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The Map of My Dead Pilots: The Dangerous Game of Flying in Alaska

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Northern Exposure meets Air America in this exposé of the daily life and death insanity of commercial flying in Alaska.

256 pages, Kindle Edition

First published November 22, 2011

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Colleen Mondor

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Profile Image for Melki.
7,208 reviews2,597 followers
May 20, 2015
"Get God or get drunk, either way you're still flying tomorrow."

When Alaska Senator Ted Stevens died in an airplane crash in 2010, I remember an NPR commentator citing a statistic about the absurdly high number of plane crashes that occur in that state each year. I was blown away by the figure, but wouldn't you know - I can't find it. (Curse you, Google! You've never let me down before!)

I did find this:

During 1990-2009 there were 1,615 commuter and air taxi crashes in the United States. Commuter and air taxi crashes in Alaska accounted for more than one-third of all commuter and air taxi crashes in the U.S., and approximately 20% of the fatal crashes and deaths.*

At the time, all I could think was why? Why is flying in Alaska such a risky undertaking?

In the largest state in the union, roads are scarce, and settlements are scattered. Air travel is as common to residents as taking a cab or bus would be to city dwellers. There are people waiting on delivery of food and medical supplies. And always, no matter what the weather, the mail must get through.

Mondor's book does answer some questions about the frequency of Alaska air crashes. It seems to boil down to the fact that time is money. Pilots who arrive on time have a better chance of getting plum assignments, more hours in the air and even a shot at flying for the airlines in the lower 48. They fly carrying too much weight and often miscalculate their fuel supply. Their cargo can include everything from sports teams, to corpses to growling, yapping sled dogs packed three to a crate. The job does seem to attract more than its share of daredevils.

And then, there's the weather . . .

Poor visibility, blowing snow, ice on the wings. Mountains rise out of nowhere. Flying blind is an all-too-frequent possibility.

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I guess the real question is not why, but instead, why aren't there more crashes?

The book is something of an odd memoir in that most of the stories are told by pilots other than Mondor. Her style is not particularly engaging and having several different pilots weigh in on why one of their own crashed quickly becomes monotonous. Serious aviation buffs may find this book fascinating, but there's not much here to hold the interest of the average reader.

Still, she brings up one good point that I'll be thinking about for some time to come:

Was he just crazy and that's why he liked flying in Alaska, or was it flying in Alaska that made him that way?




* - http://www.cdc.gov/niosh/topics/aviat...
Profile Image for ExLibris_Kate.
722 reviews215 followers
November 23, 2011

I live in a world that revolves around aviation, so I was very excited to read this memoir. Piloting a charter plane in Alaska means you are flying in what can be harsh conditions. It also means flying by sight, unusual cargo (everything from dogs to dead bodies) and it can mean some pretty risky situations for the pilot and the crew. I was immediately drawn into the book by Colleen Mondor's writing style; it is straightforward but the feelings she had for the people and the place really came through. You get an opportunity to look into a unique way of life and see all that is beautiful and awful about the pilots, what brought them to Alaska, and how they ended up flying these planes.

One aspect that I find very appealing is that you don't have to be an aviation buff to enjoy this book. The experiences of the pilots go beyond simply flying and are full of adventure, sorrow, laughter and even death. It is a way of life for them. Many of the stories stayed with me, but one in particular, about a young girl who was overdosing, left me shaking my head. (I won't spoil the story, but it wasn't what I expected at all.) When I finished reading this book, I had to remind myself that this was actually about real people and that these people, or those like them, are still flying and some are still not making it back. It is a world that is very different from my comfortable suburban existence, which made it all the more fascinating to me. This is a wonderful book and I can think of several people on my list who will find it in their stocking this Christmas.
Profile Image for Virginia.
523 reviews16 followers
January 22, 2012
I don’t remember where I heard about this book – maybe from Goodreads? Maybe from an article somewhere else on the internet. But I am so glad I read this because it really resonated with me – it’s about aviation in Alaska, superficially, but more importantly it’s about life. I, for one, am not familiar with aviation in the slightest, but it didn’t matter, reading this.

I loved the writing in this book. I think the essay format was perfect for telling these stories.

I also loved the stories – the pseudonyms got a little confusing (Tony Sam Scott Frank Bob etc) – especially since it was obvious that every one of these people was living larger than life in the author’s mind, bland and interchangeable pseudonyms did not do them all justice.

What I most want to know is how the author got this book published without drawing down the legal wrath of, well, anyone. Did she time this specifically for after the Company went out of business, or did they go out of business because of stories like this? Or for some other reason entirely? This sort of tell-all style has gotten more than one person fired or sued, and I am sure there were a number of people who were not pleased that all the blatantly illegal details of how the business was run that are shared in this were made public. Especially since many of the deaths of the titular pilots in question were directly or indirectly caused by Company policies or procedures.
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1,134 reviews67 followers
October 7, 2021
Received book last month as a Christmas gift from my daughter who lives in Ketchikan. It is written episodically and is basically the author's memoirs of her time working for a bush airlines company in the mid-1990's. I found it totally fascinating in its descriptions of the day-to-day operations, the dangers, the cameraderie of the people that worked and flew.
Profile Image for Maureen E.
1,137 reviews54 followers
February 2, 2012
I've been reading Colleen Mondor's blog for awhile and her book sounded interesting. Then I saw that one of my libraries had bought it, so I put it on hold. And here we are.

The Map of My Dead Pilots is an account of the author's years working at an Alaskan aviation company. It's a fascinating book, lying somewhere between a nonfiction essay--which is to say an fact-based narrative about Alaskan flying--and a memoir. Mondor places herself in the middle of the group, but she herself worked in Ops, not as a pilot. So she is at once involved and an observer. It's a book about flying in Alaska, with fascinating and horrifying details of the conditions and life. It's full of stories both funny and tragic. Sometimes these are the same stories.

She also weaves the different stories together, particularly the deaths of her friends Luke and Bryce, and the end of her father's life. The book begins with the statement that Bryce's death changed everything for those working at the Company, but it's only slowly that the details of Bryce's death are revealed. And throughout the book, Mondor grapples with the why of these three main events. Why did Luke die? Why did Bryce? Why did her father? It's a book about searching for impossible answers.

It's also about the stories we tell ourselves. In one chapter, Mondor gives several possible versions of Bryce's death as created by one of his fellow pilots. Each one is a cohesive narrative, each one emphasizes a different side of the possibilities, gives a different answer to the why. None of them are wrong, but none of them can be said to be true either. The group cannot answer the why of Bryce's death, but they can create their own narratives and they can create them as a group.

Because of all of this, I was left with an unsettling feeling of wondering, not exactly how much of this book is true, but how much is seen through a lens. This is, of course, true of all books, fiction and non-fiction, but Mondor seems to invite this question, to require it, almost.

It's strongly narrative as, I would argue, most good fiction is, but never loses sight of fact that these are real people whose lives have been changed and altered by the experience.

I did wish that we had returned to the Alaskan part just at the very end, but that's a very minor complaint. All in all, this is one of the best non-fiction books I've ever read and I highly recommend it to anyone who's interested in the subject, or just in stories and how we tell them. One minor caveat: there is a lot of swearing. I'm able to read past most of it, but I know others aren't.

Book source: public library
Book information: Lyons Press, 2011; non-fiction, adult but could be a great cross-over for the right teen


Mother Reader's review, with an interview and links
5 reviews1 follower
December 30, 2012
I wanted to read this book because my father had been a bush pilot in Alaska during the late-1940s and early-1950s. The book is not a blow by blow history of aviation in Alaska, and in some ways that was a bit of a disappointment. However, I found myself drawn in chapter by chapter to what really amounts to a sort of The Things We Carried for Alaskan bush pilots. Instead of a straight-forward narrative, the book is more a memoir of the author's time spent working in the operations office for an aviation company in Alaska during the 1990s. Mixing her own personal stories of working with the company, doing graduate work on the causes of airplane crashes in Alaska, the death of her father, and dealing with deaths of so many of the pilots with whom she worked, Mondor creates a world in which the "truth" about crashes, and near-misses, and other tragic (and sometimes comic) episodes associated with flying in Alaska is constantly changing. Like Tim O'Brien she deals extensively with how her "troops"--the pilots--told and retold stories to try and figure out what went wrong, what they might have done differently, who or what was to blame. I would have rated it higher except for the fact that there is a tremendous amount of repetition, not just in telling the same stories again and again, but in the exact same language used over and over again. It sometimes seems like "filler." Nevertheless, I'm glad I read it, if just for the last few chapters dealing with one of the pilots, his return back to his family in Ohio, and his efforts to get them to try and understand what he went through while participating in one of the most romanticized, and particularly deadly, vocations in the world.
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387 reviews50 followers
January 9, 2012
Very episodic - the author is primarily an essayist and it shows. Often moving, sometimes irritating - Alaska is a giant welfare state supported by our taxes and special lax regulations. Pilots and those interested in aviation will find it a good if spotty read.
Profile Image for Lauren Celona.
24 reviews
August 13, 2025
So many cool stories! I read this at the same time as A Simple Wild and it was perfect. I love planes.
Profile Image for Elisabeth.
198 reviews38 followers
September 25, 2013
Absolutely fascinating! I just wanted more and more of the stories of the dangers and strangeness these pilots and Colleen faced, working for "the Company". I did have trouble remembering who was who, but I don't think it mattered. I more or less substituted "this guy I knew" for Sam and Tony and Bryce et al. Because it was less about the people and more about the experience.

I really like what another reviewer wrote about this being about telling stories. It is. Stories, memories... What do we know, what can we know? What changes, what is lost? What elements surprise us? What elements explain us? What elements bring us comfort or fear. How many versions of a story are there? who tells it best? It's the art of oral story telling captured and dissected in print and in narrative form.

Well done, Colleen. I really enjoyed this book.


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My cousin wrote this book. I can't wait to read it!!!
Profile Image for Brooks.
266 reviews9 followers
September 8, 2016
Wow, I could not put down this book. It reminded me of the book, "The Things they carried" in that it has many of the same themes. But instead of war, this was bush flying in Alaska. Like war, there was the death of too many friends. And the death was always close at hand and almost random. It is also how tragic experiences still victimize those that had no physical wounds. But it also celebrates the friendships and black comedy from those experiences. I thought back to a time when I worked overseas at a small school in the middle of a giant slum. The friendship were intense, but also the laughs. Because when it is really terrible, all you can do is laugh. You are so glad to leave, but then realize you miss the close friendships that adversity brings.

Does Alaska attract the riskiest pilots or does flying in Alaska push pilots to take too many risks? Mondor seems to think the later.
Profile Image for Richard.
Author 8 books185 followers
September 8, 2014
As a pilot, the book reads like the accident reports we review to remind us what not to do. Flying is an unforgiving thing and the conditions in Alaska offer more challenges than many pilots would ever want. My reservation with this memoir is on it's persistent litany of death caused by pilots making a series of bad decisions. The reality of flying is that most pilots make good decisions. Otherwise the crash numbers would be huge-- and they're not. Even in Alaska, most pilots make good choices. I would guess the company mentioned in the book went out of business because they got the bejesus sued out of them. I think the adage holds true: there are old pilots and there are bold pilots, but there are very few old, bold pilots.
Profile Image for Alison Gresik.
Author 2 books11 followers
January 6, 2012
This memoir is deceptively simple at first, but through a lyrical, searching voice, circling at various heights over the same themes and events, Mondor builds to a powerful impact. You think this book is about the dangers of Alaskan flying when it's actually about story-telling and the elusive nature of truth and memories. The structure and tone of the book feel refreshingly original, and I'm grateful for Mondor's reverent observation of herself and the world of the pilots she came to know.
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44 reviews1 follower
July 27, 2023
The author lied to the readers about posting the Accident reports on her website (there are none).

She lied to the readers about "Bryces" accident plane tail number (page 172 she said 089 when the tail was 078 or N41078). I got this from the NTSB accident report. Was it really necessary to do that? On the last page of her book she talks about a man and her in 078 on a very, very bad day. She said his name. Could that man be "Bryce"? Why the secrecy? The poor guy is dead anyway.

Never said the name of the "Company" or why she wouldn't. Let me help you with that. Larry's Flying Service. Anyone can look up the accident report at the NTSB for June 11, 1999 and low and behold, there is Larry's Flying Service on the report. So again, why the secrecy? It's public information!

The words idiot and stupid were thrown around so much, it made me wonder why anyone would refer to their friends like that.

One more thing that just grates on me is the unnecessary foul language. It enhances nothing.

Other than all that, I enjoyed the book.
Profile Image for Jess.
684 reviews6 followers
June 6, 2020
This is an oddly constructed memoir/essay collection. The author seems to assume the reader knows the people she's writing about before she introduces them, and knows the basics of the bush airline industry in Alaska in the mid 90s before giving any dates or context - it kind of starts in the middle. Most of the essays are litanies of various accidents or pilot errors, or laundry lists of how "the Company" exploited the pilots. The chapter on sled dogs is particularly depressing and harsh. All very pessimistic and fatalistic in tone. But then you get to the 3rd and 2nd to last essays about Sam, and the whole thing takes on a different perspective. These two essays, perhaps because they're not so much from Colleen's direct perspective, are true gems, and paint a more authentic or focused picture of "the dangerous game" than the rest of the book. I wish it had started there.

Borrowed from SL during isolation.
Profile Image for John Sperling.
166 reviews8 followers
February 12, 2024
Poetic license is taken with the description of people, places and events. The writing is redundant, but the tone is right. It brings to mind W. Meredith's poem "Notes for an elegy":

The alternative to flying is cowardice,
And what is said against it excuses, excuses...

There is redemption in peril. But courage does not come without a price, and some pilots pay with their lives.
Profile Image for John Dorcey.
46 reviews
March 2, 2021
Some copy editor miscues when read by a pilot but overall a great story.
Profile Image for Jenny Brown.
Author 7 books57 followers
May 10, 2012
This book started off really well, but I wouldn't have missed anything if I'd stopped reading halfway through, because so much of the rest of the book just droned on repeting information we'd already learned in the first half.

The actual subject matter of this book is important and of great interest. And the author's voice in the first half of the story is well-crafted and appropriate.

But she ruined things as the story went on by adopting an affected literary style that she couldn't pull off. Telling her story straight and making it BE a story, would have helped a lot. As it was I felt like she had a long magazine article that she padded out to book length.

I'd also have liked to read more facts to back up the strong points she's making about how unsafe aviation is in Alaska. As it is, her argument is based only on quotes from people he tells us in the beginning are composite, i.e. invented, characters. This doesn't protect her from lawsuits and it does erode her credibility. In the same way, she and never reveals the name of "The Company" about which she makes such serious allegations. This greatly weakens her argument.

As her story peters out and we realize we aren't going to learn anything more about her subject matter, she pads the book out more with digressions about her father's death, which as painful as it might have been to her, has no real place in a story about aviation in Alaska.

Reading it I came away with the feeling that she'd taken what was the beginning of a decent novel about pilots in Alaska and melded it with a bunch of exercises written for a college "creative writing" class. She says her agent talked her out of writing the novel. My advice, ditch the agent. This would have worked a lot better as a novel.
Profile Image for Deborah.
590 reviews83 followers
March 14, 2017
This is very interesting, maybe a little scary if you have to fly in Alaska.

When we were in Alaska we flew in a small plane from Talkeetna and landed on a glacier. It was lots of fun. We almost didn't get to go because of the weather. They kept saying maybe, and keep checking back.

It snowed a foot of snow on the mountain the night before and they said we couldn't land because if it was too soft we might not be able to take off from the glacier. They were so sure we weren't going to land that they sent a couple that had only paid for a sight-seeing flight option with us. And they didn't give us the glacier boots. I picked this company because they had the boots.

The pilot never said anything about landing, he just did it. I only realized we were landing when I saw our shadow on the snow. I was the first one off the plane after the pilot, when I sunk to my knees in snow, he said, "Oh, your feet might get wet."
Profile Image for Kelsey Burnette.
643 reviews9 followers
August 3, 2012
Haven't finished this most excellent memoir yet, but I just came across the quote that so far captures the book for me: "Was he just crazy and that's why he liked flying in Alaska, or was it flying in Alaska that made him that way?"

If you are a pilot or if you are interested in flying or if you live in or otherwise have a thing for Alaska or if you just like a thought-provoking, amusing, and well-written memoir...this book is for you!

The chapter called "The Dead Body Contract" is also one that will stick with me (for better or more likely worse). Truth is definitely stranger and sicker than fiction. Wow.
Profile Image for Jan Krehel.
128 reviews
July 24, 2012
It was obvious by the 2nd chapter that this book was a compilation of articles the author had written for various magazines, and newspapers. She repeated the same stories over and over. Although her sentiments were admirable, her writing was awkward--dialogue where narrative would have been better. Contrived attempt to close each chapter with a catchy sentence. Interesting for a quick look into the world of bush air service and the pilots who fly for them in Alaska.
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1,501 reviews
March 25, 2012
It's a dangerous job and it attracts people who thrive on danger. Pilots in Alaska fight weather, strange cargo and unpredictable conditions. They don't always make it to their destination. The book was very interesting. It was written in a non-linear style, with the story jumping through the years forward and backward.
436 reviews16 followers
March 17, 2013
This book doesn't have much binding it all together, and the attempt to do so at the end fell flat for me, but it's still a great read. It's basically like spending an evening at a dive bar with a bunch of bush pilots in Alaska, hearing all of their wildest stories. If that sounds interesting to you (and it should), this book is worth a read.
45 reviews
July 6, 2013
This reminded me of "The Things They Carried" (which I love) in a lot of ways - looking at the same story or event from multiple perspectives, recognizing that there can be multiple "truths" for everything that happens, showing that even the people involved can have multiple truths about themselves.
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444 reviews62 followers
July 18, 2016
Excellent collection of essays about pilots in Alaska. Somewhat stream-of-consciousness, which generally works fine. Don't read this if you want an overall cohesive narrative, though. Well, other than the fact that being a pilot in Alaska is really, really dangerous.
58 reviews
February 5, 2018
Interesting! Lives of pilots in Alaska = independent spirits and ability to take huge risks! Author writes in a very informal style, which matches the lifestyle of people in the bush pilot profession.
Profile Image for Leah.
343 reviews2 followers
June 16, 2012
i'm not sure why this book worked for me, the story is all dis-jointed, a bunch of anecdotes and recollections about a bunch of pilots in alaska...... not one cohesive story.........but i really enjoyed it
Profile Image for Jim.
59 reviews1 follower
March 15, 2012
The book is not just about flying or pilots, but also about life, death, and memories. It is a quick read but very deep at the same time.
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