thank you so much to netgalley and the publisher for early access to the audiobook! now available as of oct. 4th, 2023.
nepo baby with something akin to stockholm syndrome leaves her "perfect" fiance, jasper, randomly and rents a room let out by the charismatic playboy with a troubled past, caleb black, having never spoken to him... even though they work at the same company. although she literally can't for the life of herself get over jasper (whom everyone - except for her and her family- can see is extremely controlling and manipulative?), she finds herself drawn to caleb because of the way he lives his life with freedom (ie. messing around with everything that moves and not caring about them; or anyone else for that matter). it feels long af, the side characters shine, ariella is insufferable after a while, and of course caleb, after sharing a space with the one woman whom he doesn't want to sleep with, can ~finally see what love can be~
good if you like multiple plot points.
bad if you want to see them all to completion.
the dual pov on this was masterfully done, i will say. we'll often see something from ari's POV, and then go a bit back in time and see it from caleb's POV, meeting somewhere in the middle. i felt really connected to the story in that way.
this was an interesting one. the narrator ate this uppp, she was so good! her different accents were on point.
it's only 400~ish pages, but the audiobook felt so loooong. a lot of things happen, and while it did drag, i never felt bored. however, at this point, i can feel that i've already forgotten half the book. i enjoyed the character development between caleb and ari, i honestly think this may have worked better platonically. they brought out the best in each other by showing each other a different side of life.
there are so many plot points and different things happening that i'm honestly at a loss for what to include and what not to, so i'll just say - for a book as long as this, the ending was horribly rushed. criminally rushed. it has a second climax around the 90% mark and so much is left to just, think about?? also one of the mcs basically gets SAed and nothing is said about it, the book ends before they get to tell the other person about it? for sooooooo much to happen, so many tiny, little plot points to be dragged out, i was really disappointed that the mcs were left to dry by the end. like, it's so much of a cliffhanger, i'm wondering if they're gearing up for a book two?
i won't hold my breath though.
there is great character development in the first half of the book. then, seemingly out of nowhere, it's almost like they just reverted back to how they were in the beginning, the great communication they had replaced by (eye roll, please) rampant miscommunication. i think we as the readers understand why ari left jasper, but it really bothered me that she, herself never came to understand why, only that she started to feel more for caleb. and (without too much info) for all the development caleb went through, for ari to apparently stop taking that into consideration and think of him one-dimensionally made me want to throw something.
i liked it because it mostly felt realistic. the people and their families are flawed, and it touches on some quite sensitive topics, albeit only lightly for most. had this had the fleshed-out ending it deserved, it would've been a four, possibly five.
(idk why i'm in my long review era. thanks for reading if you got this far!)