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Soultappers Saga #1
Dawn of the Darkest Day: Volume 1 of the Soultappers Saga
An artist plagued by a violent past.
An heir destined to never take her own throne
A tyrant bound to life, consumed by his bloody trail.
Dawn breaks over a dying land.
Ever since surviving the bloody coup that cost Ara her home and Stedd his family, they’ve found solace in each other’s arms, dreaming of a life where Ara can cultivate her gardening and engineering talents while Stedd flourishes in his art. But the old magic that once held Evenia together has long faded, and when King Vayne Savant learns of Ara’s godly heritage and royal bloodline, she turns from a budding engineer into a reluctant bride, and a pawn in his cunning plan to dominate the continent amid its technological collapse.
Desperate to escape her husband’s bloodstained grasp, Ara strikes a dark deal with the king: a child—the heir to two thrones—in exchange for her freedom. Her plan should have been simple, but in between sieges, squabbling, and sessions of pleasure are nights spent waking to assassins’ blades at her throat and the threat of sinister societies formidable enough to outsmart even Savant’s cunning.
Unwilling to lose Ara, Stedd sets down his paintbrush and picks up a blade, entering a war he doesn’t understand. But the line between love and hatred is a thin one, and Stedd soon finds himself torn between rescuing the love of his life or pursuing revenge on the man who destroyed it.
The fate of the continent lies in the hands of a ruthless conqueror and a pacifistic queen, their destinies far more than they understand. If they can find common ground, Evenia may be saved. But the obstacles that lie in their wake are more than they can anticipate, and the consequences for failure greater than they could imagine.
An heir destined to never take her own throne
A tyrant bound to life, consumed by his bloody trail.
Dawn breaks over a dying land.
Ever since surviving the bloody coup that cost Ara her home and Stedd his family, they’ve found solace in each other’s arms, dreaming of a life where Ara can cultivate her gardening and engineering talents while Stedd flourishes in his art. But the old magic that once held Evenia together has long faded, and when King Vayne Savant learns of Ara’s godly heritage and royal bloodline, she turns from a budding engineer into a reluctant bride, and a pawn in his cunning plan to dominate the continent amid its technological collapse.
Desperate to escape her husband’s bloodstained grasp, Ara strikes a dark deal with the king: a child—the heir to two thrones—in exchange for her freedom. Her plan should have been simple, but in between sieges, squabbling, and sessions of pleasure are nights spent waking to assassins’ blades at her throat and the threat of sinister societies formidable enough to outsmart even Savant’s cunning.
Unwilling to lose Ara, Stedd sets down his paintbrush and picks up a blade, entering a war he doesn’t understand. But the line between love and hatred is a thin one, and Stedd soon finds himself torn between rescuing the love of his life or pursuing revenge on the man who destroyed it.
The fate of the continent lies in the hands of a ruthless conqueror and a pacifistic queen, their destinies far more than they understand. If they can find common ground, Evenia may be saved. But the obstacles that lie in their wake are more than they can anticipate, and the consequences for failure greater than they could imagine.
604 pages, Paperback
First published August 29, 2023
About the author
K.C. Woodruff
1 book96 followersK.C. Woodruff has always been enthusiastic about all things nerdy, and when playing D&D wasn't scratching the fantasy itch enough, she started converting those adventures into stories. In 2020, she began writing her first novel inspired by video games and TTRPG adventures that will always hold a special place in her heart. In addition to reading and writing, she enjoys eating delicious food (sushi) and more than anything, spending time with her husband, two kids, and dog.
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August 23, 2023
5/5🌟🌟🌟🌟 across the board!
Once in a while, there comes that magical book that completely takes over your every waking thought and guts your soul with its intensity and raw emotions. The book that is so good, that you can’t put it down and you sacrifice your real life instead. This book is that freaking unicorn!!
I am completely blown away by every page of this epic novel and I was utterly speechless to find out that this is the authors debut novel? I was around 32% through the book, when I went online and pre-ordered the signed book. But enough about me, let’s talk about the book.
The world building in this book is EPIC!!! So thorough and so original. Every territory with its own people and politics with centuries old rivalries and bloody skeletons in one ridiculously huge closet. I love the lore of the land too of the tension between two goddesses and their creations. I am so curious about this “extinct” magic system. It was very well written into the book but has left the right amount of questions for next book.
The plot itself was so intense. Half of the time I was holding my breath thinking what the hell is going to go wrong next and the rest of the time, trying to sort through the tangles, twists and intense political schemeing. Considering how long this book was, it didn’t feel long to me at all. There was so much happening all the time down to the very last page. The cliffhanger is crazy and right as I finished, my brain with awhirl with theories on book 2… that is, after my heart rate settled back down to normal.
Both the FMC Ara and MMC Vayne are so great. Despite the fact there is this evil and morally grey tyrant married to an innocent pacifist, they both have such complex characteristics. They are both multi faceted and very flawed but have good intentions. They have so many prejudices against each other getting in the way of these two realizing that their goals ultimately align. They both seem to get in the way of their own happiness and goals- weighed down by a train load of baggage and a bloody history between the two of them. When they clash, it is pure magic. The banter, the spice (SO STEAMY!), the insults, and the observations 😉, it all is a recipes for literary magic.
I love Ara’s growth path. In the beginning, she is loveable, naive and carefree- has a complete mental break down and then is has to wade through the mud of her mistakes to try become the strong Queen she is meant to be. But there are SO many trials and tribulations (and backstabbing, manipulations, betrayals, political scheming ) that knock her down constantly. Oh, and assassination attempts!! But she still managed to get back up. Usually it drives me crazy when characters can’t seem to get their sh*t together but I really feel for Ara and she is definitely learning, growing and doing the best she can to survive. Rightfully, the last part of this book is called bloom. The additional characters in this book are brilliant too. Stedd, Alys and Ember are all fantastic in their own right and I can’t wait to see what happens next with them? Will Ember every get her fishcake recipe?!?! Only book 2 will tell!!
I mean, how can you go wrong with a book that has one Daddy that needs a special brand of attention 🌶️🔥😏 and another Dad that needs throat punching?!?!?!
I am salivating for book 2. And if this is the first book by K.C. Woodruff and it is THAT GOOD?!?… I can only imagine what she will give us next!
This book is EVERYTHING!!!!! One of the best books I’ve read this year.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Once in a while, there comes that magical book that completely takes over your every waking thought and guts your soul with its intensity and raw emotions. The book that is so good, that you can’t put it down and you sacrifice your real life instead. This book is that freaking unicorn!!
I am completely blown away by every page of this epic novel and I was utterly speechless to find out that this is the authors debut novel? I was around 32% through the book, when I went online and pre-ordered the signed book. But enough about me, let’s talk about the book.
The world building in this book is EPIC!!! So thorough and so original. Every territory with its own people and politics with centuries old rivalries and bloody skeletons in one ridiculously huge closet. I love the lore of the land too of the tension between two goddesses and their creations. I am so curious about this “extinct” magic system. It was very well written into the book but has left the right amount of questions for next book.
The plot itself was so intense. Half of the time I was holding my breath thinking what the hell is going to go wrong next and the rest of the time, trying to sort through the tangles, twists and intense political schemeing. Considering how long this book was, it didn’t feel long to me at all. There was so much happening all the time down to the very last page. The cliffhanger is crazy and right as I finished, my brain with awhirl with theories on book 2… that is, after my heart rate settled back down to normal.
Both the FMC Ara and MMC Vayne are so great. Despite the fact there is this evil and morally grey tyrant married to an innocent pacifist, they both have such complex characteristics. They are both multi faceted and very flawed but have good intentions. They have so many prejudices against each other getting in the way of these two realizing that their goals ultimately align. They both seem to get in the way of their own happiness and goals- weighed down by a train load of baggage and a bloody history between the two of them. When they clash, it is pure magic. The banter, the spice (SO STEAMY!), the insults, and the observations 😉, it all is a recipes for literary magic.
I love Ara’s growth path. In the beginning, she is loveable, naive and carefree- has a complete mental break down and then is has to wade through the mud of her mistakes to try become the strong Queen she is meant to be. But there are SO many trials and tribulations (and backstabbing, manipulations, betrayals, political scheming ) that knock her down constantly. Oh, and assassination attempts!! But she still managed to get back up. Usually it drives me crazy when characters can’t seem to get their sh*t together but I really feel for Ara and she is definitely learning, growing and doing the best she can to survive. Rightfully, the last part of this book is called bloom. The additional characters in this book are brilliant too. Stedd, Alys and Ember are all fantastic in their own right and I can’t wait to see what happens next with them? Will Ember every get her fishcake recipe?!?! Only book 2 will tell!!
I mean, how can you go wrong with a book that has one Daddy that needs a special brand of attention 🌶️🔥😏 and another Dad that needs throat punching?!?!?!
I am salivating for book 2. And if this is the first book by K.C. Woodruff and it is THAT GOOD?!?… I can only imagine what she will give us next!
This book is EVERYTHING!!!!! One of the best books I’ve read this year.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
December 24, 2024
OKAY THIS BOOK 📣📣📣📣
If you want to absolutely HATE the MMC in a book, get gut punched in your feelings for hundreds of pages, cry like a little baby, and then finish the book and stare at a wall for hours…. This is the one for you!!!!
Ara’s father promised her to the evil king (who unalived literally her entire people) to save his family. Ara had no clue about this until the day her father ripped her away from her home (and the man she actually loves) to hand her over to the immortal King Sevant.
Awful doesn’t even begin to describe the King that Ara must now call her husband. He hates her for being Selene (human) and has zero faith in her ability to do anything, even though she’s a descendant of Selune (one of the two moon goddesses).
Ara makes a bargain with him - an heir in exchange for her freedom.
Cue enemies with benefits… 🌶️
On the other side, you’ll follow Stedd, Ara’s first and only love, as he does whatever he can to rescue her from the horrendous Astrean King.
This book has EVERYTHING. Political intrigue, lore, romance, banter, spice, plot twists, secrets, intriguing world & magic system, and my personal fave… emotional trauma 😅
If you want to absolutely HATE the MMC in a book, get gut punched in your feelings for hundreds of pages, cry like a little baby, and then finish the book and stare at a wall for hours…. This is the one for you!!!!
Ara’s father promised her to the evil king (who unalived literally her entire people) to save his family. Ara had no clue about this until the day her father ripped her away from her home (and the man she actually loves) to hand her over to the immortal King Sevant.
Awful doesn’t even begin to describe the King that Ara must now call her husband. He hates her for being Selene (human) and has zero faith in her ability to do anything, even though she’s a descendant of Selune (one of the two moon goddesses).
Ara makes a bargain with him - an heir in exchange for her freedom.
Cue enemies with benefits… 🌶️
On the other side, you’ll follow Stedd, Ara’s first and only love, as he does whatever he can to rescue her from the horrendous Astrean King.
This book has EVERYTHING. Political intrigue, lore, romance, banter, spice, plot twists, secrets, intriguing world & magic system, and my personal fave… emotional trauma 😅
August 18, 2023
Substance: 4/5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Spice: 3/5 🌶️🌶️🌶️
Vibes: 🌕👑 ⚔️ 🩸😢🖤💍
The first installment of The Soultapper Series was an absolute rollercoaster. Some of the novel was exhilarating, some was a bit jarring, but ultimately I couldn’t put it down.
The Good:
The plot of this novel is fascinating. The world building and politics are well thought out and interesting. And I love a villain who gets the girl. Enemies with benefits… yea all the right tropes are there.
There’s multiple romantic dynamics going on, and we really get to know many characters on a pretty intimate level.
I couldn’t put it down, because I really wanted to know how things were going to unfold for each of the characters.
There were moments of really charming banter between our FMC and the rest of the cast.
But I did struggle with this book.
The actual writing was tough for me at first. Most sentences felt too long. I had to re-read a lot of paragraphs to clarify who was talking to who, and what was going on.
I also feel like this book could have very easily been two books. The first 80% of the book is just pretty rough conflict and then the last 20% we get a little redemption. But like so much time passes, so it feels like we could have slowed down just a bit.
It was difficult for my to stay on the story, when the poor FMC literally had NO wins for so long.
Final Thoughts:
I loved the story, and I’ll prob read the next installment because I wanna know what happens… but I hope there’s a bit more refinement of the second novel during the editing process.
And I actually upgraded my original 3 stars to 4 stars, because a week later I’m still thinking about this love story.
Note- I received this novel as an ARC in exchange for an honest review.
Spice: 3/5 🌶️🌶️🌶️
Vibes: 🌕👑 ⚔️ 🩸😢🖤💍
The first installment of The Soultapper Series was an absolute rollercoaster. Some of the novel was exhilarating, some was a bit jarring, but ultimately I couldn’t put it down.
The Good:
The plot of this novel is fascinating. The world building and politics are well thought out and interesting. And I love a villain who gets the girl. Enemies with benefits… yea all the right tropes are there.
There’s multiple romantic dynamics going on, and we really get to know many characters on a pretty intimate level.
I couldn’t put it down, because I really wanted to know how things were going to unfold for each of the characters.
There were moments of really charming banter between our FMC and the rest of the cast.
But I did struggle with this book.
The actual writing was tough for me at first. Most sentences felt too long. I had to re-read a lot of paragraphs to clarify who was talking to who, and what was going on.
I also feel like this book could have very easily been two books. The first 80% of the book is just pretty rough conflict and then the last 20% we get a little redemption. But like so much time passes, so it feels like we could have slowed down just a bit.
It was difficult for my to stay on the story, when the poor FMC literally had NO wins for so long.
Final Thoughts:
I loved the story, and I’ll prob read the next installment because I wanna know what happens… but I hope there’s a bit more refinement of the second novel during the editing process.
And I actually upgraded my original 3 stars to 4 stars, because a week later I’m still thinking about this love story.
Note- I received this novel as an ARC in exchange for an honest review.
July 28, 2025
Resharing my previous review, as Goodreads decided to delete it 🤪
“Dawn of the Darkest Day” by K.C. Woodruff
5⭐️/5⭐️
2🌶/5🌶
“Why had her goddess–the moon peacefully illuminating the night sky above her–abandoned her as she cried to her in desperation.”
Naivara Isïlo has long believed she will someday marry her childhood sweetheart, Stedd Greycastle, and live a simple life in the town of Lakehaven. But everything changes when she’s brought before the monstrous tyrant King Vayne Savant, and told she has been betrothed to him for years. Suddenly, her life completely changes, and she must learn her role as Vayne’s wife and Shaethdell’s queen. Meanwhile, Stedd refuses to give up on Ara, and does everything in his power to bring her back to Lakehaven. “Dawn of the Darkest Day” follows these three characters, and the tumultuous journey each one faces as they grow to understand what it means to love, possess power, and fight for what they deem is ‘right’.
-And now, I will be completely obnoxious and write a review that’s probably a little rambly about one of my favorite fantasy books. I was fortunate enough to be a beta reader for this book last fall, and I’m so happy that we’re on the eve of its release! I devoured the book when I first read it. I think I read it in less than a week, and I wanted to read it again in anticipation of its publication. As an avid rereader, I appreciate a story even more when you can read it for a second time and pick up small details that tie the plot together on an even bigger scale. It was a little difficult to write this review because I mostly want to say: I love this book, I want everyone to read it, I would give it infinity stars if I could, etc.
-The story is split into three parts, Bargain, Betrayal, and Bloom. There are some time jumps, but they are always explained and described in such a way that it makes sense for the pacing and overall development of each character. To put it simply, this is an epic fantasy that is simultaneously complex but also approachable. When I first read the book, I was struck by how easy it was to immerse myself in the worldbuilding. Immediately, readers are thrust into the climax of a brutal political conflict, and they have to piece together why there was a coup, why Ayen Isïlo is so scared for his family, and why there is upheaval in Shaethdell. But it’s not difficult to understand the tense political climate, and I really enjoyed losing myself in Savant, Ara, and Stedd’s stories.
-There are some intense subject matters in this book, and most of it revolves around one character: Vayne Savant. If you want to read about a truly morally grey character, you need to read this book. I cannot excuse the awful things Savant has done, some of his actions are appalling. But then you read about all of the good things he does, and how well he treats people; he’s a very complex and fascinating individual. Personally, I loved reading about Savant and he was my favorite character from the story. I’d rather read about a really messy character than one that is perfect.
-Ara is another interesting and complex character. It would all too easy to write her off as being a naïve and spoiled FMC, because while she does possess both traits, she is so much more than her limited political knowledge. Ara is constantly existing in a defensive mode, and her actions reflect her stressed state. She makes a lot of mistakes, but I cannot fault her. I think she’s more ignorant than naïve, because once she begins to learn about life outside of Lakehaven, she tries her best to be morally just.
-Stedd undergoes a massive amount of character development. He begins the book as a young artist, very passive in nature. But his love for Ara propels him to change his life in ways he never considered before. I’m sure becoming a soldier never crossed his mind before, but through his training, traveling to new locations, and meeting new people, he fundamentally changes for the better. He absolutely needed that growth as an individual.
-Now, on to the magic aspect! The magic system, which everyone says is extinct, plays a powerful role in the background of this story. Generations prior, there were people who worked at Naturalists and Corpists. These people had a natural proclivity toward creation, healing, and destruction. To be a third or fourth generation Naturalist, such as Ara, still holds significance, and those talents still shine through to some degree. It’s exciting to read about a magic system being discussed like this, because it gives me hope that in future books there will be a resurrection of Naturalist and Corpist skills within new generations. The concept of Soultapper is also briefly mentioned a few times, but readers aren’t aware of what it means. I can’t wait to read more about what a Soultapper is, and what they do, in book two.
-At its core, this feels more like a fantasy book than a true romance book. But that’s not to say there isn’t any romance, it just takes a backseat to the incredible fantasy world. Ara and Savant have such a strange relationship. They start as enemies that are lovers, constantly bickering and fighting each other. But their relationship evolves throughout the book, and undergoes multiple changes. Sometimes they take a step back, sometimes they make remarkable progress. There’s also a really lovely romantic storyline for Stedd, one I’m equally excited to read more about in book two.
-The book ends on a huge cliffhanger, and leaves the reader with so many questions. I’m not even mad about all the loose ends that will inevitably be tied up in future installments, because I had so much fun reading the story. I would recommend this book if you’re looking for a new fantasy series that invokes reader theories and speculation, want to read about a true morally grey character, and are interested in unconventional love stories.
“Dawn of the Darkest Day” by K.C. Woodruff
5⭐️/5⭐️
2🌶/5🌶
“Why had her goddess–the moon peacefully illuminating the night sky above her–abandoned her as she cried to her in desperation.”
Naivara Isïlo has long believed she will someday marry her childhood sweetheart, Stedd Greycastle, and live a simple life in the town of Lakehaven. But everything changes when she’s brought before the monstrous tyrant King Vayne Savant, and told she has been betrothed to him for years. Suddenly, her life completely changes, and she must learn her role as Vayne’s wife and Shaethdell’s queen. Meanwhile, Stedd refuses to give up on Ara, and does everything in his power to bring her back to Lakehaven. “Dawn of the Darkest Day” follows these three characters, and the tumultuous journey each one faces as they grow to understand what it means to love, possess power, and fight for what they deem is ‘right’.
-And now, I will be completely obnoxious and write a review that’s probably a little rambly about one of my favorite fantasy books. I was fortunate enough to be a beta reader for this book last fall, and I’m so happy that we’re on the eve of its release! I devoured the book when I first read it. I think I read it in less than a week, and I wanted to read it again in anticipation of its publication. As an avid rereader, I appreciate a story even more when you can read it for a second time and pick up small details that tie the plot together on an even bigger scale. It was a little difficult to write this review because I mostly want to say: I love this book, I want everyone to read it, I would give it infinity stars if I could, etc.
-The story is split into three parts, Bargain, Betrayal, and Bloom. There are some time jumps, but they are always explained and described in such a way that it makes sense for the pacing and overall development of each character. To put it simply, this is an epic fantasy that is simultaneously complex but also approachable. When I first read the book, I was struck by how easy it was to immerse myself in the worldbuilding. Immediately, readers are thrust into the climax of a brutal political conflict, and they have to piece together why there was a coup, why Ayen Isïlo is so scared for his family, and why there is upheaval in Shaethdell. But it’s not difficult to understand the tense political climate, and I really enjoyed losing myself in Savant, Ara, and Stedd’s stories.
-There are some intense subject matters in this book, and most of it revolves around one character: Vayne Savant. If you want to read about a truly morally grey character, you need to read this book. I cannot excuse the awful things Savant has done, some of his actions are appalling. But then you read about all of the good things he does, and how well he treats people; he’s a very complex and fascinating individual. Personally, I loved reading about Savant and he was my favorite character from the story. I’d rather read about a really messy character than one that is perfect.
-Ara is another interesting and complex character. It would all too easy to write her off as being a naïve and spoiled FMC, because while she does possess both traits, she is so much more than her limited political knowledge. Ara is constantly existing in a defensive mode, and her actions reflect her stressed state. She makes a lot of mistakes, but I cannot fault her. I think she’s more ignorant than naïve, because once she begins to learn about life outside of Lakehaven, she tries her best to be morally just.
-Stedd undergoes a massive amount of character development. He begins the book as a young artist, very passive in nature. But his love for Ara propels him to change his life in ways he never considered before. I’m sure becoming a soldier never crossed his mind before, but through his training, traveling to new locations, and meeting new people, he fundamentally changes for the better. He absolutely needed that growth as an individual.
-Now, on to the magic aspect! The magic system, which everyone says is extinct, plays a powerful role in the background of this story. Generations prior, there were people who worked at Naturalists and Corpists. These people had a natural proclivity toward creation, healing, and destruction. To be a third or fourth generation Naturalist, such as Ara, still holds significance, and those talents still shine through to some degree. It’s exciting to read about a magic system being discussed like this, because it gives me hope that in future books there will be a resurrection of Naturalist and Corpist skills within new generations. The concept of Soultapper is also briefly mentioned a few times, but readers aren’t aware of what it means. I can’t wait to read more about what a Soultapper is, and what they do, in book two.
-At its core, this feels more like a fantasy book than a true romance book. But that’s not to say there isn’t any romance, it just takes a backseat to the incredible fantasy world. Ara and Savant have such a strange relationship. They start as enemies that are lovers, constantly bickering and fighting each other. But their relationship evolves throughout the book, and undergoes multiple changes. Sometimes they take a step back, sometimes they make remarkable progress. There’s also a really lovely romantic storyline for Stedd, one I’m equally excited to read more about in book two.
-The book ends on a huge cliffhanger, and leaves the reader with so many questions. I’m not even mad about all the loose ends that will inevitably be tied up in future installments, because I had so much fun reading the story. I would recommend this book if you’re looking for a new fantasy series that invokes reader theories and speculation, want to read about a true morally grey character, and are interested in unconventional love stories.
July 14, 2023
FRIENDS. LOVERS. ENEMIES. BENEFITS? VENGEFUL GODDESSES. QUESTIONABLE MAGIC. WINS. LOSSES.
I was lucky enough to read an advanced copy of this book, and I absolutely loved it! Such a strong start for a debut author. Woodruff does an amazing job blending fantasy and romance, building a rich, complex world with multifaceted characters. The story is an absolute rollercoaster of triumphs and mistakes and absolute bonkers happenings. There's characters to love, characters to hate, characters you start hating and then end up loving, characters you start loving and end up hating...No one is perfect (except my bisexual queen Alys). If you're looking for more fantasy in your romantasy, or more romance in your fantasy, this is the perfect book for you. It combines every great thing about the fantasy romance genre in a brilliant display.
This is definitely going to be an auto-buy author for me, I'm frothing at the mouth to find out what happens next.
I was lucky enough to read an advanced copy of this book, and I absolutely loved it! Such a strong start for a debut author. Woodruff does an amazing job blending fantasy and romance, building a rich, complex world with multifaceted characters. The story is an absolute rollercoaster of triumphs and mistakes and absolute bonkers happenings. There's characters to love, characters to hate, characters you start hating and then end up loving, characters you start loving and end up hating...No one is perfect (except my bisexual queen Alys). If you're looking for more fantasy in your romantasy, or more romance in your fantasy, this is the perfect book for you. It combines every great thing about the fantasy romance genre in a brilliant display.
This is definitely going to be an auto-buy author for me, I'm frothing at the mouth to find out what happens next.
September 3, 2025
Dawn of the Darkest day will always be a reminder that dnfing a book is always an option! Don’t unnecessarily torture yourself ❤️
August 24, 2025
DNF at 78% Honestly, I considered DNFing after about the 5th page because in what realm (that makes sense) is “sisters” a curse word🤨I hated reading that stupid word every single time. Terrible choice. Why did I keep going?? I genuinely believed the reviews but now I know they’re all from suck up arc readers. Yeah. I said it. It’s my own personal review.
This book is so incredibly political it’s exhausting. The names are terrible. Magic system is disappointing. Here’s what really sucks… I can see where it had potential. But dang, it misses the mark big time.
Random thoughts in no particular order:
So we’re okay with her father’s behavior?? He said he did everything for her… BS! Total BS and we’re just supposed to be okay with it and forgive and move on. No. I can’t. He made SO MANY conscience decisions to undermine and trick her. It was too much
Savant. That POS. I lost it after the ambassador. I hit my threshold and enough is enough. Some things you don’t come back from and he’s way too far gone. Look, I enjoy reading a lot of messed up stuff. But one thing I can’t get on board with is the MMC cheating. And my gosh, it was so humiliating for Ara. Even though I didn’t like her, I felt bad for her
The FMC’s naivety is painful. She’s spoiled and self-righteous and she’s a horrible character
Gorman - WTF?!?
The constant miscommunication / missed opportunities between Stedd and Ara. Again, it’s exhausting
This book is so incredibly political it’s exhausting. The names are terrible. Magic system is disappointing. Here’s what really sucks… I can see where it had potential. But dang, it misses the mark big time.
Random thoughts in no particular order:
So we’re okay with her father’s behavior?? He said he did everything for her… BS! Total BS and we’re just supposed to be okay with it and forgive and move on. No. I can’t. He made SO MANY conscience decisions to undermine and trick her. It was too much
Savant. That POS. I lost it after the ambassador. I hit my threshold and enough is enough. Some things you don’t come back from and he’s way too far gone. Look, I enjoy reading a lot of messed up stuff. But one thing I can’t get on board with is the MMC cheating. And my gosh, it was so humiliating for Ara. Even though I didn’t like her, I felt bad for her
The FMC’s naivety is painful. She’s spoiled and self-righteous and she’s a horrible character
Gorman - WTF?!?
The constant miscommunication / missed opportunities between Stedd and Ara. Again, it’s exhausting
August 25, 2023
“Perhaps her compassion wasn’t a strength. Perhaps it was a flaw or curse. Whatever it was, it was hers.”
The book is multi-pov which I think was vital to making this book so hard to put down. I always wanted to see what was happening with the other characters and to view their perspectives as their world both shrunk and expanded. It follows the story of a girl and a boy who want to live a simple life together, but that dream is soon crumbled when she is arranged to marry someone powerful and in her eyes, bad.
I loved watching Naivara (Ara) learn more and grow into herself over time. In the very beginning, I couldn’t find an attachment to her but as things started to unfold I found myself liking her more and more. Naivara endures a lot not only from Savant but from the harshness of the world and war around her. How she handles things changes as she matures over the years. I found a feeling of pride in her when she started to really find her voice and empower herself.
Vayne Savant is a wild ride of a character. I found myself both loving and hating him and all the while intrigued by him. He kept me guessing his intentions the entire time and he borders between morally gray and a villain. His story eventually starts to unfold and there are some parts where I did find myself feeling for him a bit.
The first half of the book felt- at times- like it dragged on a bit, but I think that tends to happen when setting the book up for what is to come. The world-building itself is beautifully described and intricate, and the main characters' introductions are detailed and captivating. However, the second half of the book is when the pace picks up and everything starts to happen at such a fast pace, but one that’s a breeze to follow.
This entire book was a whirlwind of emotions, twists, and turns. I wanted to throw the book against the wall as much as I wanted to hug it.
Sisters, did I love this book.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
The book is multi-pov which I think was vital to making this book so hard to put down. I always wanted to see what was happening with the other characters and to view their perspectives as their world both shrunk and expanded. It follows the story of a girl and a boy who want to live a simple life together, but that dream is soon crumbled when she is arranged to marry someone powerful and in her eyes, bad.
I loved watching Naivara (Ara) learn more and grow into herself over time. In the very beginning, I couldn’t find an attachment to her but as things started to unfold I found myself liking her more and more. Naivara endures a lot not only from Savant but from the harshness of the world and war around her. How she handles things changes as she matures over the years. I found a feeling of pride in her when she started to really find her voice and empower herself.
Vayne Savant is a wild ride of a character. I found myself both loving and hating him and all the while intrigued by him. He kept me guessing his intentions the entire time and he borders between morally gray and a villain. His story eventually starts to unfold and there are some parts where I did find myself feeling for him a bit.
The first half of the book felt- at times- like it dragged on a bit, but I think that tends to happen when setting the book up for what is to come. The world-building itself is beautifully described and intricate, and the main characters' introductions are detailed and captivating. However, the second half of the book is when the pace picks up and everything starts to happen at such a fast pace, but one that’s a breeze to follow.
This entire book was a whirlwind of emotions, twists, and turns. I wanted to throw the book against the wall as much as I wanted to hug it.
Sisters, did I love this book.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
August 15, 2023
Alright, let’s talk about this book. Tl;dr if you don’t want to read my long review, pick up this book. NOW. Don’t walk, RUN to get it. I’m so serious you will love the shit out of this book. I know it. Just know there’s a massive cliffhanger.
Okay so…
This book is wonderful. It’s not high fantasy at all, so if you’re not into that, this book is perfect. Even if you are, there’s some hinted immortality and there’s definitely fantasy elements. K.C. did a WONDERFUL job at creating a compelling, complex story with SUCH GOOD FUCKING CHARACTERS IT’S INSANE. The L O R E is LORING and the enemies-to-lovers is ENEMIES-TO-LOVERING. It will 1000% take you by surprise. I was constantly shocked by the elements in the story. The relationships between all the characters is so well-written. None of it feels forced, the banter, character arcs, relationships, all of it.
For a debut novel, it’s incredibly well thought-out. It takes a LOT to create a fantasy book. There’s a lot to consider, and there’s more than two main characters, which makes it even harder to have stories that connect with each other and characters that make sense interacting.
The POV is great. I’m pretty sure it’s third person, but it’s clear who is speaking in which chapter. It’s a dual-POV which I appreciated, because it could easily be 4 or more POVs which would’ve been chaotic and taken away from Ara and Stedd’s characters.
I’m a sucker for a good character arc, as we all should be, and there’s something so good about how K.C. writes them that they are compelling, complex, and have motivations that make SENSE. The emotional journeys the characters (all of them, not just my girl Ara and my man Stedd) go through feel perfectly paced.
Ara is a spitfire and what’s so great is her tenacity and unwillingness to bend unless she has no other option. I appreciate how realistic her motivations and reactions to everything that happens to her were. It just made SENSE and that’s what makes her so compelling and interesting. Justice and peace for my girl Ara for real.
Stedd- whew, Stedd. What to SAY ABOUT HIM. His character journey is so complex, but written so well. Like, unbelievably well designed. I go between hating and trying to understand his motives throughout the book. That being said, while he really pissed me off, he had a really interesting and understandable character arc and justification for his actions I guess 😒. I’m bitter because of how it ends, but that’s the thing about a great book, the way K.C. has set up his relationship to Savant, Ara, and Alys at the end of the book is SO GOOD and SO COMPLEX that you desperately want to know what happens next. I know I do.
Basically, buy this book if you like great characters, a story that develops well with a great pace, action, love, banter that goes for DAYS, infuriatingly great character decisions and motivations (this one is a BIG reason I kept reading because I kept being basically edged with certain characters *wink wink Stedd 😒 and Ara 😒) One of the best books I’ve read this year, and I read ACOTAR. I cried and broke down MULTIPLE times while reading this, and I do not cry at books at all.
Buy this book. Also, K.C. is a wonderful person who listened and responded to my constant messages and reactions patiently and reassured me that my constant messages were fine, which I appreciated.
*I DID receive an arc but I also fully intend on buying the shit out of this book officially*
Okay so…
This book is wonderful. It’s not high fantasy at all, so if you’re not into that, this book is perfect. Even if you are, there’s some hinted immortality and there’s definitely fantasy elements. K.C. did a WONDERFUL job at creating a compelling, complex story with SUCH GOOD FUCKING CHARACTERS IT’S INSANE. The L O R E is LORING and the enemies-to-lovers is ENEMIES-TO-LOVERING. It will 1000% take you by surprise. I was constantly shocked by the elements in the story. The relationships between all the characters is so well-written. None of it feels forced, the banter, character arcs, relationships, all of it.
For a debut novel, it’s incredibly well thought-out. It takes a LOT to create a fantasy book. There’s a lot to consider, and there’s more than two main characters, which makes it even harder to have stories that connect with each other and characters that make sense interacting.
The POV is great. I’m pretty sure it’s third person, but it’s clear who is speaking in which chapter. It’s a dual-POV which I appreciated, because it could easily be 4 or more POVs which would’ve been chaotic and taken away from Ara and Stedd’s characters.
I’m a sucker for a good character arc, as we all should be, and there’s something so good about how K.C. writes them that they are compelling, complex, and have motivations that make SENSE. The emotional journeys the characters (all of them, not just my girl Ara and my man Stedd) go through feel perfectly paced.
Ara is a spitfire and what’s so great is her tenacity and unwillingness to bend unless she has no other option. I appreciate how realistic her motivations and reactions to everything that happens to her were. It just made SENSE and that’s what makes her so compelling and interesting. Justice and peace for my girl Ara for real.
Stedd- whew, Stedd. What to SAY ABOUT HIM. His character journey is so complex, but written so well. Like, unbelievably well designed. I go between hating and trying to understand his motives throughout the book. That being said, while he really pissed me off, he had a really interesting and understandable character arc and justification for his actions I guess 😒. I’m bitter because of how it ends, but that’s the thing about a great book, the way K.C. has set up his relationship to Savant, Ara, and Alys at the end of the book is SO GOOD and SO COMPLEX that you desperately want to know what happens next. I know I do.
Basically, buy this book if you like great characters, a story that develops well with a great pace, action, love, banter that goes for DAYS, infuriatingly great character decisions and motivations (this one is a BIG reason I kept reading because I kept being basically edged with certain characters *wink wink Stedd 😒 and Ara 😒) One of the best books I’ve read this year, and I read ACOTAR. I cried and broke down MULTIPLE times while reading this, and I do not cry at books at all.
Buy this book. Also, K.C. is a wonderful person who listened and responded to my constant messages and reactions patiently and reassured me that my constant messages were fine, which I appreciated.
*I DID receive an arc but I also fully intend on buying the shit out of this book officially*
August 29, 2023
This cured my ACOTAR hangover! Dawn of the darkest day has been such an awesome roller coaster ride and I refuse to get off! You would never believe this was the authors debut book. With any dark romance, I suggest reading the trigger warnings as there are some traumatic instances that occur. Enemies to lovers, forced proximity and a morally grey mmc are just a few of the tropes this book has. K.C. Woodruff does an amazing job painting a picture with her world building without really dragging it on. Some might disagree, but for me, the pace was perfect. The character development was great and I got so emotionally attached to each one. The author writes in a way that you can feel what the characters feel. I laughed, I cried, I wanted to throw my kindle and scream but ultimately I truly enjoyed reading this book. That ending though! It left me wanting more and am impatiently waiting for the next book… I need it like yesterday!
September 6, 2023
Ok, WOW. I could barely put this ARC down once I started. This book is so well written with cool/different magic systems, excellent world building, and a love story that will give you whiplash.
I’ve included a couple of my favorite quotes but there were so many! I loved going on this journey with Ara and Vayne (and others!) and will be waiting impatiently for book two! Excellent read and I highly suggest, it’s out now!!
I’ve included a couple of my favorite quotes but there were so many! I loved going on this journey with Ara and Vayne (and others!) and will be waiting impatiently for book two! Excellent read and I highly suggest, it’s out now!!
March 17, 2026
I sooo want Savant to be endgame. I hate triangles for this very reason when writers play with the heart of the readers.
He went from being an ACTUAL VILLAIN to the most endearing man who felt way too much for the pain of his people.
This book was a roller coaster. I was gut punched in my feelings for hundreds of pages, cried like a little baby, and then finished the book only to be left staring at a wall for hours.
Oh my god what was that ending????
Ruthless king
Arranged/forced marriage
You are my queen
Touch her and you die
Assassination attempts
Political intrigue,
lore,
romance,
plot twists,
secrets
Heart wrenching death of imp characters
intriguing world & magic system,
emotional trauma
Pregnancy and loss
banter and spice (lotssss since she promised him an heir in exchange for her freedom)
Soo many highlights from the book:
Ara brushed her hands down her dress and stood—then whacked her head on a tall object behind her. Wincing, she turned to find a gorgeous, ornate harp positioned in a large alcove beside her. Her chest tightened. He had heard her last night after their uncomfortable stroll. And he’d seen fit to find the instrument for her in such a short time? It was black, of course, like almost every other decoration in the bedroom, but had silver leaves running up the column and bright scales decorating the neck. Somehow simultaneously eerie and beautiful. She sat on the stool and plucked random notes. It was perfectly in tune
Savant’s eyes narrowed to slits. “Is that so?” His voice was nearly a whisper, and he stepped forward, trapping Ara between him and the arm of the plush chair behind her. The drop of courage she’d mustered vanished, and despite herself, she cowered. “It sounds a lot like you’re accusing me of the unthinkable.” Savant grabbed her waist and yanked her towards him, closing the minuscule gap between their bodies. “Raping my bride on our wedding night? What a tale you could spin if you wanted to turn my people against me.” He brought his face next to hers, his cool breath brushing her cheek. “Because here’s what I remember. Your breath: hot in my ear. Your moans”—he slid his hand up around her ribs and tightened his grip—“under my touch. Your nails: breaking into my back while you screamed the name of your goddess, ‘Oh, Selune—’”
meeting each other’s eyes for the only time—his wide with surprise, hers pained and brimming with tears. Savant cut the thick silence. “You should have said something.”
We put everything we discussed tonight behind us. You wish to pretend your father’s foolish mistakes never occurred? Then we’ll bury it alongside your ridiculous accusations about our wedding night. Sound fair?” Not even remotely. Ara gave a small nod. “Good. Now, let’s discuss what you want again?” Savant asked. “What does your aunt want from you?” Ara forced herself to meet Savant’s intense gaze, fighting to keep her breathing steady. The bargain. “An Astrean heir.” For a long time, the only sound was the crackling of the fireplaces. Ara imagined sparks singeing through her dress, and the urge to crawl out of her own skin heightened as Savant stared at her, his expression unreadable. Finally, “You’re going to be really disappointed when I tell you how heirs are made.” Ara gritted her teeth. “I am perfectly aware of the process.” “You are now.” Savant smirked as she narrowed her eyes. “Don’t worry, I’ll think of some ways to make it more palatable for you
Savant stepped forward, leaving only a hair’s width between them as he brushed his fingers against her waist. “You want me to sire Lakehaven’s heir?” Absolutely not, but I seem to be out of options. Fighting to keep her weariness and defeat hidden, Ara nodded. Taking her face in his hand, he ran his thumb along Ara’s cheekbone, something glinting behind his metallic gaze that seemed a lot like delight. “It would be my honor.”
They stared at each other, her confession a suffocating weight in the air. Somehow, she knew they were both recalling the same memory. Her blood on his fingertips and
“You need to stay elevated. You’re losing too much blood.” He brushed his fingers across the wound, then cursed, increasing the pressure on her throat. Ara struggled against him, her chest tightening as it grew harder to breathe. He was so impatient, he had to strangle her to speed up her death? “Bastard,” she coughed. “I saved your life.” Her vision wavered, so she closed her eyes and rested against him again. “You really didn’t.” He chuckled, pushing her back to a seated position. “But I appreciate the well-timed warning.” The doors swung open and Eristor, accompanied by Ceres and Kharis, shuffled into the room, clutching a robe around himself.
Ara flinched, unwilling to meet his gaze. “Welcome to the world of assassination attempts.” In the darkness, the corner of his mouth twitched into a half-smile. “This is the first of many to come.” It was as though he’d searched Evenia all the way from the Barren Wilds to the furthest end of the Mistwoods to find the least comforting thing anyone could have said at that exact moment
“My shift doesn’t end until tomorrow morning,” Ceres said. “Kharis was supposed to relieve me in the morning, but—” “I’ll stay and listen for any trouble,” Kharis said. “Will you stay in here?” Ara wrapped the jacket tighter around herself. “There’s a window, and I think they climbed, and…” She trailed off. “Of course, Lady Naivara.” Ceres gave a soft smile and stepped into the room. “Do you want me to keep guard at the window while Kharis keeps guard at the door?” Ara nodded, still sheepish, and sat on the bed, ignoring the fact that she was still in her bloodied nightgown. “Thank you, and I’m sorry.”
There’s nothing to be sorry for. You can call on us if you ever feel in danger.” Kharis added, voice low, “That includes danger from your husband.” Ara’s eyes blurred, looking between her guards and their stiff expressions. “Do you mean it
while she cleaned up. When he saw her still watching, he smiled slightly and poured another glass, taking both over to the bed. He handed one to her and slid in beside her, relaxing against his pillow. “What do you want?” Ara coughed right as she took a drink. She wasn’t that obvious. “What makes you think I want anything?” she said, after struggling to swallow. He leveled an unimpressed scowl at her. “You all but dragged me into bed, which you only do when there’s something you want. Out with it.”
Perhaps it’s as simple as trapping them in glass like Naturalists did with fire. Like a terrarium? But maybe we could…” She trailed off. “What’s that look for?” An unusually friendly smile turned at the corner of Savant’s mouth. “You are…oddly endearing when you talk about science.” Ara blinked. “What?” “It also helps that you’re naked.” His gaze flicked to her chest, bare from when she’d dropped the sheets to fetch her books. “Sisters!” Ara snatched the sheets back up. “Were you even listening?” “I can admire several of my wife’s gifts at once,” Savant said, smirking as Ara gave him a flat look.
Sighing, Ara leaned against her pillow and sipped her wine. “Maybe after we have your child Ashyrn might warm up to the idea.” “My child?“ Savant’s brows flew upwards. “Dare I ask what you mean by excluding yourself from that equation?”
around his hip. “But no, surprising as it is, I do find you rather desirable when I’m sober. Especially when you are naked and acting scholarly.” Mentally gagging, Ara made a note never to talk to Savant about science again. “Well, I’d really,” she grunted, trying to pull out of his grasp, “rather not.” “Wouldn’t you like to know,” Savant whispered, brushing his mouth against her ear, “what I want?”
Oh? Well, I wasn’t interested at all in Naturalist technology and innovation until you had your mouth around my cock. Allow me to return the favor, and then I’m sure you’ll be interested in weaponry.”
Beyond that, ‘Queen Savant’ implied the existence of a female version of the ruthless tyrant king, which was equally unsettling and disturbing. The continent didn’t need more Savants. Never mind the fact she was actively trying to create one
Stop trying to recruit my bodyguard!” Governor Brinlo sputtered, the little composure he had unraveling. “Or flirting, or whatever you think you’re doing.” Smirking, the king raised his hands. “I’m a married man, Governor.” A black band glinted on his left hand, which could have been tightening around Stedd’s throat. “I merely don’t like to see lives needlessly wasted.”
Therimar raised an eyebrow. “Curious. Sword fighting in bare feet could prove a disadvantage, though.” “If I’m attacked in my room, chances are my feet won’t be the only thing that’s bare.” She flushed. “It’s the heat. Two fireplaces, Therimar.” “I don’t envy you, my queen. Even attending meetings in his study, I find it nearly impossible to stay awake with how warm he keeps it.
“Vayne, wait!” Ara wasn’t sure why she’d used his first name, but it was odd enough to make him hesitate. “You can’t hurt me!” Eyes narrowed, he met Ara’s urgent, pleading gaze as she tried with all her might to convey a single message through her expression. Then his brows lifted. “You’re…expecting.” His tone held something between wonder and surprise, and Helix’s grip slackened enough for Ara to nod. A smile broke across his face—so genuine it was enough to make her return a bemused one of her own. She’d always imagined when she conceived, his response would include how thrilled he was to finally rid himself of her. Instead, his mouth opened, his hard gaze softened in a combination of humility and awe. “I’m going to be a father,” he said. The surprisingly genuine smile returned, and Ara’s only reaction when she realized it was pointed at her was to flinch. The smile faded, replaced by a glare so dangerous Ara heard Helix swallow once he realized it was directed at him. “Release my wife,” Savant snarled. Ara shuddered. Even the pouring rain wasn’t as cold as his demand. She felt Helix’s hesitation, then he lowered[…]
Once Ara realized the short, black-haired woman was both her savior and one of the would-be assassins, she glanced at Kharis, who gave her a look that said I’m just as confused as you are. “What?” the woman snapped. She spat water on the ground, then wrung out her hair. “I’m not letting Selune’s
descendant, High Grace Ashyrn’s heir, and apparently an unborn child drown.” She shook her head. “Sisters.”
“I understand you,” Savant said. “You know that to save your people, you have to sacrifice, do whatever it takes.” He paused. “But not when it comes to my wife.”
Ara was still riding her own waves of pleasure when he finished, shaking as he gasped into her hair—such a vulnerable display for someone who claimed to be a god. “Say my name again,” he whispered. “Vayne,” Ara breathed, the rise and fall of her chest slowing. “A girl. I think we’re having a girl.” Ara didn’t respond, and by the time he fell asleep, she wanted to die.
He continued downward, mouth trailing her skin and over her navel, then stopped to brush the softest kiss on the tiny bump now peeking from her abdomen. Ara opened her eyes, her heart stuttering to see his smirk vanish, and something that looked an awful lot like either respect or pain replacing it.
Savant tried to cut in, but Therimar plowed over him. “What of the child, Vayne? The loss of your firstborn is on your head, and you had the audacity to blame it on assassins.” No sound came from either of them for several moments. Once it became apparent Savant wasn’t planning on responding, Therimar continued, voice still raised. “I have stood by far too long while you’ve berated and abused my queen. Waiting for you to grow out of this ridiculous bout of immaturity. No longer. If I ever catch a single tear fall from her cheek because of something you said or did to her, I will kill you.”
My mother told me you visited me every day,” she said through the lump in her throat. “Why?” “Because one moment I was going to be a father.” Savant spun the red Lilah he’d picked in his fingers, silently studying the rusted petals. “And the next, I wasn’t. And I wanted a reminder of why.” “Because I took that from you.” Ara’s heart sank. Why, why did she still feel his sorrow after everything he’d done? “No,” Savant said, his voice quiet but intense. “It is because I put you in a position where you believed you had no other choice.” Unsure of what to think or say, Ara let her mouth hang open before saying, “I’m sorry I was never willing to talk about it.” “I don’t blame you. I can’t say my grief is warranted.” “Grief isn’t something to be earned,” Ara said. “When I told you about my pregnancy, your emotions—that elation and awe—were genuine. Having a dream ripped from you—regardless of if you think you deserved it—sticks with you as much as any physical pain. We lost our child. We lost Therimar.” She bit her trembling lip. “Why would I deserve[…]
Carefully, Savant removed Ara’s hands from her face, then brushed his fingers over the numbers etched onto her forehead. “Your compassion, earnestness, and inexperience are strengths, and the world would be as bleak and colorless without you as it would be without these Lilahs.” “That’s quite the compliment from someone who’s said multiple times how much he hates me,” Ara said, forcing a smile through her tears. “Unless it’s only an observation?”
Within a moment, she felt a tap on her right thigh. She glanced down, finding that Savant had slid a folded note under the table to her. Frowning, Ara opened the parchment, smoothing it out on her leg. It simply read, This task is not above you. You are doing better than you think. Making sure General Kles was still engaged in conversation with himself, Ara inked her pen and held the paper on her lap to write, I don’t know what I’m doing! Keeping his eyes forward, Savant took the parchment and glanced at it once before inking his pen, then returned it to her a few seconds later
This is your legislation, so you need to fix it. I trust you. But I am here to ensure you don’t make it worse. You also need to work on your handwriting. It’s barely legible
He gave her a tired stare. “I appreciate your concern, but I’m immortal. I don’t need rest, or sleep, for that matter. It’s more of a formality.” “Okay, no.” Ara pointed at him with the papers. “I’ve been listening to your guidance on how to be a better queen. Now it’s your turn to take my advice on how to be normal and not say things like that.” “Like what?” “Like ‘sleep is a formality?’ No one says that. If you want to keep up the immortality bit around other people, that’s your choice, I suppose, but you don’t have to with me.”
Although, speaking of names, did you…” He trailed off. “Never mind.” A still silence stretched between them while Ara alternated staring at her hands and at Savant, who seemed abnormally focused on his cooking. She knew which question had failed to leave his tongue, but apart from Therimar’s ship ceremony, she’d never had the courage to broach the topic with him. Until now. “Lilah,” Ara said quietly. She gave a soft smile when Savant met her eyes. “I know. Not very creative. But after you predicted we were having a girl…it felt like her, I suppose. Um, did you?” He nodded, seeming thoughtful. “Solara, for your grandmother. I liked Cidron if we had a boy, but—” He turned back to his work, then said after an extended pause. “I apologize if this is a raw subject.” “I think we’ll see her again,” Ara said, continuing even when Savant’s eyebrows twitched together. “Whichever soul, whatever piece of her was alive in me—I think she’ll be back. Not with us, because, you know.” She shuddered, then gave a light laugh at his affirmative shrug. “But she’ll have better circumstances than we would have given her.”
Ara fidgeted with her ring for a long time, wishing she had something to drink if only as a way to fill the silence. Eventually, she said, “You do a lot of hurtful things with positive intentions.” “That,” he said, “is one of the most accurate observations I’ve ever heard about myself. I wish I could say that was the case for many of the things I’ve done to you. Our wedding night, for example.”
I’ve killed men in cold blood to get where I am today. People I called friends. Many of whom trusted me. Others who were unquestionably honorable. And I have never hated myself more than when I listened to you crying on the balcony for hours
I’d told myself that getting what I needed from you—an heir—was worth any cost. And I’ve never been more wrong about anything in my life. The following night, I was desperate to believe you knew how to say no to me. I was hoping I’d been right, and your fear was an act. When you proved it wasn’t, I wanted to get rid of you as fast as I could, because I’d spent decades believing I could outpace my bloodshed. That by the time I’d saved the continent from itself, the consequences wouldn’t matter. But you were evidence of how close they were to catching up.”
Savant looked between her and the harp, then nodded. “It’s Naturalist-made. I didn’t know what that entailed when I purchased it, but I suppose one of the perks is that it always stays in tune.” Ara’s jaw nearly hit the floor. “How on Evenia did you find a Naturalist-made harp in a single evening?” The king’s lips quirked into a grin. “An extremely efficient captain and a bit of luck. After you graced me with that singular fact about yourself, I took Shadi, Tarron, and Elas into the city with me and told them to split up.
An explosion of emotions surged from her heart. This little boy, so tiny and helpless, wasn’t evil. He wasn’t capable of slaughtering an entire city or killing a man in cold blood. Lua was right—he did have his father’s body. The hair, mouth, nose, and shape of his face all belonged to Vayne Savant. But he bore her eyes, the Isïlo eyes. They stared at each other, Ara in awe, the infant blinking sleepily, as she counted each of the sapphire flecks in his golden eyes. This child was hers.
He went from being an ACTUAL VILLAIN to the most endearing man who felt way too much for the pain of his people.
This book was a roller coaster. I was gut punched in my feelings for hundreds of pages, cried like a little baby, and then finished the book only to be left staring at a wall for hours.
Oh my god what was that ending????
Ruthless king
Arranged/forced marriage
You are my queen
Touch her and you die
Assassination attempts
Political intrigue,
lore,
romance,
plot twists,
secrets
Heart wrenching death of imp characters
intriguing world & magic system,
emotional trauma
Pregnancy and loss
banter and spice (lotssss since she promised him an heir in exchange for her freedom)
Soo many highlights from the book:
Ara brushed her hands down her dress and stood—then whacked her head on a tall object behind her. Wincing, she turned to find a gorgeous, ornate harp positioned in a large alcove beside her. Her chest tightened. He had heard her last night after their uncomfortable stroll. And he’d seen fit to find the instrument for her in such a short time? It was black, of course, like almost every other decoration in the bedroom, but had silver leaves running up the column and bright scales decorating the neck. Somehow simultaneously eerie and beautiful. She sat on the stool and plucked random notes. It was perfectly in tune
Savant’s eyes narrowed to slits. “Is that so?” His voice was nearly a whisper, and he stepped forward, trapping Ara between him and the arm of the plush chair behind her. The drop of courage she’d mustered vanished, and despite herself, she cowered. “It sounds a lot like you’re accusing me of the unthinkable.” Savant grabbed her waist and yanked her towards him, closing the minuscule gap between their bodies. “Raping my bride on our wedding night? What a tale you could spin if you wanted to turn my people against me.” He brought his face next to hers, his cool breath brushing her cheek. “Because here’s what I remember. Your breath: hot in my ear. Your moans”—he slid his hand up around her ribs and tightened his grip—“under my touch. Your nails: breaking into my back while you screamed the name of your goddess, ‘Oh, Selune—’”
meeting each other’s eyes for the only time—his wide with surprise, hers pained and brimming with tears. Savant cut the thick silence. “You should have said something.”
We put everything we discussed tonight behind us. You wish to pretend your father’s foolish mistakes never occurred? Then we’ll bury it alongside your ridiculous accusations about our wedding night. Sound fair?” Not even remotely. Ara gave a small nod. “Good. Now, let’s discuss what you want again?” Savant asked. “What does your aunt want from you?” Ara forced herself to meet Savant’s intense gaze, fighting to keep her breathing steady. The bargain. “An Astrean heir.” For a long time, the only sound was the crackling of the fireplaces. Ara imagined sparks singeing through her dress, and the urge to crawl out of her own skin heightened as Savant stared at her, his expression unreadable. Finally, “You’re going to be really disappointed when I tell you how heirs are made.” Ara gritted her teeth. “I am perfectly aware of the process.” “You are now.” Savant smirked as she narrowed her eyes. “Don’t worry, I’ll think of some ways to make it more palatable for you
Savant stepped forward, leaving only a hair’s width between them as he brushed his fingers against her waist. “You want me to sire Lakehaven’s heir?” Absolutely not, but I seem to be out of options. Fighting to keep her weariness and defeat hidden, Ara nodded. Taking her face in his hand, he ran his thumb along Ara’s cheekbone, something glinting behind his metallic gaze that seemed a lot like delight. “It would be my honor.”
They stared at each other, her confession a suffocating weight in the air. Somehow, she knew they were both recalling the same memory. Her blood on his fingertips and
“You need to stay elevated. You’re losing too much blood.” He brushed his fingers across the wound, then cursed, increasing the pressure on her throat. Ara struggled against him, her chest tightening as it grew harder to breathe. He was so impatient, he had to strangle her to speed up her death? “Bastard,” she coughed. “I saved your life.” Her vision wavered, so she closed her eyes and rested against him again. “You really didn’t.” He chuckled, pushing her back to a seated position. “But I appreciate the well-timed warning.” The doors swung open and Eristor, accompanied by Ceres and Kharis, shuffled into the room, clutching a robe around himself.
Ara flinched, unwilling to meet his gaze. “Welcome to the world of assassination attempts.” In the darkness, the corner of his mouth twitched into a half-smile. “This is the first of many to come.” It was as though he’d searched Evenia all the way from the Barren Wilds to the furthest end of the Mistwoods to find the least comforting thing anyone could have said at that exact moment
“My shift doesn’t end until tomorrow morning,” Ceres said. “Kharis was supposed to relieve me in the morning, but—” “I’ll stay and listen for any trouble,” Kharis said. “Will you stay in here?” Ara wrapped the jacket tighter around herself. “There’s a window, and I think they climbed, and…” She trailed off. “Of course, Lady Naivara.” Ceres gave a soft smile and stepped into the room. “Do you want me to keep guard at the window while Kharis keeps guard at the door?” Ara nodded, still sheepish, and sat on the bed, ignoring the fact that she was still in her bloodied nightgown. “Thank you, and I’m sorry.”
There’s nothing to be sorry for. You can call on us if you ever feel in danger.” Kharis added, voice low, “That includes danger from your husband.” Ara’s eyes blurred, looking between her guards and their stiff expressions. “Do you mean it
while she cleaned up. When he saw her still watching, he smiled slightly and poured another glass, taking both over to the bed. He handed one to her and slid in beside her, relaxing against his pillow. “What do you want?” Ara coughed right as she took a drink. She wasn’t that obvious. “What makes you think I want anything?” she said, after struggling to swallow. He leveled an unimpressed scowl at her. “You all but dragged me into bed, which you only do when there’s something you want. Out with it.”
Perhaps it’s as simple as trapping them in glass like Naturalists did with fire. Like a terrarium? But maybe we could…” She trailed off. “What’s that look for?” An unusually friendly smile turned at the corner of Savant’s mouth. “You are…oddly endearing when you talk about science.” Ara blinked. “What?” “It also helps that you’re naked.” His gaze flicked to her chest, bare from when she’d dropped the sheets to fetch her books. “Sisters!” Ara snatched the sheets back up. “Were you even listening?” “I can admire several of my wife’s gifts at once,” Savant said, smirking as Ara gave him a flat look.
Sighing, Ara leaned against her pillow and sipped her wine. “Maybe after we have your child Ashyrn might warm up to the idea.” “My child?“ Savant’s brows flew upwards. “Dare I ask what you mean by excluding yourself from that equation?”
around his hip. “But no, surprising as it is, I do find you rather desirable when I’m sober. Especially when you are naked and acting scholarly.” Mentally gagging, Ara made a note never to talk to Savant about science again. “Well, I’d really,” she grunted, trying to pull out of his grasp, “rather not.” “Wouldn’t you like to know,” Savant whispered, brushing his mouth against her ear, “what I want?”
Oh? Well, I wasn’t interested at all in Naturalist technology and innovation until you had your mouth around my cock. Allow me to return the favor, and then I’m sure you’ll be interested in weaponry.”
Beyond that, ‘Queen Savant’ implied the existence of a female version of the ruthless tyrant king, which was equally unsettling and disturbing. The continent didn’t need more Savants. Never mind the fact she was actively trying to create one
Stop trying to recruit my bodyguard!” Governor Brinlo sputtered, the little composure he had unraveling. “Or flirting, or whatever you think you’re doing.” Smirking, the king raised his hands. “I’m a married man, Governor.” A black band glinted on his left hand, which could have been tightening around Stedd’s throat. “I merely don’t like to see lives needlessly wasted.”
Therimar raised an eyebrow. “Curious. Sword fighting in bare feet could prove a disadvantage, though.” “If I’m attacked in my room, chances are my feet won’t be the only thing that’s bare.” She flushed. “It’s the heat. Two fireplaces, Therimar.” “I don’t envy you, my queen. Even attending meetings in his study, I find it nearly impossible to stay awake with how warm he keeps it.
“Vayne, wait!” Ara wasn’t sure why she’d used his first name, but it was odd enough to make him hesitate. “You can’t hurt me!” Eyes narrowed, he met Ara’s urgent, pleading gaze as she tried with all her might to convey a single message through her expression. Then his brows lifted. “You’re…expecting.” His tone held something between wonder and surprise, and Helix’s grip slackened enough for Ara to nod. A smile broke across his face—so genuine it was enough to make her return a bemused one of her own. She’d always imagined when she conceived, his response would include how thrilled he was to finally rid himself of her. Instead, his mouth opened, his hard gaze softened in a combination of humility and awe. “I’m going to be a father,” he said. The surprisingly genuine smile returned, and Ara’s only reaction when she realized it was pointed at her was to flinch. The smile faded, replaced by a glare so dangerous Ara heard Helix swallow once he realized it was directed at him. “Release my wife,” Savant snarled. Ara shuddered. Even the pouring rain wasn’t as cold as his demand. She felt Helix’s hesitation, then he lowered[…]
Once Ara realized the short, black-haired woman was both her savior and one of the would-be assassins, she glanced at Kharis, who gave her a look that said I’m just as confused as you are. “What?” the woman snapped. She spat water on the ground, then wrung out her hair. “I’m not letting Selune’s
descendant, High Grace Ashyrn’s heir, and apparently an unborn child drown.” She shook her head. “Sisters.”
“I understand you,” Savant said. “You know that to save your people, you have to sacrifice, do whatever it takes.” He paused. “But not when it comes to my wife.”
Ara was still riding her own waves of pleasure when he finished, shaking as he gasped into her hair—such a vulnerable display for someone who claimed to be a god. “Say my name again,” he whispered. “Vayne,” Ara breathed, the rise and fall of her chest slowing. “A girl. I think we’re having a girl.” Ara didn’t respond, and by the time he fell asleep, she wanted to die.
He continued downward, mouth trailing her skin and over her navel, then stopped to brush the softest kiss on the tiny bump now peeking from her abdomen. Ara opened her eyes, her heart stuttering to see his smirk vanish, and something that looked an awful lot like either respect or pain replacing it.
Savant tried to cut in, but Therimar plowed over him. “What of the child, Vayne? The loss of your firstborn is on your head, and you had the audacity to blame it on assassins.” No sound came from either of them for several moments. Once it became apparent Savant wasn’t planning on responding, Therimar continued, voice still raised. “I have stood by far too long while you’ve berated and abused my queen. Waiting for you to grow out of this ridiculous bout of immaturity. No longer. If I ever catch a single tear fall from her cheek because of something you said or did to her, I will kill you.”
My mother told me you visited me every day,” she said through the lump in her throat. “Why?” “Because one moment I was going to be a father.” Savant spun the red Lilah he’d picked in his fingers, silently studying the rusted petals. “And the next, I wasn’t. And I wanted a reminder of why.” “Because I took that from you.” Ara’s heart sank. Why, why did she still feel his sorrow after everything he’d done? “No,” Savant said, his voice quiet but intense. “It is because I put you in a position where you believed you had no other choice.” Unsure of what to think or say, Ara let her mouth hang open before saying, “I’m sorry I was never willing to talk about it.” “I don’t blame you. I can’t say my grief is warranted.” “Grief isn’t something to be earned,” Ara said. “When I told you about my pregnancy, your emotions—that elation and awe—were genuine. Having a dream ripped from you—regardless of if you think you deserved it—sticks with you as much as any physical pain. We lost our child. We lost Therimar.” She bit her trembling lip. “Why would I deserve[…]
Carefully, Savant removed Ara’s hands from her face, then brushed his fingers over the numbers etched onto her forehead. “Your compassion, earnestness, and inexperience are strengths, and the world would be as bleak and colorless without you as it would be without these Lilahs.” “That’s quite the compliment from someone who’s said multiple times how much he hates me,” Ara said, forcing a smile through her tears. “Unless it’s only an observation?”
Within a moment, she felt a tap on her right thigh. She glanced down, finding that Savant had slid a folded note under the table to her. Frowning, Ara opened the parchment, smoothing it out on her leg. It simply read, This task is not above you. You are doing better than you think. Making sure General Kles was still engaged in conversation with himself, Ara inked her pen and held the paper on her lap to write, I don’t know what I’m doing! Keeping his eyes forward, Savant took the parchment and glanced at it once before inking his pen, then returned it to her a few seconds later
This is your legislation, so you need to fix it. I trust you. But I am here to ensure you don’t make it worse. You also need to work on your handwriting. It’s barely legible
He gave her a tired stare. “I appreciate your concern, but I’m immortal. I don’t need rest, or sleep, for that matter. It’s more of a formality.” “Okay, no.” Ara pointed at him with the papers. “I’ve been listening to your guidance on how to be a better queen. Now it’s your turn to take my advice on how to be normal and not say things like that.” “Like what?” “Like ‘sleep is a formality?’ No one says that. If you want to keep up the immortality bit around other people, that’s your choice, I suppose, but you don’t have to with me.”
Although, speaking of names, did you…” He trailed off. “Never mind.” A still silence stretched between them while Ara alternated staring at her hands and at Savant, who seemed abnormally focused on his cooking. She knew which question had failed to leave his tongue, but apart from Therimar’s ship ceremony, she’d never had the courage to broach the topic with him. Until now. “Lilah,” Ara said quietly. She gave a soft smile when Savant met her eyes. “I know. Not very creative. But after you predicted we were having a girl…it felt like her, I suppose. Um, did you?” He nodded, seeming thoughtful. “Solara, for your grandmother. I liked Cidron if we had a boy, but—” He turned back to his work, then said after an extended pause. “I apologize if this is a raw subject.” “I think we’ll see her again,” Ara said, continuing even when Savant’s eyebrows twitched together. “Whichever soul, whatever piece of her was alive in me—I think she’ll be back. Not with us, because, you know.” She shuddered, then gave a light laugh at his affirmative shrug. “But she’ll have better circumstances than we would have given her.”
Ara fidgeted with her ring for a long time, wishing she had something to drink if only as a way to fill the silence. Eventually, she said, “You do a lot of hurtful things with positive intentions.” “That,” he said, “is one of the most accurate observations I’ve ever heard about myself. I wish I could say that was the case for many of the things I’ve done to you. Our wedding night, for example.”
I’ve killed men in cold blood to get where I am today. People I called friends. Many of whom trusted me. Others who were unquestionably honorable. And I have never hated myself more than when I listened to you crying on the balcony for hours
I’d told myself that getting what I needed from you—an heir—was worth any cost. And I’ve never been more wrong about anything in my life. The following night, I was desperate to believe you knew how to say no to me. I was hoping I’d been right, and your fear was an act. When you proved it wasn’t, I wanted to get rid of you as fast as I could, because I’d spent decades believing I could outpace my bloodshed. That by the time I’d saved the continent from itself, the consequences wouldn’t matter. But you were evidence of how close they were to catching up.”
Savant looked between her and the harp, then nodded. “It’s Naturalist-made. I didn’t know what that entailed when I purchased it, but I suppose one of the perks is that it always stays in tune.” Ara’s jaw nearly hit the floor. “How on Evenia did you find a Naturalist-made harp in a single evening?” The king’s lips quirked into a grin. “An extremely efficient captain and a bit of luck. After you graced me with that singular fact about yourself, I took Shadi, Tarron, and Elas into the city with me and told them to split up.
An explosion of emotions surged from her heart. This little boy, so tiny and helpless, wasn’t evil. He wasn’t capable of slaughtering an entire city or killing a man in cold blood. Lua was right—he did have his father’s body. The hair, mouth, nose, and shape of his face all belonged to Vayne Savant. But he bore her eyes, the Isïlo eyes. They stared at each other, Ara in awe, the infant blinking sleepily, as she counted each of the sapphire flecks in his golden eyes. This child was hers.
August 3, 2023
This plot is like throwing fireworks into a dryer, totally cuckoo bananas-wise. Featuring Dick King, Queen Who Has A Lot of Stomach Trouble, and Warrior Artist w/ battle axe. World building, enemies-to-lots-of-different-roles, political intrigue, and a crappy dad. Catch ‘em all!
February 19, 2026
This book was such a rollercoaster. Some parts were incredible, some were a little messy, but I genuinely couldn’t put it down.
The writing style is very my vibe, so I slipped into it really easily. I flew through big chunks without even noticing. But structurally? It gets a bit chaotic. After Part 2 it honestly feels like two books squashed into one. The escalation is huge, especially going into Part 3. High stakes, everything happening at once, slightly overwhelming. I really think it could’ve been split into two books because the second half is relentless.
That said… the plot and politics are so interesting. And you know I love a villain who actually gets the girl. A morally black MMC is bold, and he is vile. Like objectively awful. But still compelling. Which is dangerous. Most of the male characters are morally grey, so the whole thing feels morally tense the entire time.
The manipulation dynamics had me raging. Proper rage. But in a way that made the reading experience better, not worse. The shock value definitely landed too. It’s extremely dark, heavy themes throughout, so check triggers. But the darkness feels intentional, not messy.
FMC-wise… I liked her, but she was frustrating. Very passive at times and constantly getting dragged into other people’s agendas. I’m really hoping we see growth in the sequel.
I’m absolutely continuing because I need to see what happens next.
The writing style is very my vibe, so I slipped into it really easily. I flew through big chunks without even noticing. But structurally? It gets a bit chaotic. After Part 2 it honestly feels like two books squashed into one. The escalation is huge, especially going into Part 3. High stakes, everything happening at once, slightly overwhelming. I really think it could’ve been split into two books because the second half is relentless.
That said… the plot and politics are so interesting. And you know I love a villain who actually gets the girl. A morally black MMC is bold, and he is vile. Like objectively awful. But still compelling. Which is dangerous. Most of the male characters are morally grey, so the whole thing feels morally tense the entire time.
The manipulation dynamics had me raging. Proper rage. But in a way that made the reading experience better, not worse. The shock value definitely landed too. It’s extremely dark, heavy themes throughout, so check triggers. But the darkness feels intentional, not messy.
FMC-wise… I liked her, but she was frustrating. Very passive at times and constantly getting dragged into other people’s agendas. I’m really hoping we see growth in the sequel.
I’m absolutely continuing because I need to see what happens next.
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February 20, 2025Idek how to rate this book, honestly. I really wanted to love it. But every single character, minus 1 who was killed off, pissed me off. I should’ve DNFd, but I kept reading hoping it would get better. And it didn’t.
February 10, 2025
Misschien moet ik eens wat minder mentaal zwaars gaan lezen, maar het is zoooo goeeedddd. Echt zo'n interessante, unieke fantasy wereld, mega veel verraad en politieke spelletjes, I love it.
Did Not Finish
December 28, 2024I read this book for SPFBO10.
Dawn of the Darkest Day promised to deliver dark fantasy romance. And, yes, the 50% that I read has exactly all of that. Fantasy elements. Dark, dark emotions and events – triggering events. Romance. Romance? Well, aside from the little, innocent love story Ara, our main female character, has before her forced marriage, there is no romance at least until the 50% mark. It’s all non-consensual, forced upon, not really wanting it kind of sex, mixed with consensual dalliance, and very – VERY – conflicting character emotions.
A bit about the story. We have Vayne Savant – an immortal king – and he is in the process of eliminating a whole race of people, when a frantic father arrives in front of him, asking Savant to spare his wife and daughter, Ara. In exchange for their lives, the father promises the king his daughter’s hand in marriage, and thus also a union of 2 countries. 5 years pass from when this agreement is struck and during these 5 years, Ara is enjoying her puppy love with promises of a future together with artist Stedd. Just before Stedd has time to formally propose, time runs out on Ara and she has to appear in front of terrible king Savant. She doesn’t know that she is to be married until she is literally getting married.
Savant appears to be polite in the first few exchanges and Ara is a paralyzed deer in the headlights. Thus starts one of the most verbally and physically abusive and emotionally most confusing relationships of all times. Savant has political ambitions, a busy man indeed, and he does not fail to remind Ara that he thinks her to be naive, immature and dumb. Ara, however, only thinks of how to escape said marriage and then starts to, I don’t know, hate-shag her way to a solution. The solution? Give the king an heir and in exchange, she will be free. Anyway – trigger warnings galore, okay? Aside from rape and verbal abuse, there is slavery, genocide, suicidal thoughts, and death. During all of the horrible things piling up, there is a war and Ara ‘fighting’ her way from a victim to someone who can be strong and free. She is meant to be intelligent, scientifically smart and innovative, but the character traits that are meant to make her shine are buried under abuse from her husband, and a side-dalliance from a kinder soul.
See, I am thinking this whole story or the characters are buried a bit too deep under ‘things’. Things that keep happening to them. Things for the sake of things. The characters simply become a series of unfortunate events and messed up, contradicting emotions. Granted, Savant was quite consistent in being cruel. Ara however, threw me for loops.
I do want to say, that the book starts out with some cool fantasy elements – the world that is being described, the different people and countries, there appeared to be a vision of a mysterious and beautiful realm. I wanted so much more of that, a lot less of the romance plot which was not at all pleasant to read what with all the verbal and physical abuse. The fantastical, mysterious, full of promise world was quickly left to the sidelines to focus on the relationships in between the characters whilst they battle through some political intrigue. The latter of which was a subtle undercurrent, yet again, overshadowed by the abusive relationship dynamics.
I did try to push through this story, but had to concede defeat. My main issue was that it felt like it was put together from 2 different angles: the story doesn’t quite know whether it wants to be mature or not. Some exchanges feel rather Young Adult, and then in the next moment, we’re in steam territory among turnips in the pantry, alongside the aforementioned abuse and self hatred. If you feel like you want to measure the cut of Savant and Ara yourself and find out exactly how morally grey things are, or aren’t, then do check this book out! And don’t forget to be prepared for those trigger warnings.
Dawn of the Darkest Day promised to deliver dark fantasy romance. And, yes, the 50% that I read has exactly all of that. Fantasy elements. Dark, dark emotions and events – triggering events. Romance. Romance? Well, aside from the little, innocent love story Ara, our main female character, has before her forced marriage, there is no romance at least until the 50% mark. It’s all non-consensual, forced upon, not really wanting it kind of sex, mixed with consensual dalliance, and very – VERY – conflicting character emotions.
A bit about the story. We have Vayne Savant – an immortal king – and he is in the process of eliminating a whole race of people, when a frantic father arrives in front of him, asking Savant to spare his wife and daughter, Ara. In exchange for their lives, the father promises the king his daughter’s hand in marriage, and thus also a union of 2 countries. 5 years pass from when this agreement is struck and during these 5 years, Ara is enjoying her puppy love with promises of a future together with artist Stedd. Just before Stedd has time to formally propose, time runs out on Ara and she has to appear in front of terrible king Savant. She doesn’t know that she is to be married until she is literally getting married.
Savant appears to be polite in the first few exchanges and Ara is a paralyzed deer in the headlights. Thus starts one of the most verbally and physically abusive and emotionally most confusing relationships of all times. Savant has political ambitions, a busy man indeed, and he does not fail to remind Ara that he thinks her to be naive, immature and dumb. Ara, however, only thinks of how to escape said marriage and then starts to, I don’t know, hate-shag her way to a solution. The solution? Give the king an heir and in exchange, she will be free. Anyway – trigger warnings galore, okay? Aside from rape and verbal abuse, there is slavery, genocide, suicidal thoughts, and death. During all of the horrible things piling up, there is a war and Ara ‘fighting’ her way from a victim to someone who can be strong and free. She is meant to be intelligent, scientifically smart and innovative, but the character traits that are meant to make her shine are buried under abuse from her husband, and a side-dalliance from a kinder soul.
See, I am thinking this whole story or the characters are buried a bit too deep under ‘things’. Things that keep happening to them. Things for the sake of things. The characters simply become a series of unfortunate events and messed up, contradicting emotions. Granted, Savant was quite consistent in being cruel. Ara however, threw me for loops.
I do want to say, that the book starts out with some cool fantasy elements – the world that is being described, the different people and countries, there appeared to be a vision of a mysterious and beautiful realm. I wanted so much more of that, a lot less of the romance plot which was not at all pleasant to read what with all the verbal and physical abuse. The fantastical, mysterious, full of promise world was quickly left to the sidelines to focus on the relationships in between the characters whilst they battle through some political intrigue. The latter of which was a subtle undercurrent, yet again, overshadowed by the abusive relationship dynamics.
I did try to push through this story, but had to concede defeat. My main issue was that it felt like it was put together from 2 different angles: the story doesn’t quite know whether it wants to be mature or not. Some exchanges feel rather Young Adult, and then in the next moment, we’re in steam territory among turnips in the pantry, alongside the aforementioned abuse and self hatred. If you feel like you want to measure the cut of Savant and Ara yourself and find out exactly how morally grey things are, or aren’t, then do check this book out! And don’t forget to be prepared for those trigger warnings.
August 21, 2023
Dawn of the Darkest Day by K.C. Woodruff is the first book in the Soultrappers Saga and is a dark fantasy with a bit of romance. Tropes include arranged marriage, morally gray mmc, enemies with benefits, and political intrigue. Please pay close attention to the content warnings and assume it will be on the darker end of what it listed. One content warning says “dubious consent/rape” but it was straight rape (the characters even label it as such) and the warnings didn’t mention it happens to a main character. Given the content warnings, this book is for adults only.
The Lovely: I enjoyed the world building and the magic system. I think there’s a lot more potential to it in the future as it’s unique. I liked how the author started to weave it in with the FMC and her goals/focus.
The Mundane: I was never able to feel like I was invested in the characters, especially the FMC Ara. She’s immature (which, ok, she’s young), selfish and stubborn but can’t/won’t stand up for herself or hold her own. Her reactions to situations was all over the map and didn’t feel real or authentic. The MMC, Vayne, is straight abusive and then there’s a sudden change up later in the book that doesn’t didn’t make sense.
The Dreadful: The plot and tension of this book was chaotic. The story jumped from situation to situation with no transition, and sometimes jumped months in time. This leads to there being no maintaining of flow and tension never really builds.
Rating: 3/5 Stars 2/5 Spicy Flames
Recommendation: I received a digital copy of this book in exchange for my honest review. Unfortunately, this book never did draw me in. I just couldn’t get into the characters and thus the story, mostly due to the characters and the tension items noted above. If you like a moderately fast moving story with a unique magic system, and you’re comfortable with dark themes, you might like this book.
The Lovely: I enjoyed the world building and the magic system. I think there’s a lot more potential to it in the future as it’s unique. I liked how the author started to weave it in with the FMC and her goals/focus.
The Mundane: I was never able to feel like I was invested in the characters, especially the FMC Ara. She’s immature (which, ok, she’s young), selfish and stubborn but can’t/won’t stand up for herself or hold her own. Her reactions to situations was all over the map and didn’t feel real or authentic. The MMC, Vayne, is straight abusive and then there’s a sudden change up later in the book that doesn’t didn’t make sense.
The Dreadful: The plot and tension of this book was chaotic. The story jumped from situation to situation with no transition, and sometimes jumped months in time. This leads to there being no maintaining of flow and tension never really builds.
Rating: 3/5 Stars 2/5 Spicy Flames
Recommendation: I received a digital copy of this book in exchange for my honest review. Unfortunately, this book never did draw me in. I just couldn’t get into the characters and thus the story, mostly due to the characters and the tension items noted above. If you like a moderately fast moving story with a unique magic system, and you’re comfortable with dark themes, you might like this book.
July 24, 2023
HOLY SMOKES! This was full of drama, manipulation, lies, and just the world's worst people.
I ENJOYED THIS IMMENSELY, but I did have some concerns. I found the prologue confusing because of all the names. As I read on, I gathered what names of people, goddesses, races, and, I believe, the moon and sun. A glossary before the story would be great so people have a foundation as they start to read because it gets wild from the beginning. Additionally, so much happened in this one book. It could have ended after part two and still be a great read.
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Part one: I call this MANIPULATION OVERLOAD. I was hooked after the prologue. I thought, "Yes, I would do this to protect my child. At whatever cost." However, the story continues to unfold, and Ayan's secrets turn into despicable lies and some of the best manipulation I've ever read. The drama had me drooling. And my heart broke for our two POVs, Ara and Stedd.
Part two: If part one is what happened to them, part two is how they adapted. They had to become someone else to deal with the betrayals, and new characters were introduced. Overall, this is where the first book could have ended, and it would have still been great with a WILD cliffhanger.
Part three: This is how they finally healed and moved on...SIIIIIKE. Part three was so beautiful to see love bloom, and I may be in the minority, but I am a Vayne fan. Of course, with the beauty of the chapter, you know it has to end in the wildest way. Again, part three had our characters changing so much and more characters becoming more involved that it would have been a great start to book two.
But if this is how it ends, I can't imagine how wild the next installment will be!
I ENJOYED THIS IMMENSELY, but I did have some concerns. I found the prologue confusing because of all the names. As I read on, I gathered what names of people, goddesses, races, and, I believe, the moon and sun. A glossary before the story would be great so people have a foundation as they start to read because it gets wild from the beginning. Additionally, so much happened in this one book. It could have ended after part two and still be a great read.
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Part one: I call this MANIPULATION OVERLOAD. I was hooked after the prologue. I thought, "Yes, I would do this to protect my child. At whatever cost." However, the story continues to unfold, and Ayan's secrets turn into despicable lies and some of the best manipulation I've ever read. The drama had me drooling. And my heart broke for our two POVs, Ara and Stedd.
Part two: If part one is what happened to them, part two is how they adapted. They had to become someone else to deal with the betrayals, and new characters were introduced. Overall, this is where the first book could have ended, and it would have still been great with a WILD cliffhanger.
Part three: This is how they finally healed and moved on...SIIIIIKE. Part three was so beautiful to see love bloom, and I may be in the minority, but I am a Vayne fan. Of course, with the beauty of the chapter, you know it has to end in the wildest way. Again, part three had our characters changing so much and more characters becoming more involved that it would have been a great start to book two.
But if this is how it ends, I can't imagine how wild the next installment will be!
August 17, 2023
"Dawn of the Darkest Day" serves as K.C. Woodruff's debut in the realm of fantasy, and I had the privilege of delving into an early review copy (e-ARC) of this mesmerizing tale. The story transports readers to a fading realm of magic, where an undying ruler, King Vayne Savant, stakes his claim by ruthlessly conquering the continent. The saga kicks off with Savant's brutal usurpation of the Shaethdell throne, setting the stage for a spellbinding narrative.
Nestled within this world is Lakehaven, a city where an heir suddenly uncovers her betrothal to Savant, a revelation that shatters her world on the eve of her nuptials. Ara, torn from her beloved Stedd in Lakehaven, is forced into a marriage with the sinister King Savant. Amidst the backdrop of this forced union, the plot unfolds with assassination plots, deceitful betrayals, epic clashes, and an electrifying undercurrent of desire.
The emotional trajectory embarked upon in this novel is nothing short of remarkable. It's a rollercoaster that whisks readers from seething anger to euphoria and, at times, utter bewilderment—often within the confines of a single chapter. As the story hurtles towards its conclusion, it unveils a staggering climax that leaves jaws on the floor and an insatiable appetite for more.
Without reservation, I wholeheartedly recommend delving into the first installment of the Soultappers series. “Dawn of the Darkest Day” is a symphony of enthralling storytelling, and it lays a strong foundation for what promises to be an unforgettable literary journey.
Nestled within this world is Lakehaven, a city where an heir suddenly uncovers her betrothal to Savant, a revelation that shatters her world on the eve of her nuptials. Ara, torn from her beloved Stedd in Lakehaven, is forced into a marriage with the sinister King Savant. Amidst the backdrop of this forced union, the plot unfolds with assassination plots, deceitful betrayals, epic clashes, and an electrifying undercurrent of desire.
The emotional trajectory embarked upon in this novel is nothing short of remarkable. It's a rollercoaster that whisks readers from seething anger to euphoria and, at times, utter bewilderment—often within the confines of a single chapter. As the story hurtles towards its conclusion, it unveils a staggering climax that leaves jaws on the floor and an insatiable appetite for more.
Without reservation, I wholeheartedly recommend delving into the first installment of the Soultappers series. “Dawn of the Darkest Day” is a symphony of enthralling storytelling, and it lays a strong foundation for what promises to be an unforgettable literary journey.
August 29, 2023
I have so much to say on this one but I'll try to sum it up shorter!
Ara is our FMC and she is forced into marriage by her lying, conniving father (I absolutely hate him and he is a master manipulator. She has to leave behind the love of her life, and artist named Stedd. Stedd's parents were killed in a siege years before- led by none other than King Vayne Savant, which is the king Ara is forced to marry. So naturally, she absolutely hates Savant. As will you basically the first 3/4th of the book. He is abusive and constantly belittles and demeans Ara and its tough to read at times. But, we see Ara just take it with no retaliation and still enjoy her steamy times with him, which made me want to yell at her like GIRL, cut his thing off in his sleep or something lol. Ara makes some good friends in the palace throughout the book, and some turn out to be the opposote of who you think they are and there is so much betrayal throughout this whole story. We get some world building in terms of the Astreans and the Selenes and the differences between them. There are multiple assassination attempts in the book and of course I can't spoil who survives and who does not. The last 20% had me especially enthralled as we see Vayne grow exponentially in terms of character development and trying to be a better husband. The epilogue- will absolutely leave you ready for the next book to see how everything plays out!
Ara is our FMC and she is forced into marriage by her lying, conniving father (I absolutely hate him and he is a master manipulator. She has to leave behind the love of her life, and artist named Stedd. Stedd's parents were killed in a siege years before- led by none other than King Vayne Savant, which is the king Ara is forced to marry. So naturally, she absolutely hates Savant. As will you basically the first 3/4th of the book. He is abusive and constantly belittles and demeans Ara and its tough to read at times. But, we see Ara just take it with no retaliation and still enjoy her steamy times with him, which made me want to yell at her like GIRL, cut his thing off in his sleep or something lol. Ara makes some good friends in the palace throughout the book, and some turn out to be the opposote of who you think they are and there is so much betrayal throughout this whole story. We get some world building in terms of the Astreans and the Selenes and the differences between them. There are multiple assassination attempts in the book and of course I can't spoil who survives and who does not. The last 20% had me especially enthralled as we see Vayne grow exponentially in terms of character development and trying to be a better husband. The epilogue- will absolutely leave you ready for the next book to see how everything plays out!
February 19, 2024
A huge thank you to the author for providing me a copy in exchange for an honest review.
Whew, what a ride. This book was a captivating mix of enemies to lovers, arranged marriage, women in STEM, and a morally (dark) grey MMC. I had some very unpleasant work days following my staying up late into the night because I couldn't put this down.
The heir of Lakehaven, Ara, has lived and loved freely since her escape from a brutal slaughter Shaethdell five years prior. That is until she uncovers that her father has promised her hand to the violent conqueror himself, King Vayne Savant. Ara is forced to abandon everyone and everything she loves and is thrust into a life she never wanted. Lakehaven's monarchy wants Ara back almost as desperately as Stedd, the man who wanted to make Ara his wife before she was ripped away.
But those closest to them will lie, manipulate, and trick in order to get what they want.
What I found most compelling here was that neither side was inherently right or wrong. Savant did things that were wrong, but he did so with the intent to make the world better. Ara did things she felt were right, but that came with terrible consequences. Lakehaven also appeared to be just that, a haven, but there is an underbelly that they keep hidden from the light.
I am anxiously awaiting the next installment. That ending? I don't know how I'm going to wait!
Whew, what a ride. This book was a captivating mix of enemies to lovers, arranged marriage, women in STEM, and a morally (dark) grey MMC. I had some very unpleasant work days following my staying up late into the night because I couldn't put this down.
The heir of Lakehaven, Ara, has lived and loved freely since her escape from a brutal slaughter Shaethdell five years prior. That is until she uncovers that her father has promised her hand to the violent conqueror himself, King Vayne Savant. Ara is forced to abandon everyone and everything she loves and is thrust into a life she never wanted. Lakehaven's monarchy wants Ara back almost as desperately as Stedd, the man who wanted to make Ara his wife before she was ripped away.
But those closest to them will lie, manipulate, and trick in order to get what they want.
What I found most compelling here was that neither side was inherently right or wrong. Savant did things that were wrong, but he did so with the intent to make the world better. Ara did things she felt were right, but that came with terrible consequences. Lakehaven also appeared to be just that, a haven, but there is an underbelly that they keep hidden from the light.
I am anxiously awaiting the next installment. That ending? I don't know how I'm going to wait!
August 29, 2023
The queen of bookstagram meme-dom is now the the queen of dark fantasy!
Dawn of the Darkest Day was such a FUN and WILD read. The world-building here was definitely ambitious, but K.C. managed to pull off such a cool concept in a very entertaining way. We've got blood feuds, enemies AS lovers, first love, politics, science, critiques of capitalism, battle axes, conniving family members, aquatic rescues, Britney Spears inspired costuming (this is canon in my head), and seriously so much more. This book was a delicious parade of "But wait...there's more" and I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS IN BOOK TWO.
Couple quick notes:
1) Re: Ayen - lock him up
2) I was not willing to trust ANYONE in this book, even when I should have, which honestly made for a richer reading experience (just embracing my internal chaos)
3) Without spoiling anything, I had a real jaw dropping moment, which I will NEVER get over, so hold on tight
4) I now see lung capacity in a whole new light
5) My one true hope is secretly for a Vayne/Stedd bromance. Vedd. Stayne? VayneCastle!
And for the pull quote I desperately wish K.C. would use but can't because it's a spoiler:
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Dawn of the Darkest Day was such a FUN and WILD read. The world-building here was definitely ambitious, but K.C. managed to pull off such a cool concept in a very entertaining way. We've got blood feuds, enemies AS lovers, first love, politics, science, critiques of capitalism, battle axes, conniving family members, aquatic rescues, Britney Spears inspired costuming (this is canon in my head), and seriously so much more. This book was a delicious parade of "But wait...there's more" and I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS IN BOOK TWO.
Couple quick notes:
1) Re: Ayen - lock him up
2) I was not willing to trust ANYONE in this book, even when I should have, which honestly made for a richer reading experience (just embracing my internal chaos)
3) Without spoiling anything, I had a real jaw dropping moment, which I will NEVER get over, so hold on tight
4) I now see lung capacity in a whole new light
5) My one true hope is secretly for a Vayne/Stedd bromance. Vedd. Stayne? VayneCastle!
And for the pull quote I desperately wish K.C. would use but can't because it's a spoiler:
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
August 29, 2023
I looooooved this book! I couldn’t stop reading. The characters were so intriguing, I had to find out more about them and their motivations! At first, I wasn’t sure how I would feel about how morally gray Vayne is. When they say gray, they mean GRAYYYYY. But the more you learn about his motivations, the more you begin to understand the choices he makes (not that you always agree with him, man’s gotta grovellllll… but also I’m obsessed with him lmao). And the same goes for all of the characters. I loved that they were all flawed but still tried to do their best. It was just a struggle to get there 😜
I’m very intrigued by the world building in this book as well! I’ve never read about a magic system quite like this one, and it’s so interesting. The political intrigue is very important in this story, and it’s done really well. I feel like we’re just at the tip of the iceberg when it comes to finding out everything that’s going on in this world.
Definitely check your trigger warnings for this one! Things get pretty dark and emotional.
After this cliff hanger, I’m going to do my best to wait patiently for book two… but I won’t make any promises. 😇
Read this if you like:
•Dark Fantasy Romance
•Morally Grey Characters
•Political Intrigue
•Strong World Building
Thank you so much to K. C. Woodruff for letting me read an ARC in exchange for an honest review!
I’m very intrigued by the world building in this book as well! I’ve never read about a magic system quite like this one, and it’s so interesting. The political intrigue is very important in this story, and it’s done really well. I feel like we’re just at the tip of the iceberg when it comes to finding out everything that’s going on in this world.
Definitely check your trigger warnings for this one! Things get pretty dark and emotional.
After this cliff hanger, I’m going to do my best to wait patiently for book two… but I won’t make any promises. 😇
Read this if you like:
•Dark Fantasy Romance
•Morally Grey Characters
•Political Intrigue
•Strong World Building
Thank you so much to K. C. Woodruff for letting me read an ARC in exchange for an honest review!
July 18, 2023
I absolutely devoured this book. It’s one of those stories that you race through because you can’t stop, and you just feel all the emotions, rage, pain, fear, excitement—and I legit laughed out loud so much.
For any traditional romantasy readers, this isn’t a story about the bad boy who secretly has a heart of gold. These characters are gray—really gray. There are some complex and uncomfortable issues of morality/immorality and human nature in this one. Even the heroes do things that make you want to scream (or cry).
It reminds me some of Joe Abercrombie but with a bit more hope (please let there be a bit more hope!). These characters are flawed, and I don’t even always agree with them when they are forgiving of others. But that’s also what made this story so interesting and impossible to put down. It’s unique, and it doesn’t shy away from hard truths and the wrongs of humanity. Yet, at the same time, like in an Abercrombie novel, there are moments where your heart swells for the small changes, the small comforts and kindnesses, and the struggles to connect that these characters experience.
I’ll just be over here dying of anticipation for book 2.
I received an ARC copy of this book for an honest review.
For any traditional romantasy readers, this isn’t a story about the bad boy who secretly has a heart of gold. These characters are gray—really gray. There are some complex and uncomfortable issues of morality/immorality and human nature in this one. Even the heroes do things that make you want to scream (or cry).
It reminds me some of Joe Abercrombie but with a bit more hope (please let there be a bit more hope!). These characters are flawed, and I don’t even always agree with them when they are forgiving of others. But that’s also what made this story so interesting and impossible to put down. It’s unique, and it doesn’t shy away from hard truths and the wrongs of humanity. Yet, at the same time, like in an Abercrombie novel, there are moments where your heart swells for the small changes, the small comforts and kindnesses, and the struggles to connect that these characters experience.
I’ll just be over here dying of anticipation for book 2.
I received an ARC copy of this book for an honest review.
May 20, 2024
This book was a wild ride, lol. The characters were all really flawed; Savant is a villain in its own right, and Ara was very frustrating. Savant and Ara had a really complex relationship where they did unforgivable things to each other. They actually had "believable" development, which makes me excited to see what's next.
I enjoyed this book, but it is clearly a conflicting one lol 🤌
I enjoyed this book, but it is clearly a conflicting one lol 🤌
July 7, 2023
I was fortunate enough to be an early reader for this, and believe me when I say you don't know the ride you're in for! Dawn of the Darkest Day is a richly-woven romantic fantasy that will leave you swooning and screaming in equal measure. All the characters are so compelling - you'll love some, hate others, then argue with your reading buddies about why you love and hate them and vice versa! There are so many emotional gut punches and twists throughout, and when it came to the final section of the book I stayed up way later than I should have, because I just had to finish it.
The romance is a big part of the book, but that isn't all it is. There is a LOT of worldbuilding going on here and so many elements that I can't wait to see more of as the series continues. If you like epic fantasy on a sprawling scale with unforgettable characters and a dark twisty romance, do not miss out on this book!
The romance is a big part of the book, but that isn't all it is. There is a LOT of worldbuilding going on here and so many elements that I can't wait to see more of as the series continues. If you like epic fantasy on a sprawling scale with unforgettable characters and a dark twisty romance, do not miss out on this book!
May 3, 2025
"Love is a spectrum, not a duality. There are many types. Your options aren't limited to being in love or not at all."
*FUNNY ENOUGH* that’s exactly how I feel about this book. Am I in love with it? NO. Do I hate it? Also NO. It was good enough to keep me hooked (especially the ending, damn you K.C. Woodruff), but it was lacking something and I still can’t pinpoint exactly what that is. I definitely needed more depth to the characters. I wasn’t buying the love story (with anyone). I’ll still probably read the next one when it comes out, but I’ve never felt more confused about a book than I do about this one. I need more friends to read this so we can talk about it- is it just me??
*FUNNY ENOUGH* that’s exactly how I feel about this book. Am I in love with it? NO. Do I hate it? Also NO. It was good enough to keep me hooked (especially the ending, damn you K.C. Woodruff), but it was lacking something and I still can’t pinpoint exactly what that is. I definitely needed more depth to the characters. I wasn’t buying the love story (with anyone). I’ll still probably read the next one when it comes out, but I’ve never felt more confused about a book than I do about this one. I need more friends to read this so we can talk about it- is it just me??
August 21, 2023
I haven't dabbled too much with dark fantasy, but this book is going to make me go look for more of them!
I loved falling into this unique fantasy world, that includes:
- An enemies to lovers trope (with a few twists along the way)
- Court politics
- A unique magic system
- A reluctant hero
- AND MORE.
Dialogue was great, the will-they-won't-they keeps you flipping pages, and yes - there is some appropriately placed spice ;)
If you enjoyed: ACOTAR or Serpent and the Wings of Night, go check this out!
I loved falling into this unique fantasy world, that includes:
- An enemies to lovers trope (with a few twists along the way)
- Court politics
- A unique magic system
- A reluctant hero
- AND MORE.
Dialogue was great, the will-they-won't-they keeps you flipping pages, and yes - there is some appropriately placed spice ;)
If you enjoyed: ACOTAR or Serpent and the Wings of Night, go check this out!
February 3, 2025
2ish⭐️ what a disappointing book to try to stop my reading slump!! I’m sorry?! did I really have about 80% of a book include rape, abuse, suicide, cheating and death to try to then convince me the mmc is likeable? LOL. Shame because there were elements to the world I liked, but I found this sooooo painful dammit
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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