I have read a lot of Lurelene McDaniels' books, and they are not exactly filled with surprises. There is usually at least one character who dies, whether by accident or illness, and the main character(s) has to come to terms with this even. Sometimes the death is at the beginning and we are seeing the main characters put their lives back together. Sometimes it is at the end of the book and a long illness that the characters have delt with through the story. I tend to know what to expect when picking up one of her books, and they are oddly books I find comfort in. This book was no exception; however, this book was unique from many of her others, in all the wrong ways.
Spoiler alert: My biggest problem with the book is the love triangle. This is, in my opinion, the laziest, most annoying trope found in YA literature, and so much of what comes out anymore has it. This love triangle was particularly heinous. Two of the three main girls, Ari and Ciena, like the same guy, Jon, but Ciena doesn't let Ari know and tries to ignore her feelings because Ari has had a hard life battling cancer. Meanwhile, Jon likes Ciena, but she insists he keep it quiet, again for Ari's sake. The main girls all end up going to Italy for the months, and they plan to be in Rome for Ari's birthday. This is where Jon becomes a total creep. Ari invites him to come and celebrate her birthday with them, and he accepts to that he can see Ciena. HE KNOWS ARI IS CRAZY ABOUT HIM!! He completely uses Ari to see the girl that he actually likes who has told him to stay away from her. For some reason they think this is "okay" because after Ciena is barely civil to Jon Ari convinces him to hook up with her, so she gets what she wants. On top of this, the third friend, Eden, convinces Ciena that this is okay behavior and he still likes her, but he had to fulfil his urges somehow after Ciena wouldn't talk to him. Then it is all resolved by the end of the book when just before Ari dies she tells Ciena that she found out Ciena and Jon like each other, so they should be together. Crappy people. Crappy relationships. Crappy story. I dragged through this one, and would not recommend it to anyone!