From Molly Knox Ostertag, writer-illustrator, comes a darkly beautiful story of identity, family, love, loss, and magic.
Everyone has secrets. Mags’s has teeth.
Magdalena Herrera is about to graduate high school, but she already feels like an adult with serious responsibilities: caring for her ailing grandmother; working a part-time job; clandestine makeouts with a girl who has a boyfriend. And then there’s her secret, which pulls her into the basement each night, drains her of energy, and leaves her bleeding. A secret that could hurt and even kill if it ever got out -- like it did once before.
So Mags keeps her head down, isolated in her small desert community. That is, until her childhood friend Nessa comes back to town, bringing vivid memories of the past, an intoxicating glimpse of the future, and a secret of her own. Mags won’t get attached, of course. She’s always been strong enough to survive without anyone’s help.
But when the darkness starts to close in on them both, Mags will have to drag her secret into the daylight, and choose between risking everything... or having nothing left to lose.
I grew up in the forests of upstate New York, where I spent the first half of my childhood reading about fantastical adventures and the second half acting them out with foam swords at a live action roleplaying camp . I graduated in 2014 from the School of Visual Arts, where I studied cartooning and illustration, and I currently live in Los Angeles. My artistic interests include women in fiction, fantasy and sci fi, superheroes, and history.
I illustrate a twice weekly webcomic called Strong Female Protagonist with co-creator Brennan Lee Mulligan, which was listed as one of io9's Best New and Short Webcomics when it launched in 2012. I ran a successful Kickstarter in the summer of 2014 to print the first volume, which was distributed by Top Shelf comics and is now available in stores and online.
I'm currently working on a graphic novel with First Second named Shattered Warrior, coming out in Spring 2017.
*taps mic* I NEED EVERYONES ATTENTION THIS IS NOT A DRILL Molly Knox Ostertag has a NEW graphic novel and It is beautifully illustrated, it is indeed deeply dark, it is super queer, and most importantly it is absolutely astonishingly good! For real, this might be the best we’ve seen yet from her and that is saying something because The Witch Boy series was more or less a masterpiece and The Girl From the Sea has enough warm, cute feelings to melt even the coldest heart. The Deep Dark plunges readers in the California desert where a dark secret keeps Mags detached from a social life and pulls her childhood friend, Nessa, back to the hometown bothered by what is either a childhood fever dream or a horrific memory stained in blood. Aging the characters up from her typical coming-of-age tales, Ostertag takes on grittier subject matter in a story that is still very much about accepting and embracing one’s true self amidst the many monster the world may throw at us. The Deep Dark is a deeply moving and haunting look at the crushing weight of duty and secrets, generational trauma, identity, comings out and tension between friendship and love. As always, Molly Knox Ostertag delivers eye-popping art that conveys an incredible sense of emotion and place. There’s some cool experimental stuff like inclusion of actual photographs and a really intense scene that conveys a fascinating duality of how the character is reacting in reality and how it is coming across in their own head that I just want to stand up and applaud for. I love Ostertag's artwork and she has a very identifiable character design that really shines and gets a lot of emotion across. There is limited use of color here, mostly used to denote flashbacks or singular colors to make key elements pop and it is delightful to look at. I found the use of color for flashbacks instead of the present to be an interesting choice that flips the expectations on graphic novel formatting. Though it also shows the past as a brighter place whereas the present is plunging into darkness. Something else I found engaging is all the different styles of coloring and art that Ostertag weaves together here and how they enhance the emotional resonance of their scenes by adding a bit of a visual texture that stands out from the rest of the story. This is a very emotionally charged story and you can feel it in every aspect of the art. The story follows Mags, a queer young woman struggling with a dark family legacy as well as the sole care for her dying grandmother, and Nessa, a trans woman who has returned to seek out Mags. Accompanied with her pinhole camera, she hopes to create art with an imperfect medium to capture imperfect memories, though as the two begin to stroll down memory lane the darkness of the past begins to overtake them. This is a story of characters caught juggling the secrets they carry, both their own and the secrets of others that come either willingly or as burdens. This is also a story about being unsure whether to flee or stand one’s ground, in life or in love, and it seems everyone has their own form of monster on the prowl for them. The present is haunted by the past across these pages in ways that address both personal and generational traumas. What really works is seeing how much coping strategies and emotional scars inform interpersonal relationships and we see how in order to care for others one must also remember to care for themselves. Fear of ones own demons getting out becomes a snake eating its own tail situation, though here the demons are much more than simply metaphorical.
The Deep Dark is exceptional and we find the cast of characters struggling with their past as well as their present in ways that are often as dynamically metaphoric as they are menacing. Secrets and sadness lurk in every decision but while the story lives up to its title of being deep and dark, there are also warm bursts of hope that keep the story going and the tension building. A very nuanced and emotional read with wonderful representation and narrative, The Deep Dark might just be the best graphic novel of the year.
This YA graphic novel was so so good: story, characters, concept, and art. Magdalena "Mags" Herrerra is only a senior in high school, but basically functioning as an adult (taking care of her disabled abuela, working a part time job), with a paranormal horror twist: there's a bloodthirsty monster living in her basement, tied to her life, that she has to feed from her hand everyday. The art is amazing, especially the strategic use of colour. I also loved the butch lesbian for bi trans femme romance subplot!
This was exceptional. Mags, a recent high school graduate, lives a carefully controlled life. She cares for her aging grandmother, she works her restaurant shifts, she doesn't party, she doesn't let anyone get too close, even the girl she's sleeping with, who has a boyfriend. Also, she's feeding a dangerous secret, something fanged and strange that lives in the dark. Then Mags' careful routine is disrupted when a friend from childhood, Nessa, turns to the little town outside Joshua Tree where they both grew up. Nessa is being chased by a darkness of her own, and wants answers about a confusing childhood memory. The storytelling, the page layouts, the mixed use of color and black and white, all combined to build such delicious tension in this queer horror tale. Highly recommend!
Added in 2025: I re-read this for book club and on the second pass caught some clever foreshading and paid more attention to the elegant use of visual storytelling tools. This book is worth reading and worth re-reading!
Maravilla máxima de cómic en todos los sentidos. Me encantó desde el dibujo hasta la ternura de la historia, sobre una chica que encierra un secreto en el sótano, cuida de su abuela enferma y tiene ciertos escarceos con una chica con la que no debería. Las cosas cambias con la llegada de una vieja amiga que conoce su secreto. Una historia sencilla pero que emociona. Hay misterio, hay amistad, hay amor y hay... dragones. No sé, me encantó.
A queer story with a monstrous edge? I absolutely adored The Deep Dark! Mags and Nessa are such well-written, well-developed, and loveable characters. You just want the best for them under the most extraordinary of circumstances.
“Magdalena Herrera is about to graduate from high school, but she already feels like an adult with serious responsibilities: caring for her sick grandmother, working a part-time job, clandestine make-out sessions with a girl who has a boyfriend. And then there's her secret, which pulls her into the basement each night, drains her of energy, and leaves her bleeding. A secret that could hurt and even kill if it ever got out —like it did once before. When Nessa, Mag's childhood friend, comes back to town, vivid memories of the past, an intoxicating glimpse of the future and her own secret emerge. Mags is determined to stay away, not get attached, and survive on her own. But when the darkness starts to close in on them both, Mags has to drag her secret into the daylight and choose between risking everything ... or having nothing left to lose.”
Molly delivers once again. This was sweet, and strange, and I really enjoyed it. I just love her illustrations. Keep them coming Molly, and I'll keep reading them.
I received an ARC of this book, so unfortunately didn't get to enjoy it in its full color glory - I'll just have to buy the final version when it comes out. XD
WOOF this was amazing and also reached into my chest a bit. You can read a lot into various aspects of this story, especially Mags' secret. I think in this way this book can mean a lot of things for different people, and I think that's fantastic. I am still thinking about it after finishing it. It deals with generational trauma, familial and romantic relationships (both healthy and unhealthy), metaphorical closets and coming out, self-sabotage, what it's like to be young and queer/trans, and how all of these things affect us. This story has a lot to say, and it does it magnificently. It's hard to even write a concise review because there's so many LAYERS. The fantastical elements in this are very much there as metaphors with deeper meanings and are woven throughout in a brilliant way. I fell in love with the characters, especially Nessa. I want her to be real. I fucking loved this story. Read it; you'll be glad you did.
Una lesbiana butch latina con un secreto familiar espeluznante. Una amiga de la infancia que vuelve a ese pueblo del desierto, después de transicionar, dispuesta a removerlo todo. Un libro juvenil redondo y original, lleno de humanidad y con un punto fantástico, con el toque inconfundible de Molly Knox Ostertag, perfecto para para leer en Halloween.
3.5 stars with a lot of potential!! Great representation as always with Ostertag!! Great illustrations and the plot was engaging and purposeful! Overall I really liked it, but I feel like it just kinda lost something in the storytelling.
For one, the creature situation gets introduced a bit too late for my liking which totally curved the storyline. But okay let’s roll with it, right? Well not really because we don’t get a whole lot about the creature, its history, its abilities, its purpose, etc… It’s just there with no explanation and then no real purpose?
For the length of this book I feel like we didn’t get a whole lot out of the tertiary characters either? Just some more depth would’ve gone a long way.
The Tio Hugo situation at the end? 10000% LOVED and it gave me chills. Was not expecting that and I LOVED that.
I feel like this book tried to do A LOT. And maybe it was too much! But I still absolutely recommend because I had a great time with it and others will, too!
This one wasn't for me. The artwork was okay. There was 12 pages that the artwork hurt my eyes. It was done in a multi-line blurry style and it hurt to read. The actual story was just blah. Nothing ever felt explained.
I have SO many feelings about this. The characters were great, there are so many layers in all of this, and there is so much cool stuff happening with the art! Incredible!
A hard read at times given the sensitive topics of depression, death, toxic and abusive relationships, etc but Ostertag handles these things with grace and care.
I liked the expression of these feelings in a creature, it reminded me a lot of the daemons from His Dark Materials. As long as this was it still didn't feel long enough, I could've done with twice as much honestly.
The art and coloring were fantastic, per usual. I really enjoy Ostertag's art and I loved the use of color vs black and white, and the meanings behind where and when they were used. I especially loved the scene near the end with Nessa and her ex - not for the content of course, but how it was visually portrayed in a very clever and artistic way.
4.5 stars, just because as much as I enjoyed this I don't think I'll be rereading it. I'll keep it on my shelves though, for when my niblings are old enough to consume this story.
i was lucky enough to get my hands on an arc copy of this thanks to my wonderful coworkers and OH MY GOD AHHHHH!!! molly knox ostertag is such a powerhouse and i've loved their previous works but this is far and above my favorite. the characters and story are so compelling and immediately catch your attention - i loved mags from the start and by the end i was crying over her SO. that's a solid endorsement if there ever was one. obviously the art is gorgeous and ostertag clearly has an excellent sense of how to make a story flow using visual storytelling. i often find that graphic novels run into issues with pacing but this one doesn't struggle in that area at all which was super refreshing! the story moves quickly when it needs to build tension but also has room to breathe and let the characters develop, which gives you time to get attached. plus it's absolutely heartbreaking! win/win/win. just a really lovely book and i highly encourage everyone to pick it up when it comes out in june!
6/16/24 Molly Knox Ostertag truly never disappoints.
I didn’t really start this book until, like, 8 hours ago. At the beginning, I thought an almost 500 page graphic novel would take me forever to read. But I swear every moment since starting this graphic novel has been spent wanting to get back to reading it.
It’s almost 2 AM and I’m crying in bed while/after finishing this. It started when color started to be used regularly in the pages (*clenches fists* THE IMPLICATIONS!!!) and my tears reached their peak after the last page.
I can’t even articulate what touched me so deeply right now. There are so many layers to this story, and even with an English degree I do not feel qualified to analyze everything.
Anyway, maybe I’ll write a more legit review tomorrow. Maybe I won’t. But please read this! Just be aware of the trigger warnings; I’ll try to update with those once I’ve slept because this has QUITE a few dark part (pun intended)
This was so good! I may be partial, but I’m always excited for some masc lesbian representation. The fact that this also has a slight horror element? Even better! It was a quick read but so super worth it. People smarter than me could probably wax poetic about the symbolism, and I *get* the symbolism, I’m just not great at waxing poetic. Highly recommend for a light read, especially for Halloween coming up.
THE DEEP DARK is a fantastic graphic novel about the marks left by generational trauma and the process of healing through self acceptance. Molly Knox Ostertag's story and illustrations are absolutely captivating!
Honestly such a good read, I really enjoyed and was surprised by this more serious/mature story by Ostertag. Butch lesbian, Trans woman, some weird creatures living in the basement? Gimme more.
I do wish we had a bit more explanation for the demon and why Madg and her uncle had one but not her mother nor her grandmother.
The Deep Dark is, at its core, a vampire romance like any other. A naive young woman looks for love with a dark, haunted vampire. The young woman presses, the vampire pushes away. They can't be loved, they're too cruel for love. Etcetera!
Except, of course, The Deep Dark is something completely different, stunningly fresh, and powerfully compelling.
Instead of the traditional vampire, we have Mags, a haunted young woman who has to remain in her abuela's home because of something in the basement that she must tend to. And instead of the naive young woman, we have Nessa, who is anything but naive and definitely a woman (take that, Trump!).
Mag and Nessa tango over the course of a winter. Mags slowly re-enters the world under the warm light of Nessa's glow. But Nessa has some demons of her own, and Mags is prone to backsliding. This is a nearly 500 page book, but the slow release of the story allows the emotions to gently grow and blossom. Basically: it's long, but totally worth it.
I don't want to give too much of the plot away because it's all a wonderful surprise. I will note, though, that The Deep Dark firmly leans into the Adult in YA. It's right there in the title: this is often a dark read. But ultimately an important (and uplifting) one.
Hands down the best graphic novel I've ever read, and that's just for the b&w ARC version. This is going to be one where the less you know going into it, the better it will be. I'll just say that there are incredible characters who pull you alllll the way into their world, a great unexpected thing, and beautiful, layered art that works SO WELL with the story. A++
Magdalena Herrera is having a tough senior year of high school. This YA graphic novel wonderfully explores themes of grief, guilt, love, and family with a dash of fantasy. I appreciated the diversity on the page, the illustration style, and the wonderful use of color.
The Girl from the Sea - 2 stars. The Deep Dark - 4 stars.
This graphic novel felt very misspaced and very predictable. I just felt like compared to all the other great fantasy graphic novels, it failed to make a connect readers to the characters early on, and the plot was at times, turbo and at others, frustratingly slow.