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323 pages, ebook
First published May 9, 2013

















“You deserve love. You are not broken and empty like you think you are.” He places his finger over my lips as I try to interrupt him and wipes the tears from my eyes intent on finishing his ‘Maddy is worth loving’ speech. “You are. Now let me finish. I know losing your parents was difficult and that, in a lot of ways, you’re still reeling from it, but it will never get better until you let it get better. You have to let them go and move on with your life. I know that you deserve to be loved. And for fuck’s sake, I was so hopeful that I would be the one deserving enough of the honor to do so, but I’m not. I just hope that one day you realize you deserve it—that one day you’ll be able to let love in.”
I made a few promises to myself. They’re very simple promises, but ones that I hope will wipe the slate clean. 1. Choose happy. 2. Appreciate beauty. 3. Let love in.







…I made a few promises to myself. They’re very simple promises, but ones that I hope will wipe the slate clean.
1. Choose Happy
2. Appreciate Beauty
3. Let Love In
"Choose happy. Appreciate beauty. Let love in."
"...you see straight through me. You see beyond the outside, and it's like you see the me that no one else sees."
"There's no one else. I've wanted you since I first saw you, and I'm going to try my hardest to not fuck that up."
"You're beautiful and funny and smart and, well, just plain amazing."
"She is not just some girl. She is my girl..."
"I've already let love in. He's not only in my heart; he owns it."

"I am truly alone... I am shocked by the sadness that pervades my feature. My whole body sags under the weight of my life... I want a do-over. I want to be happy for once. I want so badly to love myself and to love my life -- to know that someone really and truly loves me."
"Choose happy. Appreciate beauty. Let love in."
"Reid is the epitome of tall, dark, and fucking amazingly handsome. And even that description doesn't seem to cut it."
"I guess I can choose happy as much as I want, but it doesn't mean much if I'm not chosen back."
"You've completely knocked me off my game. I've never met anyone like you, and it scares the shit out of me. it's like you don't see me... you see straight through me. You see beyond the outside, and it's like you see the me that no one else sees."
"I've fallen for her hard and fast, and I know it. I'm fairly certain that I fell in love with her that first time we danced, but over the last six weeks those feelings have definitely solidified and rocked me to my core."
"You bring more happiness into my life than I ever thought I deserved."
"She's already lost so much and dealt with a ton of pain. I know for certain if she finds out what a horrible person I am on the inside that she'd never give me a chance. No matter how close she gets, she can't ever know that part of me."
"I've already let love in. He's not only in my heart; he owns it. Now I just have to keep him there and never let him go."
“Damn, girl! You look hot!” Her words prompt a heated blush to my cheeks. “Quit your blushing, Maddy. One day you will realize just how beautiful you are. I don’t mean to sound shallow, but do you think you could land a guy like Jay if you were anything less than beautiful?”
They look almost fake, but as I lean into the mirror to get a closer look, I catch small little flecks of gold around the outside that I know no contact lens could replicate.
I can’t peel my eyes away from his mouth as he moves the bottle to his lips. They are perfect - beautiful and full in a completely masculine way. I watch, completely fascinated, as his throat moves, downing the water in three or four large gulps. He wipes his mouth with his forearm, and I can’t help but let my eyes travel up the rest of his arm to his biceps and shoulders. Those are the same as his lips — perfect. Amazingly, gorgeously, utterly, divinely perfect. Muscled and tanned, his arms are mouthwatering.
Reid is in front of us in seconds. He grabs Logan by the collar and lifts him off the couch. Before Logan can even get a word out, Reid cocks his arm and lands a nasty right hook across Logan’s jaw. I scuffle off the couch and move to the edge of the room, where everyone else has retreated to give them space.
When most girls agree to the “no strings attached” fling, they usually do so with the hope that it’ll eventually turn into more.
Watching her bend over the table for the last few hours has been quite the show, one that I catch some asshole at the next table enjoying as well.