This was an amazing volume in the sense that we get to learn so much more about Kyoko’s character than expected through the events. Unfortunately, Kyoko was more or less sexually harassed by Reino, who does it out of spite for Sho. In fact, if Sho didn’t show up in time, Kyoko would have been raped. It’s devastating to consider what could have happened, and clearly the author didn’t want to get to that stage in order to express that while Kyoko tries to appear strong most of the time, she is still vulnerable. And that’s to be expected in such a scary situation. Especially when she was shaking while talking to Ren over the phone… I felt as stressed as Ren was on the other side of that call. That vulnerability also forces Kyoko to rely on Sho during Ren’s absence, which was inevitable, but she fears sharing that fact with Ren. Especially since he arrives at the set early because she was acting strange over the phone call with him and he was racked with worry. Still, the point, I think, is that Kyoko was just violated, but she’s still worrying about the feelings of others over herself (in this case Ren and Yashiro who rush over to see what’s going on and who she believes to have inconvenienced in the process).
She even worries about Sho to some extent, and in her own twisted way. She thinks Sho is her prey, and her prey alone. So we also see some traces of possessiveness over Sho in Kyoko’s character. She’s like a puzzle. She hates Sho but she is possessive of him (as in SHE needs to be the one to destroy him in show biz). To me it more so came off as her hating Sho being hurt by other people, and we are truly able to uncover the undeniable truth that Kyoko still cares about Sho in some way. It’s enough that he’s the first one that came to mind when she needed help the most. I don’t know whether or not that was because Ren was absent, and even if it was, she still could have thought of him. It could also be that Kyoko hides a lot of her true self from Ren, but Sho has seen it all, so naturally, it wouldn’t be strange for Sho to help in the current situation. I’m not saying I agree, but that’s just how I think Kyoko feels. She also never wants to inconvenience Ren, and how could she? It’s tough, but Sho is not someone who Kyoko can forget she ever used to rely on. She grew up with him, after all. She spent much more time with him than she ever did with Ren (even if she also knew Ren briefly as a kid, it’s different).
This volume was more about Sho, though, than anyone else. He sees his feelings reflected through Reino’s (NOT THE SEXUAL HARRASMENT). I mean Reino’s declarations that Kyoko is a special woman and he will make her his blah blah. Sho, we see, is even more possessive of Kyoko than she may be of him. I will repeat this again. Rather than being in love with Kyoko, his history with her has given her a place in his heart whether he likes it or not, and he can’t help his possessive emotions. Likewise, just like Kyoko doesn’t want him to be, he also doesn’t want her to be hurt by anyone else. What I’m trying to say is that this volume demonstrates their care for one another. Sho went above and beyond to protect Kyoko, and I would say that Kyoko also spent a lot of worry and stress over Sho’s situation. They are still so very much connected, but they’re more thorny than anything. Their relationship is not smooth, but sometimes flowers with thorns are more beautiful, no? I personally don’t think their friendship has altogether dissipated. In fact, it is growing in unexpected ways. It remains to be seen whether I’m truly right in my predictions, but altogether, their dynamic is amazing and so very well written it’s CRAZY. Yoshiki Nakamira writes her characters which such depth and care you can’t help but love each and every one of them.
Ren’s lack of impact in this volume was unfortunate. I still LOVED this volume, don’t get me wrong. I get why Ren couldn’t be present. Otherwise, could we have learned all of these things about Kyoko and Sho’s feelings toward one another? Still, Ren is FURIOUS. Not at Kyoko of course, but because he feels like he doesn’t have as strong of a presence in Kyoko’s heart as Sho does. At his absence. And at the fact that Kyoko was stalked and he wasn’t there to do anything about it. Yes, Kyoko doesn’t love Sho, but Reino is not wrong in his assumption that her grudge for Sho allows him a frequent residence in her thoughts and in her life. Can Ren say the same about his relationship with her? Ren doesn’t even know that he means anything to Kyoko (but we all know the truth). Ren is also feeling vulnerable and insecure. It’s cute and sad, and unfortunate that he has a foe/presence like Sho to tolerate in Kyoko’s life for god knows how long. I really want to see what happens when Ren gets more details on the situation in the next volume. Still, Ren isn’t a character I can confidently analyze. If Kyoko is a puzzle, then Ren is a riddle I have yet to decipher. He’s a maze I can’t find my way through. And, he’s a human with too many sides to him I can’t keep track of them. He’s much more complicated than any puzzles, riddles or mazes I’ve ever seen in my life. I just have to say, Nakamura, you’ve really done it with this one.