"Life is short. Lick the Bowl."
It really is. And we really should. And sometimes we're wasting time looking for the right person in faraway places when they're really close to home. In fact, maybe they're so close we haven't really seen them before. And that is what it's like with Niko and Vivian. It's a story about how love can help you conquer your fears, whatever they may be.
This was my first Laura Pavlov book. I wanted to read it ever since I saw the cover, and I loved it.
"He’d been the missing piece all along."
I absolutely loved Niko, maybe because I can relate to parts of his story all too well. He is definitely my kind of hero because he's not perfect. Far from it. What he is is the perfect mix of grumpy, sweet, and sexy. He's been through so much in his life, with his family and his abusive dad, and he surely isn't looking for a long-term relationship or even commitment of any kind. Why? Because he feels undeserving, and because he's afraid.
"She was the light that shined through all of the darkness."
Vivian is an awesome heroine. I love that she's there and how she tries to care for everyone. I love that she needs her independence while not wishing to get away from her family and friends. And how open she is about herself. She's not looking for anything either, because opening up to love means opening up to heartache too.
"My hand found Vivi’s beneath the table and I held on like my life depended on it. Because in a way… it did."
Niko and Vivian live in the same small town. They've always been friends, they've always been there for each other, through thick and thin. She was there to comfort him with his dad, he was there when she lost her mom. They were the only constant presence in each other's lives. And then Vivian admits she's been missing out because her previous relationship of six years was not as fulfilling as one would think.
What if he could help her see what she's been missing? She knows she'd be safe with him, right? Being best friends and all?
The issue is: can they walk away after just one taste? Well...
"I already loved Vivi, I had my whole life. Wanting her wasn’t supposed to happen."
Friends to lovers is one of my favorite tropes, and this is beautifully and masterfully done. It's all there, from the moments they remember from their past to the steamy hot and very sweet moments that are happening right now. Them, always together, against the odds, facing whatever comes their way. They were clearly made for each other. They just never allowed themselves to go there.
What will it take for them to surrender to what can be?
"It’s always been you. You just weren’t mine yet."
"You’ve always been mine, Vivi. It just took me a bit to claim you."
Niko and Vivi brought tears to my eyes at times. Their connection is soul-deep, and even though the sexy bits are all sorts of hot, it's also so much more than that. It's special. And realizing just how special they are, and how much they have to gain from letting go of their fear and just being together, is heartwarming and gives this book something extra: the feeling of something that is just right.
"I was already home. Home is anywhere I’m with you."
Having someone who knows you inside out, and loves everything you are, is not an easy thing to find. Someone you can call yours, your home, knowing they'll always be there is even harder. Not for these two, though. Past, present, and future, they belong together.
Can't wait for the next book in this series!