Read: 12Dec25, 27jan26
4.5 stars. I liked this one a lot more than i thought i would, and I love that the title comes from one of my fave poems "I love thee to the level of every day’s / Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light." Beautiful.
Alethea is one of Betty's tall beautiful nurses. At 27, she's a ward sister and is in love with Nick, a doctor at her hospital, who she hopes to marry. But right at the start of the book, the horrid selfish Nick dumps her in a public and unpleasant way and leaves her to pay for an expensive dinner when she hasnt any money with her. Hero Sarre happens to witness this and, like a gentleman, he very politely and sensitively pays for the dinner and drives her home. She is grateful to the kind stranger but, being in love with Nick, is hugely upset and hoping that he will regret his actions and beg to have her back. Unfortunately for her, the nasty Nick proceeds to get it on with a different nurse at the hospital instead, one whose family has the money he needs to fast track his career.
It turns out that Sarre (39) is a visiting dutch consultant at the hospital. Every time the nasty Nick says something nasty to Alethea and rubs his new relationship in her face, Sarre happens to sweep in and rescue her from heartache and wretchedness and embarrassment.
Poor Althea appreciates his kindness and friendship and the times he takes her out for meals etc, but she's still in love with Nick and, unable to bear seeing him with his new girl, she starts to consider leaving the hospital and finding a new job. Instead, Sarre proposes that she enter a MOC with him instead. He needs a hostess and a mother for his 11 year old twins. After some consideration, she finds herself agreeing to marry him.
SPOILERS AHEAD
When they get married and move to holland, they agree she should try to put the past behind her. She soon finds some obstacles in her new married life - the twins seem to hate her and so does their nanny, and Sarre has an attractive female assistant doc who he is good friends with and who seems all too interested in Sarre and Althea finds herself jealous, and also struggling to deal with the twins' resentment and their mean behaviour towards her.
In the meantime she finds herself valuing all the time she's spending with Sarre, who treats her well, until she realises she has fallen in love with him, which shocks her, and now she is not sure what to do because he said he didn't really want a wife, only a MOC, and she is worried he might have feelings for his assistant.
ENDING SPOILERS
Anyway, the twins cause some drama and get her into a dangerous situation, and Sarre comes to rescue them, and the twins finally realise that she is really good to them and they want her for a mom. But Sarre asks her if, during the fraught event, she thought of her ex. And she replies yes. But before she can tell him that she felt nothing when she thought of him and thought he would be useless in that situation and really she thought mostly of Sarre, he interrupts her and tells her that he has been selfish and he wants her to go back to England. It's obvious to us that he thinks she still loves Nick and needs her to properly decide what she wants.
Luckily for our girl, she decides to confront Sarre before going home, and is brave enough to interrupt him during a conference of important doctors. She tells him she wont be coming back from England, at which point he expresses his regrets for how she's been treated by his kids and for himself trying to make her jealous with his assistant doc. But she confesses she loves him, and he confesses her loves her. I would have liked his expression of regret to last a bit longer but there is an immediate resolution with her blurting that she's in love with him. He confesses his love too and we get a happy ending. I would have liked to hear from him when exactly he fell for her - was it at first sight - but we don't get to find that out. Hopefully i will notice during a re-read. ( Nope, couldn't tell during the reread but subtext tells me possibly he loved her even before their wedding day.)
CONCLUSION
I really liked the book and enjoyed reading it. It perhaps didn't quite have some of the emotional depth that I got from reading other Betty books and yet it drew me in and kept me interested, and i loved the fact he was always there for her, helping her deal with trauma and shielding her from pain and embarrassment while she figured her own feelings out, and I always love when a h seems to fall first and then pines for him a little bit. I have given it 4.5 stars because it felt like it deserved it, but is on the bottom end of my 4.5 star betty reads because i enjoyed some of the others a lot more, and yet i think this one deserved that rating too.