This.
Dude.
Is.
Such.
An.
ASSHOLE!!!!
And seriously, their feelings for each other make zero sense. Frankly, I hated them both by the end of the book, him for being such a disgusting loser (with his shitty judgment, how the hell did he have a job for the State to begin with???), and her for being stubbornly stupid with zero imagination and not a lick of sense. So, like, we're expected to believe she's held some kind of love for him All This Fucking Time based on 1. he's dreamy hot walking down the aisle, and 2....? No, wait, that's it. Meanwhile, he treated her horribly before leaving, only talking to her in a language he knows she doesn't fully understand, and shame-fucking her every single night like it was somehow his own penance, the poor whiny baby. Because really, why even keep doing it after the wedding night consummation? He made it clear by the end of the book that he didn't need the extra money for her getting knocked up and that, at the time, babies were the furthest thing from his mind. So by continuing to have 30 seconds of awkward missionary sex with her every night in which he had no thought for her pleasure, knowing she's only doing it because she's been brainwashed into thinking its her "duty", I don't know if it qualifies as sexual assault but it feels like it should be. Like, he could have made it plain as custard from day one this was a convenience marriage, what he expected, etc. but BE NICE ABOUT IT. Do the wedding night cha-cha to seal the deal and then go their separate ways or whatever. But no, he lets her believe there's something more there and that they can have a real marriage. He plays petulant mind games on her based off of his own hurt pride due to machinations of other dudes around him and his own stupid folly. I hate this dude.
So then, what? He sees she's all pretty a year later once she got glam-squadded (after literally not even recognizing her face. RUDE!), and suddenly like OHMYGOSH SHE'S MY WIFE AND NOBODY GETS TO HAVE HER BUT ME which turns to looooooove somehow? He stomps around the entire book like a prissy dumbfuck pony who thinks he's a majestic thoroughbred, blames other people for all his own stupid fucking mistakes, doesn't listen to the woman he married or even ask her anything about herself, just tells himself everything in marriage-land will be tops once he TOPS HER on the regular. Because that's how marriage works, clearly. Screwing fixes all.
And of course that's exactly what happens. EW. They're both gross, her wanna-be boyfriend (who frankly seems like a blowhard dramaqueen goth fuckboi anyway) is gross for literally offering hubby a deal to divorce her so he can marry her instead WITHOUT EVEN ASKING IF SHE WANTED THAT (after not taking her "no" for an answer for months, hoping to finally nice-guy himself into her vagina).
This book is gross. The main characters are gross, dudes especially. YUCK.
Rating: PENALTY BOX BAD