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Last semester, Romy escaped from an abusive relationship with the guy she’d thought was the man of her dreams. This semester she’s putting herself back together, determined to reclaim her passion for art and for life. When she signs up for a painting class at the local art co-op, the possibility of passion becomes very real -- in the form of her teacher, Caleb. Both mysterious and seriously hot, Caleb bares his soul on his canvases, and Romy’s fascinated by what she sees.

Caleb is just trying to keep his head above water. Caring for his traumatized, unstable sister is getting harder every day, and his paintings are so dark and bleak that no one is buying. Teaching classes at the co-op is no longer enough, and now he’s going to have to sell more than just his art to the wealthy, sex-starved women in his classes. But when Romy comes along, she makes everything more complicated. She sees the truth in his paintings -- a truth no one else has realized, until now.

Romy and Caleb might have a real shot together -- one that could heal them both. But when ghosts from their pasts re-emerge, determined to keep them apart, will they be strong enough to hold on to each other?

**New Adult content: this novel contains sexual content not suitable for readers under the age of 18 **

"An exquisite story about turning a life that once seemed hopeless into something beautiful...One of my favorite New Adult novels of 2013" ~Alessandra Thomas, author of Picture Perfect and Subject to Change

247 pages, Kindle Edition

First published September 2, 2013

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Mila Ferrera

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Mila Ferrera lives in New England, where she has a family and a job and does various normal, everyday things, all while plotting novels in her head. She has a passion for writing new adult/adult romance featuring psychological twists and tortured heroes. Her own psychology internship involved plenty of consultation, but alas, no sexy Swedish doctors, and her decision to make one up is what sparked her self-publishing adventures. She's the author of SPIRAL and ONLY BETWEEN US (available now), and EVERYTHING BETWEEN US (11/5/13).

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467 reviews124 followers
November 3, 2017
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Review 11/2017

Not quite as madly in love with this anymore as when I read it for the first time almost three years back, but I still really, really, really liked it.

Such an emotionally charged story with wonderful characters and a romance so heartfelt it melted my insides.
I'm not usually big on overly sweet heroines (as more often than not, "sweet" equals "spineless" in romance books) but Romy, paired with a gentle, sensitive soul like Caleb, was a perfect fit.
I loved those two together and the portrayal of their empowering yet healthy relationship, another thing that I feel isn't that common in the NA genre.

Withdrawing one star from my initial 5 star-rating though, due to the needless miscommunication and self-sacrificing trope toward the end, something I've apparently grown increasingly touchy about over time.

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Review 01/2015

Simply beautiful.

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Only between us by Mila Ferrera is proof that New Adult romance books don't have to be over the top angsty. The hero doesn't have to be uber-alpha and/or a manwhore, the heroine can be more than an insecure pushover.

Only between us is a wonderfully heart-warming story about sensitive, guilt-ridden artist Caleb and sweet yet strong-minded psychology student Romy. Both of them have survived difficult times in their lives, and while Romy is trying to piece together what is left of her's, Caleb still has to deal with his demons and the consequences of the mistakes he's made in his past. In each other, Romy and Caleb find the strength they need to begin anew.

Only between us focuses on emotions, character development and relationships, rather than on an action-packed storyline. There is no insta-love, no insurmountable tragedy, no cheating. There is love, friendship, family ties. Redemption.

Only between us might be one of the most powerful, most touching, most satisfying stories I've read in a long time, maybe ever. My perfect comfort read.
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518 reviews63 followers
January 19, 2015
I usually rely on my GR friends reviews and decide if I want to spend time reading the book. In this case, I scroll down to check my friends status and find no reviews! Duh...I was asking myself "Do I want to be a hero??" ...So I did apparently:).

This book doesn't have
~whiny heroine
~typical alpha guys that dominate in NA romance
~love triangle
~cheating
~miscommunication
~soapy drama
~drunk in the party

Cool...

Romy is trying to rebuild her life. She is strong and kind. Caleb is a struggling, yet very talented artist, a guy who deals with so many difficulties and still manages to take good care of his damaged sister. I love both LCs. Romy see Caleb's paintings. She listens to his truth when no one believe him. That is how they first met. The story is about life, hardship, and triumph. It feels real and genuine. I really enjoy reading this book:)

#stand-alone # hot and steamy # nice ending #well-paced
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839 reviews71 followers
September 11, 2021
I wasn't sure what to expect with this book, but after a few chapters I couldn't put it down, loved it.

Happy Reading 📚📚📖📗📕📘📒📙📚😇
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639 reviews4,044 followers
November 16, 2014



Only between us is about Romy who escaped from terrible, toxic relationship, that changed her life and destroyed vital parts of it. Now, she has to pick up the pieces of life that Alex had stolen her. Little by little and step by step Romy comes back to the things that were a part of her, before Alex. With help of her friends, Romy finishes her degree and for the first time in very long time starts to paint.

Romy is strong and kind character, there isn’t a whiney bone in her, which made me like her very much. She’s not typical New Adult heroine, because even with her past and fear she’s trying to rebuilt her life, without too much drama. Her great passion for painting, made her enroll in painting classes where she meets Caleb. Sexy and struggling artist who has many difficulties. Everything is on his shoulders and every day is a fight to survive and protect his damaged sister. Still he manages to take care of his mentally disturbed sister the best he can, which was admirable. He never complained, never told a bad word about her. It was heartbreaking to see how much he could sacriface for her.



One Between Us is one of those books that are nice and pleasureable read, yet still heartbreaking. It’s a great story about dealing with problems without causing too unrealistic drama or lack of commnication between main characters. I’ve enough of dishonesty in book relationships, so it was really nice to see a couple who were honest and believed in others words. That made Romy and Caleb’s relationship realistic, beautiful and good.

I also loved how wonderfully author showed Caleb and Romy’s love for art. It was incredibly passionate, sweet and tasteful. It was nice to see how much art means to Caleb, and the way Romy can see into his soul by looking at his work made me swoon.

The only issue I had is predictability. As much as I enjoyed it, Only Between Us is very similar to other contemporary romances. I suppose this book should be hotter and more twisted.



Everything in Only Between Us is real and sincere. Every page is filled with enaging story about facing obstacles and never letting go of things that are important. Extremely likeable characters and the fact this book has alternating point of views, made it more complex and heart shattering.

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October 24, 2013
DNF

Stopped at 39%. Caleb is a pathetic character. I pitied him and the awful circumstances he was in, but gosh, what.a.doormat. Both of his sisters treated him like crap and he took it.

Romy. Hmmmm so when you've been physically abused by your ex, it must be custom to throw your legs open to the first guy you're attracted to.

Very little student-teacher business going on anyway. Theme wasn't emphasized in the book, but advertised in the blurb.

This is another one of those "I CAN'T.

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Author 8 books63 followers
September 6, 2013
WOW!
There is so much I want to say about this book. But I find it so difficult to formulate it into words.

After a series of books trying to cash in on abuse and trauma, we finally get to read about the collateral damage.
Caleb is exactly that.
The collateral damage of what happened to Katie.
And his story is heart wrenching, if anything it is worse than Katie's.
Although he wasn't directly involved,he was equally victimized and its liberating to get a fresh take or to view or comprehend abuse from different angle.
No less painful. But at least your not reading the same old crap same as in all the other novels of this genre.

Caleb McCallum!
Dude!
Never have I met a guy before who makes you wanna be strong for him!
Normally its 'o I wanna jump his bones', but with Caleb its is 'o I wanna wrap him in a blanket a keep him safe'!!!
Not that Caleb is a pansy.
Mind you, he is one of the STRONGEST male leads I have come across.
So STRONG!

And Romy! wow! All the other female leads should take pointers from this woman.
No kidding.
She had it ALL, wrapped together in a cute lil package.
She was amazing.
And more importantly, she was sensible and NOT stupid!

The story itself was well written. Such a fragile topic but handled so delicately.
Mila Ferrera, keep this up and you have such a bright future waiting for you.
Having said that, the end was abrupt.
Sure it dint leave us hanging and painted a clear picture for the future and everything, but i would've loved to see that picture take form of words.
At least an epilogue.
I deserve some closure dammit!

So much more I wan to say.
I cant find the right words, wish I could "draw you a picture" too.

ps: LOVE that cover! LOVE IT!!!
And I so wish this book had a playlist.


I had SO hoped Daniel would get his own book.
Now that I've seen the cover for 'Everything Between Us' and read d blurb, YAY!!! SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!
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3,100 reviews50 followers
October 1, 2016
A 4.5 star read, as close to 5 stars as possible with not actually being 5 stars. This is the story of Caleb and Romy. Caleb is an artist, trying to scrape by all the while trying to take care of his traumatized sister (who was molested by a step father for many years) and Caleb feeling so guilty for not stopping the abuse sooner (Caleb lived in the same house where the abuse took place and surmised what was going on but didn't say anything). At one point, Caleb is selling his body (to a rich art patron) just to try and support his sister's medical bills.

Then Caleb meets Romy in a painting class he teaches. Romy has her own problems with an abusive, stalking ex-boyfriend. The story begins when Caleb and Romy develop deep feelings for one another but a conflict arises with Caleb trying to help his sister (who is in constant psychiatric peril) and also have a relationship with Romy who he is starting to love deeply. I had tears in my eyes as it looked like poor Caleb might not be able to handle both. My heart bled for Caleb (and Romy who was trying to do the right thing).

Caleb and Romy both became much stronger people as their relationship developed and that finally allowed them to get priorities straight.

A wonderful book. I have another book on my Kindle by Mila Ferrera (Spiral) which I now really want to read.
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760 reviews1,889 followers
November 6, 2017
I’m on the verge of calling my therapist after reading this. I’m not saying it was that bad but it really was that depressing.

Caleb is such a sweet and caring guy who lets his entire family walk all over him. He spends 80% of his time taking care of his bitch of a sister Katie who tells lies about him, calls him all kinds of horrible names and blames every single bad thing that happens to her on him.

The rest of his family tries to take as little responsability as possible as far Katie goes and also blame everything on Caleb. How is it possible that guy didn’t end up jumping off the nearest bridge?

This isn’t a happy romantic love story about two people finding eachother, this is about two people who got assfucked by life, repeatedly, and now that they’ve found a spark of good in their lives life still thinks: nope, things should be worse!

Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m off to read something that won’t hit me in the face with a hammer.
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581 reviews58 followers
October 22, 2013
OH MY GOD that was so perfect! Perfect writing, perfect characters, perfect love story, perfect ending, perfect EVERYTHING. I wish Caleb and Romy's story would go on forever so I could keep reading about them! I think Only Between Us is, so far, my farovite book this year!!
And I found my new book boyfriend... Caleb ❤


"You don't understand. I don't think you're beautiful. You are."

"Out of difficulties grow miracles."
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1,579 reviews563 followers
November 10, 2013
Lovely stuff. Lots of worthiness here: The author, the hero and the heroine.

The writing is spot on - the serious topics are well researched - enough to make me care about checking to see if the author has experience in the field she writes about here. I'm not surprised to learn that the author studied Psychology.

I enjoyed her writing style. An edited book is always welcome in my reading pile - its supposed to be the norm but unfortunately, nowadays an fully edited book is few and far between in this genre.

I can "feel" each character. Those characters who are meant to be adorable are absolutely just that: adorable. And the characters who are meant to be abhorrent are just that: abhorrent sonsanddaughtersofbitches.

I started on book 2 first Everything Between Us by Mila Ferrera - another couple's story, which is where I first read about this couple, Caleb and Romy. Their lovey-doveyness in that book made we want to see how they got their HEA. I'm glad I did.

Caleb is a good boy. His is real. A broken, gentle/violent/intense (gorgeous) soul who has a huge capacity to love. Not your usual badboy man-ho we have so much of in New Adult lately. Yes, he makes shitty choices which I hated but he hated them more. Every worthy girl needs to be loved the way he loves Romy.

Romy is a good girl too. Also has her demons but eventually rises above them. She loves Caleb the way he deserves to be loved and she's strong and vulnerable and sweet and caring and hurting and deserves Caleb's love too.

They have an intense bond, sexual and emotional chemistry. The sex scenes are realistic and sexy.

What also drew me to this one was that this is a stand-alone, within a series. I loved their connection so much that although the book had a nice HEA, I wanted an epilogue cos I'm invested in more than their here and now. So, for me the ending needed something extra: maybe a look into "a year down the line" cos they've gone through so much and I want to know how they grow. I prefer to hear more about them in this one book, not a sequel or installment follow up, so if there are future books in this series, about other MCs then I'm definitely looking out for them. Maybe they will feature there and it'll be good to catch up. But not another book where Caleb and Romy are the MCs though, I prefer one couple's story in one book, not installments.

This is a book I will re-read.
The topic is fascinating.
I cried when he cried and laughed when he laughed.
I felt her bewilderment and then felt her contentment in his arms.
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1,251 reviews313 followers
October 2, 2013
So much New Adult focuses on two broken people finding love and acceptance in each other, but I honestly don't think many of the books do it well. Only Between Us is a book where I believed in the pain of the main characters, and I could truly feel their emotions. Both characters had things they were dealing with, and that made up a large portion of the book, but they also felt like real individuals with full lives: their issues didn't encompass them.

I really loved both characters, and I especially admired Romy for accepting Caleb's role in his sister's life, and for putting up Katie (because even while feeling bad for her and knowing that she had a lot to deal with, she was also very frustrating at times). I loved how Romy and Caleb just fit with each other: they understood about each other's passion for art, but they also fit so well because of their differences.

I enjoyed the last book I read by Mila Ferrera, and I loved this one even more. I can't wait to check out Daniel's story next!
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200 reviews29 followers
February 19, 2025
THIS BOOK... COMPLETELY INSANE!

Well this morning I found myself in a mood for romance book and I'm GLAD I read this one!
This book completely sucked me in from the first page. The writing style is very gooood.. I literally cried and feel so messed up, I don't know, but I can feel the pain that the main characters feel. The characters feels so real and deep. I'm falling in love both of them. Their past is so dark, especially for Caleb. That such heavy and nightmarish issues!

And DAMN! I need the epilogue!
There's no cliffhanger ending, but I'm curious with Romy's and Caleb's life after that ending.
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Author 8 books52 followers
September 5, 2013
Mila has some wonderfully broken and lovable characters. Enter Romy and Caleb, who both have deep-seeded issues. Romy with relationships and Caleb with his family.

Having characters that have meat to them is something I love to see, especially in NA and YA. And these characters do. Stories that are not only about romance, but about life, and how people overcome the struggles of it. True stories. REAL stories.

From SPIRAL to ONLY BETWEEN US, Mila knows how to weave a perfectly complex and engaging story with some heartbreaking and loving characters. One of my favorite series so far.

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Author 55 books2,140 followers
October 6, 2013
THIS BOOK WAS AMAZING!

I especially loved that the characters were honest and real and didn't play games.

They just wanted to be together but heartbreaking circumstances kept getting in the way.

Caleb was such a beautiful soul (and sexy as HELL) and I so wanted him to find his own happiness in the end.

I highly recommend this sexy, sweet, honest and charming book!
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53 reviews3 followers
September 8, 2013
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Only Between Us

"The road to Hell is paved with good intentions."

People can mean well, but when one person's good intentions overlap with other people's good intentions, unintended consequences can be detrimental.

Welcome to ONLY BETWEEN US.

More amazing realistic New Adult fiction from Mila Ferrera, ONLY BETWEEN US chronicles the lives of Romy, a graduate student, and Caleb, an artist. Ferrera writes Happily Ever Afters that don't depend on anyone's love fixing another person. Instead, their love enables the people who are in need of help to find it.

A real life psycholgist, Ferrera crafts stories that revolve around characters who have survived abuse and/or who are battling mental illnesses. She also writes about the people who treat them. Her obvious respect for these characters compels the reader to respect them regardless of their behavior. Sometimes the people in need are hard to take. Sometimes the caregivers make judgment errors.

Some authors use behavior rooted in mental illness to encourage a reader to hate a character or paint the caregiver as an enabler. Ferrera simply turns the story slightly with every scene, making you see that there's often no road map and that people do the best they can with what they have to work with.

Despite the realism, the love story central to ONLY BETWEEN US is rich, layered, and moves forward so nicely that it's pretty tempting to read the book straight through. Give into that temptation if time allows.

Romy, a graduate student in psychology, had a rough time last year.
Last year, I was broken. Dismantled bit by bit, day by day, until all that was left was a brittle shell. I wasn’t even aware it was happening until it was almost too late. I thought I was in love. I thought I could change—be prettier, more attentive—and that would make it better. It took a black eye and a fat lip to wake me up.

This semester, I’m reclaiming myself piece by piece.

Romy's best friend, Jude, decides to enroll them in a painting class, since it's something Romy loved prior to her most recent relationship.
As we approach the entrance to the co-op, this multi-story old building three blocks off quaint Main Street with its heated sidewalks and funky boutiques, I push away Alex’s mocking voice as it whispers You’re wasting your time … that looks like something a five-year-old would draw … I escaped from him at the end of January, but he’s still in my head sometimes.

Caleb isn't exactly setting the art world on fire, but he's definitely heating up Romy and Jude.
The stairs creak and we look up to see a guy coming down the steps. He looks to be in his mid-twenties, maybe a few years older than I am, and he moves with the careless grace of an athlete.

“Holy hotness,” breathes Jude, mimicking my thoughts perfectly. It’s not that I’m on the prowl, but in this life, there are a few objective truths, and this guy’s attractiveness is one of them. His jeans hang from his lean hips and are stained with paint. A similarly decorated t-shirt clings to his frame, and there’s a smear of blue on his tanned, muscular forearm. He has chin-length, chocolate brown hair, but he’s pulled some of it away from his face in a partial ponytail high on the back of his head. And that gives us a perfect view of his wolf-gray eyes, which skate over us with mild interest as he descends the stairs and walks toward us.

“You guys here for my class?” he asks, nodding toward the classroom. Oh my God. He’s the teacher.

Caleb's life isn't just messy...it's downright dysfunctional. His sister has a mental illness and he's dealing with a boatload of childhood issues that would make most people crumple into a ball. Yet he's working to make it through the day without his inner demons catching up. His art is his outlet and Romy, of course, zeroes right in on Caleb's pain.
At the back of the studio is a huge primed canvas, five by five at least, with a thin layer of gray wash on it. The artist has begun to paint over it, thick smears of paint applied with a palette knife instead of a brush. It’s so intense that I’m drawn forward, needing to see it beneath the light. I flip on the overhead lamp and lean in, admiring the thin threads of yellow and red and purple in the blackish-blue squares of paint. And right through all that inky midnight is a deep red gash, a harsh V carved into the overwhelming darkness, revealing how artist has taken the time to build the layers, each one with a different dominant color. It’s both inviting and repellant, despair trying to devour a hope that won’t die. It looks edible and painful and I want to touch it but am afraid I’d sink in and get lost.

The story takes off from there, spilling into a messy, beautiful, painful, wonderful display of humanity.

I love it when authors name-check other authors in their books. Extra awesomeness if you write the scene in a library.
Her eerie eyes meet mine. “Can I help you?” she asks.

“Any recommendations?”

She stares at me. “What do you like?”

“Something funny, maybe? I have enough angst in my life that I don’t want to read about it, too.”

She snorts. “Tell me about it.”

I smile at her. “You too, huh?”

She rolls her eyes. “Oh yeah. Have you tried Cora Carmack? Her stuff is hilarious.” She digs in her pile and pulls up a book, then holds it out to me.

I accept the book and look down at the cover. Losing It, it’s called. Sounds appropriate. “Is this what you read when you’re stressed out?”

She smiles, and it makes her pretty. She looks much younger when she smiles. “Definitely. I’ll be reading one of her books tonight for sure. I could use the distraction.” She holds up another book by the same author. Faking It. Also appropriate.

As a fan of Cormack's, I felt even more invested in the story when this character recommended her books to Romy. We're all excited to tell people about our favorite authors, aren't we?

Ferrera continues to impress me by writing realistic fiction that's both compelling and entertaining. The love stories are exquisite and the love scenes are steamy. The plights of her characters are big, but their victories are bigger and serve to balance the story beautifully. I walk away from her novels hopeful and lighthearted despite the heavy subject matter. High praise, indeed.

5 Stars

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733 reviews349 followers
September 27, 2013
Not what I expected. I really liked Caleb and Romy. At one point it looked like it was going to be similar to Price of a Kiss but it went a different direction.
Caleb is an amazing human being. Strong, giving, heroic, and caring. It's too bad nobody was any of these things to him growing up. He should've been an angry jaded asshole and you wouldn't blame him. But he was the opposite. He was left to care for his 22 year old sister Katie. Oh Katie. She's a hot mess. Understandably so but I felt pissed at her after a while because of the toll caring for her took on Caleb. I felt drained just reading it. He was a talented artist and that's how he met Romy.

Romy is recovering from her own drama, which wasn't even close to his. I loved her gay BFF's Jude and Eric. They were huge supporters to her. She had an abusive ex that had her all jacked up and scared. Asshole Alex. I needed her to heal from her situation. I needed her to become stronger. And selfishly it was because I wanted her to be stronger for Caleb
Romy and Caleb pulled the best out of each other. Hope and positivity. I loved them together.
Romy and Caleb didn't have any easy time. Katie really took a toll on them and tested and manipulated their relationship. At the end I was teared up for Caleb. He's lost enough of his life and sacrificed too much. He fucking deserved Romy. He deserved help.
I was so happy this was a HEA. You'll love Caleb. You'll want nothing but happiness for the guy who has always been so selfless.
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895 reviews20 followers
September 4, 2013
4.5 stars

This is the first book I have read from Mila Ferrera, and it definitely won't be the last! Only Between Us is a wonderfully written story with an engaging plot and beautiful characters.

To find the person she once was, Romy signs up for painting classes. This is where she meets Caleb, her painting teacher. From the first moment they met, there is a hot and undeniable connection between the two. They are both so beautifully broken and my heart broke for them.

I loved Romy from the first page. She used to be this strong person, but after she left her abusive boyfriend, she became a shell of the girl she once was. I loved watching her become that strong girl again! Caleb is trying to care for his mentally disturbed sister, without any help from his family. He blames himself for what happened to her and he tries so hard to give her a good life. He never complains, but things are becoming too much to handle. I usually don't tear up while reading, but Caleb was so sad and so lonely, and I couldn't stop myself from crying for him. He needed to have a happy ending more than anyone else!

Only Between Us is a raw and heartbreaking story. It's completely character driven and I wouldn't have it any other way. I can not wait to read her next book, Everything Between Us, which is in Daniel's, Caleb's best friend, POV. I loved Daniel and I just know his story is going to be just as amazing!
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2 reviews
October 9, 2013
I loved this book! I was hooked from the first page and could not put it down. The main characters were refreshing - strong, honest and real. The supporting characters were loveable and I can't wait to read Daniel's story.

My Casting for:

ROMY
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CALEB
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Favourite Quotes:

I don't have the words... but I can draw you a picture.

Review:
Genre - New Adult/Romance/College
Point of View - Dual Perspective
Main Characters - Romy & Caleb
Romance - Sweet/Steamy
Cliffhanger - None/Standalone


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9,520 reviews162 followers
September 4, 2013
The reason I wanted to read this book was the cover, I have no shame when I keep always mentioning if you have a pretty cover I'll sure as hell will read your book. Sometimes it's good when Caleb has to set things straight, we don't want to get confused on certain things, "no, definitely not my boyfriend. First, I'm straight, and second, I'm single." Romy is a no nonsense girl, she doesn't like being led on, "you could have been up front about this being your space," she says. "The game-playing wasn't really necessary." Caleb we also learn is possessive and protective, "I doubt a quick eff on the floor of your studio is going to do the trick. And aren't you with Yelena?" Romy is the type of person who cares what people think, that's kinda no true she just cares what one person thinks and that's Caleb, "how will he look at me the next time he sees me? Will he avoid me? Smirk? Brag to Markus about feeling me up?" I liked other characters in the book mainly Daniel I'd love for him to get his own story.
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546 reviews162 followers
July 28, 2019
Really good. The writer apparently writes YA fantasy under another name. I think this book is under the pseudonym.

Anyway, well-written with a tight and compelling plot. The H and h were grad-student age although I believe Caleb had recently received his masters. They were both a little broken, but so sweet and relatable. I really liked them both. They made some mistakes they could have avoided by communicating better, but they were realistic and understandable given what the two were dealing with in their own lives.
But there was no OTT angst, stupid drama or separation between them. No impending surprise spawn in the middle of the story to ruin the magic. These characters had a connection you can't miss or resist getting caught up in - and that's what I read romance for.

I'll be watching this writer.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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124 reviews28 followers
April 27, 2015
3.50
My only complaint is that I wish it was longer.
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5,006 reviews152 followers
July 26, 2019
Heart Compassion Wisdom Love Life Pain Sorrow

This may have been only between Romy and Caleb but there were many others that had an affect on their chance at having happiness .

Romy and Caleb both had a past that ut shadows in their eyes and caution intheir lives, but for different reasons. romy was back on the mend froma relationship that had rocked her life and chnaged who she was. There was something there in their first meeting. There was sizzle in the air. Jude could almost pick up on it. There were some very interseting characters schattered through this one. I love Jude and his persistence, protectiveness, and the steadfast friendship with Romy. Eric was storng and trustworthy adn also a justick seeker. Caleb was a deep character .He had layers that I was not expexcting to find in the male lead. He had a life that was not kind or forgiving. I could relate to him righrt away. No Katie. I was not a fan of Katie at all. I did like the fact that she did finally own up to her life a give Caleb a bit of a brerak. Even at the very end I could not find it in me to give Amy a second glance.

This story was satisfying and full with the deeps of the various characters. Their past. Their connecitons. Their everything. There was a solid story of love, loss, connections, redemption, growth, understanding, and supportiveness. I am looking forward to the next installment in the series.
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March 16, 2017
Un libro hermosisimo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dos personas aprendiendo a superar la vida juntos! Con todo lo que eso implica.
una historia brillante, hermosa!
Con muchas, muchisimas, ganas de leer el segundo.
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December 2, 2015
WOW. This was incredible! How the hell had I never heard of it?! And why is the rating so low? Honestly it was perfect for me, and I kept waiting for it to let me down but that never happened. From the first line all the way through to the last line...

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There are so many things to love and appreciate in this book but honestly for me it comes down to the two MCs. This was a true romance, because while there are scenes with other people it always comes back to them and I just loved both of them.

- Romy. She has got to be one of my FAVORITE heroines EVER. She wasn't whiny or unrealistic, she faced things head on and when she had a question (even if she felt scared and insecure about) she asked Caleb. I was so SO impressed with her.

"I will not let Alex make me see the world this way, scared and suspicious of everything and everyone. That would mean he’s still manipulating me, and I won’t let him ruin this for me like he ruined so much else."

- Caleb. I liked Romy more just because Caleb had a tendency to let his family walk all over him (but given the past and his guilt..I get it), but I still really liked him. I've really been digging the non-alpha male heroes lately. He was insecure without being annoying and I loved how concerned he was about Romy's well being and tending to her wants. He was put in a tough situation but I think he handled the best he knew how.

"You don’t understand. I don’t think you’re beautiful. You are." (This has got to be one of my favorite lines EVER!)

And the writing...it was so well done and I think I had at least two or three things highlighted in every chapter. I loved the way she talked about art and the way she handled Katie's mental illness. A few reviews I read mentioned predictability, but I didn't feel that way at all. I mean certain things were sort of a given but that had more to do with knowing the storyline and I didn't feel like it took anything away from the novel.

I think what I appreciated the most was the maturity. If you are completely over the trope where communication is practically nonexistent and it leads to tons of problems that could be solved with a single sentence, I think you'll really enjoy this. It's not terribly angsty or dramatic but the pace was perfect and I definitely didn't want to put it down. These characters had problems but they really tried not to let them take over their life and ruin their happiness and I admired that a lot.


“Because once the art comes out of you, it doesn’t belong to only you, not anymore.”

Indeed it does, and I'll definitely be back for more Mila Ferrera...
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April 18, 2015
I loved this book. The h was just great.
But TBH I didn't know whether to hug or beat the H. The H was a sensitive artist type plus a cliche stuggling one. He was a product of the foster system and his own family( from whom he had been taken, the reason being horrible) were terrible to him, they belittled him, used him, bad-mouthed him, his sister even was violent to him. Honestly I wanted his family to DIE, they used him as a whipping boy. What surprised me and upset me was the H kept taking it from them and giving more, more of his money, his caring, his self-respect, his time, his attention....I could go on.
The H just had horrible self-worth - no surprise, no one ever seemed to have loved him and he was surrounded by users- and I just wanted to be his Mom and just give him a hug. But he should have booted out his crazy sister and walked away from his ungrateful family.
The h was really amazing, though I was a bit irritated she delayed getting the restraining order on her ex until it was almost too late, talk about being an ostrich. She was the only one who really saw the H, she listened to him, she took care of him when he was hurt and was just there for him, I think he had that in life life for the first time a person's honest caring and respect.
The h was a student therapist and worked with a shelter for abused women. The author did her research, some of the stuff there with the abused women and the H's horrible sister ( who was either bipolar or manic depressive , don't remember) was eye opening and rang true. Really impressed with the author.

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The H really grew here as a character and manned up for the h's sake and with her help. Both the h and H were better and richer for having each other in their lives. Really liked the h and felt sorry for the H and later felt admiration for them both.
I believed in the HEA but even in the end the H's family's remorse was like too little too late and I only wished that the H had kicked them to the curb that would have made my HEA complete.
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November 28, 2017

I was very pleasantly surprised by this book. I expected what you usually find in Adult Romance novels. But this book has a lot more heart to it and wasn't nearly as focused on sex.

The book follows Romy who, after surviving an abusive relationship, is trying to get her life back. She joins a painting class for this reason. There she meets Caleb and feels a kinship with him because of his paintings. But Caleb has problems of his own and if he and Romy want a future, they will have to battle against their past and sort out their present.

Now, when I say Caleb has problems of his own, that's a huge understatement. His life is pretty much a nightmare and the entire time I wanted to give him a hug and bake him cookies (even though I can't bake). But most importantly, I wanted everyone to stop hurting him so much!

I can't remember the last time I read someone who'd had such terrible luck in life.

And that's where Romy came in. Sure, she was dealing with her past relationship, but she also cared about people and she wanted to help them. She helped Caleb a lot and he helped her as well. They were both there for each other, like a support system.

That was one my favourite things about the book; the relationship between Romy and Caleb was really good. They were both really supportive of each other and the issues in the book weren't between them. They were a team dealing with external issues. It was refreshing to read and I really want to read something more like it.

Another important character in the book was Caleb's sister, who lived with him. She was dealing with having had an abusive childhood and blamed Caleb for it. And I know I'm not supposed to say this about an emotionally scarred person, but I really didn't like her. I wanted to yell at her and shake her for how she treated Caleb. She made me very angry.

The writing in the book was good and the pace didn't lag. The story was consistently engaging as well. I'm not giving it five starts for some things in the beginning, like the cliché-ness of Caleb being the hottest guy Romy had ever seen. *eye roll*

I'm also not a huge fan of the 'I need you' dynamic. It just immediately makes me think co-dependence! even though I know it's not. It's just that, for me — someone with serious commitment issues driven by my need for independence and maintaining my individuality — co-dependence is as bad as it gets. But I assure you, the romantic relationship between Romy and Caleb was perfectly healthy.

And overall, this was a really good book and I want to read something else like this. I highly recommend checking it out.
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January 3, 2015
4.5 Stars

I've been wanting to read this since I read Everything Between Us. And I''m so glad I did. I put Mila Ferrera with Megan Erikson in that she writes slightly different New Adult. Plus, dual POV always helps.

Going in I thought I would immediately connect with Romy, but Caleb was the character that really got me. I do like Romy and would get emotional (read: teary) when she struggled with her past. And her struggle felt real. I love that she has to battle being vulnerable and trusting herself. But Caleb broke my heart. What he had to go through and his continuous struggle was awe-inspiring to read about.

And I loved the way Ms. Ferrera incorporates art. It worked well in Everything Between Us, but even better here. I am not an artist and, generally, don't get art. But I easily pictured the art described. Plus, it gave me a deeper look into Caleb's head. I feel like that's what authors are going for when they have artistic characters, but it doesn't always work.

The romance was also fantastic. Sometimes the conflict keeping a couple apart feels forced, but this was the opposite. Every person has a past and problems they bring into a relationship. And some of those things will always be there. I also liked how Ms. Ferrera handled Romy's experience with domestic violence. She was respectful and allowed Romy's self-confidence to grow instead of a guy fixing everything.

My only real issue is the same problem I had with Ms. Ferrera's other book. There were too many problems left unresolved. There's definitely groundwork for a resolution, but I would have liked to see more. I think sometime authors who write romance rely too much on the others understanding that these characters have a happily ever after. I need you to prove to me these characters will actually have a HEA.

This did make me like Daniel even more. I was afraid he'd be a silly playboy, but he's just as caring and insightful in this story. And I kind of want to re-read his book now.

A warning; this book does deal with abuse in several forms. I've mentioned that in passing and it is in the synopsis, but I want to make it clear. I would say the actual actions are not described too much, but it is present and I know some people like to avoid those themes or story points.

But if you don't mind that I highly recommend this-especially for a new adult read.
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