Hmmm, what to say, what to say...? I think I may be suffering from erotic romance overload, but I hope I can give this book a fair review anyway. This book was actually a pretty hot erotic romantic suspense, and I loved the hero of the book, although to be honest, the heroine tried my patience a few times. High marks should be given to the wonderful hero who put up with all the heroine's quirks and neuroses--I'm not sure I would've had the patience to hang in there like he did.
Serena Macafee is an up-and-coming photographer with a traumatic past. Because of her horrific past, she likes sex with no strings attached, no emotions given. She doesn't really 'do' relationships. Her current assignment is to photograph successful sculptor Kevin Riley at work at his Louisiana bayou studio. With his long black hair, heavily muscled 6'5" Greek-god body, intense blue eyes on his fallen angel's face, sexy Cajun accent, and his "fabulous a**", Hostess Twinkie-lovin' Kevin is a living breathing fantasy come to life. Serena sure would like to explore the intense attraction she has for this man. But there's one problem. Kevin doesn't seem to know that Serena's alive.
Not true. Kevin is well aware of Serena. In fact, he's noticed everything about her, from her pixie cut blonde hair to her serious brown eyes, to her curvy body and long legs. He's even noticed how she buttons her oxford shirts to right under her chin, which drives him absolutely crazy. But while lusting for Serena, he can't help but remember another artist-type woman like her who used him and abused him--his former girlfriend. Which makes Kevin a little gun-shy.
So, these two wary people have the hots for each other, but it doesn't take long before that attraction explodes into a very hot, intense affair. There's steamy encounter after steamy encounter. Kevin finds himself falling hard for Serena. But Serena, she's not sure what she feels. Kevin makes her feel and she doesn't want to feel. It's not safe for her to feel something for someone. She remembers all too well what happened to her twin sister when she let herself give all of herself to someone she loved. So Serena doesn't like how vulnerable Kevin makes her feel. But she finds herself needing him, wanting him with a passion that surprises her. She knows that she's messed up emotionally, with feelings of guilt about what happened to her sister, and thinks it would be best for Kevin if she just ended the affair, and let him get on with his life. But she's having a hard time giving him up.
Kevin knows that Serena is having trouble commiting to him totally, and he knows about her tragic past, and he's willing to give her time. If only she would trust him. But Serena is used to being on her own and relying on no one but herself. And when her past comes back to haunt her and she has a stalker after her, she tells no one. Not Kevin, nor the police. But when her stalker increases his threats, it's time for Serena to face her past once and for all, and allow someone to be there for her. Will facing her past and the threats to her life allow her to accept a future with Kevin?
Serena frustrated me big time! First of all, she has a stalker threatening her life and she does nothing. I realize that she doesn't trust the police because of what happened to her sister (to say more would be a spoiler), but come on--do something. Hire a private investigator, tells someone, anyone...take it seriously! It's not going to go away. Let someone help you. She's finally forced to tell Kevin because some threats on her life happen right in front of him. I'm not so sure she would have told him otherwise. Also, this girl needed a therapist big time. She knows she's messed up emotionally because of what happened to her sister (and her) but she shuts herself off from her past, just hoping to forget. It just doesn't work that way. So yeah, her attitude of 'I'm going to brave it alone' aggravated me sometimes.
On the other hand, Kevin was so sweet, so loving, and way too patient with her sometimes. He fell hard and fast for her, and those sexy Cajun-accented French endearments he whispered to her..."bebe, cher, mon amour, mon coeur, Je t'aime..."--all swoon worthy. Why didn't Serena just tie him up and never let him get away? I kept wanting her to say "I love you too!"
Anyway, the author did a pretty nice job with the suspense aspect of the book. She tossed out a handful of possible suspects, and had me guessing for a bit, but I was pretty sure I knew who the psycho stalker was. The resolution of that plotline was pretty chilling, and I thought for sure after that harrowing episode that Serena would realize that she never wanted to be without Kevin and she would do anything to have a life with him. But true to form, Serena was her old stubborn self, and it took an eleventh hour revelation to get her on the right track. If I was Kevin, I'm not so sure I would totally believe in her. I'm guessing that there may be a few rocky times in their future.
To sum up, if you like hot, pretty explicit, romantic suspense, with a sexy to-die-for hero, a troubled, sometimes aggravating but mostly likable heroine, then this book is for you. I'm curious to see what else this author can come up with, and I'll certainly check out any future books. This was mostly a steamy, enjoyable read--4 stars!