✰ 3.5 stars ✰
“It’s almost over,” I say. I don’t open my eyes. “And it might never be like this again.”
“But aren’t we lucky it happened at all,” he says. “What a summer.”
I applaud authors for doing things different than the norm, but I think the way the author decided to write the dual POVs for the characters in Half Moon Summer made it a little less enjoyable to read for me, despite how heart-breaking and emotional the story actually was. 😔
“What I want now
is to rewind
and repair.
Because how can I possibly be the person
who fixes things for other people
when all I do is think about myself?”
I liked the way the friendship between Drew and Mia was forged - both participating in Half Moon's half-marathon for their own personal reasons - but, they still find a way to share their personal problems and relate to one another. 🫶🏻 They have a shared past, which doesn't get revealed till much later, and I liked how it played an integral part in their character development. I may have sympathized with Drew's story more - because it was written in prose - whereas Mia's was written in verse. That caught me by surprise, and it almost felt like a disservice to Mia's own story - which was perhaps less critical than Drew's, but still just as important to her. 🙍🏻♀️
I will still say it was well-written at capturing that tether of adolescence of feeling lost and forgotten, while still trying to let go of the loneliness. And it's how the two of them were searching for that answer and inadvertently found it with each other was portrayed beautifully. 👍🏻👍🏻 They became really good friends and I liked how their competitive drive was included in the story - how they trained together to hone their running skills, pace themselves for long-distance and in the process, actually become so much more than just track companions.🏃🏻♂️🏃🏻♀️ They shared their grievances, opened up about what's bothering them - it became a genuine friendship over the summer that I believed was possible. 💜
“You have to promise me one more thing.” I can’t even tell him he’s not playing fair, because he looks like his heart might burst any second.
“Promise you won’t ever stop yourself from living your best life just because I’m not there.”
It's also a really heart-felt story about family and the relationship both protagonists have with their parents - longing for them and competing in this race - in a way to help them, make them proud of them. Mia was trying so hard to save their house and bring her father home to them - she was so committed to it, doing whatever it was in her power to convince others to see how much it meant to them. Drew's relationship with his father was so tender and fiercely devoted, and also the most painful one to witness. 💔💔
I didn't know such an ailment existed that had had affected him, but well, you learn something new every day - even from Middle Grade books. 'Only Dad’s best summer was all about being with me, and I’ve been low-key complaining about it the whole time.' And Drew's reaction really hurt me, his determination moved me, and his courage resonated with me. 😟 Drew's father was so upbeat, so proud, always encouraging, he was giving his son so much hope and promise that my heart hurt just reading it - knowing of the inevitable that is to come, but always so reassuring with his words. 🥺
The final scene, especially, after the race, when he reassures him of how he's still so proud of him, regardless of the race's results - that it's enough that he has a medal of his own - the strength to 'to watch everybody leave you behind and just keep going? {...} I don’t have a fancy medal like you, but I’m a Finisher too, Drew.' Yes, I teared up, at that - because you know it'll never be enough just to have them here with you now - knowing that there will never be a chance to have it again. 🫂🫂
“When Emily asked her most important question,
about whether anybody ever realizes
every minute of their life
right when they live it,
I answered with the Stage Manager
in the softest whisper
as the tears traced down my cheeks.
No.”
The underlying and beautiful message to make each day count, to not let the time go to waste, because you never know when it'll be over, when it'll be your last, is something that I will take away with the most; in a way, it's even reflected n the title to me, too. A half-moon of a life yet to live - to make the most of the time you have. And even if the alternating story-telling unsettled me at first, once I got more familiar with it, I had the chance to see a heart-warming and deeply moving story unfold. 🤍