Susan Musgrave is a Canadian poet and children's writer. She was born in Santa Cruz, California to Canadian parents, and currently lives in British Columbia, dividing her time between Sidney and Haida Gwaii.
Musgrave was married to Stephen Reid, a writer, convicted bank robber and former member of the infamous band of thieves known as the Stopwatch Gang. Their relationship was chronicled in 1999 in the CBC series Life and Times.
She currently teaches creative writing in the University of British Columbia's Optional Residency Master of Fine Arts Program.
Recognizing a life in writing, the Writers' Trust presented Susan Musgrave with the 2014 Matt Cohen Award for her lifetime of work.
You smell of the woods you smell of lonely places.
You smell of death of dreams I am afraid of.
I reach out to touch you but you aren't there.
You have gone into the only darkness animals come from.
* * *
Making Blood
We are dancing
we are making blood
our bodies disguise the dance where love is impossible to hide.
We know the way, they memory's bone-music
our bodies enter the dance
we are making each other
our of visions, our of old photographs
we are dancing
out of the words we have spoken for other people
out of the long silence
we are breaking
into the dance that is the real bond
we are making animal blood.
* * *
Today
I saw our ghosts making love under the trees.
Your ghost was a dark tide rising to flood the earth.
My ghost started crying: the future seemed so predictable.
* * *
The Child Is Father of the Man
The rat has been dead under the sink for three days.
You poisoned it. It died while we were making love one night
when the baby is born I will still be indifferent.
* * *
A Private Joke, for Al Purdy
Write about all the horrors, an American tells me on an unmapped street corner in Mexico City handing out invitations to a flowing existential experience. I lie about who I am. I don't want to write anything about Mexico.
And turn away. Hey, Canada, come back and talk.
I think of All and Eurithe at a party in Progreso. Al got drunk and left his bathing suit behind. Could have happened to anyone. The cook passed out on the floor (broken dishes, delusions, etc.). It couldn't have happened anywhere.
The American wants statistics. He wants to meet later - to communicate openly. I agree and lie about my address.
And take a direct flight to Vancouver in the morning, sitting next to a doctor who tell me women bleed longer in Mexico.
* * *
The Impstone, for Roy Kiyooka and Daphne Marlatt
i
The day the man stumbled and cursed the stone's existence
the stone created woman out of another stone.
Darkness fell like a thick velvet curtain over the land. The stone saw that it was good.
And on the seventh day he rested.
ii
This stone has been rained on this stone has been left out in the dark.
This stone has been stepped on though it never hurt anyone.
Pick up the stone - you will notice these scars. Drop it again it won't blame you.
iii
This stone is the guilt each person takes upon him;
this stone is a mass-murderer, a poet, a thief.
This stone is a god, a failure, a government.
This stone stands for nothing - it has no country.
iv
This stone was an island once; tourists would take picnics to its beaches; fishermen would take shelter in its coves.
The stone knew what it felt like to be sinking. Some people changed the island's name in memory of a dead politician.
v
In your house nobody mentions this stone. It is asleep beside the fireplace, it is dreaming of warmth.
Nobody mentions it because they are frightened.
Nobody feels it because they are cold.
One night it changes into an apparition.
Nobody knows why.
Your house trembles like an animal dying. It sees its reflection for the first time.
vi
This stone knows what it's like to be chipped away into nothing
to be blown up into pieces to make roads for people to walk down complaining all the way.
This stone should have been a writer knowing the truth's disguised as a bulldozer or a typewriter
knowing the devil is always present wearing a white carnation
being sucked like a cigar
until he succeeds.
vii
This stone is everybody's culture hero. He has been made to explains his dream once too often.
His dream is the same scene over and over. He is standing with a loaded gun in his mouth trying to explain his feelings.