I have been working my way through this missionary biography since the beginning of the year. This was a super influential book for my husband and we ended up using "Paton" as our second son's middle name, so this was an obligatory read for me. He is best know for his response to the well meaning warning from a church elder after he announced his intentions to travel to the South Pacific New Hebrides islands to bring the gospel to it's inhabitants. His epic response was:
"Mr. Dickson, you are advanced in years now, and your own prospect is soon to be laid in the grave, there to be eaten by worms, I confess to you, that if I can but live and die serving and honoring the Lord Jesus, it will make no difference to me whether I am eaten by cannibals or by worms; and in theGreat Day my resurrection body will arise as fair as yours in the likeness of our risen Redeemer."
Insert mic drop. He is so detailed in his accounts and his stories are thrilling, but there are also so many unshared details. He really gives no specifics of his personal relationship with his wives (several died), nor his children, nor of the practicalities of life on the islands. After he arrived, he is constantly in the process of almost being killed by some native. And in one of these instances, lies my favorite quote of the book:
"I climbed into the tree, and was left there alone in the bush. The hours I spent there live all before me as if it were but of yesterday. I heard the frequent discharging of muskets, and the yells of the savages. Yet I sat there among the branches, as safe in the arms of Jesus. Never, in all my sorrows, did my Lord draw nearer to me, and speak more soothingly in my soul, than when the moonlight flickered among these chestnut leaves, and the night air played on my throbbing brow, as I told all my heart to Jesus. Alone, yet not alone! If it be to glorify my God, I will not grudge to spend many nights alone in such a tree, to feel again my Savior's spiritual presence, to enjoy His consoling fellowship. If thus thrown back upon your own soul, alone, all, all alone, in the midnight, in the bush, in the very embrace of death itself, have you a Friend that will not fail you then?"
This quote summarizes John Paton to me. He experiences sorrow upon sorrow, constant danger upon danger, but He is always consoled by His Friend Jesus and somehow Jesus rescues Him from every scrape. He lives a long, full life and has the privilege of seeing the islanders miraculously confess Christ and establish a church. He had contextual convictions that believers would disagree with today, but His passion for the gospel is beyond admirable and I pray my little Judah Paton shares this same sentiment.