Tell me a fairytale that youre God, or god, lowercase, like a less important slash benevolent one, and i’m your worshipper, 4ever chained to the words u say, and the u that exists in my head is super-identical 2 the exact one that exists, i.e., everything that i say youre thinking matches with what u really are, like im writing the words that your synapses pick; id just like 2 pretend that for a while if thats okay, and all the terrible things will disappear or like, sort of fold themselves inside of the good things so they feel a little less terrible, or like something that was necessary or meaningful in order for beauty 2 exist, which for the record i dont think is the truth, or maybe i do, id like to imagine that it is, i can strike a match and write my desires on a sheet of paper and bring them in2 reality. I dreamt i found a perfect pearl in the depths of your body, i couldnt decipher it, the bonds that hold concepts 2gether werent fitting just right inside my brain bcoz of some downer or whatever, and i realized that, being that i couldnt make sense of it, that just made it more precious, like an everliving thing that i can continuously discover, and it wont die, or go away, all artful and intentional like a painting when u arent looking too close where u can see all the individual brush strokes. I just want that, something mutual, a projection that goes both ways. Im certain that it exists, fated to occur by UFOs in the sky, a page-2-life recreation of the “artists” fantasies. Cold and beautiful book… Took me a little bit 2 adjust 2 the XXXtreme… AMOUNT OF CHARACTERS in this one but after a bit it really settled and i began 2 love and admire this funny and sad story of a collection of strange people beholden 2 their own neuroses and sexual transgressions. Okay so in this scene im the boy wandering in2 the beasts dungeon and youre the beast interesting in rending my supple meat. Very Terror Toons-esque! I would recommend that movie 2 any1 interested in the parts of Dennis Cooper books that blend childish toon cuteness with bizarre sexually charged violence, or just anybody who enjoys anything, period. Its a mandatory watch. Lots of lovely stuff here, very touching and nakedly truthful like touching on a raw nerve and watching it bounce around enacting an involuntary pain response. Do u think the Blur guys know about this? Do u think they care? People make a big deal about RPF works converted in2 big time YA fiction but thats just how the world works baby, people see celebrities that inspire them and write in their honour. Its a whole idol worship thing basically everywhere that has television. Poor poor Sniffles… Poor poor at least half the people in this, even though the other half remain sympathetic in their own sort of pitiable pathetic way, like when a serial killer starts crying and begging for his mommy on the electric chair. Take me be my guide… U can really tell this was written after he found out that George Miles (the real one!!!) was dead. I went 2 phone him, put his name in to the operator, and hung up b4 they could connect me. All i want in the world is a line that will never go dead.