This book torned me so so much, that even now, more than a month since i read it, i don't know what to rate it!! It was so so good, untill it wasn't!
First of all, this is a bully romance, which i love!! Plus sapphic? Words can't describe how excited i was to read it!!! This combination is my kryptonite! And it had so much angst that aggghhh!
I have so so many things highlighted!!!! The obsession they had with each other, the tension, those intense feelings that i can't help but eat up!!!
I think of Shannon’s watery eyes, the teardrops in her lashes, the way her lips pursed as she tried to contain them. She was ethereal, cheeks and nose all stained red like that. There was a moment I yearned to grab her to me, squeeze her so fucking hard that her breathing stopped as well as her tears. I want to see her cry, but only if I can be the one to build her back up afterwards.
I just hope she’s not crying again. Not when I’m not there to assuage her.
The emotions were so strong, so raw! All their exchanges fully intense, either full off hatred or full of warmth and affection!
And then at around 80% something happened! something i cqan't look passed! Aghh it angered me so much! If it had happened in the first half, before they were so connected, before their sweet moments and their confenssions about their stories and traumas i wouldn't have minded it! But after all that they shared? I can't can't forgive it!!
Not gonna lie the groveling after was very satisfying and i have again many many highlighted parts after this too, that i adored! But still everytime i think about what happened? I am full of anger and i feel like nothing could excuse it!
So these are my thoughts and feelings about this book! I might come back later to add more quotes and details, i might leave it here! I would only recommend it to people that can excuse betrayal (not cheating type betrayal, but using a vulnerable moment against the other person type). As for the rating, i have no ideaaaa