Ceciline lives to serve her Mistress—the wise, warm, and mysterious witch who raised her. Together, they live a peaceful life tucked away in their cottage in the woods. The witch works her magic, and Ceciline follows closely behind, sweeping floors, gathering ingredients, and staying alert should her Mistress need her for anything. The witch refuses to teach her any spells or incantations. But Ceciline doesn't mind. She's perfectly happy with the way things are. She only wishes to be useful.
But things change when a mysterious traveler lands on her doorstep with a thump. And the closer the two become, the more Ceciline questions whether the witch is protecting her...or imprisoning her.
I Live to Serve the Witch is a story about trauma, and how it tends to be passed on and on and on and...
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, Mystery, LGBTQ, New Adult, Light Novel
As a woman who suffers from depression and social anxiety, I’ve made it my mission to candidly share my experiences with the hopes of helping others dealing with the same. This extends into my fiction work, where I pen tales about woeful women trying their best, with a surrealist, magical touch. Inspired by surrealist authors like Haruki Murakami, Sayaka Murata, and Lemony Snicket, my stories are dark and humorous with a hint…well, a bunch…of absurdity.
In the fantasy world it’s not always fairytales, sometimes it’s nightmares! Ceciline is loyal to a fault & is dedicated to serving a powerful witch, only to start questioning what loyalty, freedom, and purpose truly mean. When Grace arrives, introducing Ceciline to a world unknown and making questionable statements about being imprisoned Ceciline slowly begins to think differently,
This was one witch you didn’t want to cross! This story was complex with very intriguing characters, that had heartbreaking & complicated pasts. It was difficult to decide who to root for. Ultimately, the back stories make you second guess who “the bad guys” really are. The dynamic between the witch & her protege gives the book real emotional depth, as I was not expecting to love these characters this much!
Overall an enjoyable read that I can see myself reading again in the future! It was fun and perfect for readers who love well written fantasy stories with personality and a little extra razzle dazzle!
A surprisingly complex story which manages to deal with complicated issues elegantly despite its short length. It could have benefited from being longer, I reckon, but it works as is. The writing style is easy to digest and I loved watching the characters' stories unfold!
rate this a ⭐️⭐️⭐️ and .5 for spice. This light novel is only 180 pgs but it’s filled with magic, deception, betrayal, love (FF & MF), and SO many plot twists. My heart broke for all the characters even the “villains” because all they ever wanted was love, happiness, and family and they were met with everything BUT that. This novel gave off Hansel and Gretel vibes and also showed how trauma can plague generations. I loved how brave our FMC was. I loved how Friday just wanted his brothers happiness. I loved how Sunday only wanted his wife’s happiness so the way his story unfolds really hurt my heart. Grace’s plot twists were the most surprising to me. Although the plot twists were great there were so many I sometimes felt like I was getting whiplash lol. Overall this was a good read and I recommend it. I look forward to book 2!! I look forward to reading about those dance moves 😂
i had a pretty nice time with this book! i think it executes its theming well and super clearly, and the characters were charming and engaging. the world was fun, too! i love a good old fashioned cauldrons and brooms style magic. the plot was fun as well, i spent the whole book wondering where exactly these stories would converge and that was a good time! i do really wish it had more length to support how much actually happens, though. things happen very quickly and i really wish there was more time spent on things, a lot of stuff i thought would be super interesting and fun is sort of just rushed through which was disappointing. i especially felt this way when it came to most of asoka and sunday's life being in one chapter, and the main romance, which felt super underdeveloped to me. but since this is a series (and, you know, blah blah uhaul lesbians) it might get fleshed out in a future book. and despite all that, it being a short read was still a pretty pleasant experience! it was light and fast and just a fun time overall!
i wish i knew what the target audience was, age wise? i saw it labelled as new adult, which doesn't quite feel right to me? i was kind of under the impression it was ya or something but i will admit these concepts are kind of out of my knowledge base. i only say this because i kind of felt talked down to a lot of the time? like, i was told more than shown a lot of the time, especially when it came to characters emotions and things that were there to express the theme. i kind of felt like the author didn't trust me to understand the meaning behind the narrative. a lot of the language felt quite simple as well, which isn't in itself a bad thing, but felt related to this point. but like, maybe this is for a younger audience and i'm coming at it from the wrong mindset so that could be on me!
the couple illustrations in the book were a pleasant surprise and a super cute touch! a lot of the book was stuff that made me oh "oh cute :)" in general. i thought the anecdote about the sugarcane was cute, the details about potion ingredients as well, and the little animals outside were super sweet. despite the dark subject matter at times i think the tone is kept very manageably light which makes for a super chill casual read :) i had fun!
WHAT ?! What do you mean only 104 ratings !? This was a delight ! I am absolutely BEWITCHED by this read !
A magical read from Beginning to end. A story that readers will want to read more than once. Cecily is probably one of my favourite FMC's written in fiction in forever. She is a ray of sunshine and I have not read a book that captures the beautiful resilience and hope of a sunshine character.
Split into 2 story lines, I Live to Serve the Witch is a Magical Fantasy story about witches and curses and ultimately, love. The MC, Cecily lives to serve the witch who saved her. The witch creates magic and brews spells, while Cecily will tend to the garden and sweep floors. In their isolated cottage, life couldn't be more content for Cecily. Then appears Grace, who teaches Cecily that there is more to the world than serving the witch.
What drew me into this story was the examples of love. In this short read, Jacque Aye masterfully crafts stories of love. With compelling characters and an atmosphere that gave a mixture of ghibli / hansel and gretel / fairy tale vibes.
and the ART?! hello ?! I don't think I'll ever be calm about this book. 5 stars. highly recommend.
So I just finished I Live to Serve The Witch by and I was thinking it would be a nice fairytale about like sapphic girls overcoming an evil witch kind of typical fairytale but man…what I got was a heartbreaking story that made me cry three times in the span of less than 190 pages. That is magic in itself. This is a book with fairytale logic and a sense of whimsy but I truly didn't expect how tragic it got at parts. Anyway highly recommend, like wow. A short book with a heavy punch.
This was so beautifully written. I could not put it down and stayed up late just to finish it! The way all the stories and twists came together at the end was amazing and the ending was super satisfying.
Been a very long while since a story had me so perplexed and also intrigued. Initially the story was giving me Tangled vibes and I thought that was where the story was going. But then halfway through, hit with a double whammy that somehow worked
I cannot explain to you the state I am in right now because of this book. I am so sad, and happy, and just is awe of the feelings captured in this short book.
Hear me out, if you took the movie Sinners (2025) and turned it into a studio Ghibli movie, that would be the vibes of this book. I know that sounds crazy but I said you gotta hear me out okay!! I Live to Serve the Witch was so whimsical and innocent, but also had elements of horror, despair, and betrayal that had me gagged. It also had the mysteriousness of a studio Ghibli film, explaining what was needed as the story was told and choosing not to explain certain aspects to let the story be filled with its own unknown. It tackled what it looks like to do something good at a heavy cost, what people are willing to do for power, and more, all while playing on aspects of fairytales of old you may begin to recognize as you read.
Jacque Aye is such an incredible and lyrical writer. I felt totally absorbed into her character’s points of views and embraced by her depictions of this world, its characters, and the magic surrounding it all. One thing I didn’t know about this book going into it was the multiple points of views and storylines within the book. I was thrown off by this at first but you have to trust the process. Because the way everything comes together at the end had me GASPING and talking to myself about how it all connected!!!!
I loved this fantastical witchy read. Jacque has a fan in me and I cannot wait to read more of her work!
Quotes I loved:
“No, I wasn’t a prisoner. I was an apprentice. And my purpose was to serve the witch. I chose to serve the witch. And in that moment, I’d failed her.”
“Love can truly be a powerful force. Too powerful, I’m afraid.”
“You deserve more than care, Ceciline. You deserve to be loved.”
I really enjoyed this novel! From the multiple character perspectives to the different timelines to the mystery surrounding the witch - it was a thrilling read that I binged in a week.
As not the biggest romance fan, it had a great balance of romance throughout the story. My only issue with the story was having 2 brothers with similar names made it hard to keep track which brother was which.
5/5 - highly recommend to those enjoy magic in present day & wlw stories
i just couldn’t connect to the characters at all, like i didn’t care about any of them. i though the plot was good but the writing made me feel so removed from it. the ending was good and seeing how everything connected but this felt more like a fairy tale like hansel and gretel which should be told in a much shorter way or inspiration for a longer book
Jacque put her foot in this book. It was a short, but very beautiful story. Nice bit of romance, twists, and the storytelling was immaculate. It really felt like I was watching a fairytale movie — would love to see her write more versions of witchy vibe books in the future!
It has been a long time since I sat and DEVOURED a book in less than 24 hours (one that I didn't have to read for work, anyway), but this one grabbed me right away and didn't let go.
The characters are so nicely rendered and lovable. The worldbuilding is quite soft, but in a way that lends to a cozy, whimsical atmosphere. The book deals with heavy topics like trauma and abuse in a way that feels realistic, respectful, and faithful to the overall tone from the novel. (There are so many fantasy books that break into 21st-century therapy-speak to discuss mental health. This one doesn't!). Despite the darkness and tragedy that the story grapples with, there's something cozy about it that I can't put my finger on.
There are a few hiccups in the narrative where the characterization could be stronger, which bring this down a star for me. I do think that this would have suffered a bit if it were stretched out into a longer, epic-fantasy-length novel. As it is, the story clips along nicely, and it does A LOT in less than 200 pages.
I will say that I'm a little scared to see that this is the first book in a series. The story and main themes seem to be wrapped up very nicely in this one. As such, I'm not sure what a full sequel will do that a solid 10-page epilogue couldn't. However, I might be intrigued enough to read what comes next...
TL;DR: Fantasy book about the persistence of generational trauma somehow feels like a warm hug... but maybe that's just my mommy issues talking.
Obligatory mention that I received a free ARC of this book and am leaving a review voluntarily.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
The change in POVs per chapter was interesting. I didn't love it or hate it. It was just different.
I feel like there is some Info missing. I guess my main question when reading this book was: "how is the MC so self aware?" It sounds like she has been with the witch since she was a child and acts of service was a way for her to feel useful and to thank the witch for taking her in…. BUT there is a big difference between a character going “I know what will help her feel better I'll make tea!" and "I reverted to the only way I'd ever shown care- to be at service."
Unless someone straight up told her you are a servant, I would image a child who grew up in these conditions would think they were helpful not someone who loves to serve.
And maybe the definitions are loosely connected in this book and I’m just defining it a bit more literal than it needs to be.
But some of the ways the main character was thinking and acting didn’t really match the background that I had of her. Even when she would compare something, she read to the real world I felt like some of those comparisons would’ve been wrong and would’ve really highlighted how little she knows and taught herself. But in the book every time she compared a situation to something she read, it was either irrelevant or accurate.
I was slightly curious about how the separate storylines were going to intertwine. Once the big reveals started, the pacing of the book sped up a lot. I think after a point there ended up being slightly too many revelations and connections.
Overall, the storyline wasn’t bad. It was kinda whimsy and cute. I just didn’t really connect with the characters or the layout of the book. I think I just needed a little bit more information from every single character.
🐈⬛️I LIVE TO SERVE THE WITCH🐈⬛️ By JACQUE AYE A Coloredpages Booktour
SYNOPSIS:: Ceciline lives to serve her Mistress—the wise, warm, and mysterious witch who raised her. Together, they live a peaceful life tucked away in their cottage in the woods. The witch works her magic, and Ceciline follows closely behind, sweeping floors, gathering ingredients, and staying alert should her Mistress need her for anything. The witch refuses to teach her any spells or incantations. But Ceciline doesn't mind. She's perfectly happy with the way things are. She only wishes to be useful.
But things change when a mysterious traveler lands on her doorstep with a thump. And the closer the two become, the more Ceciline questions whether the witch is protecting her...or imprisoning her.
I Live to Serve the Witch is a story about trauma, and how it tends to be passed on and on and on and...
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, Mystery, LGBTQ, New Adult, Light Novel, Novella
💭THOUGHTS: This was a quick entertaining read to start off the Halloween season. I recommend this to more mature teenagers and young adults, as there is a smidge of spice, like a sprinkle. Ceciline, under the guidance of the Witch who she's served since being saved by a dysfunctional family comes across a battered companion, Grace who helps her to figure out if Ceciline is being useful or kept imprisoned. It took a minute to really dive into the trail this story went on, but once engulfed I didn't see it all unfolding the way it did. I love when a story comes full circle and this one did not disappoint. Thanks to @coloredpagesbt and the author @jacqueaye for allowing me to me on this tour and for the gifted copy of the book.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
I genuinely thoroughly enjoyed the bejeebers out of this book. I spent so LONG trying to figure out how the various characters' stories were connected and when it was finally revealed it blew my mind!!!! This author has a gift for writing reveals in an impactful way and writing interconnected stories without giving everything away. The only thing keeping it from being a 5 star was the ending. It felt kind of rushed and underdeveloped. The end felt satisfying, but I think a few key moments could have been expanded on to give the ending a more full feeling.
All of the characters felt developed and real, like people I know. The emotions and trauma are all impactful and complex. And it feels like everything tied up nicely with a bow, I felt like every question I had was answered by the end of the book!
And the characters names??? Beautiful choices, every name felt so thoughtfully chosen!
The cover art (maybe I'm not supposed to review that part lol) is so freaking beautiful I want to print out a large poster and stick it on my wall. Before I read the book I sat and stared at the cover art for an embarrassingly long amount of time, lol. When I was done with the book, I revisited the cover art and just took in all the details. I found it to be magnetizing and it's what drew me to the book in the first place.
“How ironic that I’d become the prisoner Grace had accused me of being all along.”
What a surprising read this one was! This is a short book (less than 200 pages), yet it doesn’t feel like it, and in the best way. There is a lot happening, and it’s never what you would expect —at all. The pacing is fast, and everything is important here. I, honestly, didn’t see most of the twists happen (which is pretty rare), and that effect of surprise was helped (a lot) by the choice of the multi POV (and writing style). The whole thing is pretty mesmerizing, and I’ll surely read this story more than once. I loved the many references to fairy tales, and to witchy folklore (in a wide sense). It kept me engaged, and it contributed to the mystery lingering in this story as you wonder what truly happens (again, for the best). Because, in the end, I Live to Serve the Witch is before anything else a story about identity, about who you are, from where you come from and what do you want to do. It’s a story about love (even though well intentioned), about how it can break you, heal you, confuse you, about how you can hurt someone just because you love them. And it’s a story about perspective,about how differently the same event can be perceived, about how someone’s truth can be someone else’s lie. Believe me, no matter if it's a short one, it’s a story you truly want to read!
Thank you to the author and Colored Pages PR for the eARC. My opinions are my own.
I’m sitting here having just finished this book and I genuinely don’t know how exactly to describe what I just read.
This book wasn’t at all what I thought it would be. The writing style is just so different from anything else I’ve read recently. It felt almost lyrical? Which doesn’t feel like the right word. The prose and storytelling had a magical quality to it that catches you and holds it in its spell til the last page and beyond.
This story has multiple POVs with intertwined timelines and characters. I did have a feeling about halfway through that one character might be related to another one but I couldn’t quite figure it out until the end.
Books like this are so interesting. It’s a retelling of Hansel and Gretel of sorts with elements of other fairy tales woven in. There wasn’t a part in the book that felt overindulgent or unnecessary. I mean the book is like 180 pages so…I would really hope that’s the case. But there is so much trauma and guilt and innocence wrapped up in this story. I basically inhaled this in like three hours barely moving the entire time.
Also, I was able to get the Satisfiction edition of this book which is absolutely gorgeous. I definitely recommend this book if you need something new to give your mind a new way of reading. It’s not a feel good escapism story but it’s a damn good one all the same.
I liked the actual prose writing of this, but the plot didn't work for me. Without getting into true spoiler territory, this is the kind of story where several characters are revealed to be other characters in a way that made the world of the story seem small. Some of these reveals are obvious, and some are just confusing.
That said, I did enjoy Ceciline's storyline in particular, where she's forced to grapple with being gaslit by her mother figure. I felt like her storyline was the most interesting---the rest read like fairytales, complete with reveals that they were somehow tied to Grimm characters. Personally, I'd have preferred more focus on developing those characters rather than try to tie them into remixed retellings, but that's me all the time. I know some people will really enjoy these 'twisted fairytale' elements.
I didn't have a bad time here, I just felt like the story tried to do too much too quickly and ended up skipping over the elements that would have made it a unique read. I'd definitely check out the author's other work, though.
Thank you to BookSirens and the author for the ARC copy.
Part dark fairy tale, part whimsical fantasy. I loved this witchy novella as it explored themes regarding the repetitive cycles of trauma. The character was a perfect combination of flawed and endearing displaying how achingly human they were, including the more villainous characters.
I purchased the Satisfiction special edition and enjoyed the illustrations and beautiful end pages and artistry.
The only thing was the pacing felt off for me. For how short the story was it felt as if the pacing was really slow and then became super fast towards the end. This could very well be due to the fact I wanted to stay in this world with these characters a bit longer. 🤷🏾♀️ However that doesn’t take away from how phenomenal this story was.
An excellent choice for readers that enjoy surrealist fantasy with a dash of dark and delectable whimsy.
Pros: - BLACK WITCHY SAPPHIC FANTASYYYYY BLACK WITCHY SAPPHIC FANTASYYYYY - I loved the interweaving narrative, especially because you were wondering how it could connect the whole time and once it does I was just ‼️‼️‼️‼️ - Ceciline! What a lil sweetie. She deserves the world - the WITCH. Love her, honestly. Definitely a WILF - I loved the lore that was just so casually set up. You definitely feel like you’re just getting a glimpse of the world - I want to live in the cottage do they have a spare room
Cons: - the writing is a bit choppy. It’s not terrible by any means, but at points it does take you out of the story
Overall: This was very fun and I will be reading with plenty of snacks and some tea
2.5/5 ⭐ I really enjoyed the overall concept and how the two stories connected at the end. the characters were all unique and brought new personalities to the story.
one of my issues was the pacing. I think some of the timeline could have been more fleshed out. it definitely wasn't too long and had room to flesh out those oddly paced moments. additionally because it's a very short book it was sometimes difficult to connect with the character and follow the story.
my second issue was the dialogue. it felt childish at times using casual terms like "y'know" or "huh". in my opinion it was distracting.
overall I had a good time and would recommend this if you want a fun/dark quick read!
So good, no notes. I read this in practically one sitting. The author must have used magic while writing this because I was entranced. I physically could not put this book down. There were multiple POVs and I so desperately needed to know how they connected. I didn't put two and two together until nearly the end of the book. Needless to say, my mind was spinning but in the best way. Read this if you're looking for something dark, whimsical, and magical with a bunch of various fairy tale themes thrown in there. If you especially love witches, you'll love this book. And it's perfect for the fall season!
I read this book in one sitting. It was fast paced and really tugged on my emotional heartstrings. You really FEEL for these characters.
My one gripe is that there are several instances in the story where plot points are just 'told' and not really flushed out. Just tell yourself...it's okay, look past it and enjoy what's in front of you🤣 However, the bonus of this gripe, is that the story moves along! I was never bored and I couldn't put the book down.
Read this book if you want:
Witchy vibes A dive into the effects of generational trauma Fast paced storytelling To get out of a reading slump Magic Mystery
This was a nice quick read! As someone trying to get back into the habit of reading for fun it was a nice start. The story felt a bit convoluted at first but everything slowly comes together by the last few chapters. I found myself definitely on the edge of my seat and reading the last 80 pages with excitement for what would come next. I wish Ceciline's feelings towards the end could have been explored a bit more. It would have been cool to know more about her thought process on the years she spent alone and the habits she would've had to break to truly find herself. But I guess in hindsight that could be a small story on its own. All and all, I enjoyed the book for what it is!