Thank you NetGalley for giving me the opportunity to read an advanced copy of this book! As part of my review, I’m giving this book 2 out of 5 stars. I honestly really wanted to like this book, the cover was super intriguing and it sounded so good, but I found myself becoming more and more disappointed as I continued to read it. The trigger warnings and content warnings at the beginning of the book were a nice heads up for what to expect outside of the synopsis and they are definitely warranted in some parts, but nothing got too dark or too… much to deter me from reading.
Before I go any further, there will be spoilers in this review, as it is tagged as such too, so just as a warning if you continue to read this (it’s quite long so I don’t blame you if you don’t). Now, I will say that as I continued to read one of the main questions I had was: what is the age of Estela? In the beginning she seems to be a young tween/teenager, but as the story progresses it seems she’s an older teenager based on some of her actions, but I can’t recall ever being told her actual age until more than halfway through the book when you find out she’s going to celebrate her 18th birthday in a few days time. This could very well just be me not paying attention or not remembering this being mentioned early on, but given some of the events of this story and Estela’s actions, I feel like her age should have been addressed a lot sooner in the book (and apologies if it was and I just completely blanked on it). Estela as a main character is actually quite interesting though. She is very flawed, she’s quite dark, she’s broken, she’s selfish and she makes mistakes. It’s nice to read a story where the main character is a woman and has all of these characteristics; they grated on my nerves sometimes, but I still found myself enjoying, for the most part, Estela.
I was not expecting the Vampire Prince aspect to happen in this story as a romance option that’s for sure or another realm either, though given how the synopsis reads, another realm isn’t too far of a stretch. I’m also not a fan of the romance in this story for the sheer reason that it took away from the plot for me; the age gap and the love interest being a vampire prince is fine, it’s just that it was all so rushed and seems so forced with no chemistry between Estela and Sebastían that took me away from it. They’ve known each other for a week and already are talking about how their feelings for each other will lead to love and then this conversation leads into a long make out session. Which, granted is pretty on brand for a teenager to think that their first feelings for someone will instantly lead to love, and especially so quickly, but for a book that’s as dark as it is and is listed as adult fantasy, I expected a little better. It’s down to just preference at this point, but personally I prefer more of a build up before any of this happens, like the characters properly getting to know each other and build a relationship over the course of a few months or longer rather than just a week. It also just really strikes me as odd and way too rushed considering a week before Estela even arrives at La Sombra and before she and Sebastían have any significant romantic interaction that Estela was mute, she wasn’t talking to anyone, she was extremely closed off and literally suicidal. Her interactions with Sebastían, in my mind, aren’t enough to warrant going from being mute and suicidal to make out sessions every night in a week’s time, talking about love and Estela calling him her boyfriend (once and completely randomly) even with everything else that’s going on. The time they’ve spent together, by the end of the book, is two weeks, two weeks and by the 13th day, Sebastían does the equivalent of his kind and proposes to Estela which then ends in them having a ritualistic ceremony (for lack of a better description) that binds them to one another; they literally get married within 14 days of knowing each other, not even Twilight was this rushed in the romance. And then, as if things couldn’t get any more rushed, the ceremony ends with them kissing, taking each others clothes off, her grabbing whatever he has between his legs (as Estela even questions if they are anatomically compatible), she asks him to kill her if her twin is even visible in her after the final battle plays out and then the chapter ends and the next begins without any mention of what just happened. The “spice,” as well as the romance is just so forced for me and just too awkward. It is just so, so, so horribly rushed that I literally laughed when the proposal, into marriage into possible sex scene happened. The “romance” in this book is just too forced for my liking and I cannot get behind it at all. There’s also a slightly spicy scene that happens later in the book (but very much so before the proposal scene) after some extremely major events happen, that just comes out of nowhere and is so unwarranted. Major spoilers, but Estela literally loses another family member and soon after finds herself in preparation for the upcoming events, but before she can properly prepare, of course, Sebastían and Estela have a little spicy moment involving ropes and then carry on as if nothing happened. I know this is the new trend with romantasy being the next big thing, but this particular “spicy” scene was so completely out of left field that I was half baffled and half sadly amused. I’m sure others will love this aspect of rushed romance between a teenager and a vampire prince and will appreciate these “spicy” scenes, but personally, it takes me out of the story completely and just comes across as being thrown in for the “spice” factor rather than that the relationship between Estela and Sebastían has grown to a point that warrants such scenes. And for anyone reading this far, the spice factor is 0.5 out of 5 stars. It really truly isn’t even all that spicy, the rope scene is the spiciest part of the whole book and is the only reason this book gets any spice rating at all.
The twist of the reveal of Estela’s uncle was so out of left field; there was no hint of an extra family member or twin brother to her aunt or anything. There was nothing leading up to the reveal to warrant it. It was just so random. It definitely has its place in the story given how the plot progresses from the big reveal, however I just wish there were more hints dropped leading up to the reveal to make it really impactful and not just coming across as totally out of nowhere. This also applies to the reveal that Estela has a twin. Now, this likely comes down to me just not cluing into things and not cluing into any possible foreshadowing that Estela does in fact have a twin, especially after the reveal that Bea and Teo are twins, but the reveal that Estela does didn’t come across well for me because of this. Maybe it’s just by the time of the reveal of Antonela I had pretty much checked out of the book, but I just didn’t feel the proper shock and awe of the twist that Antonela was the one who experienced a lot of what Estela thought she did when she was younger and that Antonela was her twin and had been sent to another realm by her uncle Teo and aunt Bea.
I found that there were some things that kept repeating that became more and more frustrating as the story continued. Like when Bea and Estela continuously try to use the syringe to restrain Teo - even after their many, many failed attempts. I can excuse the first few times as “maybe this time will work,” scenarios, but when it’s been four or five or six times or more and they continue to try it? Come on, that’s a bit excessive to keep trying the same thing when it’s clear it isn’t going to work as it hasn’t the previous times you’ve both tried. And the constant mistrust that Estela has in Sebastían. I get it, she’s broken and damaged and has lost so many people in such a short amount of time and given that her and Sebastían have only known each other for two weeks there hasn’t been enough time to properly trust each other, but the vampire literally turned his back on his own realm, as the prince! He made her his blood bound! He tells her three separate times that he’d give up everything for her, and proves it over again, and still Estela distrust him! Again, I get that this is likely because she’s 18, she’s a teenager and she’s traumatized and is dealing with so many things, but it definitely grew tiresome even though it happens over the course of two or so chapters and towards the end of the story. If anything this proves to me that this relationship isn’t actually built on anything, and is just the hormones of a teenager rather than actual emotions, but I digress.
The house actually being sentient, in a way, and being “bloodthirsty” lost me, it really did. And again, given the synopsis, it’s a dead giveaway that this was going to happen, but I did not expect it to be so literal. Same with there being all these other realms and monsters/creatures; it’s not abnormal for a fantasy novel, it’s just that, in this novel, nothing pointed to other realms and monsters/creatures for me. Obviously with Sebastían there’s the argument from the beginning that he’s from another realm, as I stated earlier in my review, but given that this version of Earth deals with magic in some regard, it’s easy to also assume that Sebastían is simply from Earth and not also from another realm. I think if there was more clues and/or lead ups to other realms existing than I probably would have been more okay with this revelation, but there wasn’t and so I felt myself become completely taken out of the book and my read when I came to this part.
The author writes in the big climactic ending (I was actually disappointed in how the final battle played out) that Estela’s “hope and resilience” are what powers she has that her twin Antonela fears, but I don’t see that at all. Literally a paragraph before this revelation, Estela is ready to give up, to let Antonela win, to let Antonela rule and create a new world on Earth all because their uncle Teo will love Antonela unconditionally while Estela has “no one.” But then Estela sees Sebastían and suddenly she’s filled with love again and remembers that Sebastían is her blood bound and that he loves her and then Estela gets up and fights against her sister again. Estela had literally given up. Like, she was done. Throwing in the towel. Admitting defeat. Fading away so that Antonela could claim her body for her own. Estela was done. By the end of the book she doesn’t have any hope or resilience, she’s just fueled by her love (regardless of my feelings on it) for Sebastían and that’s what drives her. To me, her love for Sebastían is what Antonela actually fears, not this so-called hope and resilience of Estela.
Overall, this review is largely negative and I do feel bad, but this book just wasn’t it for me. Like I said, I wanted to enjoy it, the cover is stunning, the synopsis intriguing, the concept interesting, but it all just fell apart for me as I continued to read it. I’m sure many others will enjoy this gothic, supernatural romantasy book, but unfortunately I am not one of them.