When I was eleven years old, my seven year old sister went to Cleveland Clinic to have open heart surgery. I was told very little about this [and after reading this book, I am pretty sure that my parent's were also told very little about both the surgery and just how serious my sisters heart defect was] and was sure she was going to die. We had, in prep for this, a huge vacation to Florida and Disney and that was what clued me in that she was going to die so I tried to be nicer to her [we have never been particularly close]. While she was in the hospital, I was taken to Cleveland to visit her [mind you, no one told me what to expect]. It. Was. Horrifying. I was SURE she was going to die, even though the surgery was over and she was doing better than she had ever done in her whole short life [I remember her running and turning blue, her fingers being blue,that kind if thing]. A kind nurse took me to a play area and sat me down and explained what had happened, what was going to happen [in regards to her healing] and answered all my questions. And my sister lived. And has lived well. Though I now have a huge urge to contact her and ask her to PLEASE find a cardiologist and have her heart checked. Because she is one of the many mentioned in this book where care has just slipped away. So much of this book rang true to me and my experience with what her life was like pre and post surgery.
I say all that because most people, when I told them I was reading this book, looked at me in confusion and asked me WHY in the world would I be reading it. Because medical stuff has always fascinated me, heart surgery even more so because of my familial history and even with that, I realized how little I knew about the history of it. And this book really hit all of the marks with me. It was such an amazing history lesson - I had no idea that heart surgery was still so relatively new and just what people went through to even survive it and what the doctors went through to heal their patients. My sister has a VSD - Ventricular Septal Defect, a completely different defect than what the author has, but the surgery and recovery are nearly the same. Like it is for most children and adults with heart defects. And Gabriel Brownstein describes it all in such amazing detail, that I was often transported back to that time when I visited my sister and was taught about her surgery. I admire his ability to be transparent about his illness and how he hid in his "wellness" shell for so long. And I admire his research; this is a very well laid-out, researched book. I was almost sad when it was over.
If you like books about medicine and are interested in where and when heart surgery started and why [though that seems like a simple thing], this is good book to start with. It is open and honest, sometimes funny, sometimes scary and often sad - it is one of the better medical books I have read in quite some time. I am really glad that I picked this one up.
Thank you to NetGalley and Perseus Books for providing this ARC in exchange for an honest review.