4.0 Don't Be Put Off By The Blurb STARS
So the tag line that made me buy this book was,
"What the f**k had I done, and how was I ever going to explain this to my wife?"
And so in a hotel room in Vegas we see Cal wake up, hungover and having totally lost time. He throws up and is hunched over a trashcan in the room. Someone is moving around in the bathroom, the door opens and out walks a tall, blonde woman he has no recollection of. With the immortal words, "That was some party. Have a nice life sugar" she leaves and Cal realises his world as he knew it has just fallen around his ears.
Now, usually I would avoid books with cheating in. They just do not do it for me. But this one had something about it. Cal goes home and confesses to his wife of 6 years that he woke up naked in a hotel room, with no memory of events and that he is pretty sure he slept with another woman.
If this had been an affair or he had slept with someone they knew, I don't think I could have read it because I would find it so hard to tolerate him as a 'hero'. Don't get me wrong, I would not condone his actions. Cheating is cheating. In this case, he doesn't actually know if he did sleep with the woman. (I did wonder if she was a hooker, actually, but we never find out). Shelly, his wife, at one point asks about the night and the woman and she kind of clings to the hope that maybe they hadn't had sex but Cal says they both woke up naked and he was pretty sure they had slept together. The scene where he tells Shelley what happened is heartbreaking. It happens at the very start of the book.
So why did I like Cal, despite his infidelity?
Firstly, he never once thinks he won't tell her. They have never lied to each other and these two have been together since school. They were each others only lover...until now.
Secondly, he really has no recollection of the events. He never would have entertained the idea of cheating and I think he was so shocked at himself.
Thirdly, he and Shelley clearly are soulmates. He adores her and cannot contemplate his life without her. He is ashamed of himself and I thought the scene where he has to go and confess to his family really brought home how one person's actions can impact on so many others.
Finally, Cal is hell bent on getting her back. He does everything to keep his wife.
This book epitomises the theory of what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Cal and Shelley come out of this stronger and more solid. They rediscover each other and somehow see each other in a different light.
Shelley is an impressive heroine. I liked watching her rise from the ashes. She loves Cal so much and his actions crush her. She has a great relationship with her friends and that helps.
Talking of friends....These stories centre around an interesting bunch of friends. Cal, Scott and T.J plus Shelley, Gaby and Sasha. Cal and T.J are mechanics. Scott is the professional white collar guy from a rich but emotionally detached family. He was pseudo adopted by Cal's gorgeous family. T.J kind of brought himself up and we hear more of that in '21 Days' which is the next book. Shelley has a sweet Dad. Sasha is a kind of female version of Scott. Gaby is the kind, sweet and always cheerful girl in the group. The six of them are a pretty tight group having been close for years.
Each book in the series focuses on a different couple but threads run through it so they should be read in order. Cal and Shelley's story ends in a good way but we see how they develop throughout the other characters books.
So, in summary I was pleasantly surprised to discover that I really liked this book and it has kicked off a series that I am hopelessly addicted to!