So today, just today, I had to deal with a rejection. I was so cursing myself for ever trying with that guy and for just inviting him for lunch in two. Today when I finally, after months, gathered the strength to ask him out, I got ditched. I kept telling myself I'm better off without anyone in the world and with zero fucking feelings. And coincidentally, today I sat to read this fucking book, completely unplanned.
I can say that after this book, I will feel and experience this life's events thoroughly and fully and every new experience and feeling, like it's the last one of my life. Because our human senses are our blessing, it's what's in the core of our humanity and we run from it thinking it's easier not to feel. I am sure, if we ever found ourselves in the similar situation to Ema's, we would show even less strength and resistance and even bigger happiness when being given our senses back.
This book helped me feel better so fast and it made me look at things from a different perspective. Instead to be ashamed of what I experienced, I am happy for experiencing something new and very proud of myself for making a step I never thought I would make. I gave myself the ability today to taste something new and I should feel enriched by a new experience, new feelings and new knowledge. Our senses and our feelings, positive and negative alike, are one of the things that makes us who we are, individually and as a species.
When I started reading I was wondering if the entire book was written in this particular way. By this I refer to very short sentences, derived of much description and metaphor or anything else. However, it was a perfect way to describe the situation and convey so many feelings related to it. I think the author adjusted her language perfectly to the idea she wanted to show.