“It will change nothing between you and me. And when you recover your memory, I don’t give a damn about what or whom you remember. I had no part of your past…but I intend to be your future.”
Grant Morgan is a bow street runner who has a celebrity reputation. During one of his investigations, he was stunned to find that the woman who nearly drowned in the Thames was Vivien Rose Duvall, London’s most celebrated courtesan. Grant is even more surprised to discover that she has no idea of who she is and has no memories of the past. Remembering that Vivien once spread rumors about him, he saw this as an opportunity to get back at her. He would care for the lady under his roof, all the while investigating who wanted her dead. And while Vivien is sure that she isn’t a courtesan, she has no choice but to put her trust in the stranger who claims she is his mistress. When the truth comes out, will Vivien be able to put her faith in the man who took advantage of the trust she wholeheartedly gave him the first time? Is Vivien truly the lady Grant believed her to be?
Someone to watch over me is the first book from Lisa Kleypas’ historical romance series, Bow Street Runners. This tells the story of Grant Morgan and V Duvall. This one is an earlier work of Kleypas. I had my reservations about this and initially didn’t want to read it but I am very into the amnesia trope so I thought I’d give this book a chance and I am glad I did! Kleypas is such a dependable writer and whenever I am looking for a book that I know would be good, I go back to all of her works and search for something that would catch my interest.
I loved the heroine. I think I almost always love the heroines this author creates. I realized it is because they’re the perfect mix of gentleness without being a doormat. They are ready to be cared for by their hero but they also have a backbone when challenged. They aren’t stupid and yet they aren’t an annoying know-it-all. According to the hero and all of London society, she is a courtesan but the heroine feels strongly that she isn’t because even though she doesn’t remember anything, it just doesn’t feel right. I actually already know the twist because I’ve read spoilers! So if you still haven’t read this, I suggest you stop reading my review altogether because I don’t like putting spoiler reviews. I like having it out in the open! When the hero first met her, she was this vain, manipulative, mercenary woman which was why when Vivien acted differently, he was very confused. I feel like it is important for me to point out that I don’t agree with the hero’s views towards Vivien, I think courtesans did what they had to do in order to survive especially during their era. I will always admire women who know how to use people and what they have (does that sound bad?) in order to survive in life. But of course, who I loved better was this new woman who loved books, cared for Grant, was gentle, humble, and wasn't afraid to lift a finger and do simple tasks because she didn’t want to be a burden. She was also admirable because when challenged, she wasn’t one to back down! She is not idiotic and I loved that because I thought she’d be one of those heroines who would put themselves in danger because they didn’t know any better. This woman was accident prone but not because she was stupid, rather, bad people were just out to get her.
Grant Morgan wasn’t a hero to swoon over. He is this very alpha man which would let the reader know that this book was written decades ago. He wasn’t always nice. In fact, he was a hateful man. While he doesn’t resent the heroine for the rumors she spread about him, he feels very strongly that she should have what he deemed as “comeuppance” because apparently she used men. Which I disagree with, it is those men who used Vivien and preyed on her because how else would a courtesan be successful if it weren’t for perverted men? He knows that the heroine is a courtesan, and even this knowledge didn’t stop the hero from forming an attachment to the heroine. Sometimes, you just can’t choose who you fall for, and while the heroine obviously wasn’t the woman he would have imagined he’d loved, he didn’t have any hesitations to admit to himself and to the heroine that he ended up actually developing feelings for her. Admittedly, he had his flaws which would probably make any other reader run the other way. But I’d be lying if I said I didn’t end up liking him. Actually, he piqued my interest from the very beginning because I have never read a book where the hero is a bow street runner. (not my type of hero!) but nevertheless, I have no regrets in entering this another world Lisa Kleypas created. He could be downright mean to the heroine and yet he was redempted in my eyes because whatever his prejudices were against her, he cared for her and was always there when she needed him. May it be from nightmares or getting killed by a man. So, while Grant isn’t perfect, and modern feminists would probably hate him, he isn’t totally bad either. I read historical romances and I fully expect to encounter these types of heroes especially in older books. I am more open to this type of stuff I guess. Not every hero could be a charming prince.
I would admit that this book would be what many people consider a little problematic. But it was enjoyable nonetheless. I literally read this book in one sitting! I usually read slower because I try to savor the story. But with this book, I was just hooked and couldn’t help but turn the pages very eagerly without highlighting too many paragraphs. I liked the added mystery of who Vivien’s killer was, although I will say that I had a hunch from the moment he appeared in the book. It was good how the story didn’t revolve around trying to solve who the killer was because that would’ve bored me and I would have abandoned the book. Also, I liked the twist even when I already knew the truth. Aside from amnesia, I think I sometimes enjoy mistaken identity too because when the character finally realizes their mistake, their emotion is priceless.
Like I’ve said, the hero could be an ass but he did try to make amends by apologizing to Vivien even when he really didn’t want to. It showcased how he cared for the heroine and was willing to do anything if it pleased her. He was protective, loving and caring towards the heroine which are some of the reasons why I couldn’t help but like him as well. While the last chapters could be potentially frustrating, I think it makes sense that the heroine would feel insecure and doubt Grant’s feelings considering the events that happened. I loved how while the sisters weren’t the best of friends, and were very different people, at the end they had each other’s backs.
I can’t recall a moment in the book that bored me so that is a good thing. Since the heroine had no choice but to be under Grant’s roof (not that he was holding her captive) it might seem problematic to some that she’d fall in love with him but I think the feelings between them are believable. While it wasn’t a very swoon-worthy, sigh-inducing, wishing for a love like this romance, it was a good book with a hero who did questionable things but was able to be redeemed and a heroine who was the perfect match for the hero.
I loved the added characters such as the servants although I think they were a bit too nice to a “fallen” woman. But I believe there are good people out there so it isn’t totally unbelievable. I honestly don’t have any complaints. I think the pacing was good and the events that happened were interesting enough. The characters were likeable in their own right. I think the perfect word to describe this book is “riveting”, at least to me. I liked the epilogue. Although it wasn’t set too far in the future, I still enjoyed it and loved the fact they were now a Sir Grant and Lady Morgan!
This book is a solid four stars read. It was well-written and kept me totally interested. Not one moment bored me and to me that is a sign of a good book. I rate books five stars when they manage to make me very emotional (such as shed a few tears), and while this book didn’t manage to achieve that, it was still a good read and proves that Lisa Kleypas is and will always be a good writer. I think it is also important to say that the Kleypas books I rate four stars would be translated to a five stars book if it were written by another author. I hope that makes sense. I sing this author’s praises freely, but I just really like her writing and also the fact that she writes self-made men so well and I am always a whore for them.
Some Quotes:
“Seeming not to understand his silent, ferocious struggle, Vivien gave him a hesitant smile of welcome. He almost hated her for that smile, so soft and warm that it pulled at something deep in his chest.”
“For now, he was going to ignore all the contradictions about Vivien and allow himself to simply enjoy being with her. A beautiful woman, a fire on the hearth, a roomful of books, and a bottle of wine…It might not have been every man’s idea of heaven, but God knew it was his.”
“And what is she like?” “Intelligent…sweet…gentle. Most men’s fantasy.” “And yours?” Cannon murmured. Grant gripped the arms of his chair as if he were manacled to it. “And mine,” he finally admitted gruffly.
“I thought I would die here. I thought…his face would be the last thing I saw in this lifetime.”“My face is the last one you’ll see in this lifetime,” he said gruffly.
“I was never receptive to their advances,” Victoria said, settling herself more comfortably on his lap. “I was always absorbed in taking care of Father, and reading books, and…” Tenderly she laid her head on his shoulder. “I suppose I was waiting for you,” she said, and felt his arms tighten until he nearly crushed her.