How do I even begin to articulate the ways in which reading the Catechism of the Catholic Church has encouraged, amazed, challenged, convicted, strengthened, clarified, and invigorated my faith over this past year?
First off, I should probably disclose that I read this as a non-Catholic Christian. I've grown up as a cradle Protestant who has loved Jesus and the Church my entire life. Over the past 20 years of my life, I've marvelled at the close friendship God has blessed me with, in a wonderful Christian man who has grown up as a cradle Catholic, and who has also loved Jesus and the Church his entire life.
I'm ashamed to admit how thoroughly I've come to understand that growing up as a Protestant resulted in a deeply-rooted distrust and suspicion of the Catholic Church—and more importantly that these sentiments have been proven to be based on sweeping prejudices, ignorance, and stereotypes that were always easier to embrace than actually exploring what the differences between Catholic and Protestant Christians actually are. As I became closer and closer friends with this aforementioned Catholic man, I realized somewhere along the way that we were true Christian brothers, and that as we shared prayer requests and praise reports with each other, I also realized that we were travelling remarkably parallel journeys in our faith walks, and were wrestling with very similar life challenges and theological questions about how to live out our faith.
I finally realized, after yet another conversation with him that left me encouraged and strengthened in my faith walk, that I needed to confess my pride and ignorance before the Lord, and commit to a sincere and humble exploration of the ways in which we differed in our theological understanding, but also (and ultimately much more importantly) the ways in which we were unified in our beliefs. I could simply no longer easily dismiss the fact that here was a man who clearly loved Jesus and lived out a close and meaningful relationship with Him, AND used a different Scriptural canon than I did, prayed to the Blessed Virgin Mary and the Saints in addition to Jesus, believed that the Eucharist was literally, and not symbolically, the Real Presence of Jesus, employed icons to direct his prayer time, and so on and so on. Clearly these differences in belief and faith practice were not "disqualifying" him from living as a Christian—his words, actions, and ministry fruit all pointed to the exact opposite.
I began seeking out Catholic speakers and podcasters on YouTube. Quite quickly, I discovered Father Mike Schmitz. I began watching his content, and was struck by the frequency with which he referred to "our non-Catholic brothers and sisters". I was taken aback. He was including me in his prayers and teaching. I began his Bible in a Year podcast. I still remember the trepidation I felt upon reaching the first Deuterocanonical book. He spoke once again to "my non-Catholic brothers and sisters who may never have read this book of the Bible before”. It was so engaging and invitational. I finished BIY for the first time, with tears streaming down my face on the last day of the Book of Revelations, and immediately did the entire thing for the second time. Never could I have believed that I could feel such tangible unity with and deep admiration and gratitude for a Catholic priest.
And by then, Father Mike's Catechism in a Year podcast had started dropping episodes. I was hooked! Doing BIY had done nothing but encourage and strengthen me in my faith, and I now had an intense longing to know more about the ins and outs of Catholic doctrine and theology. The CIY seemed like the natural next step.
It has blown my mind in every way.
Repeatedly, I was struck by how beautiful, practical, accessible, and rich the CCC is. It is divided into four pillars: "What We Believe," "How We Worship," "How We Live," and "How We Pray." Well... that seemed good to me!! And as I read through page after page after page, and listened to Father Mike's commentary and exposition of what I was hearing and learning, all I could think about was, "This is an integral part of my Christian heritage of which I've never before been aware. These saints are my brothers and sisters. These are 'my people'!"
I've grown to understand my Catholic brother and the Catholic community in a completely different way. I love them deeply as fellow Christian family. I'm praying through and processing the differences in our faith traditions about as fast as I think is humanly possible! I have a burning heart for the reunification of Christ's Bride.
Who knows exactly where the experience of this year with the CIY will lead? What I do know is that my gratitude for Pope Saint John Paul and the team of theologians and teachers who wrote the CCC, my praise and worship of the Father for their extraordinary gift to the Church, and my love of Christ's Body have never felt so impossible to express adequately.
Soli Deo Gloria