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Jesse has a curious attraction to Charlie, a hostess at the restaurant where he works. Outwardly he's rude, awkward and unapproachable. But his sudden bursts of charm are inescapable. A devastating childhood filled with physical and emotional abuse have left him complex and frigid. Charlie, an innocent, is quickly mystified. Her craving for him generates an infatuation and a purpose. Losing weight and gaining confidence, she begins taking more risks. She defies her past, damaged and tender, in order to move ahead. If nobody makes the first move then nobody gets hurt. Their journeys take them down parallel paths which leave them just as emotionally unmatched and conflicted as the day they met. As the story progresses the viewpoints change, giving the reader an insight to the character's thoughts and feelings.
254 pages, Paperback
First published March 1, 2013
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July 23, 2016
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3.5 STARS out of 5
Genre: Contemporary Romance
I don’t know how to begin… These two characters infuriated me to no end. Back and forth then up and down and round and round they go. Both are emotional and with one being mentally unstable...lord help me because I cannot believe I survived the ride.
In Progress we meet 23 year old Charlie, she is working at a diner and that is where she meets 26 year old Jesse her new co-worker. Both Charlie and Jesse are dealing with some pretty heavy issues as individuals
Low self esteem –Charlie
and
Bi polar disorder –Jesse
This of course plays a HUGE role into how these two deal with one another.
When the book starts Charlie takes one look at Jesse...
and knows that he would never want her…
Because of her tall stature and curvy body she feels inadequate. Kind of like my girl Ariel; she feels the need to change herself in order to be what he would want and desire. Only Charlie doesn’t go to the sea witch to exchange fins for legs. NOPE, instead she turns to good old fashion diet and exercise to lose her excess weight. She’s been watching him and she noticed what he likes. Petite skinny girls. Of course she has no clue that he is attracted to her curves and all.
Jesse is a complete man whore. If a chick is 18 or older with a vagina he wants inside of it. He is also a complete dick and often times when he opened his mouth all I wanted to do was give him a nice swift kick to his fictional nuts
The first conversation between these two is soooo AWKWARD. *Face meet palm*
Jesse is socially awkward and it throws her through a loop at first. The guy has a habit of saying whatever pops in his head. I mean seriously the guy has no filter whatsoever. He naturally feels a pull towards Charlie and a friendship builds between them. It does not take long for Charlie to realize that something is…off with Jesse.
Slowly they begin to open up to one another. Well, more so she does because he still continues to hold things in.
‘She couldn’t help but smile at his charm and warmth, at his inability to communicate, and that contradiction. Hot and cold was an understatement.’ ~Charlie
It doesn’t matter if he holds in his feelings though because even in all his closed off glory Charlie is still trying to pull in Jesse and appeal to him as more than just a friend.
‘Twenty pounds gone, and I am about to eat my own arm. I’m so hungry.’ ~Charlie
Meanwhile do you want to know what he is doing? He is busy being KING of the assholes towards her. I swear I have no clue how she put up with some of his antics. If it was me I would have been told him
And yeah there are moments when she tells him how she feels about his harsh words or actions that mainly take aim at her ego. But nevertheless she continues to be his friend through it all. Even when he is NOT so friendly towards her.
‘He’s jaded, tainted and seems to have a problem opening up. Even just as friends, I don’t know if he’s capable of having a relationship.’ ~Charlie
Ummmmm you think? Really these two characters drove me to madness.
As Jesse struggles with his mood swings going in out of depression, Charlie learns to basically deal with it. She is there when he needs a friend and bails him out of bad situations on more than one occasion. And still he won’t open up. He thanks her and goes back to what he does best. Being the KING of the assholes.
I think even when at her lowest… when she wanted to stop caring…she just couldn’t.
Readers learn that bi polar is just one of the issues that Jesse is facing. His past is filled up to the brim and over flows with pain. The kind of pain that makes your chest feel as though it might cave in. However all the specifics of his past are not provided in detail.
As Jesse battles his demons the realization starts to sink in that he is falling for Charlie. Yes, he was attracted to her. Yes, he thinks of her as a friend but he never really acknowledges his feelings towards her. Its almost as if he can’t place them. For real for real I think he is just in denial. Pure denial.
My Thoughts
I could not stand Jesse; I know he has some…issues..but honestly he was just a jerk. I was so angry with Charlie going out of her way to get him to want her. Women do it all the time, yes, I know but GAH it was frustrating to read. Also a woman should never change herself for a man EVER. You want to lose some pounds do it for you and NOBODY ELSE.
The actions displayed by the characters at times seemed very immature. Especially Jesse, his actions was borderline adolescent. He did not act like a 26 year old male; I don’t know maybe it’s just me.
The writing was not my usual style that I gravitate towards though I have read and enjoyed books with this similar writing style. It was pretty fast paced with quick scene changes and the time frame moved rapidly along as well; days to weeks to months *snaps fingers* quick. Definitely no dragging or unnecessary descriptions that are a page long with details. Also we get both his and her pov which is always a plus.
Overall I liked it and after the way this book ended I will be jumping in to book 2 Interrupted.
Special Note: The story has an abrupt ending and pretty much leaves you hanging but no worries book 2 is about to release on 7-15-13 *wipes sweat from forehead*
My Ratings
Characters- The characters pushed my limits and tested my patience. A LOT.
Writing Style- Fair, not my usual style per se.
Plot/Storyline- Two troubled people connecting and falling in love
Steam Factor-Medium/Moderately Steamy
Overall- I am eager to see how this story continues and will be starting book2 after I post this.
Now go forth and read. Then come tell us about it on Goodreads!
For more reviews got to http://realitybites-letsgetlost.blogs...
*Copy kindly provided by the author in exchange for an honest review*
3.5 STARS out of 5
Genre: Contemporary Romance
I don’t know how to begin… These two characters infuriated me to no end. Back and forth then up and down and round and round they go. Both are emotional and with one being mentally unstable...lord help me because I cannot believe I survived the ride.
In Progress we meet 23 year old Charlie, she is working at a diner and that is where she meets 26 year old Jesse her new co-worker. Both Charlie and Jesse are dealing with some pretty heavy issues as individuals
Low self esteem –Charlie
and
Bi polar disorder –Jesse
This of course plays a HUGE role into how these two deal with one another.
When the book starts Charlie takes one look at Jesse...
and knows that he would never want her…
Because of her tall stature and curvy body she feels inadequate. Kind of like my girl Ariel; she feels the need to change herself in order to be what he would want and desire. Only Charlie doesn’t go to the sea witch to exchange fins for legs. NOPE, instead she turns to good old fashion diet and exercise to lose her excess weight. She’s been watching him and she noticed what he likes. Petite skinny girls. Of course she has no clue that he is attracted to her curves and all.
Jesse is a complete man whore. If a chick is 18 or older with a vagina he wants inside of it. He is also a complete dick and often times when he opened his mouth all I wanted to do was give him a nice swift kick to his fictional nuts
The first conversation between these two is soooo AWKWARD. *Face meet palm*
Jesse is socially awkward and it throws her through a loop at first. The guy has a habit of saying whatever pops in his head. I mean seriously the guy has no filter whatsoever. He naturally feels a pull towards Charlie and a friendship builds between them. It does not take long for Charlie to realize that something is…off with Jesse.
Slowly they begin to open up to one another. Well, more so she does because he still continues to hold things in.
‘She couldn’t help but smile at his charm and warmth, at his inability to communicate, and that contradiction. Hot and cold was an understatement.’ ~Charlie
It doesn’t matter if he holds in his feelings though because even in all his closed off glory Charlie is still trying to pull in Jesse and appeal to him as more than just a friend.
‘Twenty pounds gone, and I am about to eat my own arm. I’m so hungry.’ ~Charlie
Meanwhile do you want to know what he is doing? He is busy being KING of the assholes towards her. I swear I have no clue how she put up with some of his antics. If it was me I would have been told him
And yeah there are moments when she tells him how she feels about his harsh words or actions that mainly take aim at her ego. But nevertheless she continues to be his friend through it all. Even when he is NOT so friendly towards her.
‘He’s jaded, tainted and seems to have a problem opening up. Even just as friends, I don’t know if he’s capable of having a relationship.’ ~Charlie
Ummmmm you think? Really these two characters drove me to madness.
As Jesse struggles with his mood swings going in out of depression, Charlie learns to basically deal with it. She is there when he needs a friend and bails him out of bad situations on more than one occasion. And still he won’t open up. He thanks her and goes back to what he does best. Being the KING of the assholes.
I think even when at her lowest… when she wanted to stop caring…she just couldn’t.
Readers learn that bi polar is just one of the issues that Jesse is facing. His past is filled up to the brim and over flows with pain. The kind of pain that makes your chest feel as though it might cave in. However all the specifics of his past are not provided in detail.
As Jesse battles his demons the realization starts to sink in that he is falling for Charlie. Yes, he was attracted to her. Yes, he thinks of her as a friend but he never really acknowledges his feelings towards her. Its almost as if he can’t place them. For real for real I think he is just in denial. Pure denial.
My Thoughts
I could not stand Jesse; I know he has some…issues..but honestly he was just a jerk. I was so angry with Charlie going out of her way to get him to want her. Women do it all the time, yes, I know but GAH it was frustrating to read. Also a woman should never change herself for a man EVER. You want to lose some pounds do it for you and NOBODY ELSE.
The actions displayed by the characters at times seemed very immature. Especially Jesse, his actions was borderline adolescent. He did not act like a 26 year old male; I don’t know maybe it’s just me.
The writing was not my usual style that I gravitate towards though I have read and enjoyed books with this similar writing style. It was pretty fast paced with quick scene changes and the time frame moved rapidly along as well; days to weeks to months *snaps fingers* quick. Definitely no dragging or unnecessary descriptions that are a page long with details. Also we get both his and her pov which is always a plus.
Overall I liked it and after the way this book ended I will be jumping in to book 2 Interrupted.
Special Note: The story has an abrupt ending and pretty much leaves you hanging but no worries book 2 is about to release on 7-15-13 *wipes sweat from forehead*
My Ratings
Characters- The characters pushed my limits and tested my patience. A LOT.
Writing Style- Fair, not my usual style per se.
Plot/Storyline- Two troubled people connecting and falling in love
Steam Factor-Medium/Moderately Steamy
Overall- I am eager to see how this story continues and will be starting book2 after I post this.
Now go forth and read. Then come tell us about it on Goodreads!
For more reviews got to http://realitybites-letsgetlost.blogs...
*Copy kindly provided by the author in exchange for an honest review*
March 26, 2013
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My emotions are all over the place while reading Progress by Amy Queau. The story was well written, the characters were well developed, and the sexual tension between Charlie and Jesse was MASSIVE! I kept waiting for the two to get it together already! Progress is a very unique and different type of romance novel. I don’t think I have ever read anything quite like this before, it was refreshing to read about a well developed friendship for a change.
In Progress you will meet two characters battling personal problems affecting their adult life and being able to have a healthy relationship. Charlie is a 23 year-old girl with very low self-esteem. Growing up on the heavy side Charlie was made fun of by the boys in her school causing her to feel useless and ugly. She doesn’t trust men and always doubts herself not letting anyone getting close to her, which is why she is a 23 year and still a virgin who has never even been on a date before. Then there is 26 year-old Jesse who suffers from bi-polar disorder causing mood swings and anger issues. He also comes from a dysfunctional upbringing and was raised in foster care. When the two meet it is only disastrous, as they are completely wrong for each other but also exactly what they need for each other. As both try to better themselves emotionally and physically their feelings for one another only grow until it finally explodes…
I was not expecting Progress to be such an emotional roller coaster of a book. I was everywhere on my opinions and emotions for Charlie and Jesse as a couple. At first I thought he was just a “man ho” with a rough shell that Charlie could break and they could have a wonderful love affair. Then I got to know Jesse and all of his issues… I wasn’t sure if I wanted Charlie with him at all. Then a scene in a book came when Jesse went to find Charlie while she was away for the weekend and I decided right there I wanted nothing more for them to be together and be happy. It was such a sweet but innocent thing Jesse did that won me over and made me “Team Jesse”.
Ms. Queau did a wonderful job describing the characters, I felt I knew Charlie and Jesse very well and understood their characters. I do not know very much about bipolar disorder and learned a lot about the disorder while reading. The author obviously did research and made Jesse’s character very real.
I love a good build up for characters before they get together but this book was ALL build up! I loved the friendship developed between the two. It was caring and loving, I just wanted them together so bad and for Jesse to change his ways. Charlie makes him a better person but he also makes Charlie a better person too giving herself confidence she so desperately needs. I did not realize this was a series and cannot wait for book two to find out what happens. Be warned it does leave on a bit of a cliff hanger for Charlie and Jesse. These two are driving me crazy!
I give Progress 4 Stars.
A copy of the book was given to me by the author in return for an honest review.
Progress will be FREE March 29-31st on Amazon :)
My emotions are all over the place while reading Progress by Amy Queau. The story was well written, the characters were well developed, and the sexual tension between Charlie and Jesse was MASSIVE! I kept waiting for the two to get it together already! Progress is a very unique and different type of romance novel. I don’t think I have ever read anything quite like this before, it was refreshing to read about a well developed friendship for a change.
In Progress you will meet two characters battling personal problems affecting their adult life and being able to have a healthy relationship. Charlie is a 23 year-old girl with very low self-esteem. Growing up on the heavy side Charlie was made fun of by the boys in her school causing her to feel useless and ugly. She doesn’t trust men and always doubts herself not letting anyone getting close to her, which is why she is a 23 year and still a virgin who has never even been on a date before. Then there is 26 year-old Jesse who suffers from bi-polar disorder causing mood swings and anger issues. He also comes from a dysfunctional upbringing and was raised in foster care. When the two meet it is only disastrous, as they are completely wrong for each other but also exactly what they need for each other. As both try to better themselves emotionally and physically their feelings for one another only grow until it finally explodes…
I was not expecting Progress to be such an emotional roller coaster of a book. I was everywhere on my opinions and emotions for Charlie and Jesse as a couple. At first I thought he was just a “man ho” with a rough shell that Charlie could break and they could have a wonderful love affair. Then I got to know Jesse and all of his issues… I wasn’t sure if I wanted Charlie with him at all. Then a scene in a book came when Jesse went to find Charlie while she was away for the weekend and I decided right there I wanted nothing more for them to be together and be happy. It was such a sweet but innocent thing Jesse did that won me over and made me “Team Jesse”.
Ms. Queau did a wonderful job describing the characters, I felt I knew Charlie and Jesse very well and understood their characters. I do not know very much about bipolar disorder and learned a lot about the disorder while reading. The author obviously did research and made Jesse’s character very real.
I love a good build up for characters before they get together but this book was ALL build up! I loved the friendship developed between the two. It was caring and loving, I just wanted them together so bad and for Jesse to change his ways. Charlie makes him a better person but he also makes Charlie a better person too giving herself confidence she so desperately needs. I did not realize this was a series and cannot wait for book two to find out what happens. Be warned it does leave on a bit of a cliff hanger for Charlie and Jesse. These two are driving me crazy!
I give Progress 4 Stars.
A copy of the book was given to me by the author in return for an honest review.
July 21, 2013
Had to sit back a think before writing this one. I really enjoyed this book and the writing and the plot, I just Don't think I can forgive Jessie for the shit that he did in this book. I like my heros to be jerk buts also able to redeem them selves I don't feel Jessie did this. I just don't really understand why Charlie was so hung up on him in this first place. however I could not put this down had to find out what happened. so im giving it 3.5 stars and on to the next book!!
July 6, 2013
I almost didn't read this book because I really didn't like the cover, but you know what they say about judging a book and all that. Well, I am very glad that I did read it (but I still don't like the cover!). I love Charlie and Jessie! They are both trying to find their way but not living when they meet. Jessie is such an ass but you see that he has serious issues that he is not facing. Charlie is also struggling - put them together and they are a big messy fantastic read! Can't wait to see where Amy Queau takes us in the next book.
July 2, 2013
Just like Charlie, I am having a love/hate relationship with Jesse. This one sneaks up on you and stays with you for a few days....looking forward to the sequel coming out soon.
July 3, 2013
I came upon Progress by Amy Queau a few days ago and I am so happy I started this book right away! The title interested me because it was simple but still it said enough. And the story was touching. " Progress" was heart breaking, devastating, and so real. The main theme of ths book was romance....but I´d rather call it torturous / painful romance! lol.....I loved it.
Progress starts out with Charlie, a young woman who lives in her parents basement at the age of 23. Charlie is a woman with bigger issues than anyone would expect. She´s the type of girl who had a hard time during School, because of her being fat, and she´s also the type who is completely understanding. She´s insecure and of course.....Charlie is still a virgin. How much more pathetic can her life get?
Well, it gets a whole lot more pethetic when she meets Jesse. A co-worker from the Crimson Cellar where both work at. Charlie believes she doesn´t have a chance in Hell getting involved with the good looking Jesse. With her being fat, who would really want her? That´s what Charlie thinks. Jesse sees something in Charlie that he can´t quite comprehend, so he decides to be friends with Charlie. And since Charlie has huge issues with men, she´s more than fine becoming his friend. Even if she secretly wishes for more to happen. What Charlie doesn´t know is that when her other co-workers warn her about the handsome Jesse, they´re telling the truth!
Even though Charlie struggles with her own demons, is she able to handle what Jesse has to offer? Can he give her what she needs? Will Jesse be able to jump over his own shadow to be with the woman who haunts his mind?
I know I know.....y´all are probably thinking.." Been there.....done that...read that story...". I can say that you haven´t! The author did something very tricky with this story and, in my humble opinion, she did a fantastic job! Writing about manic depression isn´t easy. And it sure as Hell isn´t easy to write a story where both main characters have a shit load to sort out for themselves. What I also loved was that the author displayed broken souls in different lights. Charlie had her problems, but she had therapy to help her. Jesse also had his own package to carry, but he only took the help of medication....and that only sometimes. Dealing with depression isn´t a picnic. And if you don´t seek out for help, you might destroy others more than you destory yourself! That´s what happened in this story. Charlie fell head over heals for Jesse and Jesse did everything a guy shouldn´t do to a woman who was already broken. He was this reckless guy who was an emotional wreck. One day he would say the sweetest things to Charlie and the next day he would insult her to a point where her past catches up with her...making her the puddle of mess she was once again. But they´re still friends. She figures out pretty quick that something is not right with Jesse and she tries to help and sometimes stay away. I really felt awful reading about how he managed to crush her and then he´d apologize. You could say the guy had a split personality. But the only issue with that was that he had a hard time figurng out what was going on in his head. He wanted to make things right for Charlie.....to be good and all....but things kind of slipped at times.
A constant emotional back and forth that didn´t help the poor woman any bit. And still, she stayed friends with him.....still wishing for something to be real. Hoping for a chance to get to know more about Jesse and his feelings.Just when things got better, I was wishing for Jesse and Charlie to find a way to be together. So, you could say that I was crushed as well when something good turned out to be something sad.
I couldn´t have stayed friends with Jesse even if someone paid me too ( not kidding, people!) I would have had panic attacks too if he would have pulled off that two face thingy on me. * heavy sigh*.. I still must admitt that I cared for him dearly. I understood him ( even if I don´t suffer from depression..) and I can say that I would have beaten his ass to a therapist :-) I loved the scenes where he gave her the sunflower....( you really need to read this book, that scene was soooooo sweet) and I loved the scene when he gave her a CD......Those were the short moments where I truly believed he had so much more to offer, but needed help to follow through!
Charlie.....well......allthough she was this fragile person.....she seemed so strong. That´s what I loved about her. Charlie never let Jesse down. Even when he verbally abused her....she was always there for him. So much has happened in her young life and still....she was able to smile. That signals a strong personality for me!
The author did her homework well on the depression subject. Never have I read a book where mental illness was so well told. And never have I read a story about 2 people who were practically broken and yet tried to stick together in the most best way ever! Devastating, but still fantastic!
This book deserves a special rating....but since we don´t do that..... I hope everyone will settle for a normal one.lol
The Divas are gvng Progress by Amy Queau a 5 our of 5 Champagne glasses
Progress starts out with Charlie, a young woman who lives in her parents basement at the age of 23. Charlie is a woman with bigger issues than anyone would expect. She´s the type of girl who had a hard time during School, because of her being fat, and she´s also the type who is completely understanding. She´s insecure and of course.....Charlie is still a virgin. How much more pathetic can her life get?
Well, it gets a whole lot more pethetic when she meets Jesse. A co-worker from the Crimson Cellar where both work at. Charlie believes she doesn´t have a chance in Hell getting involved with the good looking Jesse. With her being fat, who would really want her? That´s what Charlie thinks. Jesse sees something in Charlie that he can´t quite comprehend, so he decides to be friends with Charlie. And since Charlie has huge issues with men, she´s more than fine becoming his friend. Even if she secretly wishes for more to happen. What Charlie doesn´t know is that when her other co-workers warn her about the handsome Jesse, they´re telling the truth!
Even though Charlie struggles with her own demons, is she able to handle what Jesse has to offer? Can he give her what she needs? Will Jesse be able to jump over his own shadow to be with the woman who haunts his mind?
I know I know.....y´all are probably thinking.." Been there.....done that...read that story...". I can say that you haven´t! The author did something very tricky with this story and, in my humble opinion, she did a fantastic job! Writing about manic depression isn´t easy. And it sure as Hell isn´t easy to write a story where both main characters have a shit load to sort out for themselves. What I also loved was that the author displayed broken souls in different lights. Charlie had her problems, but she had therapy to help her. Jesse also had his own package to carry, but he only took the help of medication....and that only sometimes. Dealing with depression isn´t a picnic. And if you don´t seek out for help, you might destroy others more than you destory yourself! That´s what happened in this story. Charlie fell head over heals for Jesse and Jesse did everything a guy shouldn´t do to a woman who was already broken. He was this reckless guy who was an emotional wreck. One day he would say the sweetest things to Charlie and the next day he would insult her to a point where her past catches up with her...making her the puddle of mess she was once again. But they´re still friends. She figures out pretty quick that something is not right with Jesse and she tries to help and sometimes stay away. I really felt awful reading about how he managed to crush her and then he´d apologize. You could say the guy had a split personality. But the only issue with that was that he had a hard time figurng out what was going on in his head. He wanted to make things right for Charlie.....to be good and all....but things kind of slipped at times.
A constant emotional back and forth that didn´t help the poor woman any bit. And still, she stayed friends with him.....still wishing for something to be real. Hoping for a chance to get to know more about Jesse and his feelings.Just when things got better, I was wishing for Jesse and Charlie to find a way to be together. So, you could say that I was crushed as well when something good turned out to be something sad.
I couldn´t have stayed friends with Jesse even if someone paid me too ( not kidding, people!) I would have had panic attacks too if he would have pulled off that two face thingy on me. * heavy sigh*.. I still must admitt that I cared for him dearly. I understood him ( even if I don´t suffer from depression..) and I can say that I would have beaten his ass to a therapist :-) I loved the scenes where he gave her the sunflower....( you really need to read this book, that scene was soooooo sweet) and I loved the scene when he gave her a CD......Those were the short moments where I truly believed he had so much more to offer, but needed help to follow through!
Charlie.....well......allthough she was this fragile person.....she seemed so strong. That´s what I loved about her. Charlie never let Jesse down. Even when he verbally abused her....she was always there for him. So much has happened in her young life and still....she was able to smile. That signals a strong personality for me!
The author did her homework well on the depression subject. Never have I read a book where mental illness was so well told. And never have I read a story about 2 people who were practically broken and yet tried to stick together in the most best way ever! Devastating, but still fantastic!
This book deserves a special rating....but since we don´t do that..... I hope everyone will settle for a normal one.lol
The Divas are gvng Progress by Amy Queau a 5 our of 5 Champagne glasses
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
June 28, 2013
* I changed my rating from four stars to five because a few days after reading this, the characters and story are still sticking with me, more than usual. I anxiously await the arrival of the second book!
My Favorite Lines:
“She really didn’t have much to lose, unless he wanted to take her virginity. Which, at this point, she would have given to a passerby.”
“I’m tired, Jess. Tired of how much effort it takes to be friends with you. Tired of how much it takes to want you. I’m sick of the torture of your highs and lows. You make me feel so inadequate one second, and then you treat me like I’m the only woman in the world the next. You are so wonderful and so horrible at the same time –”
“You’ve taught me so many things, Jess. You’ve showed me what relationships should and shouldn’t be. You’ve taught me that no matter how ugliness is shunned and ridiculed, that I should never again feel inferior to anyone. You’ve shown me just what I want in someone, and a few things I don’t.”
“Love isn’t supposed to be where you go just because you have no place left to run.”
What I Thought:
I want to start off by saying that this is the first time in a long time I’ve strayed outside the lines of Young Adult Fiction, and I’m glad I did.
Characterization is everything to me. It doesn’t matter how great a storyline is, if the characters are uninteresting or have no effect on me, I lose interest. This story had both, but more than anything, it had Charlie.
I started off the book liking her. She’s about a year older than me, and although our situations are different, I saw a lot of myself and people I know in her. She was very real. By the end of the book, I adored her. She became such a strong, amazing person, and if you read this book you’ll see that most of my favorite lines come from the end, because she just got that amazing.
I didn’t like Jesse. He reminds me of someone I used to know, and his character hit too close to home. But it was a love-hate relationship. Of course I found myself rooting for them, but at the same time whenever Charlie told him off, I rooted for her.
I loved how the majority of this book focused on their friendship. Don’t get me wrong; I love epic love stories where the characters fall madly in love two seconds into the novel, but this was different, and in a refreshing way. The story took place over a year’s time, and you were able to see how both characters changed and shifted, both within their relationship to each other, and individually.
I would recommend this book to anyone. It was thrilling, and kept your attention throughout; there were no dull spots. It’s going to be a series (a trilogy, I believe) and I look forward to reading the other books when they come out.
My Favorite Lines:
“She really didn’t have much to lose, unless he wanted to take her virginity. Which, at this point, she would have given to a passerby.”
“I’m tired, Jess. Tired of how much effort it takes to be friends with you. Tired of how much it takes to want you. I’m sick of the torture of your highs and lows. You make me feel so inadequate one second, and then you treat me like I’m the only woman in the world the next. You are so wonderful and so horrible at the same time –”
“You’ve taught me so many things, Jess. You’ve showed me what relationships should and shouldn’t be. You’ve taught me that no matter how ugliness is shunned and ridiculed, that I should never again feel inferior to anyone. You’ve shown me just what I want in someone, and a few things I don’t.”
“Love isn’t supposed to be where you go just because you have no place left to run.”
What I Thought:
I want to start off by saying that this is the first time in a long time I’ve strayed outside the lines of Young Adult Fiction, and I’m glad I did.
Characterization is everything to me. It doesn’t matter how great a storyline is, if the characters are uninteresting or have no effect on me, I lose interest. This story had both, but more than anything, it had Charlie.
I started off the book liking her. She’s about a year older than me, and although our situations are different, I saw a lot of myself and people I know in her. She was very real. By the end of the book, I adored her. She became such a strong, amazing person, and if you read this book you’ll see that most of my favorite lines come from the end, because she just got that amazing.
I didn’t like Jesse. He reminds me of someone I used to know, and his character hit too close to home. But it was a love-hate relationship. Of course I found myself rooting for them, but at the same time whenever Charlie told him off, I rooted for her.
I loved how the majority of this book focused on their friendship. Don’t get me wrong; I love epic love stories where the characters fall madly in love two seconds into the novel, but this was different, and in a refreshing way. The story took place over a year’s time, and you were able to see how both characters changed and shifted, both within their relationship to each other, and individually.
I would recommend this book to anyone. It was thrilling, and kept your attention throughout; there were no dull spots. It’s going to be a series (a trilogy, I believe) and I look forward to reading the other books when they come out.
August 5, 2013
I don’t know where to start with reviewing this book. My heart is still racing. It was an emotional roller coaster that will have you screaming at the characters as you face their ups and downs.
I loved Charlie. I loved how she wasn't perfect. She had visible flaws and insecurities that I think many people can relate to. She was a true friend to Jesse and was there for him no matter what. Jesse drove me absolutely crazy...don’t get me wrong I still LOVED him,I just wished he would have listened to me when I was screaming at him as I was reading this! Even though I knew that Charlie deserved better, I wanted -no, I actually NEEDED them to be together!
This book was so amazingly written. You immediately feel the connection that these two have and actually feel like you are part of the book, experiencing every hurdle that they faced. Amy Queau did an excellent job of giving you a look inside the mind of someone with bipolar disorder. The emotional roller coaster this book will take you on is like no other book I have ever read and the tension between Charlie and Jesse will keep you turning the pages. Just when my dreams were becoming reality for Charlie and Jesse and my heart was beginning to return to its normal rhythm, it was taken away, leaving me yelling and screaming at my kindle once again! I am so glad that book two is out already, because I don’t think my heart could handle waiting to see what is going to become of their relationship.
This was an excellent read with a very powerful soul crushing love between the two main characters. I absolutely loved it and cannot wait to see what Charlie and Jesse are going to do to my heart in book two.
I loved Charlie. I loved how she wasn't perfect. She had visible flaws and insecurities that I think many people can relate to. She was a true friend to Jesse and was there for him no matter what. Jesse drove me absolutely crazy...don’t get me wrong I still LOVED him,I just wished he would have listened to me when I was screaming at him as I was reading this! Even though I knew that Charlie deserved better, I wanted -no, I actually NEEDED them to be together!
This book was so amazingly written. You immediately feel the connection that these two have and actually feel like you are part of the book, experiencing every hurdle that they faced. Amy Queau did an excellent job of giving you a look inside the mind of someone with bipolar disorder. The emotional roller coaster this book will take you on is like no other book I have ever read and the tension between Charlie and Jesse will keep you turning the pages. Just when my dreams were becoming reality for Charlie and Jesse and my heart was beginning to return to its normal rhythm, it was taken away, leaving me yelling and screaming at my kindle once again! I am so glad that book two is out already, because I don’t think my heart could handle waiting to see what is going to become of their relationship.
This was an excellent read with a very powerful soul crushing love between the two main characters. I absolutely loved it and cannot wait to see what Charlie and Jesse are going to do to my heart in book two.
April 20, 2013
Rundown:
Imperfect people falling for imperfect people, I loved it! A truly amazing story of real people who struggle with real issues. I read it in one sitting and wanted more.
Jesse struggles with his bipolar issues while Charlie struggles with weight issues. How can this pair get together when so many issues are tearing them in separate directions? I enjoyed every minute of learning about these characters and was thoroughly entertained.
What I liked:
I loved the character flaws in every character. The battered friendship between Charlie and Jesse is truly wonderful and believably electrically charged.
What I didn't like:
I’m a sucker for happy ever afters... (Spoiler) and can't wait for the next in the series!
Imperfect people falling for imperfect people, I loved it! A truly amazing story of real people who struggle with real issues. I read it in one sitting and wanted more.
Jesse struggles with his bipolar issues while Charlie struggles with weight issues. How can this pair get together when so many issues are tearing them in separate directions? I enjoyed every minute of learning about these characters and was thoroughly entertained.
What I liked:
I loved the character flaws in every character. The battered friendship between Charlie and Jesse is truly wonderful and believably electrically charged.
What I didn't like:
I’m a sucker for happy ever afters... (Spoiler) and can't wait for the next in the series!
August 7, 2013
Thousands of women are curvy and voluptuous. And, believe it or not, many are victims of bullying. But, that doesn’t mean that there is not occasional acceptance among people in a world so diverse. The heroine in this novel is overweight, and as she tries to come to terms with her insecurities, she meets a young man who is also battling his own demons; the reality of the highs and lows when suffering from bi-polar disorder. As I was reading this book, I could tell that it would an emotional rollercoaster of feelings when determining if one is to be trusted and forgiven for their erratic behavior. It was thoroughly researched with tormenting truths regarding this irrational and depressing condition. The emotional upheaval between the two main characters was agonizingly painful to read about. But, it seemed so realistic and true-to-life. With that being said, here’s what I thought of author, Amy Queau’s Progress series debut.
Charlie loved her new job of being a hostess for The Crimson Cellar. It was an easy job, and she was often complimented on her hard work and deligence. But, when she gets a glimpse of gorgeous Jesse James Anders, she goes weak-in-the-knees and blushes passionately. Why? Because he’s just that scrumptious – dark blonde hair, grey eyes, and just the right amount of muscle. Wow! But, Charlie knows that she would never have a chance with someone like him. He’s just like way out of her league. So, sexy with his labret peaking out from his chin – (swoon)! Besides, with Charlie’s track record of always being the victim of people’s cruel jokes, she just has to face the fact that the closest she’ll ever get to spending time with him is as a friend. As Charlie and Jesse get to know each other, he becomes more attached to the friendship they share – knowing full well that Charlie would never abandon him. She doesn’t have it in her to be mean or selfish. She would always have someone else’s best interest at heart. Where is this relationship headed, though? Well, one moment Jesse wants her intimately, but he knows that he is damaged and that would be the end of their friendship. And, then in another instant, he wants to keep their relationship on the platonic level - knowing full well that they could just continue to trust and protect each other on a noncommital-like basis. That way is safe and low-maintenance. But, what does Charlie want? Well, she wants Jesse intimately as well, but is she willing to risk their friendship knowing also that, romantically speaking, their sensual relationship could potentially destroy something so perfect and long-lasting? And, besides, she’s actually not even sure if they could ever even have any relationship beyond friendship because he’s untamed and shameless to-the-point where any further involvement with him could prove to be unhealthy. How can a man with so much potential, passion, and life be so condescending and hurtful at times?
Both characters are damaged, however. Charlie oftentimes is the victim of continuous bullying by men, which in turn repeatedly leads to low self-esteem and extended inexperience with dating. Whereas Jesse, constantly dealt with the repetitive ramifications of his bi-polar disorder and the reality of being raised in fostercare since his parents’ death quite a few years ago. The author paints a realistic picture of hard luck and unfortunate circumstances that lead to both character’s instability and vulnerability. While Charlie has extensive trust issues with men, Jesse can’t handle recently seeing a former girlfriend that is pressing him for a reconciliation that he thought, at one time, was “the one”. I don’t think that either character can be worthy of a romantic, somewhat, lengthy relationship, whether it’s with each other or anyone else, until they fix what’s broken inside – her trust issues and his mental illness psychosis.
Honestly, my infatuation with romance novels is not just about the sexual chemistry or tension between the characters, although it is an added plus to the story, but it’s also about the storyline. The details. The sweetness. The damaged individual or individuals. The survival. And, ultimately, the triumph – whether it’s a “happily ever after” or not. Ms. Queau does a great job with all the characteristics of what makes an impressive novel. This, however, is not the end of their story. It “progresses” along on into the next two installments to the series. So the “triumph” is still to come. As I’m writing this review, I’m also re-reading the novel, and it’s still as engaging and heartbreaking as my first time reading it – in fact, maybe more so. The novel was fast-paced and unique. The characters were flawed, but showed possible hope for redemption.
“Progress” – (pg. 248 & pg. 255)
“I don’t expect anything, you know. I never did. It’s amazing to me that we’ve come this far, and I’ve completely changed my entire body, my outlook, my attitude...just so that you would want to be close to me...” ~ Charlie
“I don’t deserve your decency. I don’t deserve this...” He points his finger back and forth between them. “Or you. Or this night. But I want it. I...I’ve wanted you since the first day we met.” He takes a sharp inhale and waits. ~ Jesse
“You’ve taught me that no matter how ugliness is shunned and ridiculed, that I should never again feel inferior to anyone.” ~ Charlie
But, what happens ultimately in the end, as the final pages are turned, is excruciatingly painful. Sad. Heartbreaking. And, a perfect way for Ms. Queau to end the first book in this intensely provocative trilogy. Loved it!
Charlie loved her new job of being a hostess for The Crimson Cellar. It was an easy job, and she was often complimented on her hard work and deligence. But, when she gets a glimpse of gorgeous Jesse James Anders, she goes weak-in-the-knees and blushes passionately. Why? Because he’s just that scrumptious – dark blonde hair, grey eyes, and just the right amount of muscle. Wow! But, Charlie knows that she would never have a chance with someone like him. He’s just like way out of her league. So, sexy with his labret peaking out from his chin – (swoon)! Besides, with Charlie’s track record of always being the victim of people’s cruel jokes, she just has to face the fact that the closest she’ll ever get to spending time with him is as a friend. As Charlie and Jesse get to know each other, he becomes more attached to the friendship they share – knowing full well that Charlie would never abandon him. She doesn’t have it in her to be mean or selfish. She would always have someone else’s best interest at heart. Where is this relationship headed, though? Well, one moment Jesse wants her intimately, but he knows that he is damaged and that would be the end of their friendship. And, then in another instant, he wants to keep their relationship on the platonic level - knowing full well that they could just continue to trust and protect each other on a noncommital-like basis. That way is safe and low-maintenance. But, what does Charlie want? Well, she wants Jesse intimately as well, but is she willing to risk their friendship knowing also that, romantically speaking, their sensual relationship could potentially destroy something so perfect and long-lasting? And, besides, she’s actually not even sure if they could ever even have any relationship beyond friendship because he’s untamed and shameless to-the-point where any further involvement with him could prove to be unhealthy. How can a man with so much potential, passion, and life be so condescending and hurtful at times?
Both characters are damaged, however. Charlie oftentimes is the victim of continuous bullying by men, which in turn repeatedly leads to low self-esteem and extended inexperience with dating. Whereas Jesse, constantly dealt with the repetitive ramifications of his bi-polar disorder and the reality of being raised in fostercare since his parents’ death quite a few years ago. The author paints a realistic picture of hard luck and unfortunate circumstances that lead to both character’s instability and vulnerability. While Charlie has extensive trust issues with men, Jesse can’t handle recently seeing a former girlfriend that is pressing him for a reconciliation that he thought, at one time, was “the one”. I don’t think that either character can be worthy of a romantic, somewhat, lengthy relationship, whether it’s with each other or anyone else, until they fix what’s broken inside – her trust issues and his mental illness psychosis.
Honestly, my infatuation with romance novels is not just about the sexual chemistry or tension between the characters, although it is an added plus to the story, but it’s also about the storyline. The details. The sweetness. The damaged individual or individuals. The survival. And, ultimately, the triumph – whether it’s a “happily ever after” or not. Ms. Queau does a great job with all the characteristics of what makes an impressive novel. This, however, is not the end of their story. It “progresses” along on into the next two installments to the series. So the “triumph” is still to come. As I’m writing this review, I’m also re-reading the novel, and it’s still as engaging and heartbreaking as my first time reading it – in fact, maybe more so. The novel was fast-paced and unique. The characters were flawed, but showed possible hope for redemption.
“Progress” – (pg. 248 & pg. 255)
“I don’t expect anything, you know. I never did. It’s amazing to me that we’ve come this far, and I’ve completely changed my entire body, my outlook, my attitude...just so that you would want to be close to me...” ~ Charlie
“I don’t deserve your decency. I don’t deserve this...” He points his finger back and forth between them. “Or you. Or this night. But I want it. I...I’ve wanted you since the first day we met.” He takes a sharp inhale and waits. ~ Jesse
“You’ve taught me that no matter how ugliness is shunned and ridiculed, that I should never again feel inferior to anyone.” ~ Charlie
But, what happens ultimately in the end, as the final pages are turned, is excruciatingly painful. Sad. Heartbreaking. And, a perfect way for Ms. Queau to end the first book in this intensely provocative trilogy. Loved it!
May 19, 2013
So after three... one... two...three....awwwww.
That's what I kept thinking mixed with... 'Noooo' and 'Please'.
This is well written and sincere. Queau has clearly done her research.
I love that Charlie is plus size but I kinda wish she stayed that way. Also her issues aren't discussed in too much detail which is a shame.
Part two was brilliant, I even got tearful for Jesse; even if he can be an arse.
I'm looking forward to book two which will probably be more heart wrenching than book one.
If you like authors like Abbi Glines, Jessica Sorensen and the like you'll fall for Charlie and Jesse - Hard!
Beautiful and real. Hats off to you Ms Queau.
4 stars.
May 27, 2013
Amy Queau. You, are a master at subtle torture. Not only did this story draw tortuously on my emotions, and arrest my attention to the point that my poor children were having full conversations with me before I realized I had no idea what they were talking about (I admit this will the required shame it warrants), but it caused a physical response that I've not felt reading in a while.
I appreciate your development of the story. It didn't give a hint and leave it hanging there with no foundation or future. Every part of Charlie & Jesse's life make sense to who they are, but the way you incorporated they're insecurities and angst made them so much more real. That's the great part about it, they could be real. I think this is why I was so emotionally spent reading this. It was like I was experiencing what they, especially Charlie, was going through with every word.
I rooted for Charlie from the beginning. I want her to be happy. Whole and healed I hate the bastards that hurt her. I want to punch Jessie every time does something dumb. I want her to stop seeing herself through the eyes of her abusers, and finally bury those demons and come fully into who she really is.
I believe I, like Charlie, am in a love hate relationship with Jessie. I want to lay next to him and hold his head to my chest, rub his back, and determine in myself that whatever it takes, I'm going to do everything in my power to love away his pain. I want him to forgive himself so he can live without confusion and conflicting thoughts and emotions. And just once look at Charlie and know that he wants to love her and accept her love in return.
God they're so frustrating! I can't wait for August 2nd.
I appreciate your development of the story. It didn't give a hint and leave it hanging there with no foundation or future. Every part of Charlie & Jesse's life make sense to who they are, but the way you incorporated they're insecurities and angst made them so much more real. That's the great part about it, they could be real. I think this is why I was so emotionally spent reading this. It was like I was experiencing what they, especially Charlie, was going through with every word.
I rooted for Charlie from the beginning. I want her to be happy. Whole and healed I hate the bastards that hurt her. I want to punch Jessie every time does something dumb. I want her to stop seeing herself through the eyes of her abusers, and finally bury those demons and come fully into who she really is.
I believe I, like Charlie, am in a love hate relationship with Jessie. I want to lay next to him and hold his head to my chest, rub his back, and determine in myself that whatever it takes, I'm going to do everything in my power to love away his pain. I want him to forgive himself so he can live without confusion and conflicting thoughts and emotions. And just once look at Charlie and know that he wants to love her and accept her love in return.
God they're so frustrating! I can't wait for August 2nd.
June 28, 2013
Progress, a newly released novel by Amy Queau, is now available on download on Amazon Kindle. It is the first book in a promising series of psychological romance. The novel successfully explores complex issues of what appears to be a dysfunctional relationship between shy, but smart, and funny young woman Charlene, who is trying to lose weight and gain self confidence and a handsome womanizer Jesse with a troubled past, who is used to getting his way.
Tired of being ridiculed for her weight throughout her years in school, Charlene does not trust men, but hopelessly falls for Jesse, who has no remorse or empathy for women. Readers will not be disappointed to find out what hides behind behaviors of both characters but it will not be an easy ride. Unlike a traditional novel of this genre, Progress incorporates elements of suspense and psychological thriller, leaving a reader unable to put the book down. The novel has it all: sex, drugs, alcohol, lies, and betrayal. It also includes unexpected change of characters, smart humor and unconventional, eye opening scenes and experiences.
Queau is a new writer who has done a remarkable job creating characters that are not only troubled, disturbed, and haunted by their own demons but also are lovable, familiar, and recognizable to many. After all, who has never found themselves in the midst of a destructive and painful relationship where everything that could possibly go wrong, does go wrong? Will Charlene survive this experience? Will Jesse survive? Read the book and find out for yourself.
Tired of being ridiculed for her weight throughout her years in school, Charlene does not trust men, but hopelessly falls for Jesse, who has no remorse or empathy for women. Readers will not be disappointed to find out what hides behind behaviors of both characters but it will not be an easy ride. Unlike a traditional novel of this genre, Progress incorporates elements of suspense and psychological thriller, leaving a reader unable to put the book down. The novel has it all: sex, drugs, alcohol, lies, and betrayal. It also includes unexpected change of characters, smart humor and unconventional, eye opening scenes and experiences.
Queau is a new writer who has done a remarkable job creating characters that are not only troubled, disturbed, and haunted by their own demons but also are lovable, familiar, and recognizable to many. After all, who has never found themselves in the midst of a destructive and painful relationship where everything that could possibly go wrong, does go wrong? Will Charlene survive this experience? Will Jesse survive? Read the book and find out for yourself.
July 6, 2015
Update July 6 2015.
I began this story in 2013 and didn't finished it because there were two more books to follow.
Jake is Bipolar. All he wants is people to understand, to face his demons and to be able to trust but most people tend to think of Jake as a sociopath but when his depression swallows him and he crawls to his darkest place, his mind does what it wants. No amount of medication will fix it and when the battle between his will and mind begins, his mind always wins.
Charlie was used as a people ego booster who ripped at her self esteem. She was looked upon as an abomination and everywhere she turned people spewed gut-wrenching remarks - especially Aaron Paulson. He got off on humiliation and just when Charlie began to define herself he would distort her.
Jake and Charlie were "birds of a feather" They were who they were with major issues. The main one was the attraction they had for each other. Just when Charlie thought that she was getting somewhere with Jake he would catapult her to the other side of the earth hurting her so bad, resurrecting all of her insecurities.
I loved this first book and was desperate to get into book 2+3 only to find that Amy Queau had pulled the other books (couldn't find them on Amazon in Kindle format). Amy confirmed that she wanted to re-visit the storyline and characters. I was fortunate enough to be sent the other two books by Amy and I am so glad I now have the opportunity to go onto book 2 + 3 to find out what is next for these two flawed characters who adapt to survive.
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I began this story in 2013 and didn't finished it because there were two more books to follow.
Jake is Bipolar. All he wants is people to understand, to face his demons and to be able to trust but most people tend to think of Jake as a sociopath but when his depression swallows him and he crawls to his darkest place, his mind does what it wants. No amount of medication will fix it and when the battle between his will and mind begins, his mind always wins.
Charlie was used as a people ego booster who ripped at her self esteem. She was looked upon as an abomination and everywhere she turned people spewed gut-wrenching remarks - especially Aaron Paulson. He got off on humiliation and just when Charlie began to define herself he would distort her.
Jake and Charlie were "birds of a feather" They were who they were with major issues. The main one was the attraction they had for each other. Just when Charlie thought that she was getting somewhere with Jake he would catapult her to the other side of the earth hurting her so bad, resurrecting all of her insecurities.
I loved this first book and was desperate to get into book 2+3 only to find that Amy Queau had pulled the other books (couldn't find them on Amazon in Kindle format). Amy confirmed that she wanted to re-visit the storyline and characters. I was fortunate enough to be sent the other two books by Amy and I am so glad I now have the opportunity to go onto book 2 + 3 to find out what is next for these two flawed characters who adapt to survive.
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March 29, 2013
I have to agree with the previous reviewers in many ways:
1. This book is a roller coaster of emotions!!!
2. Not the typical book I read (Discworld, Gaiman Novels and comics are my upbringing) but I could not put this down!
3. I was intrigued with the storyline and the writing style of the author
4. I felt a connection to the characters that was so much more than surface level understanding. I would typically not connect to a character like Charlie and honestly have put down novels because the main character girl irritated the hell out of me, but not Charlie. Getting to know her made me understand every decision she was making and realize how complex she and Jesse both were.
I am giving this book four stars. I can't wait for the next one and the only reason for four instead of five is because I got lost in the timeline of everything a few times. Not enough to put it down, but enough to side swipe my thinking and take me off track for a moment or two.
Ms. Queau, well done and looking forward to putting you on my list of fave authors!
1. This book is a roller coaster of emotions!!!
2. Not the typical book I read (Discworld, Gaiman Novels and comics are my upbringing) but I could not put this down!
3. I was intrigued with the storyline and the writing style of the author
4. I felt a connection to the characters that was so much more than surface level understanding. I would typically not connect to a character like Charlie and honestly have put down novels because the main character girl irritated the hell out of me, but not Charlie. Getting to know her made me understand every decision she was making and realize how complex she and Jesse both were.
I am giving this book four stars. I can't wait for the next one and the only reason for four instead of five is because I got lost in the timeline of everything a few times. Not enough to put it down, but enough to side swipe my thinking and take me off track for a moment or two.
Ms. Queau, well done and looking forward to putting you on my list of fave authors!
May 27, 2013
Congrats Amy! Finishing your first novel with so much on your plate it is truly impressive. I admire anyone who can finish a novel, but a mom of two young children has me bowing down at your stamina and determination.
Charlene aka Charlie is a charming young woman with a host of psychological issues. In comes beautiful Jesse with is his own baggage. These two form a quirky, dysfunctional friendship.
I loved watching Charlie's weight loss through the book. Her courage at facing so much change was remarkable. I was furious at Jesse for not taking his meds. It was so accurately portrayed when getting into Jesse's mind.
Complaints -- I have none. Well ok the formatting was a little off and there was only one word that I thought was incorrect in usage.
Do I agree with Charlie's choices? Jesse's? No, but that is why i read to get into other's minds and learn how they tick. If I was Charlie I would have probably run scared and never spoken to Jesse after the first time he hurt my feelings! Certainly not a good story. So Kudos for a story well written.
Charlene aka Charlie is a charming young woman with a host of psychological issues. In comes beautiful Jesse with is his own baggage. These two form a quirky, dysfunctional friendship.
I loved watching Charlie's weight loss through the book. Her courage at facing so much change was remarkable. I was furious at Jesse for not taking his meds. It was so accurately portrayed when getting into Jesse's mind.
Complaints -- I have none. Well ok the formatting was a little off and there was only one word that I thought was incorrect in usage.
Do I agree with Charlie's choices? Jesse's? No, but that is why i read to get into other's minds and learn how they tick. If I was Charlie I would have probably run scared and never spoken to Jesse after the first time he hurt my feelings! Certainly not a good story. So Kudos for a story well written.
November 22, 2013
I LOVED this novel so freaking much! So. Many. Feelingsss!
The best thing about a novel is the way it stays with you for awhile, running on replay in your mind and you STILL get pissed off at the characters haha. Amy Queau has crafted some beautifully broken characters that took you on the ride with them, making you realize that you, too, are breaking with them.
The ending was heartbreaking and I jumped right into the next novel (it's a series, and all three books are out! Yay!). Jesse drove me up the wall...he made me scream, and cry, and hurt and man o man did I hate him sometimes..but at the same time...I loved him? Is that possible? And I needed him and Charlie to work, even though Charlie deserved so much more...if that even makes sense lol.
Queau takes you on such a rocky journey with this novel and I wouldn't have it any other way. Everything in the story is placed with meaning and I loved that about it! I look forward to much more from her!
Now, back to reading the second in the series!
The best thing about a novel is the way it stays with you for awhile, running on replay in your mind and you STILL get pissed off at the characters haha. Amy Queau has crafted some beautifully broken characters that took you on the ride with them, making you realize that you, too, are breaking with them.
The ending was heartbreaking and I jumped right into the next novel (it's a series, and all three books are out! Yay!). Jesse drove me up the wall...he made me scream, and cry, and hurt and man o man did I hate him sometimes..but at the same time...I loved him? Is that possible? And I needed him and Charlie to work, even though Charlie deserved so much more...if that even makes sense lol.
Queau takes you on such a rocky journey with this novel and I wouldn't have it any other way. Everything in the story is placed with meaning and I loved that about it! I look forward to much more from her!
Now, back to reading the second in the series!
July 12, 2018
Wow, what a roller coaster! Progress had my emotions all over the place. I found myself flipping back and forth between wanting Charlie and Jesse together to wanting them to stay far away from each other. Even though I did so much flipping back and forth, I’m glad the book ended the way it did. Without giving anything away, I feel like it was more authentic to end the way it did than if it had went the other way.
One thing I liked about the characters in Progress is they had depth. Charlie and Jesse spend time getting to know one another and become friends rather than rushing off into a relationship with a stranger just because they’re hot. After reading so many books that hardly delve into characters, Progress was different and enjoyable. I think Queau did a really good job with her characters, storyline, and writing. I’d definitely pick up the second book in the Progress series.
* This book was received in exchange for an honest review. *
One thing I liked about the characters in Progress is they had depth. Charlie and Jesse spend time getting to know one another and become friends rather than rushing off into a relationship with a stranger just because they’re hot. After reading so many books that hardly delve into characters, Progress was different and enjoyable. I think Queau did a really good job with her characters, storyline, and writing. I’d definitely pick up the second book in the Progress series.
* This book was received in exchange for an honest review. *
March 19, 2013
I have to say I'm not the person that likes and reads just any book I open. At first I wasn't sure this was going to be my style of book to my surprise it was just what I needed. Finally a well written good book that I could relate to in many ways. I could not put this book down it kept me wanting more. I honestly felt as though I was watching it all play out in front of me rather than reading it. This is definitely a book I will and recommend for people to read even if it is not your typical type of book because I think most people can relate to the daily struggles the characters in this book experience.
December 9, 2013
Charlie, Charlene Johnson, who works at the Crimson Cellar. She's 23 yo and still lives in her parent's basement, living in Minneapolis her whole life. She's 6 feet tall and has always been over weight. She has always been humiliated because of it. Jesse Anders is a 26 yo, delivery guy at the restaurant.
These two have issues. They both have secrets that hold them back. I felt like this was a story of a journey for Charlie. She has many issues to deal with. Self Worth and strength. Jesse deals with Bi-Polar and depression. It was a riveting story to read. Many unexpected turns and events.
Loved the build up and sexual tension. Was cheering for them to figure it out...
Can't wait for more.
These two have issues. They both have secrets that hold them back. I felt like this was a story of a journey for Charlie. She has many issues to deal with. Self Worth and strength. Jesse deals with Bi-Polar and depression. It was a riveting story to read. Many unexpected turns and events.
Loved the build up and sexual tension. Was cheering for them to figure it out...
Can't wait for more.
May 7, 2014
Oh I have a new book boyfriend I love Jesse.
The story is about Charlie and Jesse, Charlie being an insecure women with weight,bullying etc and this is where women will relate to at some point but Jesse is the hunk that all women want but he has deep problems his fighting with himself.
It's a deep story with twists along the way I loved Jesse in one chapter then hated him the next and I loved Charlie one minute and hated her the next, there is something in this book that draws you in, I love the way Amy has written the story line and the depth in which it will affect nearly everyone in daily life.
Definetly a 5* star read and I am now going to start the second book in the series
The story is about Charlie and Jesse, Charlie being an insecure women with weight,bullying etc and this is where women will relate to at some point but Jesse is the hunk that all women want but he has deep problems his fighting with himself.
It's a deep story with twists along the way I loved Jesse in one chapter then hated him the next and I loved Charlie one minute and hated her the next, there is something in this book that draws you in, I love the way Amy has written the story line and the depth in which it will affect nearly everyone in daily life.
Definetly a 5* star read and I am now going to start the second book in the series
July 29, 2016
The whole series is an emotional ride but let us start with Progress.
In Progress we meet Charlie and Jesse. Two broken souls who really are just making it through the days.
Charlie is stronger than she realizes. She was tormented throughout high school for being "fat". (I hate that word.) She has a low self-esteem and lacks a lot of confidence.
Jesse has demons. He is bipolar. He had a tough childhood. He uses women, he fights and he drinks.
Together these two find a little of themselves and depend on each other.
You have to be ready for an emotional ride when reading this but you'll be so glad you did. The characters are real and you can relate to them.
In Progress we meet Charlie and Jesse. Two broken souls who really are just making it through the days.
Charlie is stronger than she realizes. She was tormented throughout high school for being "fat". (I hate that word.) She has a low self-esteem and lacks a lot of confidence.
Jesse has demons. He is bipolar. He had a tough childhood. He uses women, he fights and he drinks.
Together these two find a little of themselves and depend on each other.
You have to be ready for an emotional ride when reading this but you'll be so glad you did. The characters are real and you can relate to them.
March 19, 2013
I couldn't put this book down! I truly enjoyed every part of the book. I've been known to skim through sections of books because I find them repetitive or for lack of a better word, slow. I didn't find that in this book. I loved that there was more than one person's perspective and allowed me to know and understand both characters on a more intimate level. I love that it is a romance story but also one with depth and reality. I'm excited for the next book to see what happens with Charlie and Jesse. One of the best I've read!
April 1, 2013
Hello! Emotionally charged, anybody? I did not know what to expect when I started reading this story on my iPhone. But I kept swiping, and swiping, and swiping, until I read the entire story ... and I didn't want it to end. Not at all. Both Charlie and Jesse were filled with this angsty, edgy ball of emotions that I love in characters. They're real with their imperfections. I felt their highs and their lows and I can't wait until the sequel is out!
May 28, 2013
I absolutely loved this book! It was the first book I’ve ever read cover to cover in one day. It is beautifully written and draws you in immediately. The main character, Charlie, is someone most anyone could relate to. I felt torn throughout the entire book on which way I wanted things to turn out! I loved this book and cannot wait to read the next one in this series!
April 1, 2013
4.5 stars
Whoa! My emotions were all over the place...happy, angry, sad, confused, jealous, lust...you name it, and this book covers it.
I really liked it, though. Definitely a page turner; a completely engrossing read. Oh, and H-O-T!!!
Whoa! My emotions were all over the place...happy, angry, sad, confused, jealous, lust...you name it, and this book covers it.
I really liked it, though. Definitely a page turner; a completely engrossing read. Oh, and H-O-T!!!
June 9, 2020
Progress by Amalie Silver
12/30/2018 - I still think about these characters years after reading this book.
12/2016 - I could not believe how much I liked this one. At first, I thought I was going to hate it. I am glad I stuck to finishing it.
12/30/2018 - I still think about these characters years after reading this book.
12/2016 - I could not believe how much I liked this one. At first, I thought I was going to hate it. I am glad I stuck to finishing it.
September 18, 2014
4.75/5
I am a lucky girl because I went and read this whole series in about 5 days (including book #3 which I had received an ARC on). So again I feel lucky because the completion of the whole journey of this story is what made it come full circle and utterly shake up reality for me. So I am sitting here trying to figure out how to review just the first book without letting the effects of the final book seep in too much. What does this mean? Read through to the last book, you will be so glad you did and it will just blow your ever loving mind when you do. Everything you read and experience for the first 95% of the series comes full circle when you are left sitting there at the end postulating, formulating and saying NO EFFING WAY!! Anyways, I wont say more on that right now, will save it for the review of REWIRED.
I first picked up the sample for PROGRESS and got sucked in by Charlie and her unlikely friendship with Jesse and their perfectly imperfect ways. This story is about characters who are as imperfect and real as you can ask for. My interest in the relationship of the two was one of great curiosity and wonderment of will they evolve into more than just friends or will they self destruct along the way. When I first described this book I called it "gentle angst" because I am a baby when it comes to angst. For some reason through most of this series I was able to maintain a detachment to the woes of life and even the Jackassedness of Jesse because it was written third person so I wasn't sitting there reading it as if it was me going through it. My feeling of staying happily detached altered later in the series, particularly book 3 (in the beginning not just at the end). This made me able to sit and just enjoy the story being laid out before me. I was excited to turn the page and see what was going to happen rather than feeling my blood pressure ratchet up. I am thankful for this and it is why I was able to read it so quickly. The main focus in this first book is Charlie and I fell in love her story and I was just too excited to put the book down.
Charlie, god she is such a beautiful woman with a shattered soul but she pieced herself together and found something in Jesse that drove her to want to better herself even more. I am going to be honest, Jesse is an ass that is hard to relate to and I was not wanting to cheer him on to get the girl. I could feel for him though. He is struggling with some major psychological issues and childhood trauma that helped shaped him into who he is. The way depression, or in particular Bi-polar is written is very authentic and true to life. If you have ever suffered from depression then you know what it is like to read an account that feels like it is hitting home.
As I read this book I watched Charlie blossom and grow into a truly strong woman ready to fully break into living life. It was amazing to read about this evolution. At the end I started to see Jesse breaking down his walls a bit and I started to feel for him, I started to connect to his character and my views of him began to change.
As detached as I stayed compared to other angsty reads this was still an emotional rollercoaster ride. I loved every second of the ride and I didn't want it to end. I instantly went and bought book 2 without hesitation. Then while reading it I might have stalked the author. That is how much love I was having for this series. Each book just got so much better and amazing and doing things to me that no book had done to me before.
Here is some of the love I was spewing for this book on facebook as I was reading:
just finished PROGRESS by Amy Queau Author and OMG, so amazing. I just bought the next book because my heart is aching and I need to know how Jesse and Charlie get on with life. The end just pierced me. This book is like a gentle angst book if that makes sense, which is amazing because it meant I could keep going without stopping to catch a breath or because I was scared.
I love love love this book, this series, this author, this everything. It is one heck of a hidden gem that I think should be getting so much more attention. Love. Love. Love. I feel like I can't do this series justice enough in this review so I hope you feel my love of this book and series.
I am a lucky girl because I went and read this whole series in about 5 days (including book #3 which I had received an ARC on). So again I feel lucky because the completion of the whole journey of this story is what made it come full circle and utterly shake up reality for me. So I am sitting here trying to figure out how to review just the first book without letting the effects of the final book seep in too much. What does this mean? Read through to the last book, you will be so glad you did and it will just blow your ever loving mind when you do. Everything you read and experience for the first 95% of the series comes full circle when you are left sitting there at the end postulating, formulating and saying NO EFFING WAY!! Anyways, I wont say more on that right now, will save it for the review of REWIRED.
I first picked up the sample for PROGRESS and got sucked in by Charlie and her unlikely friendship with Jesse and their perfectly imperfect ways. This story is about characters who are as imperfect and real as you can ask for. My interest in the relationship of the two was one of great curiosity and wonderment of will they evolve into more than just friends or will they self destruct along the way. When I first described this book I called it "gentle angst" because I am a baby when it comes to angst. For some reason through most of this series I was able to maintain a detachment to the woes of life and even the Jackassedness of Jesse because it was written third person so I wasn't sitting there reading it as if it was me going through it. My feeling of staying happily detached altered later in the series, particularly book 3 (in the beginning not just at the end). This made me able to sit and just enjoy the story being laid out before me. I was excited to turn the page and see what was going to happen rather than feeling my blood pressure ratchet up. I am thankful for this and it is why I was able to read it so quickly. The main focus in this first book is Charlie and I fell in love her story and I was just too excited to put the book down.
Charlie, god she is such a beautiful woman with a shattered soul but she pieced herself together and found something in Jesse that drove her to want to better herself even more. I am going to be honest, Jesse is an ass that is hard to relate to and I was not wanting to cheer him on to get the girl. I could feel for him though. He is struggling with some major psychological issues and childhood trauma that helped shaped him into who he is. The way depression, or in particular Bi-polar is written is very authentic and true to life. If you have ever suffered from depression then you know what it is like to read an account that feels like it is hitting home.
As I read this book I watched Charlie blossom and grow into a truly strong woman ready to fully break into living life. It was amazing to read about this evolution. At the end I started to see Jesse breaking down his walls a bit and I started to feel for him, I started to connect to his character and my views of him began to change.
As detached as I stayed compared to other angsty reads this was still an emotional rollercoaster ride. I loved every second of the ride and I didn't want it to end. I instantly went and bought book 2 without hesitation. Then while reading it I might have stalked the author. That is how much love I was having for this series. Each book just got so much better and amazing and doing things to me that no book had done to me before.
Here is some of the love I was spewing for this book on facebook as I was reading:
just finished PROGRESS by Amy Queau Author and OMG, so amazing. I just bought the next book because my heart is aching and I need to know how Jesse and Charlie get on with life. The end just pierced me. This book is like a gentle angst book if that makes sense, which is amazing because it meant I could keep going without stopping to catch a breath or because I was scared.
I love love love this book, this series, this author, this everything. It is one heck of a hidden gem that I think should be getting so much more attention. Love. Love. Love. I feel like I can't do this series justice enough in this review so I hope you feel my love of this book and series.
November 12, 2013
Let me just start off by saying I've never read anything like this before. I was drawn to the story when it first came out, but couldn't get myself to purchase due to the original cover. Since the new cover, I went ahead and took the plunge.
THE COVER - It's beautiful and right away I had an appreciation for it on multiple levels. I love how the mysterious guy (who looks like a younger version of McSteamy on Gray's Anatomy by the way) was subtly covered by the trees and the faint red coloring in the corner. It really is a gorgeous cover. So anyways, I bought the book and added it to my To Be Read list of books that is about 100 deep right now. So for about 12 hours it sat on my computer desk and I couldn't stop staring at that cover. Guess what happened? It just got bumped to #1 on the To Be Read list.
THE STORY - I don't know how else to explain this except for it was kind of like a train wreck. I'm going to say probably the biggest thing I liked about this book is that it's making me look at things differently and remember my early 20s. I probably shouldn't even mention that it made me miss smoking and just living sort of a carefree life. Beer after work anyone? Those were the days. Anyways, back to the train wreck. I never had a relationship like this, but it does remind me of some of the stupid choices we make when we are young without even caring that they are stupid. We follow what we feel a lot at that age and I think that's what happened here. So I'm not angry at the choices Charlie makes. I actually get it.
CHARACTERS
CHARLIE - I loved her from the start. She very well could have been a friend of mine in real life. You want to protect her and reassure her, but at the same time, you get frustrated with her insecurities. I was fascinated by watching her weight loss journey. But more striking about Charlie is that she has this thing for this guy who basically treats her like shit. So we find ourselves wondering why in the hell is she allowing this, but for me, I also understood there was nothing she could do about it. She was drawn to him and it was going to happen, whether she liked it or not. Charlie is a bit of a glutton for punishment, which actually matches the rest of her personality. It's strange that the author was able to convey that in a way where I understood. When I first started reading this, I thought I was going to just be pissed off that she allowed someone to treat her this way, but getting to know Charlie and Jesse allowed me to see the gray in my black and white world. Speaking of colors, Charlie is too white and pure for this inky world. What an amazing friend she is. The story is told in two viewpoints and undoubtedly, I preferred Charlie's.
JESSE - I understand the allure here. I mean the guy's hot for Pete's sake. There are a couple of things that he does to Charlie that would have led ME right out the door and never looking back, but like I said, the author has a way of making me understand why Charlie kept trying and not just because he was hot. I think she thought he was broken and maybe she was trying to fix him.
This book wasn't perfect and neither were the characters, but it was compelling and unforgettable. What I found refreshing is that it seemed REAL. I don't even know if I've ever read a book that felt that REAL. I was very surprised at how effective the milieu was, in that I could actually picture the setting and environment almost perfectly. I am also from the Midwest, so that helped, but I think the author's ability to convey setting was one of her strengths. Her other strength was letting truth of human nature onto the pages. The events that happen in this story are not pretty and certainly not your typical romance. Sorry folks, no dreamy Edward from Twilight here, but I think that's what I appreciated so much about the story.
The bottom line is that this was a heart-wrenching, gripping story (I read it in less than two days) that I will probably be thinking about for awhile. I really can't state this enough, I've never read anything like it.
THE COVER - It's beautiful and right away I had an appreciation for it on multiple levels. I love how the mysterious guy (who looks like a younger version of McSteamy on Gray's Anatomy by the way) was subtly covered by the trees and the faint red coloring in the corner. It really is a gorgeous cover. So anyways, I bought the book and added it to my To Be Read list of books that is about 100 deep right now. So for about 12 hours it sat on my computer desk and I couldn't stop staring at that cover. Guess what happened? It just got bumped to #1 on the To Be Read list.
THE STORY - I don't know how else to explain this except for it was kind of like a train wreck. I'm going to say probably the biggest thing I liked about this book is that it's making me look at things differently and remember my early 20s. I probably shouldn't even mention that it made me miss smoking and just living sort of a carefree life. Beer after work anyone? Those were the days. Anyways, back to the train wreck. I never had a relationship like this, but it does remind me of some of the stupid choices we make when we are young without even caring that they are stupid. We follow what we feel a lot at that age and I think that's what happened here. So I'm not angry at the choices Charlie makes. I actually get it.
CHARACTERS
CHARLIE - I loved her from the start. She very well could have been a friend of mine in real life. You want to protect her and reassure her, but at the same time, you get frustrated with her insecurities. I was fascinated by watching her weight loss journey. But more striking about Charlie is that she has this thing for this guy who basically treats her like shit. So we find ourselves wondering why in the hell is she allowing this, but for me, I also understood there was nothing she could do about it. She was drawn to him and it was going to happen, whether she liked it or not. Charlie is a bit of a glutton for punishment, which actually matches the rest of her personality. It's strange that the author was able to convey that in a way where I understood. When I first started reading this, I thought I was going to just be pissed off that she allowed someone to treat her this way, but getting to know Charlie and Jesse allowed me to see the gray in my black and white world. Speaking of colors, Charlie is too white and pure for this inky world. What an amazing friend she is. The story is told in two viewpoints and undoubtedly, I preferred Charlie's.
JESSE - I understand the allure here. I mean the guy's hot for Pete's sake. There are a couple of things that he does to Charlie that would have led ME right out the door and never looking back, but like I said, the author has a way of making me understand why Charlie kept trying and not just because he was hot. I think she thought he was broken and maybe she was trying to fix him.
This book wasn't perfect and neither were the characters, but it was compelling and unforgettable. What I found refreshing is that it seemed REAL. I don't even know if I've ever read a book that felt that REAL. I was very surprised at how effective the milieu was, in that I could actually picture the setting and environment almost perfectly. I am also from the Midwest, so that helped, but I think the author's ability to convey setting was one of her strengths. Her other strength was letting truth of human nature onto the pages. The events that happen in this story are not pretty and certainly not your typical romance. Sorry folks, no dreamy Edward from Twilight here, but I think that's what I appreciated so much about the story.
The bottom line is that this was a heart-wrenching, gripping story (I read it in less than two days) that I will probably be thinking about for awhile. I really can't state this enough, I've never read anything like it.
July 21, 2014
"This is the way the mind works. Memories shift and twist. We forget the details and the things in between, but we retain the moments that impact us the most.
I admit, I didn't think much of Charlie at first. She was rounder than the girls that usually catch my eye. Not my type. But when I saw her sitting in the booth all alone, for the first time something in my mind or my instincts or my heart told me to join her.
She defied me. She challenged me. She gave me hope. Before I knew it, moving forward was my only option."
“Progress” is the story of Charlie and Jesse. An overweight 23 year-old hostess who has spent years in therapy because of a severe depression, and a 26 year-old delivery guy with a bipolar disorder.
“Progress” isn't a romance story in my opinion. It's a retelling, often some kind of diary-like, of all the significant moments in this relationship, which takes place over the course of a year and it is told from alternating point of views. Having an insight into Jesse's thoughts definitely helped to understand his often unbearable behavior towards each and every one: there is really no filter between his brain and mouth.
The only one going through some kind of “progress” in this relationship is Charlie. Realizing Jesse will never be interested in her physically she starts dieting and, as a side effect to her enormous weight loss, gains a lot of confidence.
Both characters cannot understand what this is that draws them to each other, but there is such a strong pull from their first moment on and both are unable to deny it.
This book had me flipping its pages. I never finished a trilogy in such a short amount of time.
Although it's labeled as New Adult is doesn't have the truckload of drama one comes to expect of the genre; all the tragedy lies within the characters and their heavy mental issues.
The writing style is something between pedestrian and minimalistic and could use a little bit more editing. It had me wavering between a three and four star rating for this book.
Two half of the story is written in past tense, and all of a sudden the last third switches to present tense. I suspect the proofreaders were taking a nap...
I for one did not need a break and so decided to dive right into the second part of the story: “Interrupted” because, yes, “Progress” does end on a cliffhanger...
I admit, I didn't think much of Charlie at first. She was rounder than the girls that usually catch my eye. Not my type. But when I saw her sitting in the booth all alone, for the first time something in my mind or my instincts or my heart told me to join her.
She defied me. She challenged me. She gave me hope. Before I knew it, moving forward was my only option."
“Progress” is the story of Charlie and Jesse. An overweight 23 year-old hostess who has spent years in therapy because of a severe depression, and a 26 year-old delivery guy with a bipolar disorder.
“Progress” isn't a romance story in my opinion. It's a retelling, often some kind of diary-like, of all the significant moments in this relationship, which takes place over the course of a year and it is told from alternating point of views. Having an insight into Jesse's thoughts definitely helped to understand his often unbearable behavior towards each and every one: there is really no filter between his brain and mouth.
The only one going through some kind of “progress” in this relationship is Charlie. Realizing Jesse will never be interested in her physically she starts dieting and, as a side effect to her enormous weight loss, gains a lot of confidence.
Both characters cannot understand what this is that draws them to each other, but there is such a strong pull from their first moment on and both are unable to deny it.
This book had me flipping its pages. I never finished a trilogy in such a short amount of time.
Although it's labeled as New Adult is doesn't have the truckload of drama one comes to expect of the genre; all the tragedy lies within the characters and their heavy mental issues.
The writing style is something between pedestrian and minimalistic and could use a little bit more editing. It had me wavering between a three and four star rating for this book.
Two half of the story is written in past tense, and all of a sudden the last third switches to present tense. I suspect the proofreaders were taking a nap...
I for one did not need a break and so decided to dive right into the second part of the story: “Interrupted” because, yes, “Progress” does end on a cliffhanger...
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