complaining about what i see. i don't seek the permission of the fates to find a soul mate with whom to deploy my melancholy; i can be alone, really alone, but i do ask the god of neural functions to let me retain this faint line of voice that crosses my cranium, allowing me to laugh at the world around me. this is the only grade of intelligence i aspire to, and it makes me immensely happy that it doesn't depend in the least on books or people.montesorri-educated rodrigo, seemingly content to espy the empty lot beside his apartment (and the enigmatic hen that resides therein), collect already-steeped tea bags, and essentially live an ascetic life (much to the chagrin of his mother), nonetheless sees the world as it is, and, resultingly, wants and expects for naught. when he unwittingly marries his coworker cecilia, little changes for him, though he does find himself the unexpected (and confounded) recipient of an impeccably formed (and well-placed) stool — of fecal, not sylvan, composition. rodrigo's fortunes shift (or not), however, after losing his job and leaving mexico city for his maternally populated hometown.
civilization is a violent outrage, a clash of the most basic instincts of every citizen. there is no culture that offers redemption from this disguised barbarity, no poem or play that makes this extreme mendacity of the soul more bearable.
all there is in the city is pointless argument and swaggering, gratuitous animosity and the degradation of others. i now know that all jobs, with their eight office hours and their vertical structure and their system of rewards and punishments, are demeaning to the limits of what is humanly tolerable. and all wage earners–the culture bureaucrats who try to pass off the endless battle for the suppression of others as rational discussion of ideas–are themselves victims and perpetrators of the daily dose of filth, from which nothing, absolutely nothing except resignation and silence and ostracism and the margin, can save them. i, now, am going to conquer that margin, among the shrubs of the terrestrial sphere.
An object at rest stays at rest and an object in motion stays in motion with the same speed and in the same direction unless acted upon by an unbalanced force.~Newton's first law of inertia