Bitter Fruit
So many elements of this book I like. First off, it takes place in South Africa after the ‘end’ of Apartheid, just before Nelson Mandela steps down from his term as president. Then, it is told (mostly) from the perspectives of those who, Black, White, and ‘Colored’ had fought the Apartheid regime. We have many books that deal with the years of turmoil before Mandela is released. This perspective was new to me, and very welcome. I like how unclear everything is, how uncertain people are, still feeling their way -- as life is for all of us, if we are honest.
I also like how the author is very clear in declaring when a character is white, not so much for people of color. In fact, there are still characters for which I have no clear picture of what they look like in terms of skin color. I was fascinated at how not knowing at first bothered me, and told me that my being bothered is what I should be looking at.
The ending is also unclear, most of the characters going off into a great change from what they knew, as was the country, with a new, second, Black president.
It took me a while to get used to the constant changes in POV the author uses and I’m still not sure I like it. But it kept me on my toes and it kept me reading, and that’s a good thing, I think.
Quotes that caught my eye
Good men had done all kinds of things they could not help doing, because they had been corrupted by all the power someone or something had given them.
‘Bullshit,’ Silas thought. It’s always something or someone else who’s responsible, a ‘larger scheme of things’ that exonerates people from taking responsibility for the things they do. (3)
At least now that apartheid was gone, black and white suffered equally. (25)
His father is downstairs, fidgeting with the clock in the kitchen, always losing time, a genetic fault. Timepieces are like human beings, they have built-in flaws. (29)
Is that how he, too, will grow old? Will he ‘come of age’ by creating memories that fade into loving forgetfulness, like old emulsion photographs, blurring, softened with time? This process started a long time ago, he acknowledges. He also has an inventory of things kept in mind, an index of important things to remember. (42)
Lydia’s sourness had astounded Silas, and her gift for rhetoric, her knowledge of books, this quiet wife of his, the woman in the white tunic going off to work, to tend to the will and the maimed, uncomplaining Lydia with the long sexy legs. When did she read, when did she listen to music, when did she think about these things? Of course, behind the earphones when she did her chores at home, and probably in the dead of night, a book balanced on her knee in a pool of blue light, while her patients slept, her mind learning the schizophrenia of divided attention. One half of her alert to the noises of the ward, to the texture of people breathing, the regularity of heart-monitoring machines, always ready to drop her book or rip away her earphones. The other half absorbed in the brilliant edges of words quickly read, fragments of music held in her ear to be reunited afterwards, when an urgent task was done, into a continuous, melodious stream. (60)
… and shadows swarmed through the house, bringing their own peculiar, vibrating darkness, until he too felt the empty peace of having left things undisturbed. (64)
Alec loved the sensual feel of sweat on his skin. It made him think of the ‘grand’ days in the old townships, where people slept with wide-open windows, nights balmy, the breeze cool, life going by softly, shadows gliding along the street. The term ‘grand’ had nothing to do with grandeur, but with goodness and simplicity. The ability of people to understand each other and empathize – even when someone was doing things they disagreed with. Back then everyone recognized that the need to survive was paramount, so that breading the law, dealing in stolen goods, running fah-fee or owning a shebeen were all acts of survival, and every occupation had its own dignity.
And survival in those days—if you were black – meant having to accommodate forces more powerful than yourself. Now moral zealots were running the world. They were always judging others, looking for something corrupt even in the effor4ts of ordinary people struggling to make a living. These fucken holier-than-thous have the luxury of jobs and good positions in government. Love to see them come and live – and survive – out here in the lokasies the world was being fucked, all for the sake of some vague principle. Law and order, its’ the joke that white sold us. Gave us the government, kept the money. Now we police ourselves. Look at the high walls and the barbed wire. Just to protect the misery we had all along. No wonder the crime rate’s going through the roof. (85)
Ah, how insufferable we must all have been back then, oppressed and oppressive, dark-faced and dark-minded because we could think of nothing but our suffering, the hallowed torment we wore like badges of courage. Your skin colour determined the colour of you soldier’s uniform. (94)
Anyway, the place had lost its softening purple haze much too soon, quickly reverting to the nakedness of its carefully laid-out criss-cross of streets, the usual array of triumphalist squares and shat-upon statures spawned by all pretentious political minds. The world over. Through the ages. (100)
How ready she had been to mock that caricatured lilt, to remind him that he had been in South Africa for over twenty years, and that summoning up a Belfast brogue now and then wouldn’t restore the Irishness he had abandoned for the love of apartheid money – hadn’t he been enticed out there by the old government, trying to increase the white population by bringing in the flotsam and jetsam of Europe? Well, he could go home now and fight his own country’s battles! (113)
…who knows what goes on in that part of the brain where worlds like ‘cunt’, ‘suck’, ‘suckle’ gather in their hordes, waiting to invade the innocent realms of the heart? (116)
The TRC report was due to be handed over to the president on the twenty-eighth day of October. We’ll make that date, no matter what, the Archbishop had said. Piety and determination. That’s how God made this crazy fucken world in seven days. (148)
She remembered the horror of his climax, the way he shuddered, his eyes closed only for an instant, as if her was afraid she might murder him in his moment of glorious incapacity. It that not what all men feel? A sense of glory when they come inside a woman, whether in consensual love or uninvited imposition? (156)
She sees in Mikey an enslavement to another, even more puritan God: his will. (167)
The Turks are Muslim, but back then they were Imperialists first, and Europeans on top of it. I suspect sometimes that they have not changed at all, they are still suffering a huge ident6ity crisis. Europeans with Arab noses. (199)
He recalls the predictions of a Sufi mystic: one day, evil incarnate will come in the guise of saviours, they will replace the science of the soul with the alchemy of the mind. These unbelievers will rule the world for a long time, and not only will they inflict mental and physical pain on true believers, and make them fight among themselves, but they will cause them to forsake their own children. (201)
…a man of many wisdoms. A good definition of schizophrenia. (241)
Then she was on the floor with the young man, dancing with him, a curious modesty in the movement of their bodies held so closely together. You only dare to do this if you have the skill, a perfect sense of timing, the ability to blend with your partner’s movements, and, if you are the woman, a willingness to abandon yourself to the man’s rhythm, the demands of his body. This kind of dancing flourishes in macho societies, Silas remembered reading somewhere. (262)
Things I couldn’t find
…you were just one of the ‘manne’, deserving of your privacy. (6) manne?
More likely because they don’t booze, and, in any case, Jackson was probably in his ‘high nines’ by now. (8) high nines?
I bet Lydia still snys you with them, hey? (24) Snys?
A confrontation brewing between ‘the Arch’ and people in the movement. (149) The Arch?
Look at a map, and you see a remarkable journey, a veritable hajerah. (203) This look to me like a version of the word haj or hajj but I can’t find hajerah anywhere.
Daybreak, when the Bilal bhangs. (267)
‘Are’ baap. (271)