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404 pages, ebook
First published April 8, 2014
The pain is all I have. It’s the only thing that reminds me I can still feel. It may be sick and insane, but it’s real.Rex is a quiet guy. He doesn’t let a lot of people in. Not in his life, not in his home. When he meets ‘Mac’, things slowly start to change for him.
There’s so much to say, every time we’re together.
But the fear and pain seem to go on forever.
Every night that you come, whispered words spoken.
You calm my soul, and in the moment, I’m not broken.
“Mac, I um.... If you want, would you like to go, with me, on a-”
“Yes.” There’s a hint of a smile in her voice.
“Yes? But you don’t know what I was asking.”
She shrugs and steps in close. “I had a feeling. And honestly, there isn’t much you could ask that I’d say no to.”
Gia didn’t try to fight my demons, make them bow or wrestle them into submission. She embraced them, accepted them as part of me, loved me despite them and arguably even loved them. And it’s that love and acceptance that quieted them, soothed them, and kept them compliant. After all, what is evil if it has nothing to fight.
Your love’s my safety net.
Keeps me from memories that destroy.
Gives me strength when I’m fighting to forget.


"To every child who waited for a savior that never came."
"A past he can't remember.
A past he doesn't know exists.
A past that I can give back to him."
"The pain. It's the only thing that reminds me I'm alive. When most of the time I wish I were dead."
"He needs me, just as he did back then. But rather than pull him from the circumstances of his present, he needs answers to the past. Answers I can give him."




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REVIEW | AMAZON
REVIEW | AMAZON
AMAZON“To every child who waited for a savior that never came.”
The pain is all I have. It’s the only thing that reminds me I can still feel. It may be sick and insane, but it’s real.
Gia didn’t try to fight my demons, make them bow or wrestle them into submission. She embraced them, accepted them as part of me, loved me despite them and arguably even loved them. And it’s that love and acceptance that quieted them, soothed them, and kept them compliant. After all, what is evil if it has nothing to fight.
She could be it. My cure.
“I’m never letting you go, baby. You’ve been a part of me for as long as I can remember and I’m never letting you go.”
There’s so much to say, every time we’re together.
But the fear and pain seem to go on forever.
Every night that you come, whispered words spoken.
You calm my soul, and in the moment, I’m not broken.
“I was put on this earth to love you. Deep down to the core of my soul I’ve always known it. There may be someone else for you, but you’ve always been it for me.”
You’re love’s my safety net.
Keeps me from memories that destroy.
Gives me strength when I’m fighting to forget.
*LE SIGH*I ain't waiting for a miracle;
I ain't waiting for the world to change
Under my skin lives the reason
Under my armor I lost it all


















I was put on this earth to love you. Deep down to the core of my soul I've always known it.
REX
The bond between Rex and Mac/Gia and how they come together, is very cleverly written.
The storyline is beautifully written.....with pure emotion, it's a tough read at times even gut wrenching. In fact I think I held my breath for the last half of the book it was so enthralling. My chest ached after - seriously.
L.O.V.E.D. .I.T.




"The pain is all I have. It's the only thing that reminds me I can still feel. It may be sick and insane, but it's real."
“I’d take a punch every day of my life if it means saving him from pain.”



