1. A Promise Fulfilled: 3/5
A short story about the main character who befriend a doctor and often comes to visit at his house. There, he meets a wife of a patient who determined to be healthy again. This story is said to be the turning point of Dazai's life and career.
Reading this story is like sitting in a garden and sipping tea at late afternoon. Even the setting already feels like that. Love how Dazai describes his experience of encountering different types of people during his short visit to the doctor's house. This vignette, a lyrical, humorous, epiphanic affirmation of life, seems to symbolize Dazai's determination to live on and keep writing.
2. One Hundred Views of Mount Fuji: 4/5
A story about Dazai's experience of his stay as Misaka Pass. This is closely related to his experience on seeing Mountain Fuji in different views (either from his own or other people). I really love how he writes and portrays Mount Fuji as if it's a living thing. He gives human characteristics to the view that he sees and it makes the story goes interesting and humorous.
The part that I really like from the story:
I have nothing worth boasting about. No learning to speak of. No talent. My body's a mess, my heart impoverished. Only the fact that I've known suffering, enough suffering to feel qualified to let these youths call me "Sensei" without protesting-that's all I have, the only straw of pride I can cling to. But it's one I'll never let go of. A lot of people have written me off as a spoiled, selfish child, but how many really know how I've suffered inside?
3. Schoolgirl: 4/5
This story is told from a girl point of view. It is about her daily life and how she sees things and what she experiences. At first, I was quite annoyed with her thoughts because she's so judgy. But as the story goes, I find myself being in her shoes and feel the same things. She's just a girl who wants affection and love from her mother, she just lost her father and her sister is already married. She is just a lonely kid growing up without much love from people close to her. She doesn't feel happy. She's still waiting for happiness to come, yet she don't know when, or if it will ever come. She feels things are the same every day, going round and round without anything exciting, and this made her life really dull. I know that feeling too well. It makes me want to hug her.
Part I like:
Some of us, in our daily depressions and rages, were apt to stray, to become corrupted, irreparably so, and then our lives would be forever in disorder. There were even some who would resolve to kill themselves. And when that happened, everyone would say, Oh, if only she had lived a little longer she would have known, if she were a little more grown up she would have figured it out. How saddened they would all be. But if those people were to think about it from our perspective, and see how we had tried to endure despite how terribly painful it all was, and how we had even tried to listen carefully, as hard as we could, to what the world might have to say, they would see that, in the end, the same bland lessons were always being repeated over and over, you know, well, merely to appease us. And they would see how we always experienced the same embarrassment of being ignored.
Tomorrow will probably be another day like today. Happiness will never come my way. I know that. But it's probably best to go to sleep believing that it will surely come, tomorrow it will come.
Sometimes happiness arrives one night too late. The thought occurred to me as I lay there. You wait and wait for happiness, and when finally you can't bear it any longer, you rush out of the house, only to hear later that a marvelous happiness arrived the following day at the home you had abandoned, and now it was too late. Sometimes happiness arrives one night too late.
4. Cherry Leaves and the Whistler - 5/5
A story about an older sister who lost his sister due to an illness. During the time that the younger sister had left, she exchanges letter with a young man, whom she has never met. And one day, the letter contains a shocking news, that the older sister burns it without giving it to the younger sister.
THIS STORY HAD ME CRYING HUWAAAA THE SISTERS RELATIONSHIP SOBSOB
All the things I was thinking about were painful things, so painful I could scarcely breathe. In agony, I walked on.
5. Run, Melos!: 5/5
I came to know this story from Bungo to Alchemist. This story is about Melos who is determined to prove to the king that trust between humans still exist. The story is so inspiring and heartwarming. Melos determination and the trust to his friend, I'M SO TOUCHED! The ending is quite funny too hahaha
My favorite part:
There is still time before sunset. Someone waits for me. Patiently, never doubting me, he waits for my return. I have his trust. My life? It counts for nothing. But this is not time to seek forgiveness with my own death. I must prove worthy of this trust. That, for now, is everything. Run, Melos!
6. Eight Scenes from Tokyo - 4/5
I think this one is closely related to 'No Longer Human'. And this torn me again.
I wonder what the turning point was. What was it that made me decide I must go on living, that gave me the strength others take for granted?
7. One Snowy Night - 3/5
This is quite cute and funny hahaha I have nothing to say about it~
Overall, I love how the stories are so realistic (only Run, Melos! is a bit different but it is still realistic). It is nice to read something like this sometimes, to reflect and ponder upon our lives.