"I'd rather have Harper in my life as a tempting, confusing, exciting distraction than nothing at all."
Neighbors, plus-ones, friends, lovers. This is the story of Damien and Harper. They meet after a particularly stressful day for Harper but they've been eyeing each other for quite some time. Damien agrees to be Harper's date for her ten year reunion to help her save face in front of her cheating ex and her former best friend who he cheated with. A thank you kiss starts their fake relationship and a summer fling develops as they get to know each other during the two weeks leading up to the reunion.
Blurred lines and conflicted feelings make them question how real their relationship might actually be and they begin falling for each other. I completely identified with Harper and her all or nothing attitude, going all in on relationships or not at all. But since Damien doesn't do relationships, she worries things will lead to heartbreak. Damien has his own insecurities and doesn't recognize his self worth, most likely stemming from the failed expectations of his family. Does he deserve Harper in his life or will he sabotage everything they're building together? With the fear of hurt and disappointment a possibility, will they find their way together or will they lose everything?
While I always enjoy reading about the Thunderbolts, I have somewhat mixed thoughts here. I liked seeing Harper and Damien admit they were falling in love earlier than in other fake relationships, not wasting time avoiding what they both knew to be true. But I thought Damien gave up too quickly, letting his family dynamics overly interfere with his feelings for Harper. As a professional hockey player who has worked hard for what he's accomplished, I would have liked to see him put in that same effort with Harper once he realized how he felt. I appreciated that he tried to right his wrongs but I also would have liked to see Harper take some responsibility for their struggles as well.
Building a sense of community was important to Harper as she adapted to moving back to her hometown and I loved the one she found with the Thunderbolts and the revered football team, the Coyotes. Two of the Coyotes players, Cohen, who appears earlier in the series, and Leo, Harper's longtime friend, were great characters. Although I found Damien's family to be awful people who I never really thought redeemed themselves, I did like his father and aunt Grace throughout.
This books highlights the value of trust and opening up in relationships and of giving everything you have to make them succeed. It also emphasizes the importance of having support, whether from friends or family, in working towards reaching your goals and dreams. I'm enjoying watching the development of the individual Thunderbolts players throughout this series and I'm looking forward to reading what's next.
"The future can be whatever....you want it to be but you've gotta make those choices. You have to make that future happen."
** Special thanks to author Gina Azzi for sending me this ARC to read and review. All thoughts and opinions expressed are my own. Quotes subject to change at time of publication. Available October 27, 2022. **