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Sometimes the right person shows up at the worst time.

Falling in love isn’t on Lena Buckley’s to-do list. She’s lost her bakery, her marriage, and—after three years of caregiving—her mom. With grief worsening her anxiety disorder and her family home falling apart around her, all she wants is to start over—somewhere else. Stuck clearing out her parents’ farm for now, she clings to the mantra that helped while caring for her mom: make one thing better. By calming her anxiety and returning to what she loves—baking for others—Lena glimpses a second chance at the life she wants—if she can get it.

Ben Wright knows about second chances. A disabled veteran turned police officer, he’s fought his own battles and carries scars mostly hidden behind his tough-guy demeanor. He’s hard to read and not one for chitchat, but when fate brings them together, they connect over the one thing they share—brokenness. As the 2020 pandemic shuts the world down, love sneaks in through their unique but endearing friendship.

Lena knows falling in love is a bad idea—she’s better off alone. But Ben’s quiet understanding brings her the comfort she’s been missing. When everything unravels again and her anxiety takes hold, Lena faces a familiar struggle: will she trust in the woman she’s become—or let the past keep her from dreaming something better?

Set during the 2020 pandemic, this heartwarming, slow burn romance follows two wounded people finding love in uncertain times.

300 pages, Kindle Edition

Published October 24, 2023

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Jessica Sherry

13 books142 followers
Jessica loves stories that make her heart race, one way or another, so it’s no wonder that she writes mysteries and romances. Her novels feature broken, imperfect people, emotional plots, quirky found families, and better-ever-afters. She aches for a good story and loves building worlds where people laugh, cry, hurt, find themselves, and, of course, fall in love. When she isn’t lost in a book, she finds inspiration at the beach, on her daily park walks, thrift store shopping, and hanging out in beautiful Wilmington, NC, where she lives with her family. Connect and follow her on Instagram & TikTok @authorjessicasherry

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Profile Image for jenny reads a lot.
777 reviews1,155 followers
December 28, 2025
look, I'm Jessica Sherry's biggest fan - I love her books and this one is no exception!

emotional. characters so real you might start to wonder if this is actually non-fiction.

Go read Yes No Maybe by Jessica Sherry first, it's my favorite and then come back and meet Ben and Lena - Ben has my whole heart and I wish I could magic him to life.

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Thank you to the author for the gifted book. All opinions are my own.
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Author 9 books78 followers
July 30, 2023
I was given an ARC by Net Galley for Jessica Sherry’s “One Thing Better” in exchange for an honest review.

Lena Buckley is struggling with grief and loss after her mother passes away after a long illness. Her childhood home is crumbling from years of neglect and her mother’s hoarding has filled the house with more items than a dozen people need over several lifetimes. The neighbors have their eye on the dilapidated property she has now inherited, and her brother insists she move out to California to get her life pulled together under his wing. She feels she has hit absolute rock bottom when a cop pulls her over for driving erratically. Instead of getting a ticket with a fine she could ill afford, the message simply says, “Things will get better.”

And they do. But not before they get worse. Set in the early days of the pandemic Lena learns what it means to have a community of people who have faith in her. Lena transforms from a woman who felt defined by the failures of her past into a confident woman capable and deserving of love and success.

This was a great read, and I enjoyed the book tremendously.
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165 reviews
August 1, 2023
I received an advanced review copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

I need to start reading more books where the main characters are 30+ years old and not teenagers.

This was such a beautiful story with a well delivered message about not giving up. And the romance was so divine and lovely. I need an epilogue on their married life with kids.

We all had our hardships during the COVID-19 pandemic and people are still suffering from the effects of it. Still, there are those who made it after giving their everything and the author beautifully portrayed that. Well done Jessica!

A big thanks to NetGalley and to Jessica Sherry for this arc.
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217 reviews12 followers
December 7, 2024
oh alright so jessica is just breaking my heart and then healing it right back up??????? what is book two gonna dO TO ME???????
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881 reviews87 followers
October 21, 2023
5 stars 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

* Thankyou to netgalley and the author for an ARC copy of this book

"Supplies will help. Well, not really "supplies," but wine. I need wine."

Okay .. so this book was so hard to get through for me. Not because it was a bad book (actually the complete opposite), but because it was such a relatable, heavy, and emotional book.

As someone who has anxiety, depression, and PTSD I found myself relating a lot with the MFC. There were so many times in the book I was like, "she's so annoying because she is overthinking everything!" and then I would laugh because it's exactly what I would do or how I would feel about a situation.

"Pain makes people act differently."

You get:
• Mid 30's MCs
• Mental health representation
• Equestrian therapy
• Trauma
• Divorce
• Romance
• Mental abuse
• Slow burn
• Character growth


I highly recommend this book if you are in a good place mentally. This book was so well written and will be one I think about for a long time.

"Good things happen, even in the worst of times - maybe especially then because that's when we appreciate them the most."
Profile Image for Kat Robbins.
891 reviews296 followers
November 13, 2024
I appreciate the sentiment, but the execution was not to my liking.

✧ 3.5 stars, for reasons stated below:

firstly, I am not quite sure we needed a pandemic novel so soon. I felt this way about Wish You Were Here as well. I'm not sure if I gained anything by re-entering the world of quarantine, masks, and social distancing other than triggering my own post traumatic stress (I was a hospital worker at the time).

I'd like to make it perfectly clear that I don't like cops, but I do like this cop. Ben was very socially aware and actively pushing for social change in his community. however, the inclusion of guns as a pertinent part of the narrative was a bewildering choice to me, and I found myself very put off by it because guns make me extremely uncomfortable.

based on a similar life experience, I really relate to the fmc's baseline struggles of feeling stuck under a pile of less than ideal circumstances. I share her anxiety-ridden brain and destructive thought patterns. that being said, at times I felt detached from her internal monologue because the narrative was so repetitive. I should forgive the self-sabotaging and third act breakup in the context of Lena's mental health struggles, - I usually do - but something about the way Lena reacted had me just annoyed by her.

lastly, this story is single POV, and I felt this format was an extreme disservice to the narrative. in my opinion, Ben was a deeply fascinating character, but he was not fleshed out well enough through Lena's lens. I enjoyed how complex Lena was, but there were many moments I did not enjoy being inside her head and would have enjoyed the reprieve.
24 reviews3 followers
August 10, 2023
I started off with high hopes for this book and though there was a rough patch for me, I ended up truly enjoying it. The rough patch? It hit me when COVID hit the book. Personally, I’m not a huge fan of books/tv/movies that incorporate COVID. We just lived it, I don’t care to be reminded of lockdowns and mask wearing and toilet paper shortages. But, I stuck with it and the book handled the pandemic quite nicely, in my opinion. A background noise that didn’t take over the story fully. Yes, it happened. We did stuff different. Life continued on.

Through most of the book, we see Lena struggling. Whether struggles caused by outside forces or internal, nothing is easy for Lena. This book is essentially all about Lena and her struggles. But they are struggles that many of us can relate to. Family. Job. Relationship. Health. House. It feels like it never ends, for us and for Lena. But the beauty of the book is that we see Lena growing and changing in little ways as the pages turn. I think that Lena’s journey, and her mantra of focusing on one little thing, can prove to all of us that we are not stagnant. Even if we don’t see massive change, we continue on, chasing after our dreams and learning from our past. And that is the beauty of life.

(Thanks to NetGalley for this ARC)
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99 reviews16 followers
October 8, 2023
I am speechless... I loved it very much, even though there seems to be a lot going on in the story. If I were Lena I would be really worried too. I really liked how heartwarming the story was, then it really made me cry. A lot of emotions occurred.
I don't know but this is one of my best read in 2023 so far except for the one book that I read a month ago, but it is a self help book. For romance One Thing Better is my best read so far this 2023. This is not the usual romance story I read but I liked it a lot. I will definitely read it again. This story is beautiful, sad but it brings warmth to the emotions, to the heart. It's hard to explain but that's it and I really love it ❤️
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162 reviews9 followers
August 22, 2023
“Hearing about broken bones and airborne riders shouldn’t dent my riding confidence, but it comforts me that horses panic, too. Most of their stories start with a horse getting spooked. Anxiety isn’t human exclusive— it’s universal, natural even”

This was an ARC copy gifted by NetGalley!

I ended up falling in love with this story for many different reasons. The setting takes place in North Carolina and included a lot of familiar names of places as someone who lives on the N Carolina + S Carolina boarder. The FMC is dealing with the aftermath of a life shattering loss, WHILE trying to keep it all together and her house from crumbling. I believe the author did a very good job at portraying the struggles so many face in being “lonely, anxious and in the middle of a pandemic”. I also really appreciated the MMC being a cop, but addressing the injustices and letting us see how he attempts to make his changes matter to a very broken system. To acknowledge BLM and Breonna Taylor made me fall in love with the author. The ending is perfect, although maybe a few pages more than necessary.

BUUUT !!!

I almost DNF’d this book 2-3 different times up until the 33% mark. I REALLY struggled to get into the story, understand the characters and their purposes and find something that made me want to keep reading. So please, I ask you give this book a chance if you find yourself in the same predicament because everything after the 35% mark had me head over heels with the book!
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19 reviews2 followers
September 12, 2023
One Thing Better is a feel-good, heartwarming story about finding happiness and love, even in the most hopeless of times. Lena Buckley has experienced a string of bad situations that leaves her feeling discouraged and anxious about her future. As Lena prepares for the next chapter of her life, she develops a close bond with several people, including police officer Ben Wright, in her small-town community. In spite of her stubbornness and mental warfare, Lena goes through an inspiring level of growth and perseverance.

Lena and Ben are such wholesome, endearing characters with struggles that many readers will find relatable.
This story touches on topics of mental health, anxiety, PTSD, disabilities, etc. The inclusion of the Covid-19 pandemic was off-putting at first, but it really adds to the story's themes of perseverance and reinvention. I usually prefer more "spice" in romance novels; however, I feel that the intimate, mildly spicy scenes perfectly align with these characters.

I thoroughly enjoyed One Thing Better, and I highly recommend it to lovers of romance and anyone who enjoys an uplifting story!

Thank you to NetGalley for gifting me this ARC in exchange for my honest review.

Expected Publication: 24 October 2023
Profile Image for Cassie Mann.
548 reviews6 followers
August 30, 2023
ARC Review! Thank you to NetGalley and Jessica Sherry for the advanced copy of this book in exchange for my honest review! | 3.5 stars

I was in need of a feel good book, and One Thing Better most definitely did the trick for me! This is a story about overcoming adversity, fighting the demons in your head, and picking yourself up to keep going. Such a sweet, positive message and lovable characters.

Lena Buckley's mother had a motto: "one thing better." Even when everything around you seems like a disaster, if you focus on making one thing better, you're making progress. And boy, does Lena need that reminder. After her mother's traumatic death while she was serving as caretaker, inheriting a house in shambles, and having little-to-no money to her name and no real job prospects in line, her life is far from ideal. And although she doesn't have the best track record with making smart choices for her future, she's committed to turning things around this time.

Backed by a strong community, she's ready to pick herself up. She thinks she might even be finding love with the hot cop who has been helping her out. But when the COVID-19 pandemic hits, she's sent backwards, losing hope for a dream job, and her home falling even further into disrepair. The demons in her head are back, reminding her that she has failed before and is bound to fail again.

A lot of great topics covered here -- PTSD, mental health, anxiety, coping through tough situations. I have said before I'm not a huge fan of COVID-19 in literature because I just think it's too soon to be doing all of that (I don't need to relive quarantine, thank you very MUCH), but this is a really cute story regardless. It's more than just a love story, it's a finding yourself through a history of self doubt story.

I started to lose steam a little bit around the 60% mark -- the plot just kind of started to feel one note. I still loved the story, just was wishing for a tiny bit more action.

All in all, if you're looking for a pick me up, this is the one to do it!
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474 reviews34 followers
July 14, 2023
"One Thing Better" is a heartwarming and honest love story that follows the journey of Lena Buckley, a woman who has faced numerous setbacks in life. After losing her bakery business and going through a divorce, Lena finds herself caring for her mother and dealing with her own anxiety disorder. When her mother passes away, Lena is left with a dilapidated farm and major decisions to make about her future.

The book explores Lena's quest to start her life over and make improvements, guided by the mantra she learned from her mother—make one thing better. Lena reaches out to Ben Wright, a disabled army veteran and local cop, for help with her family's gun collection. Despite their initial differences, a unique and endearing relationship develops based on their shared brokenness.

As the COVID-19 pandemic unfolds, Lena's life is further disrupted, and she finds herself at a crossroads. However, Ben's steadfast presence and genuine kindness give her hope and inspire her to keep moving forward. Their connection deepens, and they navigate the challenges of falling in love during a pandemic, even though Lena struggles with trusting her own dreams and the possibility of a Hallmark-esque future.

The story touches on themes of resilience, personal growth, and the power of human connection. Lena's journey is relatable and authentic, as she battles her anxieties and confronts her past while seeking a brighter future. The book balances heartwarming moments with humor, tears, and occasional surprises, making it an engaging and emotional read.

The author's writing style is warm and genuine, capturing the essence of the characters' experiences. The inclusion of flawed and relatable characters adds depth to the story, making it easy for readers to connect with their struggles and triumphs.

"One Thing Better" is a delightful blend of romance, self-discovery, and navigating life's challenges. It reminds us that even in the face of setbacks, it's possible to find love, strength, and hope. With its humor, honesty, and moments of unexpected joy, this book is sure to captivate readers and leave them rooting for Lena as she finds her way to a better life.
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276 reviews
October 24, 2023
4.5

I wish I was better with words so I could adequately explain how special this book is. It is probably one of the most authentic and relatable books l've read.
The beginning starts off with an anxious, dark, emotional air about it and as the book progresses you see little bits of sunshine peaking through. By the end, you're smiling through your tears of happiness. It has one of those endings that make you sigh with contentment and you close the book with a smile (metaphorically because this was an ebook S).
The author has a great way of describing anxiety and depression that makes you feel immersed in the experience with the characters. I've never been able to describe my anxiety well, it's very much a *feeling* but somehow she manages to convey exactly what it feels
like.
Also, I love the love interest, Ben, so much. I also appreciate the disability rep for a MMC. I usually see women in books with disabilities.
This was a beautiful story of hope and resilience, and about finding yourself (and love) when you're at absolute rock bottom.
Please check CW...there is a lot of talk surrounding death, illness/cancer, depression, grief, PTSD, war induced trauma, disability, and also the story takes place in the height of the pandemic so there are several incidences surrounding COVID and conversations about BLM/police brutality.
56 reviews8 followers
August 14, 2023

Lena has spent the last three years of her life in a bubble caring for her ill mother. But now that her mother has passed, she is getting things in order to leave this life behind her. Greater things are waiting for her in Malibu with her brother. But as she starts to get things in order to prepare for her departure, she starts to find herself feeling closer to the very things she’s been desperate to escape from.

Sometimes you’re so sure what you want, but then life seems to start smacking you in the face with signs telling you it has other, greater, plans for you. We try so hard to control our lives sometimes that we tend to forget that sometimes the best things are right in front of us.

And Lena was certainly the perfect character to demonstrate that. While she is independent and selfless, she is impossibly stubborn. It became extremely frustrating at times when she would spiral into her pit of self pity. But given her circumstances, it was understandable how she came to think the way she did.

Ben might be one of my top 5 favorite book boyfriends. Everything that comes out of his mouth is swoon-worthy and would make any woman weak in the knees.

Overall, this story tugged at my heartstrings so hard. Lena’s life is anything but easy, and it seemed life had a way of kicking her when she was already down. But through those hardships she learns invaluable lessons that lead her to exactly where she is meant to be.

Thank you to Jessica and the publisher for the chance to review this ARC through NetGalley.
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126 reviews29 followers
May 1, 2025
3.5⭐️

“One Thing Better” was a reflective read. It was interesting to read a book that incorporated recent real world events, touching on topics such as the Covid pandemic and the ripple effects it created not only on the healthcare system, but also on the economy and across communities, as well as controversial topics such as police brutality. Occasionally, I felt that the introduction of these events felt a little awkward, or “plopped” into a conversation or forced into a spot in the chapter.

The author explores grief in a slow and realistic way; watching Lena struggle and gradually overcome stages of grief and loss felt raw and relatable. Lena’s relationship with Ben felt a lot more organic and less rushed or forced than a typical fiction. At times, the writing felt a little choppy and I felt the plot was a bit repetitive. However, despite the book having a slow pace, I enjoyed it and wanted to see Lena’s character arc and how her story unfolded.
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44 reviews4 followers
November 2, 2023
Genres: Romance, Contemporary, Mental Health Rep
Rating: 4/5 ⭐

So I wanna start off by saying that I have never really read a book like this before and it was very different compared to what I usually read but I ended up really enjoying it. I loved most of the characters in the book, even the ones that were only mentioned a couple of times. Two of my favorite characters from the book were Lena’s mom and Shakespeare. Lena’s mom’s character was honestly amazing and she gave off such a positive feeling. Shakespeare on the other hand was kind of like a comedic relief character and one of my favorites throughout the book. I really liked how well Lena and Ben communicated, like any issues they had or might have had never dragged on because they talked it out. I also loved how supportive and patient Ben was of Lena as she dealt with her loss and anxiety.

Something that stuck out to me that I didn’t entirely like were all the “My mom would have loved you comments” from Lena to Ben, there were situations where it made sense and was understandable but there was a point where it was being mentioned so often that it became too much. Other than that I really enjoyed this book and would love to read more by Jessica Sherry.

I recommend this book to anyone who enjoys more realistic stories and likes to read books with characters in their thirties where everything isn’t perfect. Thank you netgalley and Jessica Sherry for giving me the opportunity to read this ARC.
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434 reviews12 followers
October 22, 2023
This was such a beautiful story! It’s definitely a heart warming story about finding love and happiness even in the most hopeless of times! I loved Lena and Ben! They are both such relatable characters! I was happy to see a FMC with anxiety! You don’t see that a lot in books and I loved to finds one that shed light on it, makes me feel like I am not alone!

I loved all the hidden treasures Lena kept finding throughout the book. It was a beautiful reminder that her mom was always with her! Ben was a true gentlemen! So many swoon worthy moments!! He has definitely been added to my list of favorite book boyfriends!

It was interesting to read a book that discussed the beginning of the covid pandemic and everything that came after! What a crazy time! I highly recommend this book if you like the tropes listed above!!
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86 reviews7 followers
August 10, 2023
I received an ARC of One Thing Better from NetGalley in exchange for my honest review

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

WOWWWWW! I’m literally speechless over this book. I’m beyond thrilled that this books main character, Lena Buckley, was a woman with anxiety who was very open about it throughout the book. Anxiety is not talked about enough, so to be able to live through a character that has it makes me feel like I’m not alone. I’ve never related to a book character more than I did with Lena.

Aside from that, this book was such a feel good book. I loved the hidden treasures Lena continued to find throughout the book. Ben was a true gem & such a gentleman. I have my own Ben and I pray everyone gets their own real life Ben because it’s truly amazing.

Jessica Sherry, I truly hope you plan to write a sequel to One Thing Better because I need more of Lena & Ben.
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59 reviews2 followers
July 29, 2023
✨ARC Review✨

This was a beautiful story of Lena who was struggling with the death of a parent, divorce, failed business and the pandemic.

Through all the tears, anxiety, and self doubt Lena found hope in giving to her community and learning she is not weak to accept help.

I received an advance review copy for free from BookSirens, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
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134 reviews
July 17, 2023
An interesting and thought provoking book on anxiety, romance self-doubt and discovery. Well written with complex and likable characters. A solid read.
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38 reviews7 followers
August 3, 2023
I don’t even know where to start. I was sold on this story when I saw it was a romance about mid 30 year olds. We don’t see that as often as I would like lol

Not only is this such a cute romance story… It’s a wonderful story of finding self love and being your own biggest supporter while also learning to let others love you for who you are - good or bad.

The FMC had a failed business and marriage. She has struggled from horrible, crippling anxiety and is trying to navigate the grief of losing her mom, who she cared for up until her traumatic yet expected death. Her mom was her point of comfort during those panic attacks and the one person who supported her through everything, even when she failed. Upon her death, mom leaves behind her unlivable home, random junk, cars, etc. for Lena and her brother Lucas to keep, but Lucas lets Lena take it all, as he lives in Malibu with his daughter and husband. Lena is alone and lost, trying to find a way to fix this mess of a house she’s in while also trying to find a course for her life.

Cue Ben, the guy who was recommended to take care of the bajillion guns Lena’s parents had (loaded and ready to shoot, might I add) around the house on practically every surface. He’s a police officer who lost his hearing during previous deployment. Throughout the story, we get to see a little bit of the struggles his hearing loss causes on his well-being and how absolutely positively he handles it. AND he handles Lena’s extreme anxiety with ease and grace that I WISH all people did. Their love story is so sweet and pure.🖤😭

There are so many great side characters, but I have to say my favorite is Dot. She’s sassy, smartassy, and a little awkward but that’s why I adore her. I just want to be her bestie. If I needed an opinion, I know she’d give it to me straight lol

This story includes anxiety/panic awareness, grief navigation, found family, emotional support horse, surprise pregnancy, and the best motto ever - it’s not a happily ever after… but a BETTER ever after.

I laughed and cried so many times throughout this. I can’t tell you how many annotations I have because it’s just too many. I’ve never annotated a book this much lol

Will forever recommend. 🫶🏻
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2,559 reviews50 followers
June 14, 2025
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I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
A story dealing with serious and painful issues, “One Thing Better”, by Jessica Sherry, still has a feel-good aura showing characters trying to find positive things in the darkest days.
I loved Lena and Ben and their unlikely romance. Watching them finding redemption during grief, COVID and while dealing with a dilapidated house is often a tiring journey, but there’s a hopeful tone about it.
Ben is a wonderful wounded hero, extremely grounded.
I liked how he evolves from the strong, silent type to the more eloquent, sweet and giving kind of person.
Ben’s humbleness about his hearing issues and prognosis is as matter-of-fact as his personality.
Lena’s issues are hard to face sometimes, but I was glad she managed to address them.
I liked to watch her loving relationship with her mother, the grief process, and the impact the mother has in her daughter’s life even after death.
I also liked how the author wrote about the loneliness and exhaustion of caring for an old dependent person, the hurdles of quarantine and still managing to show how the relationship and romance evolve.
The secondary characters are great, too.
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286 reviews11 followers
October 29, 2023
One Thing Better
Guys, you need to read this book!
This book was real! An honest story with heartwarming love and genuine friendships.
The story follows Lena Buckley, an anxious riddled woman who
has faced heartbreaking setbacks in her life.
Lena has lost not only her business, a bakery, she's lost her marriage.
Lena moves back home to
care for her dying mother. When her mother
passes away, Lena is left with a dilapidated farm, filled with items her mom has hoarded thru the years. She has major
decisions to make about her future, and it's hard enough to do without her anxiety making it harder.

This book explores Lena's
struggles to start her life over and make improvements, guided only by the mantra she learned from her mother: just make ONE THING BETTER.
While going thru items, Lena reaches out to Ben Wright, a disabled
army veteran and local cop, for help with her family's gun collection. They form a real loving relationship. As the COVID-19 pandemic
unfolds, Lena's life is completely upturned, and she finds herself at a crossroads.
Ben & Shadow give her hope and inspire her to keep moving forward.

Lena's friendships with Dot & Cherry are so uplifting & inspiring.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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58 reviews1 follower
July 31, 2023
thanks netgalley for the arc!

i LOVED this book, it was totally not what i expected. it is such a warm and reassuring book, it is filled with so much hope and love and struggles and perseverance. lena buckley is going through a lot, and is lost and lonely and grieving - until she realises the community around her and how showing up for others can do you so much good.

so many of the sentiments of this book were sweet and heartfelt but i especially loved “you are not your circumstances”. if you need a pick me up, this is one of the warmest and most uplifting books i have read. aspects of the plot could feel heavy but they are handled with such grace and care that while emotional, doesn’t feel overwhelmingly gloomy.

would highly recommend!
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76 reviews
January 21, 2026
If you are looking for a traditional, sappy, romance novel with overly descriptive sex scenes; this book is not for you.

This is one of the more enjoyable romance novels I have read in a log time. Both lead characters are flawed and broken people dealing with stressful life circumstances that we all have to deal with. I found them both to be relatable and realistic. It's not just a story about two people finding love, it's a story about two people learning to love and accept themselves.

I received and ARC from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
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224 reviews11 followers
November 3, 2024
When I first started reading this book I was a little confused, but about 7% in I fell in love with this book. I related a lot to Lena and it was honestly inspiring. And I was going to rate it 4🌟 because of the beginning but OMG THE END! The ending had me almost tearing up! I am sitting here shocked! I am so in love with this ending! Honestly, the author may even be able to make another book out of this if she really wanted too! All in all, I’m freaking love with this book! So this book gets 5🌟 maybe even more! I honestly need a minute to digest that ending!
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1,667 reviews48 followers
October 22, 2023
Lena is struggling with grief and loss after caring for her mother for the past three years. Adding to the struggle is their dilapidated family farm steadily falling apart after years of neglect, pressure from the neighbors to sell the property, and expectations from her brother that she move to Malibu and help out in his restaurant. Lena has always struggled with anxiety and now with everything seeming to go wrong and a worldwide pandemic looming, she's on the edge. But using her rundown car as an escape only leads to Being pulled over and a ticket she can't afford. Ben Wright is stoic and hard to read, but when she opens the ticket to see what she owes and instead finds a more that "things will get better" it starts a friendship that she desperately needs. She decides to follow the mantra her mother taught her to just make one thing better and things will start to fall into place. And as her friendship develops into more with Ben and the community comes to support her, she feels more confident in herself.
I love that the characters in this book are so relatable with everyday problems they're struggling to overcome. The friendships develop so naturally. Even the way the covid pandemic is handled isn't overdone, just another thing to survive and overcome. I love how every discovery of the treasures and money her mother left behind come just when she needs them most, like she's still watching over her. I was pleasantly surprised by this book and the wonderful writing.
I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
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463 reviews39 followers
September 23, 2023
RANDOM QUESTION FOR ANYONE READING THIS REVIEW: How often do you say your SO's name? Let me know in a comment so I know if I'M the weird one here LMAO

I liked this story and went back and forth several times between 3&4 stars. I'm going with like a 3.6 stars, lol so random. Some parts were great, some parts I struggled with.
Through a lot of this story I thought: "wow, that's a great tidbit!" especially in the ways that Lena deals with her 'anxiety bitches' and it made me feel like some of the ways my brain works can be managed by dealing with my own 'anxiety bitches'.

This has A LOT going on, sometimes it felt like too much. SOME topics included: Anxiety disorder, disability (hearing loss), BLM, police brutality, COVID shutdowns, caretaker struggles, loss of parent, animal sickness. (I can understand the story took a while to write & the whole process but I wanted NO part of going back to March 2020; yet I kept with the story anyway).
BUT with that said -- I liked that the author lets readers know in the Author's Note that this is based on her own life, struggles, and loss. Love the bravery to write about so many topics close to home.

Okay, I'm going to get nit picky.... some of the wording in this book was strange for me, and I'm only mentioning because it stuck out and took me out of the story for a hot second.
"Gee, Ben" "Gosh, Ben" "Aw, Ben" Like, she says his name all.the.time. I don't think I say my husband's name 2 times in any given day
"in a wee frenzy" -iiiis she all the sudden Irish; but only in 2 instances?
"boo coo" -I THINK she meant like beaucoup???
"hella" anything
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591 reviews18 followers
October 15, 2023
First thought: Im speechless this story really touched me, it is raw, emotional, heartbreaking, encouraging, strong, about enduring, being resilient and conquering your fears and doubts. It’s is a mature romance that makes you belive in hope, faith, friendship and the power of love.

Lena is 35 years old and her world is falling apart around her physically and figuratively. In the last few years she has had a failed business, marriage, dropped out of school and now she’s lost her mom after being her sole caretaker. To say Lena has had it hard is an understatement, on top of that she deals with anxiety. She is now left with a 25acre farm that is falling apart and no money. This is rock bottom. But Lena is resilient and one thing her mom always said was focus on one thing better at a time.

Ben is a local cop who is ex military, while serving he suffered hearing loss from an explosion. He is a quiet guy who’s action speak louder than his words. His path crosses with Lena’s and he wants to be her strength to hold her up as she rebuilds, but her anxiety and his own self doubts get in the way. They settle on a friendship both wanting more but not knowing how to move forward.

As Lena starts to rebuild her life a pandemic is breaking out in the world and at a time when she needs to lean on others she’s even more isolated. This story has triggers: Anxiety, Loss, Covid-19, PTSD, Black Lives Matter but Lena and Ben will come out the other side.

Tropes you’ll find:

* Friends to Lovers
* He Falls First
* Found Family, Community
* Slow Burn
* Life Changes
* Small Town
* Anxiety, PTSD, Hearing Loss, Death of Parent
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454 reviews
September 1, 2023
This book hit home for me in a lot of ways. I truly loved it. An easy 5⭐️ read in my eyes.

An amazing portrayal of mental health struggles as well as physical disabilities sustained by a veteran. An incredible journey of growth, overcoming fear, and finding one’s inner strength and purpose. This book showed what it was like for someone with anxiety to navigate COVID while also eloquently discussing the racial injustices that occurred throughout the pandemic and touched on a police officers viewpoint during that time.

Lena is amazing and Ben is incredible. It was a real journey through Lena figuring out who she was meant to be and having a steady person by her side, refusing to give up and showing her the love that she deserved. This book brought me to tears quite a few times. Not to mention all of the neighbors who became family through all of lives struggles. What an incredible community the author was able to imagine.
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