I am pretty conflicted with this book. I wish I could say I loved it, but apart from the rushed ending, there were so many things that I felt were just wrong.
Book 1 was much better in terms of character building. Hope here, I felt, was someone who didn't know much about herself, and even after the events of the book, it seems like she still doesn't. I understand this is a Christian Fiction and that's how it is written. But, it somehow felt like a very typical movie. You have thoughts about changing your life, about discovering who you are as a person. And then society knocks you down and your individuality, and you happily go about with it, because that's the way of God. I honestly don't mean to offend anyone, but it felt like an excuse.
Yes, God wants what is the best for us, and in so many cases, we trust God with decisions in our lives. But does that mean that we don't know our own heart? I have no issues with the person Hope chooses in the end. I didn't like either of the two characters, because both of them seemed to me like typical men who pushed their thoughts on to Hope. And she never did anything to think for herself. It just felt really tragic. I mean, you build up a story about a person and then break it down because she has to be moulded into the same mould that everyone in the town believes.
You can be someone who follows the scriptures but yet have something of a different character for yourself. It just felt like Hope had no hopes about her own self, no faith in her own mind, and no trust in her own emotions. I mean I'm someone who is trying to handle those things in therapy. But I recognize that I need to reach my optimal self, with self love. And I honestly didn't think Hope loved herself. She loved God. And she loved the idea of God doing things through her. But she didn't love herself enough as a child of God to work on herself. To think she was pretty. To talk about things she wanted to do. To dream of a happier life.
It just seems like, do we use Scriptures as a convenient excuse to live lives where we don't have to think? I don't know. If I didn't have to read these books for NetGalley, I don't think I would have. And I have worked really hard to put aside everything I felt downright offensive about the religious beliefs. That's my job as a reviewer. But it just felt like Hope used her scriptures as a clutch to gladly be handicapped and went along with it, her entire life. Sure, that is something that may give happiness to people, I just felt let down.