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278 pages, Hardcover
Published August 12, 2023
"Eyes on me, wife."

─ .✦"Worse fates await me if I escape this desert, but I must survive… for him. This is all for him. A thief who’s only sin was stealing my heart and offering his in return."
─ .✦“Tell no one you saw me. Tell no one I gave you my name.”
“Then you’ll tell me?”
“You must promise.”
“I swear on Varas’ altar.” He knelt before me, and a thrill ran up my spine. “I won’t tell a soul of this. Meeting you… I shall treasure it for myself.”
─ .✦“I’ll want you even in death, Sellah. There’s no afterlife, but that doesn’t matter. I’ll love you until I’m dead in the dirt, then I’ll love you until my body is nothing but bones. And when my bones fade to dust coating the earth, I’ll still want you.”
─ .✦I shouldn’t. I couldn’t. I wouldn’t.
I did.
─ .✦“I’ve never seen anyone as beautiful as you. I mean this in the most respectful way, but you are divinely lovely. I’m almost ashamed to share the same air as you.”
─ .✦Out of everyone in my life, you have the power to hurt me the most.
─ .✦“Every night I spend with you, I love you more,” he continued. “I’m filled with broken and jagged edges, but your softness and warmth fit perfectly between those sharp pieces. You make me whole. You’re what my life was missing, and the longer I stay at your side, the more I love you. Varas may be the god I’ve pledged to, but you’re who I want to swear my future to. You’re the altar I pray at, the deity I worship, and I would sacrifice my life for you, but you don’t belong to me. You never have, and you never will. You’ve belonged to Hreinasta since birth, and I can’t watch the person I treasure most in this world lose herself to a selfish goddess.”
─ .✦“I love you, Sellah,” he whispered into my hair. “You own me. All of me. Forever.”
─ .✦“I don’t love you. This isn’t love. Love is too simple a word for what I feel. The world could end. Ages could pass. The gods could die, and I would still adore you. You’ve been braided so deeply into my heart that I no longer exist without you.”
─ .✦When my bones are nothing but dust coating the earth, I’ll still want you.
─ .✦“Until I am dust, wife.”
“Until I am dust.”