I have absolutely loved this series so far, it's become one of my favourite extreme horror series ever! Boote goes hard on the shock, horror and brutality, but he goes equally as hard on the research he puts into these stories too, making them so much more in depth, captivating and powerful reads!
Claire is reliving her extremely disturbing childhood, explaining how she came to believe that everything she did was right and just, because that's all she ever knew. She's grown up surrounded by abuse, neglect and bad behaviour, that's why she is how she is, she could never be any other way. It all started with the birds, and progressed to the events with her pig of a father, and beyond. Way beyond….
Reading her telling her story to her therapist will almost leave you needing a therapist of your own! It's heartbreaking, horrifying and shocking!
Bullied at school for her dirty appearance and even dirtier clothes, she's wary when Gayle is friendly towards her, and when Gayle insists on visiting the farm where she lives, she's terrified of the consequences. And rightfully so. The friendship is brief and one day when Claire wanders as far as her nearest neighbour, she has a second chance at friendship, although it's somewhat reluctant on his part, with the son, Michael. But jealousy soon starts to creep in and Claire starts to manipulate the family, until that is, their baby girl is born and she is finally pushed away, and pushed past her limits…
When she is locked in her room during the school holidays as a punishment, she is given a long period of time to think and reflect on her life so far, her conflicting emotions about right and wrong hit hard, and also, her realisation and resentment for her parents and what they've put her through. Then, after a “fall” down the stairs, resulting in a short stay in the hospital, things change drastically for her! She's not going to stand for any abuse or bullying anymore, and she's not going to sit around and be ignored either!
What starts with the fascination and curiosity with a headless chicken develops into something so much darker and more sinister, her fascination with Death becomes all encompassing. She just wants to be noticed, to be loved and cared for. Why does nobody like her? She's just a little girl! When she is fully rejected by her new family, as she sees it, that's when she finally and totally snaps, with the most shocking, horrifying and chilling consequences!! It makes her evil, sick, twisted and psychopathic and she is eventually locked up!
On her release from the rehabilitation centre at the age of 18, all the abuse she suffered at the hands of her parents hits so much harder, especially now that she understands just what they did, making her need for vengeance so much more powerful, brutal, sadistic, and sexual! Whilst incarcerated, she also learnt the skills of butchery and cookery, and it's about to be put to good use! And when the distraught family find out that Claire has returned to her childhood home, they realise that the justice system has let them down and decide to take matters into their own hands. Resulting in a brutal standoff that is dangerous for everyone in the vicinity!
THIS BOOK RIPPED MY HEART AND SOUL RIGHT OUT OF ME FROM PAGE ONE!!!!
It's tragic, heartbreaking, psychological and thought provoking! I had to keep putting the book down for a few moments, it gets to you, gets right under your skin and burrows down deep, it will leave a lasting impression for sure!
It shows us the innocence of children in the scariest way. The way they believe adults to be all knowing and the most trustworthy, whatever they tell them, or make them do! And it shows the other side too, when the innocence is then taken, in the most horrific, abusive and frightening ways. It shows us what it can do to a child's mind, how it can fester and mutate into something awful, until they are completely broken and go on to seek vengeance the only way they know how! From the devastation and mental trauma of being abused, to the devastation and mental trauma that is then, in turn, being dished out when becoming the abuser.
Deeply dark and completely brilliant, with a surprising and interesting conclusion!