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152 pages, Paperback
First published April 21, 2021
Quis hic locus?, quae regio?, quae mundi plaga? What world is this?... What kingdom?... What shores of what worlds? It's a very big question you're faced with, Susanna. The choice of your life. How much will you indulge in your flaws? What are your flaws? Are they flaws?... If you embrace them, will you commit yourself to hospital?... for life? Big questions, big decisions! Not surprising you profess carelessness about them.
We hardly have time to get used to their expressions before the faces assume new forms. Nor do we have our hands in common, mine are angular, fingers the same width on either side of the joints, whereas Waheed's are supple, slender and thinner where the nail begins; they rest on the table like fresh pasta laid out to dry. This is the way our hands look, as if they're waiting for something. Just as we can distinguish faces, we can distinguish those of us who were ill before the new social reforms from those who weren't until after. It wasn't just fortunate, but in every respect vital that Waheed was awarded his pension, that someone noticed him and officially deemed him to be incapacitated and unfit for work. There wouldn't have been much chance today. His soft trousers crackle with electricity, as if they're about to burst into flames. I prefer to wear fabrics that don't generate static, it's a sort of principle of mine, one of many. What's a disability pension anyway, other than the promise of a minimum of stability, a narrow rug, the possibility of grass in a crumbling monument.
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"I own only the illness inside me, the rest is something they take away."