This is an amazing book about how the author found her path in life with shamanic journeying and her relationships with several real-world hawks. She begins by describing her time as a wildlife biologist on a remote island, where she became fascinated by northern harriers. Later she volunteered at a wildlife center and worked with a female harrier and a red-tailed hawk. Meanwhile, she was struggling with insecurities about her place in the world and the challenge of finding meaningful employment, which she resolved through her shamanic studies and her interactions with the hawks.
That description honestly doesn't do justice to this story. Couch is a wonderful nature writer and the way she describes the birds shows her deep appreciation and understanding of them. I had no idea how difficult it was for injured raptors to adapt to captivity, and how many don't live very long even if they heal from their original wounds.
Like the author, I have struggled with the difficulty of finding my own path in a society that emphasizes only material success, and have asked questions similar to one she poses early in the book: "Why can I see the magic of the natural world but not become it?" Some books on this topic can be frustrating because the shamanic aspect seems so fantastic and otherworldly that it's hard to imagine how someone could ever apply their journeys to their lives in the ordinary world. In this book, I really appreciated how the author connected her shamanic journeys to her real-world conundrums. Although everyone has their own unique path, this story gives hope that we can all connect to our own "gracious wild" if we want to.