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113 pages, Kindle Edition
Published May 14, 2024

It occurs to me that our feeling for each other is like the tide: we're always there, sometimes closer - high tide - and sometimes further away - low tide - but always present. And when we see each other, we're like fireflies. All flickering, magical, necessary for life.



I don't know if I mentioned this specifically, perhaps not in a letter, though maybe when we met up before I left to come and live here here for good, but part of what pushed me to make this radical life change was the need to feel that my existence had meaning, that I was spending each day doing something I cared about and could feel proud of at the end of my life. And that's just what I found in being Seño Velia, the woman who has meetings with people about books, who tries to motivate children to love reading and books as much as she does, and who supports the teachers.
Tomorrow I start a diploma in reading promotion, and with it my project, Motete. We've chosen three areas of Quibdo where I'll start running the workshops.
And so this project is coming together. This basket, this Motete, is filling up. The slogan for my project is 'Contenidos que tejen' - contents that weave - and every day I like it more. Every day I realise that these contents are weaving fulfillment and happiness within me...
The thing is, motetes have been used to carry food for the body: plaintains, bushmeat, fish. Our is to fill them with food for the soul: art, culture, books. And just as motetes are woven by hand, I thought these new contents would also form a fabric: the fabric of society, of community, the fabric of souls.
I grew a lot. I learned. But most of all I tried to weave a new way of relating to my father that hurt as little as possible.
I'm like the Pacific Ocean, pressing at the river with its tides to make it flow the other way, or lapping at the land when its waters rise, when it feels like gaining inches of new ground. You need strong motivation to stick to this way of life, which isn't exactly a fight against the world, but rather the certainty of forging your own path.
To my recipient,
simply for being there.