The Trojan War lasted for ten years. (divergence from Crimson Rivers chapters 24/25, preferably read after those chapters, and especially if you've read to chapter 31)
anything related to the crimson rivers characters is so important to me. obvs prefer that ending rather than this spin off but this was so worth reading. it was fcking painful sure but really enjoyable and lovely to see that they all still found peace.
the evan and reg scenes broke me. jegulus reunion was so adorbs tho.
Did I already cry from another fanfic today? Yes. Did I read Crimson rivers almost a year ago? Also yes. Did I read this anyway and cry untill my eyes were burning and dry as a fucking dessert? Obviously. Was it wort it? Yes. Why did I do it? Because I hate my life and enjoy hurting my soul.
I can't believe I was actually foolish enough to think I could make it through this with some tears but come out relatively unscathed simply because A) I truly love tragedies and B) this isn't even the actual ending.
But no, I'm still devastated and sobbed through basically the entire thing!
I am, however, very glad that I intentionally made the choice to read this while I was reading Crimson Rivers, switching to this as if it was the real ending so that I could experience the tragedy with the comfort of knowing it wasn't actually how it ended (a lot of good that did me /s) and as soon as I got through it I could go back to the true "happy ending" (unsuccessfully trying not be haunted by this).
I was putting this off for so long. Because you know, Crimson rivers where Reg actually dies? Fucking awful. And in the beginning, it really was. I was crying, but not ugly sobbing as I expected. Probably because I was just thrown in the context and didn´t fully remember what happend before. After all, it´s some time I read CR. And as I said, it was fucking ugly in the beginning, but the ending was so beautiful. I mean, everyone meeting each other in the afterlife? So, so beautiful.