In Mad Dogs of Trieste , mythic figures glide past like giants over the landscape, showing the reader Janine Pommy Vega’s passionate response to the death of her father, mother, friends and former times. Other poems repeat the call to get up, leave everything, go where one has never been. Ms. Vega’s writings are intensely autobiographical, following closely in the footsteps of her life-journey: they are the poetic record of her experience-hungry travels through the world and her spiritual retreats into herself; her work with public school children and delinquent youth, and with the inmates and staff of the New York State prison system; her friendships and her love affairs, her farewells and her lingering memories. For this major retrospective volume, she has selected the best lyrics, protests, portraits, and elegies from her first twenty-five years of writing.
My mother came up for Mother's Day and it snowed hailed rained and bloomed again it gave her four seasons in a week a month later she was dead.
Her legacy of anger unrelenting unforgiving that I exert again and again against myself, the world, a partner is no accident
I gathered this anger on my own and she was the perfect vehicle of instruction: ancient woman of the earth who comes up howling, red, her hands running with lava
Catalyst for my own voice privately infuriated with pots and pans, with handbags any single object not exactly in its place
That woman appears before me stark, beating the earth with her fists I can't disown her every shred of her dress is mine
She comes because I call her into the light, her white hot anger gathered through lifetimes will set us both on fire or set us free
— — —
You red dress in the coffin your dead lips sewn together I'm wailing out in the parking lot, you would not approve
I look at our friendship how you served me as loyal back-up to my vagaries — the confidante, the faceless friend across the table
how I served you as visiting sister bringing you eager news from the outside, bringing you someone to talk to
We have known each other before. Only in the working out of fixed roles, mother and daughter, did we fail I serve the life you would not in yourself
— — —
Goodbye. I won't come back waving at your window, or visit your house the rooms, end to end, empty the door ajar
I know as well as you what I go to find I carry inside I am not blind to the uselessness of travel
A dead board sits where my heart should be if you knock on it now it echoes I am going away
You're right I should have been an actress chosen a roll with all the passionate intensity that returns the day, obliterates the past, brings the house down
Snip snip snip the scrape of garden shears out the window cutting the sky in half and we can never go back to where we were
I am leaving in a black night rigid heart and smog covering my exit you will not be at the table when I return
I put this on hold at the library thinking it was a book about Trieste and instead what I got was a book of poems by a poet I hadn't heard of. I often love these accidental library books, and this one I am particularly enjoying as 1) I've been wanting to read a bit more poetry these days 2) she writes a lot about river, sea, sky, land, island, birds and our daily human free-fall into mythology. I appreciate her movement from small moments to vast landscapes and back again.
Here are a few I particularly enjoyed.
Plaza De Armas
I make my way a rocking boat down the pavement penicillin poisoned swollen joints my neck stiff with anchors
I am slowly circling, waiting for the moon waiting for the face of Huascaran waiting for an homage of flowers to sit in, and watch the sunset
Huascaran wears pink on the last skirt of glacier There are two ways to do it: one is to sit and love and watch, the other is to climb
The Geminids
I can see it in the set of furniture the curve of ornaments against the wall a stepping off place from what is known to what is not and the body there in its water swimming picks up the threads ferries the mind home listening for meteors as though a chord were struck and one saw it, green some vast piano.
Himalayan Air In The City
Odd this night to have risen to have lost a glove, to have sunk into mountains, into forests and the forest's edge
People luminous over thin streets, quaking bodies, ecstatic hands two visions of the Tree of Life from the bat tribe
Show me the bat who is crucified to his wings and I recognize acorn, serpent, seed in the furrow
In back alleys of the mountain town we sat crosslegged, calling the stars by name, the radiant entities conjoined in a figure eight
and not an eight and not conjoined. A cup with a golden rim. See? You forgot.
Let me along with ten thousand deities bless the depths of the forest lose my gloves in a thicket peer into the well
see no reflection.
Islands of the Sun
When horizons are blurred and you cannot see where shore and sky meet
you could be on any island off the Irish coast, in the Aegean Sea
a line of sailboats leaves the port in a stiff wind from the north
and all enclosures seem like a waste of time
they round the lighthouse at the tip of the lizard's tail and fan out
Pieces on nature, animals, people she's known, and the prison system; written in Peru, New York / New Jersey, and Europe, between 1975 and 1999.
I selected a few poems worth mentioning here:
"Musician" - From News of a River Somewhere Else "In Place of Bones" - About Paris, though written in Amsterdam. From Drunk on a Glacier, Talking to Flies. "Human Prayer" - Sing Sing. From Drunk on a Glacier, Talking to Flies. To a lesser extent: "The Politics of Insomnia" (Drum Song), "The Ancient Waltz" (Drunk on a Glacier, Talking to Flies), and "Mad Dogs of Trieste" (American Walls).
imagination drained of flight like so many dead lawns, silent - "Catskill Drought"