How do I trust myself when myself has made painful decisions? How do I get out of my own way when I don't even know if I'm standing guard?
If she is me and I am her
Then why do we struggle so?
Delve deep within for the answers that you seek. Forgiveness is the first stone on the path of redemption.
Do I deserve it so? I cry I do But still I sit
Endlessly adrift In this ocean of despair Fighting myself what I hope and dare
At war within When externally There are battles all around To be won and conquered
I must change my thoughts Dispel the mantra of being lost In the sauce of my own mind
I am free I decree
But deep down within That little voice That little shit is whispering Can we really trust self to win
The next level of vulnerability is carved off of Kendra Spencer's heart which she shares within the pages of Second Session, the next poetic release in the Word Therapy series. Some people exercise, some people do drugs but for Kendra she writes.
Kendra Spencer also known affectionately as Prince was born September 12, 1989 in Cincinnati, Ohio. Her childhood consisted of vast amounts of hours spent on reading and carrying duffel bags full of books to and from the public library. Stepping into her teenaged years she began to notice the books she was reading while very creative did not depict the environment around thus a writer was born. The nickname Prince came about from class mates due to Zane being very popular around the time and dubbed the Queen of erotica with Zane's steamy stories was skyrocketing through their classmates and Kendra Spencer at the tender age of fourteen also writing vivid sex scenes Prince came forth. While the nickname is derived from a young adults standpoint Kendra Spencer still strives to be known one day as major heavy hitter in the erotic fiction genre. When Prince is not reading or writing you can find her working with individuals that have developmental disabilities or engaged in a semi professional womens football game where she is a proud athlete #33 of the Cincinnati Sizzle.