Nagyon tetszett azért, mert olyan hibák merültek fel a kapcsolatukban ami nekem is megvolt az első szerelmemmel. A kötözés, hogy nem mondja ki a csaj amit pontosan szeretne, hogy előbb a munka aztán a barátnő, fétis, kevés együtt töltött idő, kommunikációs problémák.
De a Evan imádta Cat-et, ezért megtett mindent amit csak tudott, hogy a csajnak jó legyen. Észrevette a hibáit, bocsánatot kért sokszor, és aztán odafigyelt a csajra, szeretgette, azt tette ami a csajnak esne jól. Mindenek elé tette a lányt és szerette. Ez az ami nekem hiányzott, hogy szavak mögött cselekedett is legyen, de ez a könyv ezt tökéletesen hozta.
# All Tied Up Again
by Kati McRae
**Highlights and Notes**
-page: 8 location: 43
- With a silk blindfold over my eyes, I can’t see him, but I can feel him standing only inches in front of me.
-page: 14 location: 127
- They never knocked on my bedroom door as a kid, and bad habits die hard.
-page: 15 location: 146
- And when he isn’t talking about it, he’s thinking about it with that faraway look of his, like his body is present, but his mind is elsewhere.
-page: 18 location: 179
- Cat deserves better than what I have to offer, and I need to prove to her—and myself—that I can care for her needs both in and out of the bedroom.
-page: 21 location: 221
- With money comes options,
-page: 22 location: 239
- This app is taking time away from Cat, and even though she’s been supportive, I know it’s been hard for her.
-page: 32 location: 391
- Yes, I want him to fuck me, but I’m too angry and hurt by his rejection.
-page: 42 location: 534
- I want more for myself and for her. For us.
-page: 72 location: 988
- One of my breasts is cold, while the other is warm from his hot breath, giving me conflicting sensations as he continues to work against my skin.
-page: 95 location: 1317
- “But as your life goes on, there will be a time when he’ll have to sacrifice more for you. It’s a give-and-take. Sometimes, you’ll require more of him; sometimes, he’ll need more from you, like right now.
-page: 103 location: 1415
- Before swallowing, I crawl over until I’m hovering above her, and when I lean down to give a kiss, I let the liquid trickle into her mouth.
-page: 114 location: 1587
- but I feel like I can’t say no, at least not without risking the deal. But if this makes you uncomfortable, I’ll tell him no. Just say the word.”
-page: 139 location: 1930
- “All I mean is you shouldn’t be afraid to stand up for yourself and be clear about what you want from him.”
-page: 139 location: 1938
- and I think that’s why you put their wants and needs ahead of your own. You’re afraid to rock the boat and speak up for yourself because you think it will drive them away.”
-page: 148 location: 2077
- However, I enjoy that element during sex. It keeps things fresh and exciting between us. But if I had to blurt out my ultimate fantasy right now, I don’t think it would involve bondage.
-page: 149 location: 2090
- But what if what I want is in direct conflict with bondage? Where does that leave us?
-page: 158 location: 2232
- I want to protect her, but I don’t know how, and that scares the shit out of me.
-page: 165 location: 2324
- Evan’s brows furrow together.“Why would it mean anything for us?”“Because I can’t give you everything you want when it comes to bondage. I can’t always go there with you.”
-page: 166 location: 2339
- “I guess you could say I have a Cat Gallagher kink.”
-page: 166 location: 2345
- “I haven’t been there the way you needed me to, but that’s going to change starting right now. You mean more to me than some stupid app.”
-page: 168 location: 2365
- I can breathe easier now with him at my side.
-page: 187 location: 2637
- “What if we tried something a little different tonight?” he suggests.“Why don’t you take the lead to start? You set the pace and let me know what you want from me.”
-page: 198 location: 2793
- When Evan uses me for his own pleasure like this, it makes my body sing for him.
-page: 198 location: 2795
- “Such a good girl.”
-page: 200 location: 2824
- Evan knows what I need without words.