This is a book with two faces.
One is compelling, horrific, vividly told. It's the story of one woman's experience of being in the World Trade Centre on 9/11. It's dark, it's told in its completeness, it omits nothing. Leslie Haskin makes you feel as if you too were there, even though you don't want to be, among the disintegrating buildings and exploding flesh. She re-tells every second of her journey to work that day, the impact, and the endless journey down from the 36th floor to the ground. And then, the PTSD that followed. She tells it with total honesty, and plumbs the very depth of her being, and how her life changed forever.
The other is the story of Haskin's religious conversion, a direct result of what happened on that fateful day. For her, as a result of 9/11, her life not only changed completely but - in her perfect hindsight - was an inevitability. It's uncomfortable to live with, because on the one hand you feel that she is perfectly entitled to her conversion, having lived through something beyond even the nightmares of us who never experienced it. But it does come across as something of a sermon, and somehow seeks to remove the stain of 9/11 through the subsequent spiritual odyssey of just one person. Again, there's a discomfort here. It feels insulting to criticise, just as it would be to criticise a Jewish survivor of the Holocaust if they wrote in similar vein.
However, she ends the book by translating her own spiritual journey to a generalisation about the "End-times" and the "Rapture", in which she believes. At this point many readers will breathe a sigh of relief, all discomfort flown, and see that what started as one kind of horror story, ends as a kind of religious horror story, all Revelations and fundamentalism.
If you read only the first two thirds of this book, it will be an unforgettable experience. If you read the whole thing, you may end (in your imagination) in the church of your childhood, the one your parents may have taken you to, and from which you couldn't get out fast enough.
Two additional notes (I have the audiobook - this is not relevant to readers). One: Haskin reads this with great emphasis, as if she is trying to convert you through the very way she speaks, like a preacher. It brings the first section of the book to life effectively, but it becomes rather tiresome when she moves into 'preacher' mode. Two: all the Biblical readings (and there are many!!) are read by a computer voice. Bizarre, or what?