Eat up babies, new Howl-coded love interest just dropped!
Thank you so much to the author for sending me an ARC in exchange for an honest review.
His heartbeat leapt under her palm; and she was Icarus, unwinding as he held her to his chest. How far would she go until it was too late? Until enough of her had melted off that she could no longer be reshaped?... Just burn me, she thought. Let both our wings be damaged.
MODERN DIVINATION is a haunting fantasy romance featuring a dark academia backdrop, a witchy mystery, a rivals-to-lovers slow burn, and a magical bookstore I would give my soul to visit.
Rivalry, like love, required some measure of possession.
More than anything, MODERN DIVINATION is absolutely dripping with atmosphere. The prose lifts off the paper like mist, lingering in your mind long after putting the book down. Agajanian conjures a vivid, precise tonal setting that allows the book itself to feel precious and mystical. It's a tale you easily get lost in, as you forget about the world beyond the one at your fingertips, instead imagining yourself amongst the patter of rain on cobblestone, with warmth radiating from a mug of tea coddled between your palms, and the smell of lavender and petrichor just wafting beneath your nose. I found myself creating entire settings in which to read, wanting to replicate the sensory experience: surrounding myself with lit candles, putting on a curated playlist, and certainly never without a cozy drink. (I highly recommend a london fog or mint chocolate tea!)
There were many burned bridges behind her, but she made a point never to look back at them, because she thought it would hurt — like a wound beneath stitches, still tender and raw. Like Orpheus damning Eurydice with his affection.
This is certainly a very character-driven story, and these characters are brilliantly raw and messy and relatable to a fellow floundering and emotionally guarded 23-year-old. I couldn't help but see myself in their hopes and in their fears. Even the times they are solidly in the wrong or delusionally crafting their own misery, I found them easy to understand and connect with. Aurelia is so wonderfully stubborn and dense and a fantastic character to carry us on this journey. Her development is so rich and her perspective is so fabulously flawed. I think everyone who has had to fight and claw their way forward in life will really see themselves in her. And though it isn't a major part of the story, I do feel as though I have to mention that she's Jewish, which of course, won her some points with me. And Teddy is SUCH a delicious love interest. I'm literally gay and yet... he's my new book boyfriend. He's so broody and whimsical, and such a haunted little bird boy. I'm desperate for more of his POV in the second book.
You’d be surprised by all the things that scare me.” “Like what?” “You. You terrify me. And torture me a bit too.”
And the romance was heart-wrenching, poetic, and timeless. Teddy and Aurelia mirror each other and play off their similarities, finding moments of contention and attraction in tandem. It was such a joy getting to watch them learn to take down their walls, bit by bit, and learn to look at each other a little deeper. I loved the way that they grow throughout the text, not just individually, but together. They bring about each other's growth through their poking and prodding and yet also through their love for each other. Their chemistry (and their banter!!!) are absolutely unparalleled. The Icarus metaphor absolutely gutted me like a fish.
“You say that like your affection is a rotten thing,” he said. Aurelia shrugged. “Because it is. Mine is. Like you said, it’s all diluted.” And it’s just you I’m rotten with.
I will say, this book had a slow start, and for probably about the first half, I felt that at times the prose got so tangled in its beauty it lost a bit of clarity. (It sadly was most definitely overworked.) But at some point along the way, it just hit its stride and balanced itself out and all of that fell away to blossom into a gorgeous piece of storytelling. And especially for an indie debut, a slow start is nothing to hold back my praise. It's been a while since I've been so entranced into a book that it forces me to stay up past my bedtime, but I had to stay up til 2:30 AM because I refused to rip myself from the clutches of this story. Even writing up this review, my fingers are itching to return to this book's pages and to fill its margins with annotations, unravelling the strings of Agajanian's narrative brilliance. And even more, I cannot wait for book 2.
To love something was to deface it—to give it a mark and change its identity forever.
MODERN DIVINATION is for the tea lovers, the Howl's Moving Castle girlies, the readers who annotate their books into oblivion, the romantics with trust issues, the underestimated academics, the purple-prose lovers, the gays, and anyone looking for a book to cuddle up with on a blustering winter night.
CW: violence, murder, blood & gore, injury detail, dead body, bullying, loss of loved one, grief, limb loss, abusive parent, sexual content, emesis