I am going to give this book two ratings. One, for the book and the writing. The other will be a more bias opinion based on my own faith.
I was suggested this book by someone on Tiktok, because the author needs reviews. I read it because the audible was provided for free, but I ended up purchasing the audible anyway because the free version is on a website that doesn't allow you to speed it up. I read my audibles on 2x at least. All I saw about the book was that it was dystopian and the cover looked cool. I was not aware of the author or the author's beliefs until after I looked into it after starting the book.
I will say, that there should be trigger warnings on the book. So I will let you know what they are, based upon what I remember.
Abortion, Suicide, Rape, Child Rape, Sexual Assault, Racism, Drugs, Addiction, Cancer
The rape and sexual assault is not graphic but it is alluded to and mentioned more than once.
The abortion is not shown, it is alluded to, and described as the child being "cancelled"
Suicide is shown, early in the book.
Now to start with the reviews of the book itself:
The world building in the book is great. This author created a world with fantastical things. There are mirrors that change your clothing. There are necklaces that light up and encapsulate a part of their "god". The god speaks to you through it. It was pretty interesting. I enjoyed the writing and how the author used descriptors.
The book was about a world based in the afterlife. Gods exist and are heavily involved in what is going on and the actions of the people. If you believe in the god, you will be granted things. Your necklace will glow based upon your level of faith and devotion to that god.
Since it is the afterlife, people do not have normal family units based on blood relation. They are assigned family units. However, there is still a foster system in place.
The book's main female character was a foster child. You follow her struggles with feeling wanted and loved by her family unit, and the fear of being cast aside. You hear her inner monologue about her struggles as well.
The main male character had cancer and died. He is angry for being torn from the world when he had so much to live for, especially his girlfriend. You follow his struggles with actually believing that the god(s) have the best interests of the people at heart.
Both characters grow significantly throughout the book. You are also sent through various locations within this world, including how the dead are transported to the "afterlife". I thought that depiction of the process was really interesting.
Overall it was a decent story, written well. If you are a person of faith, you will enjoy it.
Now to my opinion based on my own beliefs. ALSO, this section will have spoilers. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
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I am not a religious person. This book would not have been one I would have picked up, had I known that ahead of time. That being said, I continued it and finished it because I was intrigued about the world. I enjoyed the world. I just did not enjoy the faith aspect, which is a LARGE portion of the book. I get very annoyed with blind faith, which is heavy in this book. People having to "trust" a god has their best interests at heart, regardless of your own wants and feelings on the matter. The author (based on her own words) based this book on the idea that people are constantly putting down other peoples faith, which is fine to want to write about. Everyone writes books based upon the demographic of people they are looking to target. This book would be great for those people who do rely on blind faith in their life. It's a great sci-fi story with a faith twist.
However, I did NOT like the idea that because someone died by suicide, they would end up in a "prison of their own making". One of the characters even ask a question as to why the god doesn't just help people. Which is a VERY fair question, but it was rebuked by quoting "gods plan".
Also, this author shows her feelings about abortion. Claiming a fetus was a person. Showing that the fetus would be cared for in the afterlife, to the point that the MFC has to carry it around in her palm for a good part of the book. The text about the abortion claims the fetuses were "cancelled" and the level of disdain for the people who would "murder their own baby". The fetus barely had eyes. It was described as the head of a turtle and a worm. So it was very much a fetus.
I'm not sure the target demographic for a lot of this content. The age range seems weird. I'm not sure if it's YA or adult. Even though it says 10-18 years on amazon, it's just seems a bit heavy. This book would be banned in many schools/districts, but then again they might turn a blind eye because of "faith" being a centerfold. I personally think that heavy topics are fine for kids books as long as they are tackled carefully. This book was discrete enough to be YA.
Another annoying thing, the "parent" refusing to call the MFC as the name she wanted to be called. So much that the MFC had to petition the "gods" to get her name changed. That was extremely annoying. Why does a god have to be the one to tell you who you are?
I am also quite confused as to what the author feels about race. It was said that "On Therma, we' be sorted.... a nation with dark-skinned people being the least desirable". Then mentioning that on Kalani those things are irrelevant. But then goes on to mention that one of the characters, named RAFIKKI, is described as one of the "Lazies" and the "blackest person I've ever seen". A story teller. At no point was there really any redemption of that. The character also mentions how something she said can be seen as racist, and she didn't want to be seen as such. It's just a bit odd. I was waiting for there to be something saying that those with darker skin tones are not inferior, as they are thought to be. Maybe the redeeming qualities will be mentioned in another book, but they were very odd here.
The author does use the term "Indians" for, what seemed to be described as, Native Americans or Indigenous people.
I just found myself getting angrier and angrier at the book, despite enjoying the world. I don't see myself picking up the next one, but it's PURELY because of my own beliefs and nothing to do with the content or quality of the writing. That is why I gave this book a 4/5 but my personal review is 3/5. Books are written for the author and for certain people. The book I am writing is for people like me, and similar to books I like reading or want to read. I would never expect everyone to like it if they don't believe what I do. That is why I rated this book the way I did.
If you're looking for great writing, and world building, this is a great book for you. Especially if you enjoy sci-fi. If you are religious, this is definitely the book for you.
Audible note: The female narrator is lacking emotion and variation in her narration. The male narrator was great!