So not what I was expecting, and a part of me is pissed off, but the other part of me has to say very well done. I cried my a$$ off, which in my opinion means the book delivered on an emotional level that always rate high with me. Even if it also pisses me off!
What to say without giving away too much? Meet Jake. An emotionally closed off twenty eight year old male living in a small town in South Carolina. He's basically a good guy, with a bad temper...when riled. After his volatile relationship with Maddie leaves him emotionally crippled, two years after she left and he still has not come to terms with his past and moved on. Well intentioned family and friends have tried to talk to him about living his life, but Jake just can't seem to let the past go. I'll admit I had a hard time understanding Jake at this point. We don't learn until later exactly why Jake is struggling, so relating was kind of tough. Enter Lily. I liked Lily a lot and her free spirited, kind, but slightly pushy attitude was exactly what he needed. Lily was in town spending the summer visiting her uncle. After a chance encounter with Jake, she senses he is broken and only wants to help him. Lily decides to befriend Jake, in the hopes to do what others have failed to....bring Jake back to the land of the living...not just existing day to day. What I found amazing is that Jake really was not a bad person...yes he did have a knack for getting into fights when he was younger, and he did have a fierce temper, but overall a decent guy that just could not catch a break. After his disastrous relationship with Maddie, and all of the efforts he made to finally get past the crap she put him through, tragedy strikes again. Maddie returns and all hell just breaks lose. I honestly did not think he would survive it, and a part of me really wanted to continue to dislike Maddie, but at the end, Jake came out a better man. Not completely where I wanted him to be, but no longer broken.
Lily wasn't perfect, but she had good intentions..even when she wasn't sure about what she wanted in life, including settling down. Maddie was impossibly selfish, and somewhat cruel. I loved to hate her for most of the book, then get thrown a curve at the end that somewhat changes that. Perhaps I didn't like her, but at least I understood her better and she did manage to soften my feelings toward her. Jake was by far my favorite character. After getting past his blindness to Maddie's faults that is. He had a great support group behind him, but spent a good amount of time not appreciating them. His dad, brother, even Maddie's dad were on his side, but it took a while for him to come full circle, post-Maddie desertion, to realize it.
This was definitely a good read, but if you're like me and you love your happily ever after...this doesn't quite fit that bill, so keep that in mind. Me? I would love to see Jake get that...perhaps in a book 2? ;)