Miller's incredibly personal recounting of the significance musicals played in the identity formation of a generation of gay men *prior* to the Broadway being coded as gay is incredibly moving as well as significantly revisionist. Miller crafts his "essay" with extraordinary detail to the intricacies of his subject matter, which is evident in his clause-laden sentences, hard-to-navigate paragraphs, and oblique illustration. But not only does the form of its book reflect its function, it also destabilizes the reading experience, forcing the reader to confront the degree to which their own identities (even as readers) are tied up in all types of performance. Finally, Miller's meditation on the affective relationship between a medium (musical or otherwise) and its audience demonstrates the difficulty that any "reception study" must overcome: that is, our relationships to media are ever-shifting, such that their meanings can never be fixed or stable. Thankfully, Miller counters this difficulty by articulating a multiplicity of meanings for his object of study, making his essay both more complex as well as more meaningful.