Whew Shanel! You took my emotions on a ride with this one! The way this read began just felt heavy, and I knew then I was in for heartache. 💔 Kenya had a heart of gold but was dealt a bad hand in life, after the loss of her mother. She was doing the best she could to improve her situation, while continuing to become comfortable with her skin condition. Taking a chance and sharing her poem at an open mic night, changed everything.
Ashland! This man was so talented; however, he was fighting off demons, and oh so complicated! I was waiting for it to be revealed that he was abused in some way, that had him bound to poisoning his body this way. But, after learning all that he had endured during his childhood, and how he watched his father succumb to the bottle; it became clear that unfortunately he was following the same path. 😢 The bond Ashland shared with his brother Aden, was the most beautiful display of sibling love I've ever seen between brothers. They were truly their brothers' keeper in every way. Ashland felt obligated to protect, and make sure his brother was good after what they experienced in their childhood. Aden loved his brother, but was an enabler, and allowed him to push the boundaries consistently.
When Kenya met Ashland, the chemistry was instant, but it would be a long road to a happily ever after. They bonded over their shared experiences with losing their mothers. Ashland became his own worst enemy, by shutting people out, not listening to reason, and allowing his addiction to grow out of control. However, Kenya saw right through to his soul. She knew that he was a man hurting, needing love and compassion, that she planned to give him if he allowed her to.
I loved how the addiction was displayed so raw and real. It was like I could feel the despair and helplessness that Ashland was going through. Kenya knew this would be a hard road if she stuck by Ashland, but she was ready for him and all that came with him. There were many instances that I was teary while reading, as I didn't know if Ashland would just take himself outta here with the constant abuse to his body. So glad that he finally got to the point where he knew it was now or never, to get himself clean. Great read! 👍👍👍